mousepad-d2 Chapter 67 chapter 67
Chapter 67 chapter 67
Getting up from the bed with drowsiness, the girl with blue eye circles in the mirror is smiling.To be honest, Dong Mingcan hated himself like this.But she has lived like this for a month.What a small number, your blink of an eye is all I have.She even wrote so many words in the diary, and after all the pain was translated into words, the memory became light.Last night, she sorted out one by one, from the first time she saw her in the fifth grade, from the moment when she realized that she liked her, to the laughter and bitter words that flowed through her heart, she treasured everything in her notebook.
Hands caressing the flimsy thin paper, as thin as a cicada's wings, like Xia Ningxin's red cheeks blown by the wind.The thoughts that cannot be seen are spit out from the ink, and the black matte pen she gave is still used... Think of it as self-pity, asking for trouble, and deceiving yourself and others like a cocoon.With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Dong Mingcan's painful tongue no longer feels bitter...
The strength of the pen penetrated the back of the paper, and then gradually flowed smoothly, Dong Mingcan's clean eyes showed a few red bloodshots: Xia Ningxin, I fell in love with you before I knew what I liked.
Girl who learns piano, I secretly picked a hair from your little comb and tied it on my erhu.In this way... when I miss you, even Qin Gong is smiling.
You ask me why I don't like autumn.Because it dropped leaves all over the ground, and it shattered your shadow...
I want to punch a hole in the sky, you ask why.Because you are cold.But you said no, you also said that as long as he opens his eyes and looks at you, you will be warm...
I really don't know why you chose me as your best friend, you lose your best friend when you have a boyfriend.And I hope you have friendship and love...
The sky was cloudy and cloudy, Dong Mingcan's memory surged, her legs froze on the steps, and her crisp voice flew into her ears.The neck slowly looked back, slower than the minute hand of the clock.Smiling wryly in my heart, what I was thinking at this moment was, how long has it been since I heard her voice?
The moment she decided to let go, did she come to her?
Xia Ningxin, I really don't have such courage, I can still concentrate on my own things in the classroom during the day.When I get home, if I don’t turn on the light, the light in your room can seep into my windows.I tried, I really tried.But when you see the smile he brought to you in your eyes, really, I can't bear it... You will hate me more and more when I take the same bus with you as a walking dead.
Zhang Pan'er continued to step on the steps, but she didn't seem to hear Xia Ningxin calling Cancan.With force, Dong Mingcan also stepped up two steps, the sound was very heavy, compared with Zhang Pan'er, who had learned dance and was light, the footsteps were too heavy.She turned her head back slowly, as if nothing had happened, and everything was just a phantom sound in her mind.
Xia Ningxin chased after her. The jacket she was wearing had two rabbit ears. When she was jumping and walking, the pink rabbit ears and her light pink ears were jumping happily.
"I have something to tell you." Panting, when they went up to the second floor, Xia Ningxin strained the soreness of her calf, and jumped to the upper floor of the stairs first.
The four eyes meet each other, with lingering meanings, each of them is a little weaker.Zhang Pan'er hurriedly said: "Why don't you go up and drink some water first, and talk about it later."
"No, just say it now." The sharp and tender chin was drawn into a stubborn arc by the tight lips.Xia Ningxin is at the top, much taller than Zhang Pan'er.But compared to Dong Mingcan, there is still a difference of two centimeters, and her short hair is thick, and she does not squint at the people around her.The hands holding her were a bit of an eyesore.
Silently, Xia Ningxin clenched her small hands into iron fists.Under the school trousers, it could be seen that her legs were straight, her face was hot from being stared at, and her legs were numb. Xia Ningxin stood up again and wiped the softness on her proud cheeks.
"Tell me, what are you talking about?" With a sigh, Dong Mingcan lowered his head and noticed that her shoe uppers were no longer wet.It's nice to have the sun...
A sigh made Xia Ningxin's heart sore, she pointed at Zhang Pan'er and said softly, "I'm only telling you two."
After being stunned for two seconds, Dong Mingcan subconsciously looked at Zhang Pan'er, and saw that her pretty face was unnatural.Only then did he think to himself that he almost gave in to her again.Just wanted to speak to let Pan'er stay.Zhang Pan'er whispered softly, her tone unchanged: "Let's talk, I'll go back and read some books first." Ignoring Cancan's apologetic smile towards her, Xia Ningxin gave her a little space.
The footsteps became farther away, and the stagnant air became less suffocating as Zhang Pan'er immediately took it away.Xia Ningxin's aura immediately weakened, her thin shoulders shrunk in, and her fine hair spread out to her cheeks. Dong Mingcan resisted the thought of raising his hand to help her tie it to her ear, and said indifferently, "What's the matter."
Sharp-eared, Genhui, although Xia Ningxin is dull, she can also hear her attitude.There are no questions, just plain statements.He bowed his head and muttered, "Let's go on the same road at night..."
"Let Zhang Pan'er go first."
"Don't you have someone going with you?"
Lowering her momentum, her tone softened, Dong Mingcan slightly shook her head and chuckled, Xia Ningxin lowered her eyes and stared at her shoes, unable to move her eyes away to other places that made her body and head unnatural.
