Chapter 39 Freedom
Chapter 39 Freedom
"Zhou Yi..." Lin Yuan squeezed his shoulder hard, his peach blossom eyes, which were always smiling, were stained with frost, and said coldly, "Let me go."
Almost at the same time he spoke, Zhou Yi withdrew his hand holding his waist.
Lin Yuan was really angry. It was just helplessness at first, and it was over after a good talk.
But now it turns out that Zhou Yi didn't even think about having a serious talk, ignored Lin Yuan's objections, and just went his own way to force Lin Yuan to follow the route he had planned.
Lin Yuan wrapped himself in the quilt and got out of bed, and went straight to the sofa in the living room. He remembered that there was a spare quilt in Zhou Yi's cabinet, and it didn't matter if he took the quilt away anyway.
In fact, Lin Yuan is seldom really angry. He has a good temper, always smiles at everyone, and basically never quarrels with others, but when Zhou Yi just issued the notice on his own and ignored his objections, he For the first time, I really felt what it means to be angry.
Facing his sudden departure, Zhou Yi just froze for a moment, and followed him out decisively.
But he didn't dare to touch him again, he just turned on the air conditioner in the living room for him and stood quietly aside in thin pajamas, like a child who was punished by the teacher to stand.
Seeing this, Lin Yuan sighed deeply in his heart. He came out on impulse, but in fact he didn't think about how to solve it or how to word it.
But he was aggrieved if he didn't leave, because he was really angry, he had to do something, if he stayed, he would be even more angry.
As for how angry he was, he didn't know very well, but this time he was held up by the anger in his heart, and he endured it for almost 2 minutes before he lifted the quilt and let Zhou Yi lie in.
In the past, Zhou Yi must have dragged Zhou Yi to lie down in distress within ten seconds.
From this, it can be seen that he should be very angry.
After that, for a long time, neither of them spoke, just staring at the electronic clock in the living room in a daze.
It wasn't until nearly 10 minutes later that Zhou Yi said softly, "I'm sorry."
No attempt to justify anything, just a simple and pure apology.
At this time, Lin Yuan also sorted out his thoughts, and after several weighings, he decided to solve this matter first through Xiaozhi's emotion and reason, and then to solve the emotional problem.
He groped in the quilt and held Zhou Yi's hand, one hand covered his arm, the other held his palm, lying on his side by the light of the electronic light, looking into Zhou Yi's eyes.
Lin Yuan rubbed his wrist with his fingers, and said, "Let me ask you, every time you go around and coax me into being fooled, don't you dare to let me know?"
Zhou Yi didn't expect him to say this, he was ready to accept Lin Yuan's emotional outburst, and he didn't think of what to say for a while, he just nodded honestly.
Lin Yuan's tone was very calm, he tried his best to analyze the matter objectively, and slowly said word by word: "That's right, if you keep doing this, even if I do everything you want me to do, you will I'm worried that one day I will be angry with you if I realize it. Sooner or later, the snowball will get bigger and bigger, and every day before the avalanche, no matter how much I follow your wishes, you will still be in trouble."
"I don't blame you, and I never wanted to force you to change. I just think that if we keep getting along like this, sooner or later, your emotional pressure will be higher than the sum of the joy you have obtained. A healthy emotional state."
"In the final analysis, compared to those other things, I care more about your emotions and our state together. Because in my opinion, if you can't relax and be yourself around your partner, you can get what you need by detours. That partner has no meaning at all. Just like what happened today, you can simply and clearly tell me in advance that you want me to move here, and we can discuss it together, and it won't be so hasty. "
Lin Yuan stretched out his hand to gently smooth Zhou Yi's frowning eyebrows, and said solemnly: "Zhou Yi, maybe we are not born free, but with me, as long as you are happy, you will always be free."
Zhou Yi's eyes were a little red, and he raised his hand to put his hand into the quilt. It took him a long time to speak, and the content was still a dry apology: "I'm sorry."
He was very moved, but also very scared, he was afraid of making too many mistakes.
It was the first time he saw Lin Yuan angry, and the moment he saw Lin Yuan getting out of bed wrapped in a quilt, he even felt that Lin Yuan didn't want to stay with him anymore.
Facing his brief apology, Lin Yuan curled his lips unconsciously, "Apologizing is useless, aren't you usually good at talking? I can't compete with you every time."
After weighing left and right, Zhou Yi said softly: "I remember what you just said."
"After that, what changes do you want me to make? What should I do?" Teacher Lin frowned, and immediately started to check the homework on the spot.
Classmate Zhou also answered quickly obediently: "Talk to you directly."
Teacher Lin continued to ask: "What if we have differences in the future?"
Classmate Zhou continued to answer: "Listen to you patiently, and discuss the solution together."
"What if we can't discuss it?"
"Refine the terms until we are all satisfied."
As Zhou Yi didn't directly listen to him, Lin Yuan nodded and said that a child can be taught, and strike while the iron is hot, "Then what if you are unhappy because of me in the future?"
"Tell you, let you coax me."
"So are you tired?"
"Tell you, let you accompany me."
