My Tang You

Chapter 50 Chapter 50

Mu Shaosi was making a cup of tea. From his perspective, he could see Tang You sitting silently on the sofa in the living room.

The light from the spotlight hit Tang You's body, as if casting a handful of starlight all over the man.

Tang You is not the same as ever before—there is no bloody stubbornness in the first meeting, no longer being controlled by others in the bar, and there is just another state of melancholy, which seems to be in the moment Enduring the pain and torment all the time, and it will be broken with just a light touch-this makes Mu Shaosi resentful and satisfied.

He resented Tang You for losing his soul because of other men, and was satisfied that he still sat in his co-pilot and followed him home.

At this moment, the house is peaceful and warm, he is making tea for Tang You, he almost wishful thinking that they have reunited.

Holding the teacup, Mu Shaosi walked slowly in front of Tang You. He even relived the joy of chasing Tang You back then, "Warm your hands."

Tang You didn't raise his eyelids, so naturally he didn't take the teacup.

Mu Shaosi paused his hands, the joy slowly faded, and resentment emerged again.His eyes dimmed, he gently put the cup on the tea table, and sat aside, "Let me tell you what happened that day."

Tang You said coldly: "You can do whatever you want."

What exactly does Tang You mean?They all went home with him, but they still had a cold face, even when the topic of that day was mentioned, they were indifferent.

Why is he indifferent?

"That day……"

Mu Shaosi observed Tang You's face, finished speaking half-truthfully, and finally saw Tang You's face turn pale as he wished.He rarely saw this scene, and felt he had the upper hand for a moment, and asked with some expectation: "Do you hate me?"

Tang You didn't speak.

Mu Shaosi ignored him, and continued: "You shouldn't hate me, you can't screw the Xu family, and you will always have to divide in the end. As I said just now, if it wasn't me, it would be someone else. Don't you want to be with me more? other people?"

Tang You reacted this time, and he gave Mu Shaosi a look of indifference, "It doesn't matter, I was stunned and fragmented, which dog bit me is not bitten, I don't care what to do so much."

What is this saying?Mu Shaosi was stabbed by Tang You's words, and his face sank.

It turned out that Tang You didn't come home with him to get back together with him. At this time, he was still looking for every opportunity to mock him.

Mo Shaosi felt restless and resentful in his heart, and said maliciously, "I took our video and sent it to Xu Qinchen."

He deliberately said the five words "our video" very slowly, and then saw Tang You's expression seemed to split in an instant.

Tang You knocked over the cup and spilled tea on his hands. He tried his best to hide his emotions, but the movement of standing up almost in a panic still revealed his emotional shock at the moment.

Mo Shaosi followed suit, "You want to go?"

Tang You hurriedly said, "Wash your hands." Walking to the open kitchen, he turned on the faucet twice before turning it on.

Mu Shaosi followed.

Mu Shaosi needed Tang You to give him some feedback he was looking forward to, whether it was crying or angry, just not the kind of indifferent ridicule, which would make him feel that he would never chase Tang You back.Now that he finally caught Tang You's attention, how could he not seize the opportunity.

Mo Shaosi almost added fuel to the fire by saying, "Have you seen that video? Haven't you? The medicine given to you is very special, and the shooting angle is very tricky, so even if you don't have self-awareness, In the video, you also took the initiative to court."

Tang You's breathing was disturbed.

Mu Shaosi felt that this was wrong, but if he still wanted to reunite with Tang You, he should shut up or talk properly, and then have a good talk with Tang You.

But he couldn't help it, he was driven crazy by Tang You's indifference, he saw that Tang You had really lost him in his heart, and was occupied by Xu Qinchen instead.

The more this happened, the more he wanted to prove to Tang You: You and Xu Qinchen are impossible.

Mu Shaosi said: "You don't know how charming you are in the video. Therefore, Xu Qinchen will always firmly believe that you betrayed him. Even if he didn't believe you voluntarily, you think that after watching such a video, you can go back to the past ?"

"No! There is nothing between you, you are so fragile! Do you know why? Because you all have weaknesses. The Xu family knows that Xu Qinchen can't bear betrayal. And I know you, if anything happens to you, whether it can be solved or not, I always want to try it myself instead of asking for help from others! I thought I was the only one who was treated like this, and I was never relied on. I didn’t expect Xu Qinchen to be in your heart, that’s all!"

