White Swan

Chapter 54

Qiao Fei didn't dare to spend the night at Shi Xubai's house, and after nine o'clock in the evening, she had to take a taxi back to the villa.

The light in the living room was on, and when he saw He Haoyun sitting on the sofa from the window at the gate, his heart felt a little chilled for no reason.

This is the first time he truly felt that He Haoyun's villa was very cold and strange.In the past two years, he couldn't remember whether he had really looked forward to returning here. The villa has always been just a cage for him to go back to.

If there is no family at home, is that still home?

There was no one he wanted to see here, so it wasn't his home for him.

After hesitating at the door for a while, Qiao Fei opened the door with the key.

There was no movement in the living room. He held the sunflower in his arms, not knowing where to hide it.If you want to go upstairs, you have to pass through the living room, and you will definitely be seen by He Haoyun, and there is no way to explain it at that time.

After thinking for a long time, he finally gently stuffed the flowers into the large closet at the door, and pulled off a few coats to cover them carefully, lest the fragile petals be crushed.

Qiao Fei took off her shoes and walked into the living room barefoot.

The living room has been cleaned up to its original state, the furniture has been lifted up, and the broken glass on the floor has been cleaned up, as if He Chijie had never been here at all.

There was a half-drunk bottle of vodka on the coffee table, and several empty wine bottles were thrown here and there.He Haoyun has always been particular about drinking with a wine glass. Qiao Fei has never seen him drink directly from a wine bottle like this.

Qiao Fei looked at He Haoyun leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed, thinking that he was asleep, and carefully tried to walk past him to clean up the messy wine bottles on the ground for him.

But before he could bend down, He Haoyun grabbed his wrist suddenly.Qiao Fei was taken aback and froze on the spot. After she regained her senses, she was afraid that he would ask her where she had been in the afternoon. She was a little scared, so she avoided her eyes in a guilty conscience, and whispered, "Go upstairs and sleep, I'll clean it up here." .”

He Haoyun didn't speak, just stared at Qiao Fei closely, his eyes were bloodshot, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Qiao Fei was so stared at by him that her heart trembled, she moved her wrist calmly, trying to pull it out of He Haoyun's hand.

With this movement, He Haoyun's grip became tighter, and he pulled Qiao Fei to sit on the sofa.Qiao Fei had no choice but to follow his strength and sit beside him, not knowing where to put her hands and feet, she froze and glanced at him.

"My brother wants my company." He Haoyun didn't look at Qiao Fei, but looked at the vodka bottle on the coffee table.

Qiao Fei was silent for a while, not knowing how to answer, so she could only say, "Yes, I heard it."

"Whatever he wanted since childhood is his, just because he is the eldest brother. Isn't it amazing to be a few years older than me? Isn't it just born a few years earlier?" He Haoyun's breath smelled of alcohol, and Qiao Fei His face was hot, "I really hate him, why wasn't he the one who was sent abroad, why did my dad throw me out?"

Qiao Fei wanted to stay away from He Haoyun, but with a slight movement, He Haoyun gripped his wrist tighter.

"He's my dad's son, am I not?"

Maybe he was really a little drunk. He Haoyun talked a lot, but Qiao Fei had no choice but to listen quietly.

He said that he was sent to study abroad since he was a child, and he was never familiar with this brother. He was impatient, and he learned badly from the friends he made outside. When he got home, he quarreled with He Chijie. The house was full of smog.

On He Chijie's birthday, Master He held a birthday party for his precious eldest son, and invited all the famous people in the city to celebrate He Chijie's birthday.

No one remembered that the He family still had a second young master. He Haoyun hid at the corner upstairs, peeping at the lively celebration banquet downstairs.

He couldn't bear the loneliness, so he slipped down quietly, and happened to hear his father introducing He Chijie to the guests. His father said "my son", not "my eldest son", as if his only son was He Chijie, and He Haoyun didn't exist at all. .

At that moment, he understood something, what he wanted could only be grabbed by himself, no one in the family paid attention to him, no one was optimistic about him.

He is an extra person in the family, an extra son.

"He wants the company now, but why should I give it to him? I didn't steal it or rob it. The company was left to me by my father, so it's mine. I'm his own brother, but if he wants me to die, I won't letter."

