You were the one who wanted to separate

Chapter 39

Mu Yu was stunned because of Xiu Qi's words. He wanted to say something when he suddenly remembered that the two of them were still at the door of the classroom, so he grabbed Xiu Qi's arm and went downstairs, stopping in the shade behind the teaching building. When he got down, he took a deep breath and looked at Xiu Qi: "One of us must be calmer."

Xiu Qi's eye circles were still red, he bit his lower lip, and after a while he said, "Then I'll go to the teacher to change my volunteers. If you can't apply to City C, then I'll change to City J." Speaking of this, he lowered his voice A little bit, "Why didn't you tell me when you changed your report to City J? You don't have to worry about it if you discuss it with me in advance."

Mu Yu looked deeply at Xiu Qi, and asked in a low voice: "Xiu Qi, you study hard, you do those boring math problems endlessly, you work day and night for the college entrance examination Are all the hard work done for me?"

Xiu Qi was taken aback by the question: "What do you mean?"

"According to your grades, you can only apply to one J university in J city, but J university is a university of science and engineering, and the few liberal arts majors are not valued by the school. In the future, whether it is graduate school or employment, it will be far inferior to yours. C University. It was my fault to change my choice without discussing it with you, but I know that if I told you in advance, you would definitely change to J University." Mu Yu pulled Xiu Qi to pause in the shade, looking around for anyone The person passed by, quietly hooked Xiu Qi's finger with one finger, and said softly, "the future life is still very long, we two can't stick together forever. I don't want you to compromise for me again and again , and I don’t want you to have only me in your life.”

Xiu Qi knew that Mu Yu's words were not wrong, and even Mu Yu was sincerely doing his best for him to a large extent.But he still felt a little sad, not only because he expected to go to university in a city and inexplicably turned into a long-distance relationship, but also because Muyu was too sober and rational, he could always distinguish the pros and cons of something in an orderly manner. Disadvantages, and then solve the problem from the most reasonable aspect.Xiu Qi was afraid that one day in the future, he would also become that disadvantage?

But no matter what, things have become like this, the volunteer has been filled out, he can't really change it, and more importantly, Mu Yu's words are not wrong, his life cannot be only Mu Yu himself.So despite his reluctance, Xiu Qi started his college life and became a student in the Chinese Department of C University, while Mu Yu went to J University in a neighboring city.

There is a high-speed train from City C to City J almost every half an hour. As Muyu said, it only takes half an hour to reach the destination. Many people who work in City C work in J. It is also very convenient to buy a house and commute to and from work in the city, but for two students with no income, the round-trip ticket of hundreds of dollars and the cost of accommodation determine that they cannot meet frequently.

Xiu Qi's school started in mid-August. While his high school classmates were still immersed in the endless parties, he had already stood on the playground of his new school, wrapped in a training uniform that didn't absorb sweat, He started the first lesson of his college life, military training.

At this time, the weather in Northeast China has escaped from the intense summer heat, and it is much cooler than the military training in high school, but Xiu Qi is still a little depressed, because he knows that this time Mu Yu will never appear in his team no matter what. .

Like all normal universities, Muyu’s school starts in September. He has already returned to County L from his father ahead of schedule. He plays with a few golf friends every day, and occasionally gathers to eat and drink. His life is quite comfortable. very.Because Xiu Qi was not allowed to bring a mobile phone during the military training during the day, the two of them often had no contact throughout the day. Only at night, when Xiu Qi returned to the dormitory and collapsed on the bed after tidying up, could they send a few text messages to chat.

The amount of training in this military training is huge. From getting up in the morning to the full time schedule in the evening, it greatly overdraws Xiu Qi's physical strength. Often the two of them will be eroded by sleepiness before they have a few words at night. He became conscious and fell asleep holding the phone.

This is the first time he and Muyu have been separated for such a long time except for the holiday. He felt that he was going crazy thinking about Muyu, but Muyu was extraordinarily calm, asking him on time whether he had three meals a day on time and sleeping at night. Is it good, chatting before going to bed, Xiu Qi said goodnight when he was sleepy, Xiu Qi didn't feel any discomfort in him, as if he immediately adapted to this kind of life just like he was divided into shifts that day.

The distance between them seems to be getting farther and farther. At the beginning, they were divided into classes, and later they were in a long-distance relationship. Xiu Qi felt faintly uneasy, and most of the time, he felt wronged because Muyu changed his choice that day.

With such emotions suppressed in my heart, I passed day after day, and soon the end of the military training was approaching.Because he had to rehearse for the final report performance every day, Xiu Qi went back to the dormitory and washed it briefly before falling on the bed. When he took out his mobile phone, he saw a text message: "Going back to the dormitory?"

Just a few words, just like that person can't detect any emotions, cold, it makes people feel uncomfortable, Xiu Qi stared at those words for a while, and replied: "Tomorrow I have to get up early to prepare for the rehearsal, I'm sleepy , I want to go to bed early."

