You were the one who wanted to separate

Chapter 42

Xiu Qi was stunned on the phone side, he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, and finally he heard Mu Yu took a deep breath on the phone side: "Forget it, it's over, let's talk more It's meaningless. Uncle and aunt, when is it convenient for me to prepare for the past."

The two hung up the phone after discussing the time. Xiu Qi squatted in the yard feeling a little depressed. He forced the corners of his mouth to comfort himself. At least the result is good, anyway, he can finally take Muyu home to meet his parents.

Because the date of leaving school is very close, I set the time for the next day.As soon as Xiu Qi changed his habit of sleeping late, he got up early in the morning and went to the station to wait for Muyu to come over. After some time, a bus stopped, and then the tall figure was carrying a lot of things, slowly Get out of the car.Xiu Qi stared at Muyu, and somehow felt his eye sockets a little sore, he thought about this picture for too long, he wanted to take this person home even in his dreams, he wanted to hold his hand and tell his parents, "This is the person , I really, really like him."

Mu Yu looked at him, the expression on his face softened a bit, he rubbed his short hair, and said slowly: "Aunt and uncle are at home?"

"That's right." Xiu Qi wanted to pull Mu Yu's hand off his head and hold it in his hand, but in the end he didn't dare. Although there were no people on the street at this time, he didn't know who would be in the window next door. Li looked at them, he didn't go back to his hometown many times, but his parents still had to come back to live, they had pampered him to the utmost, but he couldn't let them be criticized because of him.

A young man like Muyu who doesn't talk much but looks very steady is very pleasing to the elders most of the time, and he can show good family education in his dealings with others, especially in front of Xiu Qi's parents, he will more or less want to show himself On the better side, after the meal, Xiu Qi's parents felt relieved about the sudden appearance of their son's boyfriend.Since the son's sexuality cannot be changed, of course, this kind of seemingly stable person can make them feel more at ease.

It's just that they are still two and a half young people after all, how far they can go in the future depends on themselves.

Xiu Qi never thought that coming out of the closet would be so smooth, and his mood inevitably jumped after that meal. After passing the test of his parents, it seemed that half of their future was guaranteed, and the other half was As far as Muyu's parents are concerned, if both parents agree, then there will probably be no obstacles to their future.But he ignored the fact that the most important thing in a relationship is the person involved.

A new school year has begun, and they have been promoted from the youngest in their respective schools to seniors, and their long-distance relationship has finally completed a quarter of their lives.Probably because a knot was settled during the holidays, Xiu Qi felt that he seemed to like Muyu more.After being promoted to the sophomore year, Xiu Qi's curriculum is still not too tight. Apart from attending classes every day, and occasionally getting together with his roommates, he spends more time sitting in the dormitory surfing the Internet and calling him when Muyu is over.

At the beginning of the semester, he had Muyu's class schedule. There were more courses than them, and they were all courses that looked similar and he couldn't figure out the difference. He also knew that Muyu's courses were tight, so he could only choose as much as possible She called at the right time, but she always had a short conversation, and Muyu hung up the phone in a hurry because she had homework to do.Once or twice, Xiu Qi can still understand as much as possible, but the more times, he feels more or less uncomfortable in his heart. Why does he feel that he cares more and more about Muyu, but in Muyu's world? There are always many, many things to put in front of him?

The school didn't know what was going on recently, and suddenly it asked all the freshmen, freshmen, and sophomores to go for morning exercises. Xiu Qi got up early and walked around the playground, then had breakfast with his roommates, checked the time, Muyu should have class at ten o'clock in the morning today, but he always got up early, so he dialed the phone and had a chat with Muyu before class.

The phone rang for a long time, until Xiu Qi was almost about to hang up, when it was connected suddenly, a slightly familiar voice rang on the phone: "Hello, are you looking for Muyu? He's sleeping, wait for him to get up I'll have him call you back."

Xiu Qi was stunned on the phone and realized that the person who answered the phone was Muyu's dormitory director whom he had met once, so he hurriedly said, "Brother Li, right? I'm Xiu Qi, a buddy from Muyu High School. The one we had dinner together. Why did he get up so late today, is he sick?"

"Ah, it's you." The head of the dormitory smiled, "Why did he get up late, he just went to bed. Aren't we all busy with homework for professional courses these days, and he is their group leader, There are many responsible parts, when I got up to go to the bathroom last night, I saw that the light was still on there, I guess I didn’t sleep all night.”

