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Chapter 42 Ch42 Fuck

What do you do when you are in love?

For the answer to this question, Shen Teng began to think about it a week or even earlier, but he still failed to get a clearer answer until a week after the person who had just confirmed his romantic relationship turned 24 years old.

That might sound unbelievable—come on, he's been a prodigal far longer than he's been on the job.

But when you think about it, it's actually not that far-fetched.

Shen Tom is 26 years old, and will soon celebrate his 27th birthday.Such an age is not too young or too old, but it should still sound very young when the global population is aging.At this age, some people are married and have children, and some people are still confused about the future, but he is just an ordinary member among the hundreds of millions of confused people.

His love interest is another member.

I still remember the morning when we confessed to each other, Qin Zheng said something so scary that Shen Tiao could only think of running away with him when the world was doomsday, but once we really fell in love, our second young master actually seemed...

A little green.

After Qin Zheng took the initiative to come to the door for the fourth time but still chose to sit side by side with the owner on the sofa and watch TV together, Shen Teng finally couldn't help but propped his forehead and said during the interval of TV program commercials: "You will make me feel sorry for you like this." My own cognition has been shaken a little.”

Qin Zheng, who was sitting at the other end of the sofa, immediately frowned vigilantly, and looked at him: "What cognition?"

Shen Teng grabbed the same blanket covering the two of them and leaned over. His body softened and he lay down on Qin Zheng's lap. He blinked and asked, "Do you really like me?"

I thought he was going to say "I like your cognition", but I didn't expect the other party to reverse the subject and object.

While heaving a sigh of relief, Qin Zheng opened his eyes wide in reaction: "Why do you doubt this?"

Actually, it's not that he hasn't laid down and looked up at Qin Zheng before, but it seems that he hasn't been so intimately lying on the other party's lap to complete the action of looking up.

How should I put it, the special angle of view between the "boyfriends" is really quite special, if the two of them are not still in the stage of being beautiful in the eyes of beholders, Shen Teng really doesn't want to look at a person like this and be caught by him. Looking down with lowered eyelids.

"Because I have no experience, so I asked for help online... I warn you better not to laugh."

Shen Teng raised his hand and pinched it all the way along Qin Zheng's jawline, with great interest: "I saw many people say that when people like another person, the symptoms are similar, such as nervousness and apprehension, but they can't stop thinking about it." To find all kinds of reasons to approach and show favor, in layman’s terms, it’s like being a fool, but you look like a…”

Qin Zheng covered his long hair with his hands, and narrowed his eyes dangerously: "What does it look like?"

After putting himself in a very dangerous situation, Shen Teng still chose to raise his chin without fear of death, and replied with a big smile, "Like a worried fool!"

Whenever you call someone a fool in person, apart from contempt and provocation, the rest is flirting.

In the current context, Shen Teng obviously belongs to the second situation, and Qin Zheng also stretched his hand under the blanket in cooperation.

Three seconds later, Shen Teng, who was covered in itchy flesh, shivered reflexively, and curled himself up next to Qin Zheng into the position of a baby in the mother's womb.

But he still tolerated it, and was teased like this, and he just shook his head as a symbolic expression of resistance.Qin Zheng moved his palms up to lift his cheeks, only to see Shen Ma's silent smile and the wet physiological tears in the corners of his eyes.

"I'm a little nervous."

Quiet, Qin Zheng suddenly confessed.

The sentence "That's nothing" that day was not fake. Shen Teng's illness did not shake Qin Zheng's feelings for him. He had already made a decision the moment he asked Shen Teng "Do you still want to try?" Even if Shen Teng's answer is no, he will never let go.

But the bomb that made Shen Teng finally decide to die was also hanging over the two of them all the time.

Regarding the illness, although Shen Teng didn't tell him more details, Qin Zheng is no longer a child, and he knows very well that the extra thing in his eyes should be dealt with as soon as possible. Every minute of delay is an inch. crisis.

But he also knows that for Shen Teng, once he decides whether to formally face treatment, it also means that he will make the final choice about life and death.

It is not false to say that he is willing to let him go free, but at the moment when Shen Tao is willing to personally create an opportunity for both of them, Qin Zheng's expectation of placing more hope in another possibility is also completely true.

There are not many chances for him to make Shen Teng willing to survive, and it can even be said that this is the only time, Qin Zheng will be afraid that he will take any wrong step.

It's a little funny to think about it. The previous proposal to let Shen Teng make a guitar for himself was actually the result of Qin Zheng's careful consideration after repeated consideration.

