White Swan

Chapter 69

Qiao Fei will be hospitalized for a few more days, Shi Xubai stays with him in the hospital, and sleeps on the chair next to his hospital bed at night, his long legs can't be curled into the chair, and he looks suffocated even when he straightens his legs.

Qiao Fei felt sorry for him and insisted on letting him sleep in her own bed.Shi Xu had long white hands and long legs, and was afraid of pressing on Qiao Fei's legs, so he slept extremely awkwardly, it would be more comfortable to sit on a chair.But he saw that Qiao Fei didn't let go of his hand even when he fell asleep, and his heart softened. He put his arms around Qiao Fei and let him lean into his arms, and he half couldn't fall off and hang by the bed.

The nurses in the hospital all like this well-behaved boy who loves to laugh. If someone told them that Qiao Fei was a canary that was adopted by someone the day before, they would probably not believe it.

A few young nurses usually come to see if Qiao Fei needs anything, and they probably want to chat with him.

Shi Xubai took advantage of this time to go out to buy lunch for him. When he came back, the little nurse had already left, and Qiao Fei was talking on the phone. The door of the ward was not closed tightly, and the voices inside could be heard.

"Head Zhao, you don't need to persuade me anymore." Qiao Fei chuckled, with firmness and confidence in his voice that he never dared to tolerate, "I have nothing to do with him anymore."

Qiao Fei's voice was extremely brisk. After she finished speaking, she seemed to have unloaded an extremely heavy burden, and the ending sounded slightly raised, "I want to resign."

Shi Xubai paused with his hand on the doorknob, but finally he didn't open the door and go in.

He thought distressedly why it wasn't the bastard who died, why the bad guy didn't get the punishment he deserved, but his baby was injured instead.But at the same time, he felt relieved that Qiao Fei had saved him.

Because what he fell in love with was the boy's kindness and pure heart, he could even save such a bastard who didn't deserve to be saved, and even gave up his own leg.

Qiao Fei was always having nightmares in the past few nights, often waking up screaming in the middle of the night, forgetting where she was, struggling to get off the bed, and said in a daze that she was going to find the sun.

Even when he woke up, he was still trembling, looked at Shi Xubai but didn't seem to recognize him, his eyes were full of confusion and fear.

On the day He Haoyun left, Qiao Fei seemed to have used up all his courage. He was not a firm and fearless person. When he peeled off a thin hard shell, his heart was filled with marshmallows that melted at the touch of a finger. It was sweet. , but also fragile.

Shi Xubai was woken up several times by Qiao Fei's dream talk, always repeating just a few words, but it made Shi Xubai feel so distressed that his heart cracked a few tiny cracks and blood oozes out.

I'm very good, give me another chance.

He would softly whisper in Qiao Fei's ear to comfort him, trying to relax the boy's tense body.

Snoring and snoring, not scary.

After Qiao Fei woke up and recognized him, she would cry and crawl into his arms, her hairy head seemed to want to bury it in his chest.

He would also ask in a low voice: "Why did you disappear? I haven't been able to find you for a long time. Where have you been?"

In fact, Xu Bai also wanted to cry, but for the sake of his baby, he could only pretend to be strong.

"Don't cry, I'm right here."

Qiao Fei said a few more words to Captain Zhao and hung up the phone. Shi Xubai waited for him to finish speaking before walking into the ward to put down the packed takeaway, raised his hand to rub his hair, and said casually: "Why Thinking about resigning?"

Qiao Fei stretched half her body to find out what delicious food Shi Xubai had packed back. Shi Xubai was afraid that he would fall off the bed, so he lifted the takeaway bag onto his lap.

"It's not a big deal, I've wanted to quit a long time ago." Qiao Fei answered lightly, and when she was dissatisfied, Xu Bai brought back some light porridge and vegetables.

He was pampered by Shi Xubai. He used to eat whatever he wanted, and gave up a lot of his favorite snacks for dancing, but now he is greedy for everything, just because he knows that Shi Xubai dotes on him and can let him eat everything. .

