Unspeakable

Chapter 16, Forever

"Students, the senior high school entrance examination is still a few days away. These days, the grades can't be changed. Let's just look at the things you have memorized by rote, take a good rest, don't get tired, and adjust your state..."

Zhang Yang looked at the eloquent teacher with his arms under his pillow, and Zhang Haichuan next to him poked him and said in a low voice, "I recently practiced a magic skill, and I can sleep with my eyes open."

"Are you a descendant of Zhang Fei?" Zhang Yang said.

"Look." Zhang Haichuan stared at his eyes, and then remained motionless as if in samadhi.

"You are not sleeping," Zhang Yang laughed, "You are dead."

Zhang Haichuan also smiled: "I found that you are always in a trance recently, and when the teacher said that the high school entrance examination is only a few days away, you will be silly."

Zhang Yang glanced at Zhang Haichuan in disbelief. When this kid is nervous, he is infinitely thick, and when he is careful, he is infinitely thin... Heart?It's hard to see how his IQ changes with the tides.

How should I put it, Mu Chen said that he came back after the high school entrance examination, so he is still looking forward to the high school entrance examination.Did Mu Chen not want to disturb his high school entrance examination?But when he thought about it carefully, he didn't know what his opening remarks were when he came back.Hello?haven't seen you for a long time?

To tell the truth, Zhang Yang was very angry. He told Mu Chen that day when he was sleeping on the paulownia tree, don't leave, who knows that Mu Chen still left.The more important reason is that Zhang Yang doesn't understand at all, what's the use of Mu Chen disappearing from his life for a month?It's not a child, it's enough to cry when you lose something.

Emotion is not a solution, it will be diluted with time.

Zhang Yang volunteered to fill in three sports high schools, and Zhang Haichuan said he was asking for trouble.He drew a river behind him and prepared to fight with his back.

Zhang Haichuan said: "Yangyang, you said that we may not be able to meet each other in the sports high school..."

"Why can't you? Didn't you also apply for the sports high school?"

"I'm really convinced of your comprehension," Zhang Haichuan raised his thumb, "Isn't this nonsense, I also said that I can meet you twice, once to see the examination room, and once to take the exam."

"Then you don't have to work hard?" Zhang Yang said, "I can only point to the score of the comprehensive science..."

A few days later, Zhang Yang braved the scorching sun and walked out of the examination room... well, the "baking room", surrounded by a lively crowd, he suddenly missed Mu Chen very much.After the high school entrance examination, should we come back?

He picked up the mobile phone, hesitating whether to call Mu Chen, and after a long time, he realized that Mu Chen had turned off the phone.He sighed heavily and put the phone in his pocket.Suddenly, the phone rang suddenly.

"Mu Chen?" Zhang Yang couldn't help exclaiming in a low voice.

He picked it up: "Hello?"

"Well," a familiar voice came, Mu Chen's side seemed to be in a mess, Zhang Yang couldn't tell which side the noisy voice was from, "Zhang Yang, have you finished the exam?"

"It's over, I'm leaving the examination room." The thousands of words that were stuck in my mind before seemed to be suffocated, and the very normal and leisurely tone of the two seemed to be chatting about the rhythm...

"Oh...why did you sigh just now?"

Zhang Yang was stunned: "I didn't sigh just now... where are you!"

"What do you think?" Mu Chen smiled gently, "How do I know you sighed?"

Zhang Yang turned his head abruptly, and saw Mu Chen standing not far away, holding a bottle of water in his hand and waving his arms at him.

"I saw you."

"come on."

Zhang Yang walked over and saw Mu Chen's pure smiling face, his throat tightened a bit.I haven't seen him for a month, but Mu Chen seems to look even better, as delicate as a Jiangnan woman.

"Since the exam is over, let's go." Mu Chen handed over the water.

"I have water in my bag," Zhang Yang said, "You have been waiting here all this time?"

"Well, I watched you enter the examination room for the last exam, but I didn't call you because I was afraid that it would affect your answer." Mu Chen gave Zhang Yang water, "I know you must have brought water, this water is ice."

Zhang Yang's arm touched the cold water, he couldn't help shivering, took the bottle and poured it: "It feels different when someone waits for you. Where have you been this month?"

"I went to a lake in the suburbs, there was a small resort, and there were not many people. There was a studio there, outdoors, and I helped out in the crew."

"Yes..." Zhang Yang respected him, he didn't have such leisure and elegance, "The environment there is good?"

"It's good. But staying in the suburbs for such a long time seems to be isolated from the world."

"Isolated from the world? Then shouldn't you ask questions? It's been good in recent years."

"Oh?" Mu Chen thought for a while with great interest, "Which Korean TV series is popular recently?"

Zhang Yang was so happy that he couldn't stop holding his stomach: "Mu Chen, you are such a fun villain!"

