My Tang You

Chapter 54 Chapter 54

Xu Qinchen watched Tang You fall—he seemed to have a feeling at that moment, and turned his head to capture the last moment.

It was like a bloody and powerless nightmare, unable to catch up or hold back no matter what, and could only watch Tang You fall down one step after another, and finally stopped at the end.

The twilight passed inch by inch, and the wind from the end of the sky rolled over with a huge roar.

Like a migratory bird, Xu Qinchen was suddenly dragged into the raging wind and snow, and the blood in his body gradually froze and congealed.

Instinct prompted him to make an emergency call, and he said something in a clear and almost calm manner. After hanging up the phone, he couldn't even remember whether the operator was a man or a woman.

Xu Qinchen finally rushed to Tang You's side, and saw clearly the situation of the person lying on the ground - blood was continuously flowing from Tang You's mouth and nose, maybe Tang You struggled a little at first, but soon there was no movement, Only the edge of the pool of blood was creeping out silently—something finally tore the calmness from inside. Xu Qinchen seemed to have his spine pulled out in an instant, and he staggered and fell to his knees.

How can there be so much blood?

Can't stream any more.

Xu Qinchen stretched out his trembling hand, trying to find out where the blood came from. He wanted to stop the bleeding, but he didn't dare to touch the seriously injured and dying person. In the end, he could only hold Tang Youweiliang's hand in vain.

There was still a slight tremor in that hand, and the slight movement was like a hot red needle, piercing Xu Qinchen's fingertips straight into the constricted heart.

Xu Qinchen's retinas were blood red, he leaned down and whispered to Tang You, "Tang You, Youyou..."

Tang You half-opened his empty eyes and didn't respond.

Those eyes had shown him a faint smile a few minutes ago.But now, there is only decadence inside, and it is covered with a thin layer of blood.

Huge pain gripped Xu Qinchen's heart, and he almost arched up in pain, "Why? Isn't it thirsty and want to drink water? Why..." Suicide?

It was only at this point that Xu Qinchen realized that the phrase "Do you want to get back together?" was a weak temptation and a cry for help.

However, they were probably all too good at putting on a show, he pretended to be indifferent, and Tang You followed suit without showing any sign of it, and even in the last call for help, he put on a "joke" shell without much sincerity.

Calling for help was unsuccessful, so he sought a relief and tricked him into buying a bottle of drink that he didn't intend to drink at all.

Xu Qinchen's face was full of mad pain. He brushed away the blood-stained hair on Tang You's forehead, "Why do you want to do this? Tang You, why do you want to do this?"

Tears dripped into Tang You's eyes, mixed with blood, and flowed from the corners of the eyes.

It seems that Tang You is also crying.

For many years after that, when Xu Qinchen finally learned the truth, whenever he thought of Tang You's current appearance, he would be in pain as if he had been ripped apart.

But he didn't know it at the moment, so apart from the pain of splitting liver and gallbladder, there was also a crazily growing hatred for Tang You.He stretched out his hand to cover one of Tang You's wounds, but the blood continued to flow out, and the more it flowed, the more he hated it——

Why do you have to go this far?Didn't you want to break up first and go to bed with someone else?I just can't forgive you for the time being, why should I commit suicide?

Do you really want to turn around, or are you just here to catch me off guard?

Why are you so decisive?Such a high place, dare to fall down casually without saying a word?

You speak up!You are forcing me to die!That way at least, I still have a chance to keep you...

——Tang You couldn't answer all these questioning questions. He was quiet, as if he had died as he wished.

Xu Qinchen held the blood in his palm, feeling too much pain and hatred, nothing more than heart-piercing, but he could only chew Tang You's name in vain with blood and tears.

There was an exclamation not far away, followed by some commotion, as if someone had seen what happened here.

"Ah Chen! What's the matter...Xiao Tang?" Someone's voice changed from far to near, and finally changed its tone. It seemed to be Luo Xin, "Get out of my way!"

Another said: "The ambulance is coming!"

Noisy, people surrounded.

Xu Qinchen entered a strange state, half sank into the bottom of the sea in pain and madness, and half floated in mid-air soberly and calmly.

He accompanied Tang You into the ambulance and sent him to the operating room.

When signing the letter of knowledge, a doctor analyzed the situation: "...it is too serious, we are not sure that we can save it...the patient is in extreme pain, and it is very likely that after suffering for several or even ten hours, he will still be..."