For this reason, he also deliberately searched the Internet in advance: How long does it take to make a purely handmade guitar?

The answer that had received 1152 likes was more to his liking at the time: If it is an industrial product, it will be produced on an assembly line, and each template will be ready, and it will take 30 minutes from assembly to debugging to packaging!If it is handmade, it is made by a guitar master, and there are tools and templates!A matter of hours at speed!If you are looking for a perfect hand-made product worth tens of thousands of yuan, choose materials, choose and debug, you will do it again and again!Then it's not a matter of every day! ! !For a long time! !

"a long time".

Qin Zheng thought this word was wonderful before, but although he didn't say it clearly now, he seemed to have suddenly felt a certain resistance to the guitar production he had personally proposed—or he couldn't directly say that it was a very contradictory feeling. mood.

Last week, Shen Teng made an agreement with him to wait until the day the guitar was finished before deciding what to do next. Qin Zheng agreed at the time, but later felt that it was actually like taking an exam that neither of them was good at.

Ever since he was a child, Qin Zheng always thought of the worst-case scenario uncontrollably for things with uncertain results, so as to avoid too much emotional turmoil when it actually happened.

It's useful, I have to say, and it's really helpful in building him up as "a moody character."

But the "try it out" with Shen Teng is completely different from the previous situations.

Qin Zheng has more desires for gains and losses.

Whether it is affectionate or despicable, all in all, overnight, he suddenly became less willing to release the dying geese in his arms and let him choose with nature.

Qin Zheng can accept all bad results calmly, except parting with Shen Toma.

So he—at least for the moment—remains reluctant to face the day that marks the end.

Of course, he also didn't want to delay this day for too long, delaying the best period of Shen Tom's treatment.Fortunately, the guy who was not afraid of death finally let go and agreed to regular weekly checkups, trying to avoid the occurrence of "other accidents" that he didn't say at the time.

In this way, in the entanglement of "resistance" and "rationality tells me that I can't resist", Qin Zheng, as agreed before, this week, in his spare time at work, as Shen Tom's helper, came to the door regularly to complete the day with him. The workload, and then sit down quietly, simply, leaning on each other for a while.

On the other hand, in order to coax him well, Shen Teng was really worried when he made the work schedule.

It takes about three months to make a handmade guitar. Apart from the guitar, there are other orders that need to be completed at the same time. The deposit has been collected. No matter what choice is made in the end, Shen Tomato does not want to leave any regrets.

After a long time, Qin Zheng frowned, and when the time was short, Qin Zheng pretended to be dumb, and Shen Teng smeared and circled the work schedule, simplifying some steps and retaining some procedures. The list of schedules was controlled within three months.

As I thought before, getting along with someone is really troublesome, but... the fun is really unlimited.

Due to some "personal reasons", Qin Zheng recently turned down job opportunities in and outside of Reykjavik, fishing for three days, drying the net for two days, and only doing some half-day trips for the fishing trip.

But Reykjavik is not big, in fact, there are many places worth lingering.

The sunset in the high latitudes is brilliant, and even if it only appears briefly in the middle of the night, the sun will immediately usher in the sunrise, but this unique situation in the world also makes the sun more fascinating.

A few days ago, I got the results of the re-examination that Shen Teng had done a few days in advance, and repeatedly confirmed with the doctor that he can still die alive for the time being (of course, it is best for anyone not to die at any time) , Qin Zheng reappeared at the door of Shen Tiao's house in the wee hours of the morning after saying goodbye to Shen Teng for only two hours, and took out his mobile phone to call his love partner.

As soon as he went out, he found Qin Zheng leaning against a car that he rented from nowhere. Shen Teng tightened the scarf he obediently put on, and immediately realized that he was about to become one of those people who went to the beach to watch the sunrise with insomnia in the middle of the night. One of the madmen.

Wanted to laugh, but thought why not?

The road leading to the sea was full of people's cars and laughter. The sky was so bright that it was hard to imagine that it was in the middle of the night.

But when he thought that it was midnight, his spirit became even more excited.

When stretching his hands out of the skylight to freely feel the shape of the wind, Shen Teng suddenly thought, if the risk of blindness and even death hadn't hung on his neck like a sword of Damocles, Qin Zheng With his company, maybe he will gradually find the joy of living and be willing to try to continue living.

But if he didn't have the diagnosis in black and white, he would probably not go back to find Qin Zheng, let alone let this person just appear by his side, or even offer to "try it out" with him like now. try".

So, all "ifs" are paradoxes.

"That's why I didn't want to tell you before."

