i know i'm sick

Chapter 27

The rumble of the car echoed around them.

56.

Yang Anning had a dream.

In the dream, his hair was already gray, and even Liu Sanzhe's face was wrinkled.

Zheliu Mountain Villa is decorated with lanterns and festoons, full of joy.A girl in a red wedding dress stood in front of Liu Sanzhe.

Liu Sanzhe said to her: "You are going out soon, if there is anything else you want to tell your little grandpa, go and talk now."

The girl's face was covered with tears, and her makeup was all washed out from tears.Hearing Liu Sanzhe's words, he threw himself into Yang Anning's arms.

Yang Anning hugged her, and when she heard her weeping in her arms, she said, "Little Grandpa, I'm not getting married anymore, I'll stay with you in the village..."

Yang Anning helped her up, wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and said, "Silly girl, this is a major event in your life. What do I want you to do with me? There are already many people in the villa to accompany me. If you want to Me, come back and see me often."

The girl hugged him and didn't let go, choked up and said: "Little Grandpa, I don't worry, I can't bear you."

Yang Anning said: "There is nothing to worry about, I have you, Grandpa Ning."

A person behind him stepped forward and said, "Girl, your little grandpa has me."

Yang Anning turned around, and a person was looking at him tenderly.

That person also started to have gray hair, and although the fine lines around his eyes and lips were not obvious, they couldn't be concealed.

Yang Anning smiled. He took the man's hand and said to the girl, "You and I, Grandpa Ning, will visit you."

The girl finally got on the sedan chair and was welcomed out by his lover.

Yang Anning stood at the gate and looked at the sedan chair going away, and said, "It's been so many years, even the girls are married."

The man put his arms around his shoulders and said, "Yes, for so many years."

The sedan chair turned around the corner and was nowhere to be seen.Yang Anning turned and walked towards the lobby, sighing as she walked: "Although I knew that such a day would come, but when it really comes, I still can't help but want to keep the girl..."

The man chuckled behind him and said, "Then leave her behind."

Yang Anning said: "What nonsense are you talking about? No matter how reluctant I am, I can't delay the girl. People in the villa come and go, I didn't expect that you will accompany me to the end."

The man said, "This is what I promised you."

Yang Anning lowered his head, smiled slightly, lifted his clothes and walked into the lobby.Yang Anning said, "Ah Ning, I trust you now."

Suddenly, a voice came from the lobby, that voice asked: "An Ning, who do you trust? I am your Aning."

Yang Anning looked up and saw a man in white clothes standing in the center of the lobby. The man had black hair, a tall and straight figure, and there was no wrinkle on his young face.

Yang Anning's expression changed immediately, he looked back, behind him was still the person who had been soaked by the years.

The young man said: "An Ning, I am Aning, have you forgotten, I will never grow old."

Yang Anning looked between the two, his face became more and more ugly, he covered his heart, and said to himself naturally: "This is impossible..."

The young man said, "An Ning, you said you loved me, or do you think I'm young and don't want to be with me anymore?"

Yang Anning immediately retorted: "I didn't!"

The young man pointed to the old man and said, "Then drive him away, he is a counterfeit!"

Yang Anning immediately shook her head and said, "No! He...he's Aning...he's always by my side..."

The young man walked up to him, grabbed his sleeve, and said, "Don't deceive yourself, you know I won't grow old."

Yang Anning subconsciously wanted to get rid of him, but the moment he did it, he realized that this person was Aning!

The young man put his head close to his ear and said softly, "Or, you don't want me to accompany you anymore? Can you take a closer look at who he is?"

Yang Anning took a step back and looked at the old man. The man was still smiling, but his smile was a bit bitter. He stretched out his hand to Yang Anning and said, "Anning, come to me."

Yang Anning shook his head and asked, "You... who is Aning?"

The young man said: "Of course it's me. An Ning, if you don't drive him away, I'm going to go. I won't come back after I go!"

Yang Anning immediately grabbed his wrist and hurriedly said, "Don't go!"

The old man took a few steps forward, pulled him into his arms, and said, "An Ning, I am the only one who can accompany you to your old age!"

Yang Anning couldn't help but feel a little dazed looking at his slightly vicissitudes of face.

The young man waited for a while, seeing that Yang Anning hadn't moved, he said, "It seems that you don't want me. Anning, then I'll go, we don't need to see each other again in the future!"

don't want!Yang Anning hurriedly looked at him, trying to hold him back and prevent him from leaving, but there was no sign of that person in the lobby.

Yang Anning panicked immediately, he knew very well that the young man was Aning, but who was the old man in front of him?