Tang You seemed to have finally been poked into a sore spot, and his shoulders collapsed as if unbearable.

When Mu Shaosi saw his shattered appearance, his heart softened again. He softened his voice and said, "But I know, it's not your fault. No one has relied on you since you were a child, so you haven't learned how to rely on others. In the future I'll teach you, okay?"

Tang You's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible, "Is it someone who wants me to learn to be dependent and more obsessed than me?"

Before he finished speaking, a fruit knife was pushed into Mu Shaosi's lower abdomen.

Mu Shaosi let out a muffled snort, and a strong smell of blood rushed up.

He covered his abdomen with one hand in disbelief, and leaned against the refrigerator staggeringly, while his other hand was still tightly clasping Tang You's shoulder, "You..."

Tang You swayed and shed a tear. He murmured in a low voice, "Are you happy for ruining me like this? Mu Shaosi, you are so disgusting."

Every word he spoke was filled with pain and hatred, and after he finished speaking, he drew out the knife and threw it at his feet.

Mu Shaosi knelt down uncontrollably, his heart was so painful that he was about to explode, Tang You hated him so much that he wanted him to die.

But obviously because he was afraid that Tang You would hate him to the end, he chose to leave room for it. In the video, he borrowed seats that were fake and real.He felt that his subordinates were merciless, so why was Tang You so unfeeling towards him?

He thought: Then you will never try to know the truth, you will suffer forever.

Mo Shaosi said intermittently: "No matter how disgusting you are, you will still be fucked by me."

With trembling hands, Tang You opened Mu Shaosi's fingers little by little.

Take a step back and put some distance away.

Seeing more and more bloodstains under Mu Shaosi's body, Tang You seemed to have seen the end of Mu Shaosi, and even more so, his own end.

He looked like a bloodless painting, with eyelashes drooping, and said softly, "You've bled a lot, and it seems like you can't stand up anymore. With this amount of bleeding, it may be too late to go to the hospital now. What should I do?"

"It's better for you to die, and I will pay for it."

Tang You returned to the bedroom and went straight to the bathroom.

He washed himself many, many times, dressed neatly again, and sat at the table.

His hands were shaking violently, and the dizziness kept him falling to the ground. He was in a nightmare, as if everything around him was unreal.

He...killed.

Tang You took out his mobile phone, and like a drowning man grasping for a life-saving straw, he entered a series of numbers he knew by heart.At this time, he was extremely eager to hear Xu Qinchen's voice, and wanted to talk to Xu Qinchen.

As long as he presses the dial button, he may get his wish.

but--

– Xu Qinchen will always firmly believe that you betrayed him.

– Even if he believes that you are not voluntary, do you think you can go back to the past after watching such a video?

Yes, he has explained so many times, the result?Xu Qinchen didn't believe a word.Now that he knew there was a video, he didn't expect Xu Qinchen to believe him.

Even if he knew that the matter was arranged by the Xu family, so what, if he told Xu Qinchen, would it solve the current problem?cannot.The trust between them has long since collapsed.

What's more, he killed someone.

Big tears fell on the screen, Tang You bit his sleeves, trying to hold back the crying.

I don't know how long it took, the string of numbers on the screen was deleted one by one, Tang You was also tired from crying, and he leaned on the back of the chair wearily.

Maybe someone will come to arrest him soon, maybe it will take a while, when Mu Shaosi is discovered, the police will come to the door.

Then he will wait.

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Xu Qinchen returned to China at the end of December this year, looking for a dog.

He went abroad for a few months, and for some reason, he did not take Typhoon with him for the time being, but fostered Typhoon with his friends.He got lost in a typhoon recently and couldn't find it, so he came back to look for it himself.

Originally, he would airlift the typhoon to the UK this month, but his plan changed due to the loss.

If it wasn't for the typhoon getting lost, he wouldn't be willing to return to China, let alone Xiangxuehai, for two or three years.Because this place is full of memories about Tang You, he doesn't want to remind himself of Tang You.

Xu Qinchen lit a cigarette on the balcony, and inevitably, a face flashed before his eyes.

That person is extremely superior in appearance, laughing and cursing are very vivid, and any expression he makes is lovable.