Xu Qinchen heard his own voice saying: "No matter what the cost, please rescue it, please."

Luo Xin glanced at Xu Qinchen and didn't know what to say. She contacted experts at home and abroad non-stop, and now it's over.

She hung up the phone and saw Xu Qinchen started calling, as if he was contacting a set of the latest medical equipment.

When Xu Qinchen hung up the phone, she suddenly asked, "Do you still remember the last time you stayed outside his operating room?"

Xu Qinchen said, "I remember."

Luo Xin let out a sigh of relief, "So you still remember."

Xu Qinchen didn't speak.

Tang You was not optimistic this time.Judging from Luo Xin's experience, Xu Qinchen is probably just spending a high price to prolong Tang You's pain, "I have contacted him, and he will be there in the early morning at the soonest. Whether he can be rescued or not depends entirely on God's will."

Xu Qinchen said, "Thank you."

Under the lights outside the operating room, the two fell silent for a while.

Luo Xin recalled the phone call to Tang You last time. On the phone, Tang You's tone was very peaceful. After hearing about Xu Qinchen's marriage, he didn't have any special reaction, and even chatted with her about other irrelevant things.

At that time, she thought that both Xu Qinchen and Tang You didn't care about the breakup, otherwise one couldn't agree to get engaged to someone else, and the other couldn't be moved when he heard the news.She even felt that they seemed so in love before, but they changed their minds so quickly, which shows that it is really unreliable for young people to fall in love.

But she learned that Tang You committed suicide, not the threat of "I'll die if you get engaged", but just left without saying anything.This news made her so sad that she could hardly breathe.

Luo Xin said as calmly as possible: "There must be something he can't get through, which makes him think it's better to leave."

Xu Qinchen didn't know what he thought of, so he took a deep breath slowly and lightly, as if with this movement, he suppressed some unspeakable blood dripping.

Luo Xin kept his movements under her eyes, and said almost coldly: "If you just keep him forcibly out of pity, I don't think it's necessary. So what if he is rescued? Even if you can wake up by chance, everyone There is a high probability of being disabled or paralyzed, the foundation is completely ruined, and the life expectancy will be greatly affected. He has no relatives, and if he really becomes that state, how to live for the rest of his life will be a problem."

Xu Qinchen said sleepwalking: "I will support him."

With Xu Qinchen's family background, let alone one person, it is no problem to support a group of people.

The question is, what position does he take.

Luo Xin found that she was a little aggressive, she asked: "You still have a marriage contract with you, in what name are you going to raise him? Are you keeping him by your side secretly for the rest of your life, or is it a sum of money?"

Xu Qinchen finally jumped out of the nightmare temporarily, remembered the engagement banquet, and said, "Sorry, I will break the engagement."

That's a choice made.

Luo Xin herself disapproved of her younger sister's marriage to Xu Qinchen, and there was nothing unacceptable to this result.

In fact, at this point, she felt that she should not continue to ask questions. After all, if she dug deeper, she might be too naked, but the blood all over the ground hurt her nerves.Luo Xin said: "In this state, under normal circumstances, the family members have given up. If you forcefully keep him, can you face him who is no longer healthy, or even becomes crippled?

"Can you take care of him for the rest of your life? Can you take care of him for the rest of your life? If it's just a moment of pity, I advise you to think about it, because pity is useless, and injuries and pain will consume people's patience.

"If you still have feelings... I don't know exactly why you split up, why you made it like this, what kind of irreconcilable contradictions are there, whose fault is it. But Chen, if it's your fault, you have also seen the current situation. The situation, think carefully about what to do in the future. If it is his fault, and you still want to be with him, then just remember one sentence, life and death are no big deal, as long as you can survive, just turn the page.

"...Of course it's too early to say these things."

Said that the red light in the operation was dazzling, Xu Qinchen was in a daze for a long time.

There is no need for Luo Xin to explain these truths to him. As long as Tang You is fine, he can change everything.

But, can Tang You really be so lucky to escape from death again?

Anyone can see Xu Qinchen's pain, so Luo Xin didn't continue to insert the knife—even if Tang You was lucky in the misfortune, it would be fine if only Yu Yu was sick and weak, but...if he ends up disabled or paralyzed, Can Tang You really accept himself like this?

She didn't ask Xu Qinchen, is she really in love so much?Then why did you agree to be engaged to someone else before?