Shi Xubai sat down on the chair beside the bed, "You can continue dancing after your legs recover, don't think about it so much, just rest at ease and heal your injuries."

"It has nothing to do with that." Qiao Fei held a small bowl of porridge without opening the lid, just holding it in the palm of her hand, "Even if I can still dance, I won't go back to Chengba."

In fact, there is nothing else to say, and Qiao Fei has long since let go of her obsession with being the head of the dance troupe. It may not be that way at all.

He continued: "I joined the dance troupe through his relationship. Those roles never belonged to me. In fact, it's not a pity at all. And I don't like head Zhao, he is not as good as I imagined."

Shi Xubai nodded: "If you don't go, then don't go. Change to another place to dance after your legs recover."

Qiao Fei hummed, but didn't look into Shi Xubai's eyes.

A week later, Qiao Fei was finally able to leave the hospital, having been too excited to sleep the night before.

The person next to him was his boyfriend, the person he had wanted to have for months, and now it was really his own.

Boy friend.This word represents too much, it is possession and dedication at the same time.

They may go abroad to get married in the future, and they may even adopt a child. No matter what, Qiao Fei is sure that he wants to spend his whole life with Shi Xubai.

This was enough to make Qiao Fei open his eyes all night, but while excited, he couldn't help wondering if Shi Xubai would get tired of him one day.He never believed in fairy tales since he was a child. There is no happy ending in which the prince saves the princess. Not every prince can guard the princess until he grows old.

These weed-like thoughts in his heart made him panic, and he tried hard to suppress them but they popped up again after a while.

Qiao Fei could only grope in the dark to reach Shi Xubai's hand, tucked herself into his arms, told herself not to be so fragile, and just think about nothing.

He is too insecure, and those who get it are still afraid of losing it.

After Shi Xubai got into Qiao Fei's arms, he hugged him tightly, and he still subconsciously pulled him closer to him in his sleep.Only when she was in his arms, Qiao Fei could feel a little more at ease.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the weather was unusually warm. Winter had officially passed, and the air was filled with the chirping of birds and cicadas.

His legs couldn't bear the force, the doctor advised him to use crutches, but Shi Xubai rented a wheelchair directly, regardless of Qiao Fei's resistance, hugged him up, and told him to choose, whether to sit in a wheelchair or be used by himself. Holding down the hospital building.

You are a bad person, Qiao Fei said so, and in the end Shi Xubai pushed him directly on the wheelchair, holding the crutches given to him by the doctor in his arms.

He didn't bring anything with him when he entered the hospital. His clothes had already been disposed of, and he had nothing else to take away.

There is nothing in He Haoyun's villa that really belongs to Qiao Fei. The only thing he misses is a magazine hidden under the carpet in his room.But he didn't want to go back to get it either. It was probably destroyed in the explosion, and if there were no accidents, he would never have anything to do with the second young master of the He family in his life.

Qiao Fei finally moved into Shi Xubai's house.I've been to his house so many times, but this is the first time he entered the house as Shi Xubai's boyfriend, there is no need to hide it, the apartment has become his home.

Xu Bai didn't care about the wheelchair from the time it got out of the car, carried Qiao Fei into the elevator and went upstairs, held him to open the door, and let the child hide in his collar with a blushing face.

When he carried Qiao Fei into the house, Shi Xubai pulled out a bouquet of sunflowers from behind as if by magic. In the center of the bouquet was a handful of orange-flavored fudge wrapped in transparent cellophane.

The whole bouquet of flowers and the sugar are golden orange. Looking at it makes people feel better, like the first ray of sunshine after three days of rain, and they feel happy little by little.

Qiao Fei was holding flowers in her arms, and Shi Xubai put them on the sofa when she entered the room, but she was still reluctant to put them down.The villain is nestled in the soft pillow, and the bright yellow sunflowers set him off extraordinarily brilliantly.

The wound on the leg was carefully ordered by the doctor to apply ointment to prevent infection.Shi Xubai applied and changed Qiao Fei's medicine over and over again, and asked him over and over again if it hurt.