Teacher Lin was very satisfied, felt that this aspect was almost done, and began to seek personal gain, "Then what if I want to drink Coke?"
Zhou Yi was stunned for a moment, not quite sure about Lin Yuan's current emotions, but thinking about the way Lin Yuan said just now to get along with each other comfortably, and the fact that physical health is really important, he hesitated, and he said as usual: " If there is no special reason, I will stop it."
Unexpectedly, just after finishing speaking, Lin Yuan decisively pulled his hand out of his palm, and at the same time quickly turned his back to him, obviously unhappy, but for the sake of face, he still pretended to appreciate: "Well, yes Good, go to bed."
It's just that the tone is really not friendly, and I'm afraid that his teeth are about to be bitten with anger behind his back.
Zhou Yi was amused, hugged him from behind with a smile, and coaxed softly: "Then tomorrow is a special reason for celebrating the New Year."
Lin Yuan was satisfied with this, and immediately said: "You can't go back on your word."
"Then turn back." Zhou Yi scratched his palm.
Lin Yuan resolutely refused: "I don't."
"Why?" Zhou Yi asked.
Lin Yuan turned his back to him, frowned and said sullenly: "I'm still angry, you went too far just now, and I'm still angry now."
Pinching Lin Yuan's finger, Zhou Yi blinked and said, "Then shall I take you to eat hot pot next time?"
Lin Yuan answered quickly, "Three meals."
Zhou Yi thought for a while, but still adopted a compromise: "One meal, I won't interfere with your order."
Lin Yuan: "Add Coke."
"can."
Lin Yuan just turned around and met Zhou Yi's smiling eyes.
Zhou Yi’s sofa is actually not too small, but they are both 1.8 meters tall, and it’s inevitable that they will be a little cramped when lying together, but after lying down for so long, it’s already warmed up, and Lin Yuan doesn’t want to go back to the bedroom anymore. , only pulled Zhou Yi to shrink in together, so that Zhou Yi would not fall.
After moving, Lin Yuan glanced at the electronic clock, it was almost a little faster, and he had been carrying and tidying up things at night, and his mood had been tense just now. Now that he relaxed, he soon felt sleepy.
The space was too small, Lin Yuan nestled on Zhou Yi's neck, rubbed his chin, "Good night."
Zhou Yi clasped the palm of his shoulder tightly, and responded in a low voice, "Good night, Yuanzi."
Good night my third cat.
New Year's Eve is always lively. Before eight o'clock in the morning, the sound of firecrackers in the community has been heard endlessly. Even if Zhou Yi closed the windows of the house tightly, Lin Yuan was still woken up early.
It's just that he woke up, but he kept trying to get up, and only covered his head with the quilt, trying to use this meager block to make himself fall asleep again.
In the past, Zhou Yi would have been concerned about sleeping late last night and leaving him alone, but today is different. He remembered that Lin Yuan had said a long time ago that he had something to do on New Year's Day.
Although he was a little upset that Lin Yuan didn't accompany him during the New Year, but adhering to the principle of putting business first, Zhou Yi frowned and prepared to wake him up.
Although they basically slept together every day since the relationship was established, except for going to Chen Xi’s house on the first day, Zhou Yi worried that Lin Yuan would be accused of getting up late, and forced him to get up, he never cared about him getting up. Things, after all, the time before the Chinese New Year during the winter vacation is used to relax.
So he actually has no experience in calling Lin Yuan to get up, and the only time he used violence to solve it was directly in exchange for Lin Yuan's cold eyebrows.
After thinking about it for half a minute, Zhou Yi sat next to Lin Yuan, pulled Lin Yuan up slowly, and at the same time spread his arms to his side in a virtual embrace position, and then circled the two of them with the quilt Wrap tightly.
Lin Yuan was obviously not quite awake yet, barely opened his eyes to see that it was him, and then let him move, resting his forehead on his shoulder and squinting his eyes, trying to fall asleep.
About half a minute later, Zhou Yi reckoned that Lin Yuan had almost adapted to this posture and became more awake, so he pulled him to stand up and put on his shoes, and pushed him into the bathroom with half a push and half a hug.
Then the moment Lin Yuan stood up, Zhou Yi decisively closed the door in order to prevent Lin Yuan from running back to sleep immediately.
Zhou Yi deliberately stood outside the door for about ten seconds, but he didn't feel Lin Yuan's intention to come out. He evaluated himself. It should be because of the buffer this time, so Lin Yuan didn't blow up again, so don't worry. I continued to make breakfast.
And Lin Yuan, who was suddenly pushed into the bathroom, stared at himself in the mirror for a short time as soon as he opened his eyes.
Through the mirror, he could clearly see the shock, puzzlement, confusion, and deep bewilderment in his eyes.
He remembered that he was still sleeping soundly on the sofa not long ago. On the way, Zhou Yi seemed to pull him up and then began to push him away after sitting for a while. He thought Zhou Yi wanted to drive him back to the bedroom to sleep, but now yes?
Isn't it enough to let him get up and wash up?What is the meaning of the previous series of actions?Some mysterious wake-up ritual?
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