Schoolboy becomes boyfriend

Chapter 49 Sister is here

Ever since Qin Hongfei suddenly appeared and disappeared that day, it seemed that this person no longer existed in the world.Song Enyu's four works have been placed at home, and he has not created for a long time.But since then, Song Enyu has gained a little calmness and relief in the face of the high-pressure work that requires constant nervous tension. He once suspected that he might not be suitable for this industry. Behind the patients here is the care and worry of a family.

It's not easy to look down on birth, old age, sickness and death.

Every weekend, Song Enyu always thinks of that afternoon when he was driving a racing car.Jiang Zhixu knew him so well, so he naturally knew what he was thinking, so he simply opened the conversation with Qin Hongfei himself.

The other party was very surprised: "Let him go if he wants to go every weekend. Let him rest assured that I will go at other times, and I won't meet him and scare him."

When he said this, Jiang Zhixu felt embarrassed: "Hongfei, Xiaoyu was always avoiding you that day because of me, there is no other meaning, you don't have to do this..."

"It's okay, I don't care about these things, just let him go, and you can go with him if you want to play. There are teaching assistants, he is very smart, and he should be able to learn it in a short time." Qin Hongfei said easily.

When Jiang Zhixu told Song Enyu about this, he shook his head and refused: "The daily rent of that venue is burning money, I don't have that much face, and I don't want to owe others favors. I want to play, and I invite my classmates to other open places. It’s just a matter of playing on the racing track.”

Song Enyu would always distinguish Jiang Zhixu's social relationship with him very clearly. The two love each other regardless of all interests and relationships.

After the two reunited this time, they never said they wanted to be together, but they could hug each other day and night, and the creed of being each other's companions.

In May, the fifth-year interns have to return to school one after another to start preparing their undergraduate thesis.Song Enyu misses the campus life so much.Before leaving, Song Enyu needed comments from his instructor on the last page of his internship report.

Chen Qishou only has four words: hanging pot to help the world.

On the day Song Enyu left, Chen Qishou didn't come to see the doctor, and it was true that he wasn't on duty, but in the past half a year of internship, Mr. Chen almost never missed work.Song Enyu would not narcissistically think that it was because of him, but he did want to say goodbye to Chen Qishou.

The fate between people is itself shallow.During Song Enyu's internship, he wanted to end it quickly, but now he is very reluctant.Carrying a big bag and pulling the luggage, he wrote a sentence on Chen Qishou's prescription: The road is long and long, and I will search up and down.

Still want to practice medicine, still have to study.

When Song Enyu left the hospital, Jiang Zhixu didn't come to pick him up.Because it was Song Enxue who picked him up today.Their school is not closed during the May Day holiday, and they will be closed for five days this weekend. The roommate is from Shanghai. Song Enxue made an appointment with her to go to Shanghai to play together, and they happened to be meeting her younger brother.She got off the train and found a hotel.The hotel is in the city center, not far from the Second Provincial Hospital, and I made a special trip to pick up my younger brother.

Song Enxue is two years older than Song Enyu, but for so many years, her image in Song Enyu's heart is like a teacher and a mother.Although Song Enxue is no longer able to "beat and scold" him like she did when she was a child, that majesty is engraved deep in Song Enyu's heart.

Song Enxue came over and wanted to pull the suitcase for him, but Song Enyu quickly refused: "I'll do it, sister, just a few clothes that are not heavy."

Song Enxue gave him a white look: "You are still a college student who hasn't graduated yet, don't you keep books in your suitcase?"

Song Enyu coquettishly said: "Sister, can you stop scolding me as soon as we meet? You don't even tell me, look at your brother, I'm getting fatter and thinner."

"Being thin means you don't eat well, so you should be scolded. Being fat means you know how to eat and don't know how to work hard, so you should be scolded." Song Enxue pretended to be serious.

Song Enyu put his backpack on his back, curled his lips, and said helplessly, "Then I have nothing to say, so just scold if you scold, scolding is love."

Song Enxue still laughed out loud and took his elbow to slap him lightly: "I'm teasing you. Go, pick a place, and my sister will treat you to delicious food. The water and soil in Shanghai don't support people, and my younger brother is fed up by it." gone."

Song Enyu was thinking about the one at home, and wanted to use this as an excuse to let his sister and Jiang Zhixu meet. He tentatively said: "Sister, I have an appointment with a guest today. If you want to go together, I will treat the guest. The internship salary has just been paid today." come down."

Song Enxue asked suspiciously: "What guest? If it's important, you eat first. I've been in Shanghai for a few days, so I'm not in a hurry."

"No, no, it's not important, it's just a friend. You, you, have met before." Song Enyu was suddenly a little embarrassed. After all, it was five years ago. I don't know if my sister remembers it.

He held his sister's arm and walked along the sidewalk. Jiang Zhixu's car followed not far away, Song Enyu didn't know.

Soon, he received a call from Song Enyu, and the other party started to stutter: "Um, uh, didn't we make an appointment to eat Korean food? Now I, I'm off work, you, you come here. Yu Qing's house in Zhongjie District."

