You were the one who wanted to separate

Chapter 40

When he woke up the next day, Xiu Qi was a little confused. He touched the phone and glanced at the call log before he could confirm that what happened last night was true, and that Muyu would really come to see him today.So during the whole day's training, he couldn't help curling his mouth, even the instructor could tell, and couldn't help teasing him when he asked for leave: "I'm so happy, is your girlfriend here?"

Xiu Qi raised the corners of his mouth not to admit but also not to deny, just looking at the instructor.The military training was coming to an end, and the next day was the report performance, so there were no new training items that night. The instructor waved his approval after joking with Xiu Qi.Xiu Qi quietly touched the cell phone hidden in his pocket, and rolled his eyes.

Xiu Qi didn't know which bus Muyu took to get to City C, and whether Muyu could find University C. He sent a text message to Muyu during his lunch break, but Muyu only replied After obediently waiting, there was no more movement. Xiu Qi had to wait and see while training, until near the end of the last rehearsal, he saw an unfamiliar figure standing under the shade of trees beside the training field.

As soon as the order to disband was issued, Xiu Qi rushed towards the shade of the tree as if he had lost his rein, threw himself on Mu Yu without hesitation, and hugged tightly the person he was thinking of.The corners of Mu Yu's mouth kept rising, and he patted Xiu Qi's back lightly with one hand, and said in a low voice, "Okay, so many people are watching."

It was only then that Xiu Qi remembered that they were just standing by the side of the training field that had just been disbanded. They gave a long-lost reunion a warm hug, and slowly let go of their arms and stood still. A student walked past the two of them curiously. After taking a look, Xiu Qi scratched his hair and whispered: "Then let's go eat, I'm starving to death now."

Mu Yu stretched out his hand to gently rub his short hair, and wrapped his arms around his shoulders. The two of them talked and laughed like two close buddies and walked towards the school gate. No one noticed Xio Qi Quietly's ears turned red.

The two had dinner at the small shop in front of the school. Xiu Qi originally wanted to take Muyu for a stroll around the campus, but he couldn't bear to waste the rare time alone for the two of them, so they went back to the place that Muyu had booked, near the school. a small hotel.

C University is located on the outskirts of C City, with vast land and desolate surroundings. The general condition of this small hotel is the cleanest and quietest one selected by Muyu from many surrounding homes.The two of them went back to the room and took a shower, turned on the air conditioner and nestled under the quilt, chatting without saying a word.Xiu Qi leaned on Mu Yu's arm, and kept looking at each other intently, as if this way the time would pass slower and they could spend more time together.

Maybe it's because the surroundings are too quiet, or it's the biological clock that has been cultivated in the past few days, but the drowsiness still hits little by little after all, and Xiu Qi just curled up in Muyu's arms and fell asleep.Mu Yu gently brushed away the slightly long hair in front of his forehead, printed a light kiss on that full forehead, stretched out his hand to hug Huo Qi into his arms again, and slowly closed his eyes.

It was the first time the two of them left home and spent a night together outside Muyu's room, but it represented the beginning of their long-distance relationship and also witnessed the end of the military training at Xiuqi University.

Many years later, Xiu Qi still had a fresh memory of that military training report performance, because City C, which had been under clear skies for more than half a month, ushered in a heavy rain that day, and they completed their report in the rainstorm.He remembered that the red berets of the female soldiers in the company next door faded under the heavy rain, staining their white uniforms red, and he also remembered that the gray-haired old principal pushed aside the umbrella covering his head and stood with the freshmen in the heavy rain He even remembered the scene of him rushing back to the dormitory to change his clothes after the dismissal, and then rushing downstairs to see Mu Yu standing downstairs in the dormitory, wearing a simple white T-shirt and holding a checkered umbrella, waiting for him.

Those pictures are the beginning of his college life, and they are beautiful pictures that are still unforgettable even though there is a little bit of bitterness in his life.

Because the start of Muyu School is not far away, Muyu only stayed for one night before leaving City C to go home and prepare for registration.Xiu Qi sent him all the way to the bus station. Watching him check the ticket and enter the station, he just felt sour in his heart. He liked this person so much that he wished to be with him all the time, but he had to face the university in a different place. Life.Mu Yu stood at the ticket gate and waved to Xiu Qi, then turned around and walked out the door towards the parking lot.Xiu Qi watched Muyu go farther and farther through the glass door, lowered his eyes and forced the tears from his eyes, turned and left.

Although it is not completely satisfactory, although sweetness is also mixed with bitterness, Xiu Qi's college life has begun.Their freshman courses were fairly easy, and the most important thing was that they could say goodbye to mathematics completely, and they were still very satisfied.

At the same time, Muyu also started his college life.Xiu Qi originally planned to go to J City to visit Muyu on the first weekend, but he didn't expect the school to suddenly inform him that there would be a training on Saturday, and all the staff must attend. Xiu Qi, who had already arrived at the train station, had to refund the ticket, and was devastated. Back to school and looking forward to next weekend.

