Chapter 38
Chapter 38
In the past, he didn't care about it, because he felt that it was normal for friends to have their own way of getting along, and he had no right to ask Zhou Yi to change.
But it's different now, they are together, if Zhou Yi still blindly unilaterally decides and implements it directly, it means that he doesn't trust his liking at all.
He didn't believe that after being honest with each other, Lin Yuan would be willing to satisfy him.
Whether it was trying every means to change the topic to avoid feelings before, or this time he was sure that he would find an excuse to refuse and follow the trend.
Lin Yuan was forced to bear the consequences and was constantly pushed forward.
While thinking, he heard Zhou Yi's natural response: "New Year's cleaning."
again...
Zhou Yi once again gave a seemingly reasonable answer in an instant.
Lin Yuan hooked the corner of his mouth, "Did you do it last night?"
"Yes" seemed to be aware of Lin Yuan's abnormality, Zhou Yi put down the cat climbing frame in his hand and walked to the bedroom.
Lin Yuan didn't stop collecting the clothes in his hands, and the corners of his mouth were still raised, but the upward arc was a bit deliberate.
He was silent for three seconds before saying, "Then you're pretty quick."
It was an understatement, as casual as a compliment.
But Zhou Yi has a good memory and his perception is not weak.
He still remembered that the last time he heard Lin Yuan say this, it was Lin Yuan and Chen Xi who came back from dinner to pick up the cat. In order to avoid Lin Yuan's question of "Why are you so good to me", he subconsciously said, "Just treat it as To gain experience for raising a third cat."
At that time, Lin Yuan seemed to be so calm, as if he was discussing the matter, he replied, "But I'm not a cat."
It was also such a casual tone, light and airy, and was blown into the air by the wind before landing.
But the next day, Lin Yuan lost contact for most of the day. Even though he dialed and pressed numb, he still failed to get any reply.
The consolation that night was of no avail. Since then, Lin Yuan spontaneously retreated to the position of a friend, and never tried to cross the threshold again.
They still get along day and night, but they are very different.
The only difference is that when Lin Yuan finished speaking, he turned around and went back to his home, but now Lin Yuan has moved here.
But what does it mean to move here?
If Lin Yuan wanted to, he could naturally move back at any time.
As long as he is firm enough, Zhou Yi can't even find any tenable reason.
After all, even if it's the current move, it's because Lin Yuan likes him and won't really resist, so he can do it on his own.
Subconsciously, Zhou Yi stretched out his hand towards Lin Yuan, wanting to grab something, but quickly retracted it.
After all, what did he say after reaching out, telling the whole story?Or pretend to be ignorant and get away with it again?
Then what?At that time, if Lin Yuan got bored and wanted to leave, he couldn't stop him at all.
And even if Fan Lin was wronged and walked away once, even if he coaxed him back again, there would inevitably be a gap between the two of them.
While his thoughts were spinning, Zhou Yi leaned against the wall as if frustrated, and began to complain about his impulse when he proposed to be together.
If he has maintained a friendship, he will not be so eager.
Things like feelings are really too unstable.If there is one, there will be two, so you want three, or even more.When we are still friends, we can still restrain ourselves, but when we are together, it is difficult to suppress our possessiveness. Even if we subconsciously restrain ourselves, we can still find traces in many details.
But no matter how good your temper is, you won't like being treated like this all the time.
Slowly, Zhou Yi's head gradually drooped.
I don't know how long it has passed, but in a daze, he felt his palm being gently scratched.
Looking up, Lin Yuan stood one step away from him, with a smile on his eyes, "Do you think I didn't praise enough? Stand still."
"No..." Zhou Yi was stunned for two seconds, held Lin Yuan's hand with his backhand, rested his head on his shoulder, next to Lin Yuan's neck, and said sullenly, "I'm tired."
It's not a complaining tone, but rather aggrieved.
He was really wronged, he wanted to take a step forward to hold Lin Yuan firmly in his arms, and never let go, but he had to stand where he was, like a homeless animal, eagerly waiting for Lin Yuan to look at him. Dare to cautiously reach out.
"Let's take a rest." Lin Yuan patted him on the shoulder reassuringly, angrily and amusedly wanted to take Zhou Yi to rest on the sofa, and see if he could have a good talk by the way.
But as soon as he broke free, the whole person was directly pulled into Zhou Yi's arms tightly.
With this posture, Zhou Yi closed the door with his backhand.
Because of the force, the door made a "bang", and Lin Yuan felt his heart tremble violently.
But he didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand and continued to pat Zhou Yi's back lightly and repeatedly like a child falling asleep.
The silence lasted for almost a minute before Zhou Yi looked up into his eyes and said slowly, "We will always be together, right?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt his naivety one step earlier than Lin Yuan, but he asked himself, this is indeed what he cares most about now.
So even though he himself thought this question was ridiculously childish, he didn't look away. He just looked straight into Lin Yuan's eyes firmly, unwilling to miss any subtle emotional changes in him.
Looking at each other, Lin Yuan couldn't help blinking.
After all, what Zhou Yi said...is really not like him.
Not to mention the lack of self-confidence that cannot be hidden in his words and the obvious worry in his eyes.
Just judging from the content of the words, it’s not normal. How can someone talk like a child for a lifetime just after being together for a few days? Even Lin Yuan is more worried than happy. He hopes for a lifetime, but he doesn’t have the confidence to really can last a lifetime.
