After breaking up with the paranoid actor

Chapter 18 Sorry

Before Xie Jian spoke, Song Feiyang preset many opening remarks for him.

For example, mocking himself for standing in the c position, for example, after leaving him, he has become worse and worse, and he still wants to make this kind of ghost movie.

Xie Jian's speed was very fast, and when Song Feiyang was thinking wildly, he was already very close to Song Feiyang.At this moment of lightning and flint, Song Feiyang suddenly shouted at him: "Don't come over!"

It was pitch black outside now, lit only by street lamps spaced far apart.The road is remote and very few cars pass by.

Song Feiyang was hidden in the darkness, Xie Jian couldn't see his expression clearly.I can only feel that his tone is loud and trembling, which doesn't sound normal.

Xie Jian ran out of breath, and when she heard Song Feiyang's words, she simply stood under the street lamp, holding the light pole with her hand, gasping for breath, blowing out clouds of white mist.

Song Feiyang looked at Xie Jian who was standing under the lamp and unconsciously took another step back, feeling that all the blood in his body was rushing towards his legs crazily, preparing for his upcoming escape.Song Feiyang was afraid that Xie Jian would lock himself up again, so he forced him to ask who Miao Miao was.

But to Song Feiyang's surprise, today's Xie Jian was very obedient.When Song Feiyang told him to stop, he stopped, and he didn't mean to take a step closer.

Even what he said surprised Song Feiyang.

"Feel sorry."

Thank you Jane for apologizing.

This matter is so new, except in the drama, he has never seen Xie Jian bow her head to anyone before.

Song Feiyang couldn't figure out his routine, so he didn't say anything, and wanted to wait and see what he would say next.

"I didn't discuss it with you when I said you were my artiste, sorry."

Song Feiyang was stunned.

He was stunned not because Xie Jian apologized, but because he thought Xie Jian's apology was aimed at what he had done before.

Such as humiliating him, questioning him, and not letting him go out.

But for the first time in his life, his apology was actually because of what he said at the wrap-up banquet just now.

In all fairness, Song Feiyang didn't feel disgusted by Xie Jian's behavior just now.He said that to save himself, Song Feiyang knew.

Perhaps it was because Song Feiyang was silent for too long, and Xie Jian hurriedly continued.

"You don't like me making unsolicited opinions. I will always ask your opinion before I do anything in the future, okay?"

Only then did Song Feiyang realize that Xie Jian was targeting what he had asked him twice in just a few days - did you ask me?

He nodded slightly in the dark, and finally realized that Xie Jian couldn't see him, and then said aloud: "Okay."

But Song Feiyang underestimated Xie Jian's shamelessness, and then Xie Jian took a big step forward and asked the next question.

"Then can you come back to my company?"

Xie Jian paused after speaking, and did not forget to add: "As an artist."

To Xie Jian's surprise, Song Feiyang refused without thinking: "No."

Song Feiyang likes acting, but he doesn't trust Xie Jian now.

After anyone has been fooled several times, it is difficult to establish a trust relationship with the person who fooled him, and it will take a long time to rebuild the relationship.

To put it bluntly, Rong Manman is not sure whether she can get the role of this movie before the filming of each movie starts.She paid so much and got nothing but empty promises.Only when she stands in front of the camera and presses the recording button, can she put a heart back into her stomach.

Song Feiyang is no exception.After all, I was told that I was not the protagonist when I was in the crew and the costumes were already on, and it was staged on myself once.

Moreover, he didn't want to continue paving the way for Shen Yiyuan.

He rejected it so quickly that he didn't even think about it.In desperation, Xie Jian took a big step towards Song Feiyang.

"why?"

Before Song Feiyang could answer, Xie Jian saw Song Feiyang gasped, covered his ears with his hands and squatted on the ground.

The thick night instantly enveloped Song Feiyang, who was curled up into a ball, as if to swallow him up.

"...Are you afraid of me?"

Xie Jian asked softly, with hesitation that even she didn't believe it.

It may be that Song Feiyang refused without thinking, or it may be that Song Feiyang couldn't stop trembling because he was afraid of Xie Jian.

No matter which of the two was the same, it hurt Xie Jian deeply.

He wanted to pull Song Feiyang up, but before his hand touched Song Feiyang, he heard Song Feiyang squatting on the ground and shouting mournfully.

"Don't come here! Don't come here!"

Xie Jian's outstretched hand was frozen in mid-air, neither stretched nor retracted, and was soon blown cold by the night wind.

three years ago.

Under Shen Jie's strong request, Song Feiyang took her back to her hometown from the ward in Beijing.

Shen Jie was skinny back then, but she had a big belly that didn't match her figure.

In the advanced stage of liver ascites, all doctors did not recommend that she be discharged from the hospital.But she made her own claim and signed an exemption agreement, forcing Song Feiyang to take her back.

Shen Jie said that she hated this city. This city made her see the worst side of her husband.

At that time, Song Feiyang had saved up some money, thinking of taking his parents to Beijing to live together, and by the way, he would give their elders a physical examination.

It doesn't matter if you don't check, but Shen Jie found out liver and ascites.

Song Lang was afraid that Shen Jie's illness would make Song Feiyang too burdened, so he offered to find a job.