Jiang Zhixu held back his smile and agreed: "Okay. But you have to think about it."

Song Enyu was intentionally impatient, making the conversation between him and Jiang Zhixu look more like buddies: "Got it, got it, I'm the only one who troubles you, so I must have thought about it!"

Jiang Zhixu saw him deliberately teasing him like this: "Oh, just think about it, don't be misunderstood by your sister when I have dinner with you later, since I have already thought about it and told her about us, it's okay."

Song Enyu suddenly raised his voice: "Jiang Zhixu, don't go too far," he said, glanced at Song Enxue from the corner of the eye, and then said calmly, "Come here quickly, my good brother."

The smile on Jiang Zhixu's lips deepened.Song Enxue is not a fool, who would find a brother who is ten years older than herself.

When Song Enxue saw Jiang Zhixu again, she was really shocked. She didn't forget him, but her impression was blurred. It was after Jiang Zhixu introduced herself that Song Enxue remembered that her younger brother was chased after he came to work in the provincial capital many years ago. Things to do at home.

Jiang Zhixu habitually sat next to Song Enyu, and Song Enyu deliberately leaned to the other side.

On the contrary, Song Enxue generously mentioned the past: "I just mentioned it casually back then, and I didn't even think about whether it might cause inconvenience to you, so I asked you to take care of this brat. Thank you for all these years."

Song Enxue sincerely thanked him, even though she didn't know his identity, nor the relationship between him and his younger brother, but she guessed that the first person Song Enyu brought her to Shanghai to meet must be someone very important to him.

Song Enyu kept his head focused on ordering and didn't join the conversation between the two of them.Jiang Zhixu also mentioned what he promised back then, "When you graduate, you can come to Shanghai to find me." Song Enxue's postgraduate direction is bioengineering and medicine.Whether in public or private, Kai'an needed such a talent, but he didn't explain his identity, but simply analyzed her employment prospects.

Talking unintentionally, but listening with intention.Song Enxue had never thought of being able to work in medical technology before, but after hearing Jiang Zhixu's description, she suddenly began to have her own thoughts. It happened that she was going to practice after the second year of graduate school, and maybe she could come to Shanghai to try it.

After Song Enyu placed the order, he began to lower his head and play with his mobile phone. Qi Wuyang's internship ended yesterday, and he returned to the dormitory today. He took pictures of the dormitory environment, lay on the bed and began to hum: "You are my lover, like a rose... ..."

Song Enyu replied: Crazy.Roses think you are unlucky.

The two chatted more and more deeply, until Song Enxue noticed him like this, frowned slightly and scolded: "Xiao Yu, there are still guests here, it's too rude."

The smile on Song Enyu's face froze, and then he said to Qi Wuyang: "I have something to do, let's do this first."

Song Enxue narrowed her eyes: "You are not in love, are you?"

Song Enyu's phone almost fell off the dining table. He glanced at Jiang Zhixu guilty, but the other party was drinking water calmly.

This look blinded Song Enxue: "I asked you something, did you tell me if you have a girlfriend?"

Song Enyu pushed the water glass towards his sister: "Stop gossiping, it's nothing, who wants to enter our old Song's house, you should think about yourself soon."

Song Enyu kept talking, but only Jiang Zhixu could see the loneliness in Song Enxue's eyes.She was looking forward to the fact that her brother had a girlfriend.

During the meal, the bibimbap Song Enyu ordered contained carrots that he didn't like, and the two relatives and loved ones here knew this.Seeing that Song Enyu was going to take it out, Song Enxue pushed the bowl over habitually, but at the same time, Jiang Zhixu also pushed the bowl in front of Song Enyu.

He froze for a moment, and abruptly swallowed the carrot he had picked up.From this moment on, Song Enyu was "terrified" after eating this meal, for fear that something wrong would be noticed by his sister.

Jiang Zhixu, as usual, took the initiative to pick up the carrots in Song Enyu's bowl, and said calmly, "I don't see you wasting food."

The familiarity in the tone made Song Enxue put away the bowls and chopsticks in embarrassment, and took out her sister's shelf to echo: "He has been like this since he was a child, he never listened to beatings or scolding."

Song Enyu lowered his head and complained with red ears: "Understood, sister, can you save some face for me."

Although this meal was not a "Hongmen Banquet", the uneasiness of the three of them felt like that.Taking advantage of Song Enxue washing his hands, Jiang Zhixu asked, "What are your plans for these few days? Are you not going home?"

"How else? Tell my sister, I'll live with you at night?" Song Enyu propped his head and thought depressingly.

Jiang Zhixu habitually raised his hand to rub against his neck: "Then when you are going back to school, call me again, and I will pick you up."

Song Enyu smiled flatteringly at him.

Only this movement and this smile fell into the eyes in the corner.

Just a gesture of rubbing his neck is nothing, it's his brother's smile, that's not at all...