The two went home by bus, speechless along the way.When he was about to get out of the car, Zhang Yang said, "Go to my place."

"it is good."

When they got home, Zhang Yang immediately pressed Mu Chen against the wall of the entrance, and kissed him.Mu Chen was a little surprised, his eyes widened and he leaned against the wall, because he was too close to focus the light, Zhang Yang was blurry in front of him, only his slightly wrinkled eyebrows and slightly trembling eyelashes could be seen.

This long kiss finally ended, Mu Chen said, "What do you want to do?"

Zhang Yang smiled, and he was waiting for this question: "I want you to know that your purpose of fleeing has not been achieved. Even if you go out for a month, my feelings for you will not fade. I want you to know, so hasty It would be foolish to run away."

"Oh...really, it's not about fleeing," Mu Chen smiled wryly, "I found out too. But I'm just afraid of delay..."

Zhang Yang was suddenly sullen: "What's the delay? Do you think I won't delay after you leave? I miss you every day in class, and I always feel uneasy...Is this not delay?"

Mu Chen lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Zhang Yang sighed: "Mu Chen, can we not play Missing next time?"

"Yes. I also want you to consider your aunt's affairs this time..."

"I can't think about it without you," Zhang Yang walked into the room, "You think I'm so fragile."

"You are fragile," Mu Chen said suddenly and seriously, "at least you can't accept my death."

Zhang Yang hurriedly turned around: "Why are you talking about this again?"

"Look, you can't accept it, can you?"

Zhang Yang's face turned cloudy: "Mu Chen, what's your health like, what are you hiding from me?"

"Zhang Yang, do you know what true strength is?" Mu Chen said softly, "If a person is used to relying on someone, his heart will become weak. One day that person will disappear, and at this time He will lose his spiritual support and will not be able to stand up. Puzzled?"

"Understood," Zhang Yang sighed, "You don't want me to depend on you, do you?"

"Correct."

"Is your body about to fail?"

"I have a sixth sense, yes."

"So you mean, you don't want me to... collapse after you're gone?"

"Yes."

Zhang Yang laughed suddenly: "Didn't you say that you would be here forever?"

"'Here' refers to your heart."

"Mu Chen, what kind of relationship do you think we have? Do you think we are the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend? It is true that we like each other, but we also support each other to live. We have been like this since we were young, not just for fun. worthy of missing!"

"...I see. I just don't want you to depend on me, and think calmly."

"Can you make me not depend on you by playing missing?"

"I hope so."

"You're wrong, Mu Chen! You're too naive. If you want me not to depend on you, you should have acted earlier. You should have gone far away when we first met."

"Alas..." Mu Chen felt a little helpless, "You are stubborn, are you tied to me?"

Zhang Yang's tone softened a little: "Mu Chen, do you know how helpless I was during the time you left, my aunt suspected us. I can't face my abnormality calmly, it's too much to be a person who likes the same sex It's difficult, not to mention you are not here, I have to bear everything, so I lied, you know..."

Zhang Yang hugged Mu Chen, buried his face in the socket of his shoulder, his eyes were moist.Mu Chen patted his back lightly.

"In the future, you will never leave, don't go where I can't reach," Zhang Yang said vaguely, "What if you die, do you want to become a cat and die silently? Even if you die, I want to watch you too, if I really can't bear it, I can die with you at worst..."

Mu Chen embraced Zhang Yang with both arms, hugging him very tightly, his fingers gripped his clothes tightly, his knuckles turned white from the force: "I won't leave, I won't leave, I will never leave... ..."

Zhang Yang is not at ease: "How dare you guarantee, forever? There is nothing that can be measured by forever, and it is difficult to guarantee forever."

"I will do what I say."

Zhang Yang grinned: "Okay, I urge you, if you dare to cheat my whole life, I will kill you first, even if you have one day to live, I will kill you too."

"Row."

"I'll make it for you if you want to eat tonight," Zhang Yang said, "Don't go back to your house today."

"Do whatever you want. Besides, it's not my home, you can use 'there' instead of 'home'," Mu Chen said in a cold tone, "It's just a house."

"Okay," Zhang Yang said, "Do you like snow peas?"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter, I'm not interested in eating."

Mu Chen walked around Zhang Yang's room, and the various furnishings in the room were still so familiar: "I forgot just now, and I just remembered after looking around, you have two bedrooms and one living room, and one bedroom is a study. Where are you?" Two more beds? Where do I sleep?"

"It's okay, I'll sleep on the sofa in the study."

"Then... I'll go back."

"Wait," Zhang Yang said, "Slipped away for half a month and have to make up for it."

"also."

Mu Chen turned on Zhang Yang's computer, logged in to Novels.com, and went to read his column.He changed the work from "suspended" to "updating".He created a new Word document and started writing a new chapter.

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