Xiu Qi thought of Muyu's hoarse and tired voice on the phone several times before. Muyu only told him that he was busy with his professional classes, but he didn't know that he was so busy that he had to stay up all night to catch up on homework, so he couldn't help but lower his tone. Asked: "Then when will he finish this homework, Brother Li, do you know?"

"The teacher's request is to have it before Friday, but it is usually delayed until the next Monday when class begins. It's just that Muyu's character is probably best known to you old classmates. He must hand it in before Friday in such a hurry. "

"Then he has nothing to do this weekend?" Xiu Qi asked hesitantly.

The head of the dormitory thought for a while on the phone: "It's really nothing. It's more than half easy to hand in this homework. But he's been through it for the past few days, and he still doesn't take advantage of the weekend to take a good rest." Speaking of this, the dormitory Chang couldn't help sighing, "Muyu is really hardworking. I heard that he wanted to inquire about being a tutor some time ago, but it seems that the time is not suitable and let it go."

Xiu Qi frowned, but still didn't say anything.He and Muyu are separated from each other, and there is always something he doesn't know, but Muyu has more than he always thought. He suddenly wanted to be a tutor probably because of social practice or something, and he didn't want to ask more questions if Muyu didn't say anything.It’s just that Muyu probably pushed himself too hard. Hearing his hard work, he felt a little distressed. He heard from his classmates that there was a newly developed so-called hot spring club not far from the city in the south of their school. It's not really a hot spring, but you can take this opportunity to let Muyu have a good rest for two days.

After making up his mind, Xiu Qi started to make plans. First, he booked the tickets to the hot spring online, and then asked how to get there by car. The next key part of the plan was Muyu.They just met last week, and there must be a similar excuse to get Muyu to come over willingly. After deliberation, Xiu Qi finally came up with a not-so-good idea - pretending to be sick.

So on Saturday, Xiu Qi woke up early, touched the phone to check the time, then dialed Muyu's number, and after the call was connected, Muyu said in a hurry: "Isn't it the weekend? Why? Woke up so early?"

"Muyu." Xiu Qi lowered his voice, and said pitifully, "I seem to have a fever, I'm dizzy, and I don't have any strength in my body."

Muyu was stunned on the phone for a moment, and hurriedly said: "Take some antipyretics first, and then ask your roommate to accompany you to see if it is necessary to get an antipyretic injection. You should also exercise more in the future. Three days Sick at both ends."

"They're not here. It's the weekend. I'm going home on a date. When I wake up in the morning, I'm alone." What Xiu Qi said is true. There are four people in their dormitory, one lives in this city, and the other two have girlfriends. Yes, there are often no one on the weekends.Xiu Qi bit his lower lip, and continued, "I'll get up later to see if there's any antipyretics." After a pause, he said softly, "At times like this, I can't help but think, what if the two of us It would be great if you can get into a city.”

Mu Yu was silent for a long time during the phone call, and finally said: "Go to sleep for a while, and I will appear when you wake up, no different from a city."

"Okay." Xiu Qi hung up the phone, but he was still a little guilty, he said the last sentence on purpose.Although the two people reached a settlement after the quarrel about applying for the exam, it is more or less a knot between the two of them. Muyu still feels indebted to him for that matter. Even though he never said it, as long as he quit Qi mentioned that he would try his best to be as obedient as possible.Xiu Qi felt that he was a bit shameless, but when he thought that he could see Mu Yu and let Mu Yu rest for two days, he became happy again.Get up from the bed and pack yourself first, and then pack the things you need to take when you go out.

I don't know how long it took, the bedroom door was pushed open from the outside, Xiu Qi turned his head and saw the dusty Muyu, probably because he has been staying up all night for the past few days, but within a week, Muyu's eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes , his eyes were faintly blue, and his complexion looked particularly haggard, Xiu Qi felt distressed from the bottom of his heart, and just as he put down the things in his hands, he was about to speak, when Mu Yu said reproachfully: "Didn't I let you sleep, why did you get up?"

Xiu Qi bit her lower lip, and said slowly, "Muyu, I'm actually not sick, I just...knowing that you've worked so hard to stay up late every day, I want to take you to a hot spring for a rest."

Mu Yu's expression became extremely ugly at this moment, he stared at the messy things behind Xiu Qi, and his expression became extremely blank for a moment: "You pretended to be sick and tricked me to come here, just to go to the hot spring together?"

