Only the moon will know

Chapter 28

work in a cramped seat.

Wang Yucheng has long been buried in stacks of old newspapers and various magazines.She has always said that she is very lucky, because the old books and newspapers in the library are only kept for 15 months before being transported to the recycling bin.

She asked Zhou Qingchun to run errands to photocopy the useful information she had collected, and she took notes by herself.

Two and a half hours later, Zhou Qingchun quietly yawned for the first time.

She raised her head, stretched her waist, and found that the sun outside was almost setting, and a beam of golden sunlight came in and fell on their hands, and the readers in the library had gradually left.

These materials are really important to Wang Yucheng, and the time must be very tight. She kept working hard without rest, while Zhou Qingchun stopped for a while and ordered a cup of black tea to drink.

"By the way, did you buy a souvenir for the Zeng family?" Wang Yucheng asked her suddenly.

"Don't move!" Zhou Qingchun suddenly put down the cup in his hand, grabbed Wang Yucheng's hand holding the newspaper, and prevented her from turning it down.

Wang Yucheng didn't dare to move immediately, she was a little frightened and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Don't move, I see a person."

"Who?"

"Jiang Wenwen."

"Who is Jiang Wenwen?"

Zhou Qingchun was stunned because Jiang Wenwen was dead!she died!What she saw was an obituary with her headshot on it.

Zhou Qingchun couldn't believe his eyes, could it be that something unexpected happened to Wenwen?

She trembled all over, and said hurriedly: "Woof, look for any news about her, hurry up!"

Wang Yucheng didn't say much, she finally found a news about Jiang Wenwen's death in the inner page of the same newspaper.

Zhou Qingchun covered his face with his hands, not having the courage to face up to the content of the news.

Wang Yucheng browsed through it quickly, and then said: "This is about a family dispute. Her husband forcibly took the child away when she was sick, and she was not allowed to see it. It is also mentioned here that Jiang Wenwen herself suffers from depression. Her son has hemophilia, and she has always regarded him as her lifeblood. She negotiated with her husband to no avail, and finally chose to die. She committed suicide by taking a lot of sleeping pills..."

When Wang Yucheng said this, he looked up and realized that Zhou Qingchun was no longer in his seat.

Zhou Qingchun fled into the bathroom a long time ago.Jiang Wenwen is dead, she was already dead a year ago!

The news came so suddenly, like five thunderclaps, Zhou Qingchun couldn't accept it for a while, she was so emotional that she cried into tears.

latest comment:

--it is good--

That beautiful Wenwen who silently waited for her at the door of Xinyan's house died;

How can you be so cruel in summer.How could you be so cruel to Wenwen.so sad;

——He actually committed suicide——

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26. Pass by

Zhou Qingchun was greatly shocked by Jiang Wenwen's death.Judging from the year and month in the newspaper, Jiang Wenwen committed suicide exactly one year ago, dating back to today, one year ago, just after Wenwen was admitted to the hospital in a traffic accident.

At the same time, she also deeply realized that Zeng Xinyan's departure that day must have something to do with Wenwen's death.

On the night he returned from the "Bridge of Heart" library, Zhou Qingchun stayed up all night.As soon as you close your eyes, all that comes to mind are Jiang Wenwen's voice and appearance before he was alive, Zeng Xinyan's haggard before parting.

And today, a year ago, where was she?

Every time Zhou Qingchun asked himself this question, he felt heartbroken and ashamed.

She thought she was the saddest person.Only now did she know that among the three of them, none of them was not sad, and none of them had a good time, and she was definitely not the one who should be sad the most!

Jiang Wenwen's death must have caused another more serious trauma to Zeng Xinyan's soul. She must have been heartbroken to leave in such a situation with a heartbroken heart.

If Jiang Wenwen was willing to stay by Zeng Xinyan's side to help her at the most difficult moment, perhaps history would be rewritten, and Wenwen would not have died at all, but at that time she actually left them in order to find what she thought was the most correct answer, She only thinks of herself, she is too selfish!

Zhou Qingchun blamed himself endlessly.

This bad news seriously disrupted her already calm mood, and she needed to reassess some things.

After two days and two nights of great inner suffering, Zhou Qingchun came to Sunday already haggard.

She missed an appointment.She apologized to Zeng Yanzhan on the phone, saying that she could not go to his house for dinner as originally planned.

Apart from apologizing, she really didn't know what to do.Although Zeng Yanzhang's tone sounded disappointed, he didn't ask a question.Zhou Qingchun was very grateful to him.

In the evening of that day, Zhou Qingchun returned to her old residence.