The text message came back immediately: "Okay, good night. Don't play with your phone anymore."

Xiu Qi bit her lower lip, barely swallowed the soreness in her heart, put the phone on silent and stuffed it under the pillow, and slowly closed her eyes.During the whole day's training, everyone worked very hard. After cleaning up, the roommates turned off the lights and went to bed. The snoring gradually started, and everyone fell asleep to meet the person they were thinking about.

Xiu Qi slept soundly, didn't even have a dream, but woke up without warning. He opened his eyes and stared at the top of the mosquito net for a while, then reached out and took out his phone from under the pillow.The phone screen was still on. He clicked on it and took a look, and found that there was a text message coming in. After checking that the time was about 2 minutes ago, he rubbed his eyes and opened the text message:

You should be sleeping at this time, right?I used to be used to seeing you when I looked at the sidelines when I was playing, but recently I feel empty when I go to play every day.Every day I want to wait for you to go back to the dormitory at night to chat, but I also know that your military training is too hard and you need a good rest.At this time, I started to think about the third year of high school. Although I feel a lot of pressure, I can see each other every day. This kind of life will last for another four years. I hope the two of us can persevere.

Xiu Qi felt his eye sockets start to sore, and the grievances, worries, and various emotions from the past few days came out at the same time. He held the phone for a while, raised his hand to wipe his face, and stepped on his slippers Holding the phone, he quietly left the bedroom door.The light in the corridor was extraordinarily dim, but it was also extraordinarily quiet. Occasionally, there was a loud snoring sound from a certain bedroom. Xiu Qi walked to the end of the corridor, and finally dialed that unfamiliar number.

The phone was connected after only two rings, and a deliberately low voice came from the receiver, which seemed extraordinarily gentle in the night: "Didn't you just sleep? Did you have a nightmare?"

Xiu Qi sniffled: "I was sleeping soundly, but I woke up suddenly for some reason." Afraid that the sound would be too loud to disturb the nearby dormitories, Xiu Qi also deliberately lowered his voice, but it was still difficult to hide the sound in his voice. He choked with sobs, "Why don't you sleep? Are you thinking about me and can't sleep?"

"That's right." There was a little smile in Mu Yu's voice, "I miss you, Xiu Qi."

The tears that Xiu Qi finally held back finally rolled down again, this is the first time that Mu Yu expressed his heart so frankly.Xiu Qi raised his hand and touched his face, his face was wet with tears, he cleared his throat and tried to pretend to be calm and said, "You are lying, why don't you come to see me if you miss me?"

"I bought a ticket for tomorrow, and I wanted to give you a surprise." Muyu's voice was soft, "So go back to sleep, don't you have to get up early for rehearsal tomorrow?"

"Are you really coming tomorrow?" Xiu Qi couldn't believe it, "Then I want to ask for leave for tomorrow night's training, and I want to spend more time with you."

"Okay." Mu Yu said, "As long as credits are not deducted. Go to sleep, remember to wash your face first, so as not to wake up with swollen eyes tomorrow morning."

Xiu Qi was stunned for two seconds, and retorted: "I didn't cry!"

Mu Yu laughed: "Well, I didn't cry, so I'll wash my face before going to bed, good night."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Xiu Qi went back to the dormitory silently with the phone in his hand. He fell back on the bed but felt sleepless again. He took out the phone and opened the photo album. The first photo was the one he missed day and night for days and nights. On the face of the boy on the screen, the corners of the mouth of the teenager are slightly upturned, looking at the camera, his eyes are full of tenderness.Xiu Qi touched the screen, and raised the corners of his lips as if he could really touch the other person's face.

He felt that maybe because too much time had passed, he almost forgot that Mu Yu has always been such a character who can't express and rarely expresses emotions, but he tried his best to give himself all the tenderness.It's just that the longer they are together, the more he wants. He always hopes that Muyu can be like himself, but they are not people with the same personality, and their ways of facing feelings will never be the same.

Xiu Qi pressed the phone screen to his lips and kissed it gently, and said secretly in his heart, enough of Xiu Qi, that's it, you should learn to be content, Muyu has treated you as well as possible, you should Understand that he may never like you as much as you hope, but because of this, he is the Muyu you like.

The phone screen slowly dimmed, and Xiu Qi fell asleep again unknowingly.

The author has something to say: give some sugar before breaking up.I've been getting lazy lately, and I haven't responded much to the comments, but I've read every one of them.I can't help but want to explain a few words to Xiu Qi, he and Mu Yu are sincere together, even if they are separated in the end, he will still feel uncomfortable.It's just that people express their emotions in different ways, and Muyu is too rational.What's more, the story in the memory was written from Xiu Qi's point of view after all, and he has never had much confidence in his feelings.