Unspeakable

Chapter 17: Loved and Beloved

The next day, Zhang Yang went to the class reunion.As soon as he got home in the afternoon, Mu Chen said happily, "Do you have a mosquito net here?"

Zhang Yang didn't react for a while, but he remembered that there seemed to be a light blue mosquito net under the bed: "Ah, yes, what's the matter?"

"I want to get up tonight."

"There are no mosquitoes in the room. Aren't you afraid of the heat? The mosquito net is airtight." Zhang Yang pulled Mu Chen over and kissed him on the forehead.

"Don't be afraid. I have loved mosquito nets since I was a child. I feel very safe sleeping in them, just like the emperor's bed."

"Then you can do whatever you want," Zhang Yang threw his schoolbag into the study, and glanced at the bedroom. A few strings of wind chimes, a few strings of small shells, and a few paper cranes dangling around tied with ropes.

Mu Chen stood behind him: "How?"

Zhang Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I have convinced you, you are so interesting, I returned to the crib when I was a child in an instant."

During the meal, Mu Chen said, "You have something on your mind, kid."

"Oh...it seems a bit."

"Can you tell me?"

Zhang Yang smiled: "Actually, it's nothing. Da Chuan said at the class reunion that he probably won't be able to get into the sports high school."

"What about you?"

"I think I'm okay, I should be able to go."

"You can make other friends."

"You also know how introverted I am. It's not easy to make friends."

"It doesn't matter, take your time," Mu Chen said, "Besides, if you have a good relationship, you don't have to stare at it all the time. Just like Zhang Haichuan and Yang Xiaojia, it's better not to meet each other..."

Zhang Yang suddenly asked: "Do you think the two of them will be able to cultivate in the future?"

"Is it so important whether or not the cultivation is fruitful?"

"Ah?" Zhang Yang was surprised, "What kind of logic are you talking about?"

"Do you think love must be cultivated to a positive result?" Mu Chen smiled, "It's good to be happy, even if you can't cultivate a positive result, you will be very happy when you think back to the experience together."

"Okay... My aunt actually told me that she wanted me to pack up."

Mu Chen's chopsticks on the plate paused for a moment: "Then have you cleaned up?"

"No," Zhang Yang put down his chopsticks, "I packed it up and left it there to watch all day, I'm going to collapse."

Mu Chen smiled and said slowly: "Actually, I'm really afraid of you leaving. If we switch, I'm also afraid of your death. People say that people who love each other hope that they can walk ahead of each other."

"It's pretty selfish, isn't it?"

"Well, so I don't think I'm a particularly noble person. I may be more tolerant than ordinary people, but I also hope that I can walk ahead of you."

Zhang Yang sighed and did not speak.Everyone wants to go ahead, after all...

night.

"It's raining!" Zhang Yang exclaimed standing in front of the window.

"That's great, I like rain." Mu Chen walked to Zhang Yang's side, stretched out his hand and clasped Zhang Yang's hand behind his back.

"Sleep is best when it rains."

"Are you still sleeping on the sofa?" Mu Chen got into the mosquito net and poked his head out.

"I...Of course." Zhang Yang felt that he was not honest enough to sleep in the same bed with Mu Chen.

Zhang Yang was dreaming in a daze when he was suddenly woken up.He screamed and sat up: "Who!"

"My, why are you sleeping on the floor. Have a nightmare?" Mu Chen squatted beside Zhang Yang, and handed him a glass of water.Only then did Zhang Yang realize that his back was icy cold. It turned out that he was lying on the floor.Did you fall down in the middle of the night and didn't wake up?

"Go to bed and sleep, or I think I'm abusing you."

Zhang Yang had no choice but to climb onto the bed too.To be honest, he felt that sleeping on the sofa was too uncomfortable in his heart, and he couldn't even stretch his legs.Every time he lay on the sofa, he felt like he was growing a square watermelon.

Zhang Yang was a little excited, his heart was beating vigorously all the time, and he didn't even dare to turn over, just like he fell asleep after hearing a ghost story for the first time.

He quietly sat up and looked at the sleeping Mu Chen.He was very obedient after he fell asleep, pursing his lips lightly, and the pajamas with kittens printed on them were very cute.

Zhang Yang lowered his head and approached Mu Chen's cheek, feeling the warm breath sweeping over him.A little itchy, Zhang Yang suppressed a smile and stroked Mu Chen's hand.