Song Enxue only felt her heart beating fast, her back felt cold, and then bursts of dizziness hit her, so she had to prop herself up against the wall of the hotel to relax.After the darkness in front of her eyes disappeared, she calmed down and began to comfort herself: People in big cities can enjoy themselves relatively, so that's okay.

When she got in front of the two of them, she returned to her normal expression, urged Song Enyu to go shopping with her, and said goodbye to Jiang Zhixu politely.Jiang Zhixu carried Song Enyu's luggage into the car and left.

He said it was shopping, but he actually found a reason to send Jiang Zhixu away.Song Enxue doesn't have the mind to go shopping now.Song Enyu followed behind her sister, walking silently along the way.Passing Tianxin Square, there are many people walking at night, Song Enyu suggested: "Let's go for a walk too, this is the landmark square of Shanghai City."

Song Enxue didn't answer, but followed Song Enyu into Tianxin Square.The two of them still walked in tandem, which was a habit that Song Enyu could hardly change since he was a child.

Song Enxue entered the square, and within a few steps, the "interrogation" began: "I'm not in a relationship, what's the matter with the ring on my left hand? Don't tell me, it's just a fashion item." She just took a special look at Jiang Zhixu She didn't wear a ring of the same style on her hand, which made her breathe a sigh of relief.

Song Enyu really could only think of this excuse. He put it in the pocket of his shorts and said with a smile, "When I was shopping with my roommate, I just saw it. It happened to be a feather in my name, so I just bought it."

Song Enxue sighed in the night, and said earnestly: "I am trying to make up for the impact of your native family on your growth, but I, I really can't replace my parents, Xiao Yu, if you have any unspeakable Obscure, remember to tell me, I try my best to understand."

Song Enyu looked at his sister's long hair dancing in the breeze under the neon lights, and suddenly felt a sense of sadness. He didn't think about the hints in Song Enxue's words, but said distressedly: "But, the impact of your native family on your growth, Who will make it up?"

He took two quick steps to shake Song Enxue's hand, and then said easily: "Sister, look at the moon in the sky. Every year when I make a wish to it on my birthday, I hope that there will be a person who can be as firm and gentle as the moonlight chooses the night." Choose you."

Song Enxue's heart was filled with emotion, she looked up at her younger brother, who was looking at the starry sky.Just listen to Song Enyu continue to explain: "You must be wondering why the moonlight chooses the night?"

Song Enxue followed his words and asked, "Why?"

Song Enyu smiled: "Because our family is like a black hole that swallows light, taking away all the beauty in my heart, leaving only you."

There were tears in Song Enxue's eyes: "Are you blaming our mother?" Song Enyu didn't remember much about his mother.Song Enxue was silent for a long time, until Song Enyu called her several times before Song Enxue responded, she held her brother's hand instead, and said with sad eyes: "Xiaoyu, don't blame her, she never left us, yes, It's because she is not missing, but, but..."

Song Enyu's pupils shrank violently and stopped moving.It took him a long time to get back to the blank space in his mind.Tianxin Square was playing fountains and music, but he felt that it was a mournful cry.

This is a white lie, so that for so many years, he will not become a child without a mother. Since he was a child, whenever he was asked about his mother, he would have the confidence to say that his mother just went out to work.

She would come back, which had been an unrealistic dream of his for so many years.He always felt that his mother was unwilling to live such a life, so she chose to disappear completely to pursue his own freedom.

Song Enyu fell backwards, leaning on the stone pillar in the center of the square, and said with a wry smile: "So, so, I haven't offered her a stick of incense for so many years..." He turned to Song Enxue, who was already in tears Stretching out a finger, "No, I never kowtowed to her once, never presented a bouquet of flowers to her, I, I..."

He was so choked up that it was difficult to speak, and it was difficult to find adjectives to describe such an unfilial self.Song Enyu sat on the ground along the stone pillar, and slowly retracted his outstretched fingers.

Song Enxue went to pull him up, crying in a crying voice: "Blame me, it's me, Xiao Yu. But I don't want you to feel the pain and despair I experienced again. For so many years, you have been my sunshine, warm and kind , like, like mom."

What can I do to keep you?For countless nights after her mother left, Song Enxue carved her mother's name on each star, and sat on the steps of the small courtyard with her arms around Song Enyu in summer nights, going to tell him about her mother.

Talking about the first time I passed June [-], because I didn’t get the teacher’s little red flower, I went home and cried all night.Mother stayed up all night sitting under the dim white weaving lamp, embroidering little red flowers all night.In that traditional village where boys were preferred to girls, Song Enxue did not become a fringe and a foil because of the arrival of her younger brother.She is still loved unconditionally.

After the father left, the family collapsed.In order to provide for the education of the two children, the mother went to work in the brick yard in the county town.Because of the failure of the brick press, when she bent over to check the fault, the brick press started working again...

For so many years, Song Enxue lied to her younger brother, and the source of her family is the relief from relatives and the government, which is actually the compensation from that accident.In this way, in a difficult life, the two stumbled and grew up.