Shen Teng raised his hand and stroked Qin Zheng's eyebrows.

The second young master's eyebrows are wild sword eyebrows, the brows are naturally upturned, and the middle and tail of the eyebrows are clean and neat. At first glance, they are thick and domineering, but when you look closely, they are delicate and delicate.It's beautiful, but it's slightly frowning at this moment, looking a little helpless.

But Shen Teng didn't know that his own brows were also frowned at this moment, just like Qin Zheng's.

He said: "In fact, these days, I always regret whether I was too frank before and made you have more worries. But every time this thought comes out, I feel that this is actually better. If you want to leave I, I can fully understand and accept..."

"I won't do that." Qin Zheng interrupted him firmly.

Shen Toma pursed his lips, and began to talk to people in Icelandic in the background sound of the Icelandic TV program: "So you see, we all have our own troubles, but once we forget the major premise, these troubles will not exist right?"

"Wow, useful suggestion." Qin Zheng raised the corners of his mouth, and replied in Icelandic with his most proficient tone of irony.

look at him.

Shen Teng rubbed her hair and sat up, but felt that she couldn't support the weight of her torso, and limply leaned her head on Qin Zheng's shoulder.

"Well, I know, it's hard to forget. But I have a little more experience than you, so I can tell you responsibly: it's not that difficult."

Everyone is mortal, no matter you or me.When you openly accept this and understand that people come and go, life suddenly becomes a lot easier.

Of course, it's really hard, but let's try.

Where Shen Teng could see, Qin Zheng silently pulled the blanket over him.

And where Shen Toma couldn't see, he noticed that Qin Zheng finally shook his head.

He knew that His Majesty had a different view on his views again, but perhaps because of the face of Shen Teng, a dying man, he did not directly refute this time.

Pretend.

Shen Teng couldn't hold back and pushed him: "If you have any good ideas, tell them quickly."

Qin Zheng was so stunned by his elbow that he frowned again, but the corners of his mouth curled up.

The content of the TV program they are watching and not watching at all is that a writer goes to experience life on a farm. The farm owner is a woman who just lost her husband due to illness last year. He also raised three children well.In the process of learning to get along with the horse, the writer couldn't help asking the lady who was no longer young but still had a twinkle in her eyes if she still missed her lover from time to time.

The other party didn't feel that his question was offensive, nor did he slack off the matter casually. He just looked back at the land where she and her husband had lived together for decades, frowned seriously for a long time, and finally looked at the reporter again, and said... …

Qin Zheng raised his hand to turn off the TV with the remote control.

"I don't want to forget you at all, and I don't want to let you go at all. Shen Teng, I will live a healthy life for seven or eighty years, and I will always remember you."

He didn't say a single word about forever, but he was so determined that every word seemed to say forever.

Now it's Shen Tong's turn to be speechless.

"Are you a child?"

After a long time, he finally tried to hold back such a sentence.

"Although I like to watch you acting like a baby, but seven or eighty years is such a long time, you don't have to..."

Qin Zheng shook his head.

He knew that Shen Teng would not believe anything he said now.

Qin Zheng really wished that there was a time machine that would allow them to travel decades later, and let him hold Shen Teng's hand and stand outside the window of the 80-year-old Qin Zheng, to verify with his own eyes whether the 24-year-old Qin Zheng was bragging Lie, to see if at the end of his life, he still misses Shen Teng all the time.

However, the development of human science and technology is too slow, and the exploration of space-time leaps has not progressed. Maybe when he is really 80 or [-] years old, the time machine can only be invented in science fiction movies and Netflix TV series.

Qin Zheng wanted to prove it very much, and was eager to prove it, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that it was still too late to prove it slowly.

"You're right," he said suddenly, "let's let nature take its course."

Shen Teng blinked, and was almost dizzy by the second young master's capriciousness again.

"I'll give you a chance." Qin Zheng said.

Shen Teng didn't respond: "What opportunity?"

"Don't you want to love me?"

Qin Zheng turned his head to look at him, raised his eyebrows, and his eyes were full of smiles.

Password reception is complete.

Shen Teng's chin was tilted on his shoulder, and he also bent his smiling eyes, and offered to propose: "Then let's go on a date."

Formal date.

So, a week after the partner who had just confirmed his love relationship turned 24, although he still couldn't get a clearer answer, Shen Teng's heart suddenly became much clearer.

He thought: Fuck it, let’s take one step at a time.

This is Reykjavik.

In the Icelandic summer, daylight lengthens in increments of 5 minutes a day, and soon, it will be light all the time, and we will always be able to go as long as we are awake.