"It's different..." The soft voice reveals the delicateness of a girl's family.Dong Mingcan could hear it clearly, his originally calm mood sounded chaotically again, his mouth was drawn into a line, and he let out a cloud of hot air.
"You can say what you want to say here, and I will return if you don't say anything."
back?There are two lines separating them abruptly.Xia Ningxin Shui Xing's eyes were covered with mist, and she saw two students suddenly coming up and down the stairs around her, leaning towards Dong Mingcan.Eyelashes stained with a little water, swallowed and stared at Dong Mingcan's slashed chin and shouted: "I..."
what do i want to sayThe thought of telling her not to associate with Zhang Pan'er gradually receded in Xia Ningxin's heart.What came to my mind was Dong Mingcan's dispensable voice, his cold eyes...
"What are you?"
"Let's find a place where no one is around, let's talk, there are a lot of people here." Xia Ningxin followed Dong Mingcan's eyes, and twisted her hair to her ears, watching her talk to herself with a little warmth.Hands slid down to the satin-smooth sleeves of the school uniform, from the shoulders to the cuffs.Xia Ningxin's hand froze, and after all, she didn't hold the curled up palm.
After understanding her words and deeds, I found a small pavilion first, a round table made of clear gray stone, with a circle of seats around the corner of the pavilion.A mother-in-law in green smiled slightly, watching her granddaughter playing.In a place where no one is around, alone with her, Dong Mingcan knew that he would lose his position: "Sit here."
Xia Ningxin frowned, her eyes were timid and she refused to sit down.Dong Mingcan wiped the position twice with his cuff, his starry eyes remained calm: "Sit down."
Shi Dengguang was bright, Xia Ningxin moved her small nose, and slowly sat beside her.Although Dong Mingcan only wiped the space where she was sitting, Xia Ningxin couldn't help leaning towards her.
Cancan is playing so well with Zhang Paner now, if I say those gossips, what will happen to her?
It's been a month, and they haven't had a good chat for a month.
The little girl laughed innocently, Xia Ningxin followed Dong Mingcan's warm and smiling eyes and saw that she was wearing a pink tutu skirt and cotton white pantyhose, and her smile was like a bell.Xu Shi noticed that the two big sisters were looking at her.With a sweet smile on her shame face, she jumped into her mother-in-law's arms while holding the corner of her skirt.Xia Ningxin's brows were saddened by her tender appearance, and a small air current suddenly blew up in the pavilion where there was no wind.
She has no intention of talking to me seriously!
I don't understand, I don't understand, Xia Ningxin doesn't understand what's going on, why is there a layer of window paper between them?
It seems that she doesn't understand Cancan at all, and Mao Hong doesn't understand her yet.
Her face was buried on her collarbone, Xia Ningxin thought that Mao Hong liked her, and Zhang Pan'er seemed to like her too.If the rumors are true, will one month be the distance she deliberately keeps away from herself?
My heart sank to the cold ground. There were two pairs of shoes on the concrete floor, one big and one small. How could they be so far apart?
When Dong Mingcan looked at the little girl, the image in his mind automatically stuck to Xia Ningxin when he was a child.I only met her in the fifth grade, and I wanted to know what her chubby face looked like. What came to my mind was the beautiful dream that night, the heavy touch, the softness of the girl's lips, and the thumping joy that connected to the fifth grade. For the first time in the grade, Xia Ningxin took out her childhood photos from her dressing cabinet, recalling it now, she is really in a trance, dream overlapped with reality.Could it be that he fell in love with her when he first met?
The little girl hid in her mother-in-law's arms, poked her head out timidly, and saw that Dong Mingcan was still looking at her and smiling at her.His little face flushed in shock, and he grabbed her mother-in-law's sleeves even tighter.
The mother-in-law picked up the fruit basket beside her, smiled kindly at them, and led the little girl away.
It seems that the saying of magnetic field is true. The two sat in the pavilion, and the students standing in front of the newsstand in the promenade gradually dispersed.The wind stopped blowing, and the sun won more opportunities to be exposed between the gaps in the clouds.They sat on the outer edge, waiting for the warm light on the soles of their feet to come back from the top of their heads.
Xia Ningxin couldn't help but feel like the suffocating atmosphere on the bus, and even her limbs were slackened by the oppressive feeling. How did the time when the two of them stayed alone became so suffocated?
Xia Ningxin saw that she didn't look at the little girl, and took out her mobile phone as if to check the time.He couldn't help but said in a panic, "We don't take the bus in the morning..." After he glanced at Liu Mei, he leaned between his eyebrows, and his two pearl-colored front teeth caught his peach-colored lips.Secretly annoyed that I have no brains when I speak, no wonder Cancan makes friends with Zhang Pan'er, even Xu Ying said that Zhang Pan'er is very good at talking...
Now that she has opened her mouth, Xia Ningxin turned sideways to lock herself in Dong Mingcan's eyes from bottom to top. Ben's two slender hands rested on her thighs, star-studded, and her voice was as soft as water: "I want to be with you walk……"
The author has something to say:
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put my only incomplete talent
Inhumane advantage
and age-appropriate face
put on all the makeup in front of you
And you just smile at me
My memory is heavy...