Because she knew that she was just an outsider, and she didn't know the reason for the entanglement.Because not every decision a person makes in his life can be explained with reasons and motives, and sometimes it can only be explained in four words: a difference in one thought.

Yes ah, a thought difference.

Just like when Xu Qinchen answered the question "Do you want to get back together?", he almost blurted out "Yes", but actually answered "No".

Just like Xu Qinchen hated and loved Tang You, he hated as much as he loved. This hatred gave him a thought: Tang You can betray him and have sex with others, why can't he marry others?

Xu Luo's marriage, the news of the top pianist and the talented painter's marriage will be magnified countless times on the Internet. As long as Tang You is still living in this world, he will definitely know about it.When the overwhelming news of the marriage reached Tang You, would Tang You regret it and suffer as much as he did?

Then be miserable, the only way to repay his hatred.

Tang You did as Xu Qinchen wished and learned of his marriage.I finally couldn't hold back anymore and called him.

After he received the call, he rushed over immediately.

At that time Tang You was sitting on the steps, turned his head and met his eyes, something broke in Xu Qinchen's heart.

It was only then that he realized how much he missed Tang You, but he still hated the betrayal too much, so he chose the safest way of being polite and distant.

But he never expected that it would be such an unbearable result in the end.

At some point, Luo Xiang also came. The girl observed Xu Qinchen's state for a long time, and after learning about Tang You's situation from Luo Xin, she looked at the door of the operating room for a long time.

Finally she said to Xu Qinchen: "I will dissolve the engagement and return you to him."

Then turn around and leave.

Afraid that Luo Xiang would be sad, Luo Xin hurriedly caught up with her, took her hand, stretched out her hand to smooth the hair around her ear, and comforted her, "Don't be sad."

Luo Xiang tilted his head, drooped his crow-feather eyelashes, and said, "It's a pity, but suddenly I got inspired, I'm going back to painting."

Luo Xin's hand stopped, "..." It's okay.

The news of Luo Xiang and Xu Qinchen's dissolution of engagement briefly dominated the trending searches, and then was withdrawn.Even so, all kinds of gossip and the shock of the melon-eating crowd flew together, causing heated discussions.

- "I heard it was because of Xu Qinchen's predecessor."

- "The man jumped from upstairs and died on the spot!"

- "Huh? So miserable?"

- "Look at this photo, this girl is so pretty, why can't she just dance?"

- "How did I hear that it's not an ex-girlfriend but an ex-boyfriend? He's not dead yet, lying in the ICU..."

- "Is that a man or a woman?"

……

Indeed in the ICU.

Tang You had a craniocerebral injury, multiple fractures throughout his body, ruptured internal organs, internal and external bleeding, and so on.This is not dead, it can only be said that it was made with money and equipment.

I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune, because he was not out of danger, and his life was just hanging, and he was in extreme pain, but he couldn't get rid of it at all.

Maybe after a period of time, the various indexes will gradually stabilize, or the situation may suddenly deteriorate and pass.

Xu Qinchen stayed outside the ICU. He couldn't do anything, but he just refused to leave.

Sunrise and sunset, so for a few days.

When Tang You's situation finally became less dangerous, Xu Qinchen went to Tang You's dormitory at work.

The dormitory was cleaned up very cleanly, and at a glance, there was almost nothing left except for the neatly folded quilt.

By the way, there was an envelope with cash left on the table, and a few suicide notes, in which he wrote his name and name, no relatives or reasons, no matter who it was, thank you for helping him with his funeral.

Other than that, I didn't leave a single word to anyone.

Tang You's mobile phone was also in Xu Qinchen's hands, the data was formatted, and there was nothing.

At this point, Xu Qinchen understood that Tang You had really planned for a long time—he wiped everything clean, and then set out on the road alone.He didn't plan to alarm anyone, and maybe he didn't even plan to meet Xu Qinchen in the first place.

If it really develops like that, what will happen to Tang You?

He would die from serious injuries, be burned into a handful of ashes, and become a suicidal Tang in the news, disappearing from this world without a sound.

No one cried for him, and no one saw him off.

Holding the suicide note, Xu Qinchen seemed to have a big hole in his heart. He suddenly realized something——

In what state of mind does a person arrange for himself to have such an ending?

Is disheartened.

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Rewrite date: 21/12/5.