But even though he was not full of confidence, Lin Yuan still quickly gave the same answer as last time.
"Yes." Lin Yuan nodded seriously.
For no other reason, he really couldn't bear to make Zhou Yi sad.
But this does not mean that everything can be revealed, so when Zhou Yi heard his affirmative answer, the corners of his mouth rose, Lin Yuan quickly added the restrictions, with a gentle but firm voice: "In a way that is comfortable for each other, we will always together."
As soon as the words fell, there was the sound of a cat scratching the door, and Lin Yuan took advantage of the opportunity to leave Zhou Yi's embrace.
When they passed by, Zhou Yi grabbed his wrist. Although he didn't speak, the meaning of retaining him was obvious.
Lin Yuan smiled, "I'll go and appease you, and I'll be back soon. Otherwise, I'm afraid you won't be able to meet people later."
After explaining, he slowly withdrew his hand, opened the door and walked out.
Only Zhou Yi was left standing there alone, listening dumbly to Lin Yuan, who was outside the door, educating Frog while packing up his things.
But they really need to calm down now. Only when they clear their minds can they solve the problem, so no matter how dissatisfied Zhou Yi was, he didn't stop him.
After standing still for a while, Zhou Yi noticed that Lin Yuan had packed half of his luggage, so he helped to pack it up.
He urgently needs to do something to divert his attention, otherwise he might not be able to control his desire to rush out the door and hold Lin Yuan tightly in his arms again.
First, put the toiletries one by one next to his own supplies, and then start to take out the books in the suitcase and put them on the bed one by one, so that they can be put directly into the study room later.
After taking out the book, Zhou Yi caught sight of a not-so-small rectangular black gift box. Although the design was simple, it was dignified.
Obviously, Lin Yuan must be very concerned about the things inside, otherwise he wouldn't have put it on purposely.
Squatting next to the suitcase, Zhou Yi couldn't help but start to imagine what it would be.
Is it a gift from someone?Or something that records Lin Yuan's past?
But this is Lin Yuan's privacy, and Zhou Yi can't move.
Even though Zhou Yi was so nervous that he began to suspect that this might be a souvenir left to him by Lin Yuan's childhood sweetheart, he just stood up indifferently, pretending that he didn't see anything, picked up the books and went to the study next door.
When he opened the door and saw Lin Yuan who was simply sitting on the ground playing with cats, Zhou Yi had a word in his mind.
"Whatever it is, it's over, Lin Yuan is mine now."
It is the heartbeat that began in the early summer, and also the secret love that ended in the end of winter.
It is to get what you want, but also to put all your eggs in one basket.
The moon hangs high.
It was almost twelve o'clock when the two of them packed up their things and washed up before lying on the bed.
The two cats also fell asleep after playing on the cat climbing frame on the floor-to-ceiling window of the bedroom.
Lin Yuan climbed into bed carefully, for fear of waking them up.
Zhou Yi came over to talk to him, but Lin Yuan dissuaded him in a low voice, "Shh, Frog is a light sleeper."
Zhou Yi: "..."
Lin Yuan glanced at Zhou Yi's obviously unfriendly expression, moved away, and whispered to Zhou Yi again: "What do you want to say, why don't we send a message on the phone?"
Being too close, Zhou Yi's ears were itchy from breathing.
"No need." Zhou Yi retreated to the edge of the bed on the left, stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Yuan into his arms, touching the tip of his nose, "It should be fine to talk like this."
It was too close, Lin Yuan stretched out his hand to push him away, but only got Zhou Yi's arm around his waist, which was tightened more and more tightly.
During the stalemate, Zhou Yi opened his mouth, "I have something to say."
"Why do you have to say that? If we can't, let's talk in the study?" Lin Yuan retorted.
If Zhou Yiwang didn't hear it, he began to caress Lin Yuan's back with his hand, and said softly, "Just for this night, I will listen to you in the future. I will not make any decisions anymore, no matter what decision I make. , I have asked you."
"You admit your mistake so quickly..." Lin Yuan couldn't help being startled by this sudden assurance, but he soon regained consciousness and retorted word by word, "But I said it in a way that is comfortable for each other, not in a way that I think everything is for me. Sure, you're going to the other extreme."
"It's okay." Zhou Yi buried his head on the side of Lin Yuan's neck, "If you are comfortable, I will be comfortable."
"No..." Lin Yuan was a little speechless.
What is comfortable or uncomfortable? It's like talking about something strange, obviously he is communicating with Zhou Yi in a serious manner.
It's a pity that before he could seriously refute, Zhou Yi directly bit his collarbone lightly. In an instant, Lin Yuan felt as if his whole body had been shocked, numb.
In the middle of the night, Zhou Yi picked up Lin Yuanlian with a quilt and sat between his legs, his deep voice was a little more bewitching, "Yuanzi, be good."
The author has something to say:
First of all, I don’t know if some people think that Zhou Yi’s psychological description in this chapter is a bit too much, but in fact, I have always felt that I seldom write about his psychology. I have also mentioned his mental journey before. Written, I didn't brake the car all of a sudden, this is still after deletion haha.
Then, I was really grateful for the nutrient solution Xiaoyu sent me, which made me really feel affirmed. (Before no one commented, I always suspected that my favorites were all robots hahahaha) But I’m really sorry, because the reality is really busy, and I like to delete, delete, and modify when I write, so the speed should not be improved in a short time. I'm really sorry!
Finally, I wish you all a happy reading.work hard together!
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