She stayed on the deserted five-legged foundation for a while, leaning against a pillar all the time, because from that angle, she could clearly see the scenery on the opposite side.

She saw that Zeng Xinyan's residence had changed owners, children's laughter and laughter could be heard frequently from the terrace, and the walls were covered with unknown vines and unknown flowers.

For a long time, she didn't dare to pay attention to any scene or thing there, for fear of touching the scene and hurting her feelings.

At this moment, something was falling lightly from the terrace, and the children all rushed to the fence, and all of them stretched out their little hands, pointing and saying: "It fell, it fell!"

Zhou Qingchun laughed suddenly, and she naturally remembered that the paper airplanes she folded to Zeng Xinyan also fell down like that, and she couldn't catch them.

She took a breath, her eyes flushed.In a trance, she seemed to hear a small voice slowly rising from her body, saying: Xinyan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Is Zeng Xinyan safe and sound in a distant country?Is she still living with painful memories?

Thinking of this, Zhou Qingchun couldn't help feeling sad.Perhaps Zeng Xinyan would feel that the decision to return to China was wrong, and perhaps she would feel that it was also wrong to know her...

If it were her Zeng Xinyan, when faced with the misfortune of a person she once loved deeply, she would also not be able to fall into the arms of another person as if nothing had happened. She needs time to settle down, unless, unless she has never loved that man!For Zeng Xinyan's sad departure at that time, she could already understand and forgive.

Zhou Qingchun stood like this until the sun was sinking in the west, until the night fell, and the moon rose, and then he left slowly.

She didn't know why she came back here, it seemed that her subconscious was calling her.

Perhaps she thought this was the only place where Zeng Xinyan could be found.In fact, she doesn't have the courage and face to see her again now.Maybe she just wants to go back to this place that once belonged to them to miss her...

What she didn't know was that in the same space and at different times, she actually passed Zeng Xinyan again and again.

Just one day a month ago, at sunset, Zeng Xinyan also came back here.

She stopped in front of her former store, raised her head and looked at the balcony of Zhou Qingchun's house.

Zeng Xinyan told herself that this is the last time she will look up.From now on, it is impossible for her to come back here.Because the person she cares about is no longer here.

"Zhou Qingchun? Oh! You mean that female writer? She hasn't lived here for a long time." The little girl who answered the door looked at Zeng Xinyan and said.

"Do you know where she moved to?" Zeng Xinyan asked her.

"I don't know! Wait a minute, I'll ask my mother." The girl turned around and asked her mother in the room loudly.

A woman in her forties came out, with a friendly smile on her face, she said to Zeng Xinyan: "Miss Zhou didn't disclose where she moved, although the landlord asked her to hand over the keys in person. , but she didn't disclose it at all."

Although Zeng Xinyan was disappointed, she expected this kind of answer. She agreed slightly, but she didn't intend to leave immediately. She couldn't help but look into the depths of the house.

At this time, the sun had set and the lights in the room had been turned on. She could clearly see that Zhou Qingchun's desk was still in place.

Following Zeng Xinyan's gaze, the girl's mother landed on the desk, and she said, "That's left by Ms. Zhou. She said she doesn't need the desk, and left it for my daughter."

The little girl immediately interjected, "That's right! She said I can use it for my homework."

While nodding, Zeng Xinyan noticed that the mosaic of Notre-Dame de Seine behind the desk was not taken away either, and what remained under the corner was the mosaic mirror that Wei Chenzhi had bought back then.

The mosaic mirror has been broken, and it has been patched with transparent tape, which is no longer the same.

Zhou Qingchun did not take away these two items related to her.At that moment, Zeng Xinyan felt that Zhou Qingchun had given up on her.

Zeng Xinyan thanked him, and sadly withdrew.

There is only a very simple and light luggage at her feet.She pulled her luggage and walked slowly towards the intersection.

When she came to a public phone booth, she subconsciously stopped.She walked into the phone booth and decided to call Zhou Qingchun anyway.

Zeng Xinyan came here straight away as soon as she got off the phone. Her mobile phone was registered in France and could not be used locally. She hadn't had time to buy a domestic phone card for herself, and she was carrying euros that she couldn't exchange in time.I only have domestic coins in my hand, which are all left over from the past.

The call to Zhou Qingchun was automatically disconnected four times, and no one answered.

The twilight was like a black cloth, gradually surrounding her until she could no longer see the keypad and numbers on the phone.

Just when she made the fifth call repeatedly.Finally, a strange voice came from afar: "Hello?"

That's not Zhou Qingchun's voice, it's a male voice, who is that?she