And when that person was still by his side, he was often so happy that he didn't know what to do.

The cold wind continued to blow.

When he came back to his senses, the smoke was about to burn out, and the warmth on Xu Qinchen's face faded like a tide, and he returned to a cold look.

Without saying a word, he put out the cigarette butt and entered the bedroom.

In January, Mu Shaosi, who had recovered his life, was lying in the hospital when he heard the news that Xu Qinchen had returned to China.

As for Tang You, after many days, no one came to arrest him.

After the feeling that it was all over, life slowly returned to stagnation.

In this way, New Year's Eve is coming.

Tang You has a lot of experience in spending New Year's Eve alone. He is not a kind person who treats himself well. He used to deal with it casually, but this year he doesn't want to be casual anymore. He ordered a small New Year's Eve dinner for himself in the restaurant.

How should I put it, after this year, who knows if there will be next year.

Fireworks and firecrackers are allowed in city A this year, and the whole city is in a carnival.

Fireworks and firecrackers compete with each other to celebrate the coming New Year.

There are beggars on the street, looking at the New Year's Eve dinner in the restaurant through the glass, with envy in their eyes.

With white hair and hunchback, trembling, he is an old man. On this day of family reunion, he is alone and only looks at other people's family happiness.

Tang You thought of her grandma, who had passed away for a long time, and she was probably only that tall.

He invited the old man to have a reunion dinner with him.

The old man was holding a bowl of dumplings. His old hands were full of calluses and cracks caused by frostbite. He looked at the dumplings as if he was looking at some delicacies: "His father likes to eat..."

Then, a string of teardrops fell down.

Tang You heard many things from the old man.

The acquaintance with his wife when he was young gave birth to four children and only adopted one. The other three drowned in the Gang River next to their home.

The last son fell ill when he was in his twenties. After the son left, his wife couldn't afford it anymore. She struggled to live alone for many years.

The old man couldn't continue talking, and Tang You couldn't listen anymore, so he patted the old man on the back lightly.

Tang You gave all the money on his body to the old man, no matter how much he had, there was nothing he could do.

After saying goodbye, Tang You didn't want to go back to the dormitory, so he walked aimlessly outside.

I don't know how long he walked, but in the distance, there was a group of dark shadows running towards him quickly.

Yes, it's dark and I can't see clearly.

Every time there was a sound of firecrackers in the sky, the speed of the shadow increased by one point.

Seems to be terrified.

Tang You had a premonition, and even stopped breathing for a while. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the creature that was rushing towards him—it seemed to be the posture of rushing to the last safe place when the end came—he saw it clearly. What ran towards him desperately turned out to be a typhoon.

Typhoon's whole body was covered with ashes from who knows where. It was so dirty that it was obviously wandering around for a while.

Tang You hammered himself hard, and suddenly he was so happy that he couldn't find Bei.

"Typhoon! Haha! Typhoon! Typhoon!"

He faced the typhoon like an excited rabbit.

Then, the two forces collided, and Tang You was knocked upside down by the typhoon. The typhoon lay on Tang You's chest, and licked Tang You's face with a "woo woo".

It stinks, really stinks.

Tang You reached out and hugged Typhoon tightly, crying and laughing like a lunatic.

With its tail between its legs, the typhoon whined and rubbed its head against Tang You's arms, trembling all over.

Tang You picked up the dog, and he didn't think it was dirty, so he hugged him hard, "It's okay typhoon, it's okay, let's go home."

After picking up the typhoon, Tang You didn't plan to resign, because the company's benefits are very good, pets can be kept in the dormitory, and pets can be brought to the company at work.

It doesn't matter if people talk about it behind their backs, it doesn't matter if they can't escape their memories in this city, he wants to raise a typhoon.

Throughout the spring break, Tang You was tired of being with the typhoon, taking it for a check-up, bathing it, and feeding it all kinds of delicious food.

At night, he slept with Typhoon under the same quilt, and when the firecrackers sounded, he reflexively covered Typhoon's ears.

The typhoon is afraid of the sound of firecrackers, especially during the days when it became a stray dog. Tang You didn't know what the dog had experienced. Whenever there was a very loud noise, his whole body was like shaking a sieve.

It really doesn't look like a dog in the past.

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Rewrite date: 21/10/19.

Second revision: October 21, 10.