A middle-aged man who has never been out of the countryside all his life and only knows how to farm. He wants to know what kind of work he can find in Beijing. It is nothing more than a security guard or a doorman.Song Feiyang disagreed, but Song Lang insisted on going.

When Shen Jie had regular check-ups, the father and son would accompany them whoever was free. Sometimes, when there was no time to catch up, Shen Jie would just wander off to the hospital by herself.

When she was first diagnosed, she had no symptoms, not serious, so she was in a very good mood, and going to the hospital was like going for a walk.

The weather was fine that day, and she came back from the hospital early, so she simply wanted to go to Song Lang to go to get off work with him.But who knew, when she arrived at the building where Song Lang was, she saw that the doors and windows of Song Lang's guard room were closed and the curtains were drawn.

Shen Jie didn't think too much about it.Although Song Lang was the only doorman, he was free from work and had nothing to rest. Shen Jie only thought that he was sleeping.

As usual, she pushed the door open and went in, but she didn't want to see the scene she didn't want to remember the most in her life.

Song Lang and the other person kept rolling on the small bed in the guard room, and the bed was covered with the sheet that Shen Jie brought to him.

Most importantly, it was a man with Song Lang.

The two of them panicked, and when the man pulled away from Song Lang's body, Song Lang lay on the bed, not daring to look at Shen Jie.

Shen Jie fainted on the spot, and Song Lang couldn't hide this even if he wanted to.

After that day, Song Lang disappeared without any news.

People who have half a foot in the loess, when faced with problems, the only solution is to escape.

Since that day, Shen Jie has never been able to get sick.

After that, Shen Jie became a little nervous.She always knew that her son had a good relationship with his boss, and she didn't think it was a problem before.But after Song Lang left, Shen Jie retched no matter where she saw the two men getting too close.

Shen Jie began to remind Song Feiyang non-stop, and Song Feiyang could only tirelessly tell Shen Jie to relax and recuperate.

But consolation words are useless, Shen Jie's condition is getting worse day by day, and her stomach is getting more and more distended, she looks like a pregnant woman about to give birth.

The last straw that broke the camel's back was Song Feiyang and Xie Jian's same-sex movies, which were picked up by netizens and circulated everywhere.Although Shen Jie couldn't use a smartphone, she couldn't stand the people in the same ward as her.

The man handed the phone to Shen Jie as if offering a treasure, his gossiping eyes switched back and forth between Shen Jie and the screen.

"Look, this is your son, right?"

Shen Jie didn't know that there were rumors on the Internet, so she looked down at the video, and naturally saw the powerful title.

"Xie Jian's homosexuality was suspected to be exposed, and the two kissed intimately on the street regardless of worldly eyes."

The video is indeed what the title describes, but when you click in, you know it's a movie, and there is even a video platform's logo in the upper left corner.

But Shen Jie didn't know.The moment Shen Jie saw this video, she thought of the scene of her husband and another man rolling in a small room, and she almost felt sick.

Shen Jie even began to wonder if there were too many temptations in big cities, which made her husband and son what they are today.Shen Jie didn't dare to think about it, so she called Song Feiyang to rush back.

And since then, Song Feiyang's nightmare has also begun.

First, he went back to his hometown with Shen Jie and cut off all contact with the outside world.

Shen Jie stared at Song Feiyang non-stop at home, and the situation worsened day by day.Song Feiyang begged her to go to the hospital, but Shen Jie refused.Covering her belly, she approached Song Feiyang step by step, and said softly and forcefully: "Don't think I don't know, as soon as I go to the hospital, you have to go find that Xie Jian. Song Lang betrayed me when I went to the hospital. Yes, I'm not going to the hospital! I'm not going anywhere, I'll just watch you at home."

She even set up another folding bed next to Song Feiyang's bed, lying next to him at night and staring at him.

As long as Song Feiyang got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, Shen Jie would instantly open his eyes and stare at him: "Where are you going?"

Shen Jie was very suspicious, and later even showed signs of schizophrenia.

She would suddenly lean over and ask Song Feiyang nervously: "Listen, is your dad back? He was found out in embarrassment outside, and now he is tied up in the car and beaten."

Then Shen Jie would get up, pick up a kitchen knife from the kitchen, and approach Song Feiyang.

"Come on, let's go down and save your dad."

Song Feiyang babbled, snatched the kitchen knife from Shen Jie's hand, and went downstairs with Shen Jie.

Shen Jie went straight to a car parked downstairs, she slammed on the glass of the car without saying a word.

Song Feiyang chased after her, and comforted her carefully: "Mom, look, there is no one in the car, you misunderstood, go back with me."

After such a long time, Song Feiyang was also tortured to the verge of mental breakdown.

He would often wake up in the middle of the night and see Shen Jie standing beside his bed with a knife in his hand, asking him expressionlessly, "Did you scold me just now?"

The tip of the knife was shining coldly in the night, Song Feiyang had no choice but to tell Shen Jie to stay away over and over again.

That was the person who gave birth to him and raised him, Song Feiyang said he couldn't touch him, so he could only shrink in the corner and wait for Shen Jie to wake up.

Such a nightmare was deliberately concealed and forgotten by Song Feiyang, but he didn't want to be dug out again, which aroused the deepest fear in his heart.