He Haoyun sat for a while, then suddenly tore off the collar of his shirt, exposing his shoulders for Qiao Fei to see.There were two bandages wrapped around the right shoulder blade, and He Haoyun tore it off angrily, revealing the tattoo underneath.The place where the tattoo was hit was also the place where the stick hit. The color of the sky became darker, and the sky blue almost turned purple.

"My parents don't care about me, what the hell do I get a tattoo?"

He said that he was like a clown jumping on the beam, and what he did was useless in the eyes of his parents and his brother.

Qiao Fei didn't know what to say, so she could only listen in silence.

He Haoyun leaned against him, put his hand into Qiao Fei's clothes, and just touched the round scar next to his navel with his fingertips. He stayed there for a while, touching the small scar with his fingertips.Qiao Fei shuddered from being touched by him, and wanted to hide back but couldn't move, sitting stiffly.

He Haoyun's voice was buried under drunkenness, several words stuck together, and his voice was hoarse: "I regret it so much..."

Qiao Fei wasn't in the mood to think about what he regretted, but just stiffened her body to act as a humanoid pillow, thinking about when he would finish speaking so that he could go upstairs to sleep.

He Haoyun might be tired, after leaning on Qiao Fei's shoulder for a while, he lay down on Qiao Fei's lap and closed his eyes.

The living room became quiet, only the sound of running water from the fountain at the entrance to the island could be heard.

After an unknown period of time, Qiao Fei's thighs felt a little numb. He thought that He Haoyun had fallen asleep and wanted to get up, but after making a slight movement, He Haoyun grabbed his wrist reflexively, and opened his eyes to look at him: " You can't go, I have no one, my brother hates me, I only have you."

His voice was indistinct, like rain trapped in a cloud.

Qiao Fei has never seen him like this before. In his impression, the second young master of the He family is always aloof and looks down on everyone.

The second young master of the He family never allowed others to see him in embarrassment, not anyone else, even at home he always put on airs.

But he is very embarrassed now, his face is a little flushed, and he can't speak clearly.He is also rarely drunk, his alcohol capacity is not comparable to that of ordinary people, and he is usually willing to drink brandy as water.

There was a little pain in her wrist, Qiao Fei was a little scared, not knowing what He Haoyun was thinking now.

He was afraid that if he insisted on leaving, or if he said something that He Haoyun didn't want to listen to, he would get angry, so he could only think carefully and say, "I won't leave."

These words seemed to reassure He Haoyun, he closed his eyes again, and relaxed his body.His brows were tightly furrowed, and his thin lips were stretched into a line.

Probably wanting to loosen the wrinkles between his brows, Qiao Fei accidentally put her hand on the top of He Haoyun's hair and stroked it twice.His hair was stiff and felt a little prickly to the touch.

"Don't move, let me hold you for a while." Like a big cat that just doesn't want to be touched, He Haoyun avoided Qiao Fei's hand, and soon fell asleep, with his head on his lap and one hand loosely put an arm around his waist.

Qiao Fei's stiff body gradually relaxed. He looked down at He Haoyun indifferently, and found that he was not scary after falling asleep. There was a little anger between his brows, and he looked a few years younger. It would not be too much to say that he just graduated from university .

Looking at him like this, no matter what He Haoyun did to him, Qiao Fei couldn't help but hate him.

He even felt a little pitiful for He Haoyun, maybe the second young master of the He family had a demon himself, an inescapable shadow behind him, acting as a nightmare when he was weak.

He pities him.

Qiao Fei wondered if He Haoyun hadn't grown up in such a repressed family, didn't have a father who threw him out, and didn't have an older brother who was behind him all day to stir up trouble, would he be kinder and treat those around him? Many people have a little kindness.

But all this is just if.

He Haoyun is a vengeful demon with holes in his back and sharp horns on his head. Like the demon in "Swan Lake", he is the chief culprit in the death of the white swan.

Qiao Fei has long since given up the kindness He Haoyun bestowed on him when he was happy.

He also didn't have time to think about whether He Chijie made He Haoyun a demon. He had already lived in another person in his heart. That person was very warm and made him safe. He was the sun in the snow in winter, and it was even sweeter. orange candy.

This is enough, his heart is not big, he can't hold too much, Qiao Fei would rather run towards the warm sun with open arms to him, than wait where a demon might awaken.