"Hmm..." Mu Chen snorted softly, and Zhang Yang quickly sat up.

Mu Chen's eyes opened a crack: "All I inhale is carbon dioxide."

Zhang Yang smiled, then leaned over and pressed his lips together.Mu Chen wrapped his thin arms around his neck, responding to his kiss.

Zhang Yang was a little confused, he put one arm around Mu Chen, and the other hand walked back and forth on Mu Chen's body.There was a faint body fragrance on Mu Chen's body, which was very clean.The smooth skin made Zhang Yang's heart tighten.

Zhang Yang got up, took off his jacket quickly, and bumped his head against something hanging on the top, and the wind chimes jingled non-stop.With the sound of rain rushing outside the window, it is like a soft symphony.There was a faint moonlight shining on Zhang Yang's tight skin, creating a hazy mood.

Mu Chen smiled lightly, brushing Zhang Yang's shoulder with his hand: "Want to reincarnate? Are you crazy..."

Zhang Yang didn't speak, but buried his head on Mu Chen's neck and kissed him delicately.

After a while, he said, "Is your leg... all right?"

Mu Chen was startled, with the faint moonlight, he could see that both of them were about to move.He said, "Yeah."

"What does that mean?" Zhang Yang touched Mu Chen's face with his hand, "Is there something wrong?"

"What if I say something is wrong?"

"Then...how about..."

Mu Chen looked at Zhang Yang's conflicted expression: "It's okay, don't worry about me."

"Then let's...have a try." Zhang Yang got up and took off his pajamas, and hit the wind chime again with his head.He was a little helpless: "Look at the good things you have done."

Mu Chen hooked his fingers around the waistband of his trousers, and gently pulled it down: "I think it's pretty good."

"Here we come." Zhang Yang lowered his body slowly.

"Grab my hand." Mu Chen said.

It was still raining outside the window, and countless raindrops fell on the pitted rocks, washing away the salt stains left by the sea.The waves were weaker, but they still beat the algae on the rocks vigorously, pushing the white froth ashore.

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Zhang Yang pulled Mu Chen over and hugged him, pressing his head against his chest.Mu Chen was so skinny that his bones hurt when he held him in his arms.Zhang Yang felt a little distressed, and stroked his sharp shoulders with his fingers.

Mu Chen raised his head: "Your heart is still beating fast."

"You dance very fast too," Zhang Yang stretched out his hand to lift Mu Chen's bangs, and saw thin beads of sweat oozing from his forehead, "Are you... in pain?"

"Fortunately, it doesn't hurt now."

"Why do you want me to hold your hand?"

"Feeling unsafe, reminds me of...before..."

"What was it before?" Zhang Yang couldn't believe it, and broke his voice.

Mu Chen was stunned for a moment, and pushed Zhang Yang away: "Don't think so much, it's not the same thing, but I just feel like it. That time I took the awl..."

Zhang Yang quickly interrupted, it was too cruel: "Okay, don't talk about it."

"Although it's not the same thing, I still feel very helpless."

Zhang Yang listened silently, and hugged Mu Chen tightly in his arms.

"Okay, let's go wash up."

After washing, Zhang Yang said, "Call me if you need anything", and then fell asleep.

There is a viaduct next to the community, and every night, there are people racing on it, and large trucks rumble past.Mu Chen didn't fall asleep after lying down for a long time, he got up and strolled to the window to quietly look at the sea outside the window.

The rain gradually stopped, and the sea was shining with stars and lights, which looked very charming.Further to the east is the brightly lit downtown.The night by the sea gives people a very melancholy feeling.

He turned his head to look at Zhang Yang, this is the feeling of really liking someone.He is more important than himself, and no matter what happens, he will be the first to think of him... Having loved and been loved is already very satisfying.

Father's love and mother's love are like this, so happy.It's a pity that they are not blessed.

"Mu Chenchen..." Zhang Yang muttered in a low voice, stretched out his hand to the other side of the bed, and kept groping.

Mu Chen casually picked up the schoolbag and stuffed it into his arms.Zhang Yang immediately hugged his schoolbag tightly.There was a smile on the corner of Mu Chen's mouth, and at the same time he sighed in his heart, how many days will there be in such a happy life?

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