The schedules of the two people's courses are very different, and there are always various ad hoc activities arranged by the school. Later, Muyu joined the student union, and they are busy all day long. The two of them can only see each other every two weeks. On the one hand, more time can only be contacted by looking at the mobile phone and the Internet.Xiu Qi began to feel more and more uneasy. He always felt that the two of them were drifting away, and the intersection between them was getting less and less. It was rare to see each other. He also just wanted to stay quietly with Mu Yu for a while. He no longer knew each other. Muyu often plays golf with him, and he doesn't know who is the person who always snores in their dormitory at night. He doesn't know the difference between the various professional classes that Muyu takes every day, and Muyu also doesn't know them. What exactly is the Chinese Department going to learn every day in class?

Gradually, the two began to quarrel. For some trivial things that were originally insignificant, just looking at those cold words through the phone screen, some emotions were inexplicably magnified. What might have been the simplest reply, but it brought the reader back then. The tone given to it by the emotions, the two people are only half an hour apart by car, but gradually there is a gap that neither of them can recover,

If we haven't seen each other for too long, we will quarrel, and when we meet, we will reconcile, and it goes on and on endlessly.They all wanted to solve the cause of the quarrel, but when they looked back, they found that it was just some trivial problems and they couldn't do anything about it. They could only pretend that nothing happened as much as possible, but they didn't know that there would always be cracks after a long time.

In any case, the freshman year passed day by day amid such intermittent quarrels and irrepressible misses, and they finally ushered in their long-lost summer vacation.Freed from the trivial matters during the semester and the final exam, the two of them felt a lot more relaxed. Muyu took a special bus to City C and planned to play with them for a few days before returning together.

City C is not a tourist city in the true sense, but there are some large and small scenic spots. The two walked around under the scorching sun. Qi Chong snuggled into the soft quilt after taking a shower, Mu Yu watched him play with his phone intently with a slightly flushed face, smiled and shook his head, and turned to the bathroom to take a shower.

When he came out of the bathroom, he found that Xiu Qi put away his phone and was leaning on the bed in a daze. Mu Yu smiled, and asked casually while wiping the water droplets on his head: "What are you thinking?"

Xiu Qi raised his head to look into Mu Yu's eyes, and said slowly, "When I go home during the summer vacation, I want to come out to my parents."

Mu Yu's movements froze, he looked at Xiu Qi for a long time before saying: "Let's wait, it's still too early."

Xiu Qi lowered his eyes: "It's impossible for us to keep it a secret forever, isn't it? I don't want to lie to them all the time. Although it's hard to accept at first, I think they will understand me. I don't want to be like a thief all the time. When it comes to dating, even if I can't make everyone understand, I still want to get the support of my parents."

Mu Yu threw the towel aside, sat down by the bed, and sighed: "Xiu Qi, you have to understand that even biological parents rarely understand people like us, in the eyes of most people , liking the same sex is different, even pathological, how do you let them accept it when you come out at this time?"

"Because I can't accept it, do I have to hide it all the time?" Xiu Qi's face gradually became serious, "The two of us are getting bigger and bigger, we have to graduate, work and face the pressure of getting married and having children. Will they be able to accept coming out?" He paused, then suddenly said, "Or you never thought about coming out, you just want to be together as long as you can, and one day you can't hide it Or if you can't make it through, you will separate, and then go back to be a normal person?"

"Huu Qi!" Mu Yu's tone became severe, "Who do you think I am? Even if you and I separate for various reasons one day, I will never become a so-called normal person again, don't you know? ?” He sighed heavily, “Why do you think that no matter what happens, it’s because I don’t like you enough, that I’m leaving room for my future? If I really want to leave room, then why did I have to be with you in the first place? Together? During this year, we have quarreled and explained, why can't you have a little more confidence in you or even in me?" He reached out and touched Xiu Qi's face, a little tired He said, "I'm really a little tired, Xiu Qi, and I also want to go with you for a longer time, so we can only think about some things in the long run. With me here, can you trust me?"

The author has something to say: I didn't complete this paragraph in one chapter.Today I wrote all day long, writing and rewriting. In fact, I originally wanted to solve this chapter and return to reality so that the two could reconcile earlier.In fact, I have buried a lot of factors that led to the breakup. Many readers have found out and many people can't understand it. They think it's good to have a good chat.But from my point of view, two ten-year-old teenagers, one insecure, one not very expressive, long-distance relationship, and gay, breaking up is simply too easy.Relationship matters are never that simple. A person's character determines his destiny. Neither of them is perfect, so it's normal for them to break up.I may not be able to express these problems very well due to my limited writing skills, but I can only try my best.Continue tomorrow, try to return to reality within one or two chapters, and send you Xiaotangtang as soon as possible.