Qiao Fei's answer was the same every time, no pain, no pain at all.

But when Shi Xubai gave him medicine before going to bed at night, Qiao Fei couldn't help it anymore, bit her lip and cried out in pain.

After the gauze was taken apart, there was a whole piece of bruise, which was bigger than the size of a palm, and the color was very dark. In the middle of the bruise was the suture line left by the crystal lamp pierced into the flesh.

He still took painkillers when he was in the hospital two days ago, but after all, taking too much of any medicine is not good, not to mention the painkillers hurt his stomach, Shi Xubai stopped him yesterday.

The wound on the leg was very deep, and the fragments of the crystal lamp were directly pierced into the muscle. After the wound was stitched, the wound inside healed very slowly.

He was in pain. When the medicine was applied, the wound was stung as if it had been scalded in boiling water, and the tears could not help but flow out.

But even in such pain, Qiao Fei still tried to force a smile when Shi Xubai looked up at him, he didn't dare to look at his calf, it must be ugly.

Shi Xubai took his hand and sat on the edge of the bed, "You don't have to pretend to be strong, you still have me."

The anti-infection plaster applied to the wound hadn't passed yet, Qiao Fei bit her lip tightly, and Shi Xubai's fingers were clenched with her fingertips.

Shi Xubai was so distressed that he didn't know how to comfort him, wishing he could bear all the pain, he just wanted his baby to be safe and sound.

He reached out and touched Qiao Fei's lips, and after he let go, he kissed him, and whispered in his ear, "Don't bite your lips, bite me."

"It doesn't hurt anymore, baby, it's the last time to take the medicine."

Qiao Fei knew that he was lying to herself. The doctor clearly said that the medicine should be applied until the scars fell off.

When Shi Xubai picked up the ointment again, Qiao Fei couldn't help crying. He shed tears and said that it hurts. I didn't expect it to be so painful when I rescued him. I knew... I knew...

Qiao Fei couldn't continue, he choked up and hugged Shi Xubai, his body trembling.

"There will still be scars, and if they stay, they will be ugly. In the future... how will I dance in the future..."

"What if I can't dance...I'm useless...I can't do anything but dance."

Shi Xubai stroked Qiao Fei's soft hair over and over again with his palm, comforting him that he could still dance in the future, wait a little longer, and he could dance when the injury healed.

The boy in his arms became quieter, hiccupped a little from time to time, and lay softly on Shi Xubai's shoulder.

"Have you ever thought about whether he is worth saving?" Shi Xubai asked him softly.He didn't know what kind of answer he wanted, he only knew that his baby shouldn't be hurt in the first place.

"Actually, for a moment, I wanted him to die, but..." Qiao Fei spoke slowly after a long time, with an uncontrollable tremor in his voice, but after he finished speaking, he regretted it again, and it gradually disappeared. sound.

But I couldn't just leave him there, no matter what he did to me, I saved him.

Qiao Fei asked softly, "Will you blame me?"

Shi Xubai shook his head, kissed the end of his eyes, and said no.

"Then are you sure you want me to be your boyfriend?" It took all of Qiao Fei's strength to say this, but he also knew that if he didn't ask, he would be worried for the rest of his life, "I've been messed with by him, I'm also... not as good as you think."

Shi Xubai didn't answer directly, but said, "Actually, I like Ojelia better than Odette."

"I'll tell you the answer on the day you perform, okay?" There was a mischievous smile in his eyes, "You can heal your wounds with a little suspense."

The two soon became sleepy and lay on the bed together, ready to sleep.

It's not that Qiao Fei has never slept in Shi Xubai's bed, but now that he sleeps on it, he just feels so comfortable, the quilt, pillow, and bed sheets are all as soft as cotton candy, and the smell on them is the same as Shi Xubai's, making him feel very safe .

Putting his arm on Shi Xubai's body, he said in his ear: "I like your house so much, everything is so warm, it smells the same as your body, pine and cypress fragrance."

Shi Xubai hugged the boy in his arms tightly and smiled softly at him, it will be your home from now on.