Yang Anning pushed the old man away, whimpered a few times, and crouched on the ground with his head in his arms, he said to himself: "This is not real, this is a dream, I want to wake up, wake up quickly, Aning won't Let's go!"

The old man looked at him and said, "An Ning, don't you want me anymore? If that's the case, let me go too..."

Yang Anning froze all of a sudden, he slowly raised his head, he was the only one left in the lobby.

Yang Anning's tears flowed down. After a long time, he stood up and staggered out of the lobby.

Yang Anning thought to herself, sure enough no one will stay in the end, only herself, only herself in the end.

57.

When Yang Anning got up, his face was full of tears, he covered his chest, the place was empty.

The carriage felt bumps from time to time, but it was still moving towards the intended destination.

Yang Anning wiped his face, the excitement before had calmed down, he glanced at Aning, who was huddled in the corner, showing him a flattering smile.Yang Anning withdrew his gaze, opened the curtain and leaned out—Ling Ran was sitting outside hunched over, lost in thought, with his left arm resting on his left leg, his head tilted, his left index finger and middle finger resting on his cheek, his right hand holding The whip shook a few times intentionally or unintentionally.

Yang Anning asked, "How long will it take?"

Hearing this, Ling Ran immediately sat upright and turned around to look at him, and said: "Not far ahead is Jiaolixiu's Xingma Station, we will spend the night there tonight, and we will arrive in another three or four hours tomorrow."

Yang Anning looked up at the sky, only to find that the sky had begun to darken.

Ling Ran went on to say: "However, tomorrow we will no longer be able to travel by horse-drawn carriage, and the rest of the road can only be walked."

Yang Anning nodded, closed the curtain and retracted into the carriage again.

Ling Ran followed in, watching Yang Anning hesitate to speak.

Seeing him leaning against the door, Yang Anning didn't move or speak, so he could only ask, "What's the matter?"

Ling Ran sighed and said, "An Ning, the road ahead is not easy, your body is still recuperating, I...if you agree, I can take you along...it doesn't have to take so long on the road time……"

Yang Anning didn't speak.

Ling Ran sighed again, and exited the carriage.

Aning moved to Yang Anning's side, and tentatively said, "Anning, are you angry?"

Yang Anning shook his head.

Aning clasped his hands together and said, "I just don't want to run around in the future."

Yang Anning still shook her head, and after a long time, said: "It's not your fault."

Aning let go of his hand, bent down on his lap, and whispered his name: "An Ning..."

Yang Anning stroked Aning's hair and said, "I know, you have always listened to me, so...even if you want to leave one day, it is because I want you to go..."

Aning turned around, wrapped his arms around his waist, pressed his head tightly against his lower abdomen, and said, "Don't say these words."

Yang Anning said: "Ah Ning, I just hope that when you are leaving, you must tell me and don't just disappear without saying a word."

Aning's voice was choked with sobs: "An Ning, you're thinking wildly again."

Yang Anning lowered his head, looked at him deeply, and said, "Ah Ning, you shouldn't have let me come."

Aning squeezed him tighter: "It's all my fault."

Yang Anning smiled faintly, and said, "A-Ning, stay with me all the time. I know that you have worked hard for so many years, but I... without you, I am nothing..."

Aning said, "Don't do this."

Yang Anning said: "How good are you really? I want Brother Qiao and San'er to see you and let them know how good you are. We are in the village together, and I don't want to wander around anymore, so we will In Zhuangzi, you don't go anywhere...you won't leave me, you won't cheat me, you won't betray me..."

Aning sat up and interrupted him loudly: "An Ning! Do you know what you are talking about?"

Yang Anning's voice was cut off immediately, he looked at Aning, his eyes flushed unconsciously.Yang Anning said: "I don't know what I'm talking about. Ah Ning, I don't want to go. Look, I'm in such a mess before I go there. If I really want to go there, will I survive? I'm afraid, I I was afraid that I would become a lunatic. At the beginning, didn’t you just show up to prevent me from becoming like that? Why did you let me go? Ah?”

Aning looked at him with pity and said, "Whether to go or not is up to you."

Yang Anning said: "You can stop me!"

Aning said: "An Ning, you are the only one who makes decisions! I can never help you, all I can do is to be with you. An Ning, what else do you want? You know that this is what I am , I will not grow up, I will not grow old, no one can see me except you. What do you want me to do? I can only do this, I can't give you more. You let me stop you, How is this possible?"

Yang Anning pushed Aning away and asked, "Are you blaming me for having too high expectations of you?"