Seeing Mu Yu's face, Xiu Qi felt that the matter was more serious than he imagined. Before he could speak, Mu Yu's cell phone rang first. Mu Yu waved his hand, took the cell phone, and connected the call: "Hey, senior, it's me, it's me. I'm really sorry that I have something urgent here. Could you please say hello to the other side for me? I'll be back in a while."

"Yes, senior, um, I know, I know it's really troublesome for you, and I really can't help it here, so can't we discuss it again? You know I really want to participate in this project, yes, I I know they don't really want sophomores, but they have seen my previous works, so my salary can be lower, really."

"Okay, I get it. It's my fault after all. Although there's nothing I can do about it, thank you, senior. I'll go back and treat you to dinner when I'm done here."

After hanging up the phone, Mu Yu's face became extremely depressed. He sat tiredly on the chair beside him, looked up at Xiu Qi: "Are you satisfied this time? I worked so hard to get this senior to recommend me to join this project. I stayed up for several days just to make time to meet the person in charge of the other party today, and now I’m fine, all my efforts are wasted.”

Xiu Qi opened his eyes wide and looked at Muyu, before asking for a long time: "What project? Don't you all have an internship in the next semester of your junior year or even your senior year?"

"There are no more items." Mu Yu lowered her eyes and stared at her mobile phone for a while, then raised her head to look at Xiu Qi, her voice was full of powerlessness, "Why do you always behave like this, am I the only one in your world? You even used it to pretend to be sick just to soak in some ghost hot spring, when will you stop doing this?"

Xiu Qi instinctively felt that he had missed Muyu's affairs. He felt extremely guilty, but also felt extremely wronged. He didn't know what project Muyu was going to participate in, and he didn't know why he was so anxious in his sophomore year. He obviously just cared Muyu, just because he likes it a little more, is it all his fault?He raised his hand to cover his eyes: "Yes, it's all my fault, I don't understand anything, everything I do is wrong!" He sniffed his nose hard, but finally he couldn't control his emotions, "It's obvious that you don't like me enough, but it's my fault that I like you too much."

"I don't like you enough?" Muyu shook his head lightly, and suddenly laughed, "Yes, I don't like you enough, I was with you from the first year of high school to the sophomore year, and you still think I'm not enough I like you. So you tried to prove it, so you came out to your parents regardless of the consequences, and disrupted all my plans."

Mu Yu stood up from the chair and looked down at Xiu Qi, "You don't know how scared and nervous I was at the time. The two of us came out of the closet when we had nothing. What will we do after that? You and your parents fell in love so easily. When you come out of the closet, you definitely hope that I can take you home, but how can I take you home? If I come out of the closet, my parents will cut off my financial resources or force me to break up with you in more radical ways. What should I do then? I don't even have the right to elope with you."

Mu Yu's eyes slowly turned red, and he raised the phone in his hand towards Xiu Qi, but the corners of his mouth still tried to rise: "I spent half the time longer than others on professional courses, learning those that should be big I only learned courses and software when I was in junior and senior years. Then I tried my best to get this senior to recommend me to participate in a project of their company. I have no other requirements. I just want to be financially independent as soon as possible. I just want to be a mature attitude Show up in front of my parents and your parents, and tell them that the two of us are not on a whim, and we can go all the way."

"Maybe I'm wrong, maybe the two of us are not suitable to go on at all, no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard I try to treat you, you will always feel that I don't love you enough." Mu Yu turned her back, her voice trembling slightly , he said softly: "Xiu Qi, I'm sorry, I'm not as good as I imagined, I'm tired and I can't walk anymore, so let's come here."

The author has something to say: I actually felt very uncomfortable writing this chapter. I wrote it over and over again for two days, and finally wrote it down.I've never thought who the two of them did wrong or what. It's just two half-grown teenagers. One carefully likes and wants to give each other his heart, while the other is silent but trying to Bear the future of two people.Both of them are not perfect people, and they were too young at that time. Xiu Qi didn't understand that even if he likes another person, he should have his own life and space. They should face together, so they are separated.It is also because of the regrets of that day that the two people who have grown up five years later can walk together again.This is what I want to express.I hope this is the last time I stabbed a knife in this book. I finally wrote about the breakup, and I cried. Everyone, bring your own tissues, okay!