Chapter 77 chapter 77
Chapter 77 chapter 77
The men's mountaineering bag is hung on Dong Mingcan's silver-gray puffy down jacket, which seems to fit well, and a pair of swoosh sneakers deliberately walk fast.Zhang Pan'er saw her shutting herself up like this. She was the only one who rejected people when she didn't come. She followed her listlessly and got on the bus.
Everything about last night is vivid in my mind, and Zhang Pan'er also knew that she blurted out because of her impatience. There were not many people in the car, and the early morning mist blurred the glass without leaving any gaps. Dong Mingcan let her sit inside and said lightly. In a soft voice, he asked, "Did you sleep well last night?"
"Cancan, don't be like this." Zhang Pan'er felt uncomfortable when she heard it: "You don't have to deliberately drive our relationship apart. You haven't seen me seriously since you woke up in the morning. I always ask you, you Just answer. If you feel awkward, I will say less. "
"But, don't just reject me, okay? I know you still have Xia Ningxin in your heart, so I don't have to say anything until you forget about her." The hot air mixed with her body had a fragrance that was neither too strong nor too weak, which relieved Dong Mingcan's eyes, ears, nose, and eyes, unlike last night when he twisted a few turns with emotional upset before slowly saying no.Although it is very comfortable to stay with Pan'er, it is only for friends.
"Pan'er..." For the first time, when Dong Mingcan stared at her, there was helpless regret in his breath: "You don't need to be like this, I don't deserve you." Thinking of what Xu Ying said last night A few words, Dong Mingcan was afraid for no reason, how much Xia Ningxin hated herself to attract Xu Ying to say the word harassment...
"The one you like has no right to say whether it's worth it or not. It's my business that I like you." Zhang Pan'er murmured a few times, and turned away from looking at her, looking quite regretful.
Dong Mingcan looked up and saw someone with eyebrows similar to hers, and her bright pupils glistened with water, revealing her thoughts.It's too bitter to like someone, let alone like someone who can't like you. She has tasted this kind of feeling before, and she doesn't want Pan'er to taste it too, but she can't help herself and torture herself without hesitation, and others can't interfere.The only thing that can be done is to let her mood fade away slowly... After secretly making a decision, Dong Mingcan fished out the words choked in his throat: "Okay then."
The wind on the expressway was blowing, and they were sitting in the car feeling very warm. The two sides adjusted each other to a non-embarrassing situation. Zhang Pan'er reached out to feed her chocolate, and her bright eyes made fun of her and said, "Why, I won't be alone." Say I like you, don't you eat it?"
"No way." Stretching out his hand to pinch the black ball covered with the whole shell of the hazelnut, Dong Mingcan sincerely admired Zhang Pan'er for being able to communicate with her freely after saying that he liked these words.This point, she couldn't do anything to Xia Ningxin.Seeing Pan'er retracting her fingertips and the smile on her cheeks fading away, she thought to herself: Maybe Pan'er doesn't like me that much either.
The north-south wind blows back and forth, the air currents are noisy, and I sleep casually in a dizzy sleep on a winter day, the curtain is opened through the small window, and the sun shines with warmth on the small fluff on Xia Ningxin's face. At night, the red lips parted slightly, exposing two shell teeth, breathing evenly.Her mouth smelled of alcohol, she drank cherry-flavored foreign wine, and after three glasses, the bartender gave her a two-tiered cocktail, which was salty, just like Cancan kissed her mouth after kissing her tears that day .The lemon slices that sank at the bottom of the cup were sour, the more Xia Ningxin drank, the more bitter she became, and her head was still not sober the next day.
Eyelids half-awake, not sure where she is, her fair and tender cheeks leaning back and forth on the pillow, her lips parted and closed and said, "How can she go out with Zhang Pan'er?"
"what?"
It was also a lazy promise, and it exploded in Xia Ningxin's head in an instant, who is it?
Quickly opening her eyes, Xu Ying's face suddenly appeared in front of her, and her head ached in shock: "Why am I here with you? Can you undress me?" The pink thermal underwear was next to Xu Ying's. The off-white duvet made her whole body warm, but Xia Ningxin was not comfortable.
He twisted Xu Ying's shoulder and asked her, "Say it."
"What the hell, I'm so sleepy, you let me sleep for a while." Xu Ying rolled over and slept outward.
"The sun is drying our buttocks, Xu Ying, Xu Ying, did we drink yesterday? Where is my cell phone? Tell my mother if I sleep with you?" Xia Ningxin asked anxiously, and put her short camel-colored leather bag in her hand. Take it out and ask Xu Ying.
"Slapped, not only your mother, but everyone else, your boyfriend, your neighbor." Weng Sheng replied angrily under the covers, as if thinking of something, Xu Ying also paused when she heard Xia Ningxin's voice behind her.Turning over again, I saw her leaning against the edge of the bed, her eyes downcast, the sunlight cut across and split from the area where she was holding the phone, her upper body was covered in a layer of dream, the light was soft and bright, but Xia Ningxin's small face was drooping , staring at the phone without squinting.
"Hey, do you know what you said when you were drunk yesterday?"
Xia Ningxin shook her head and did not look at her.
"You've basically finished talking to me." Xu Ying wanted to make fun of her, but she was so anxious that she grabbed the phone and wouldn't let it go. She turned around and said righteously, "It's about you and Dong Mingcan."
With a clearer touch than yesterday, Xia Ningxin clicked into Zhang Pan'er's personal space, and the photos were unobstructed. They went to many places, traveling in mountains and rivers, and Zhang Pan'er was still leaning on Dong Mingcan's shoulder. The hotel was a single bed , or a double bed?Like a detective, she scrupulously searches for traces, and the more photos she sees, the further she feels isolated... The first comment, refreshing her eyes, Xia Ningxin was surprised, "You are with Dong Mingcan ?”
"I gave you enough face yesterday. She called, and I pressed it straight away. You have a boyfriend, how could she do such a thing with you?" Xu Ying muttered while holding her hands, look She didn't respond at all: "What's the matter with you? Sister helped you to get rid of all difficulties, and told her not to harass you in the future. Well, you will be treated like a dog, I won't tell anyone, don't worry, Zheng Hengda Not to mention."
"Xu Ying..." The phone swayed and landed on the duvet. Xia Ningxin woke up with a trembling voice. In the blink of an eye, two drops of crystal cleared from her light brown eyes. She opened her nude pink arms and hugged Xu Ying's neck. Tears burst into tears instantly: "I, I, like her."
"What are you talking about?!" The neck was bound even tighter, and Xia Ningxin's crying intermittently shook Xu Ying's eardrums.
"Well, I like Dong Mingcan, she said she likes me too, um, but, um, she is with Zhang Pan'er. She lied to me..." Tears poured down, Xia Ningxin's eyelashes were dripping onto the floor Drenched, short of breath and unable to speak a complete sentence, she has never felt so sad.Suddenly something in her heart collapsed, as if someone was holding her throat, she coughed hard, Xu Ying was anxious to help her back: "Are you still drunk?!"
"no no!"
"I want to call her and ask her." After wiping away tears, Xia Ningxin pushed Xu Ying away in a panic, frantically looking for her phone on the bed.
Xu Ying hurriedly got up to stop her: "Yesterday you said you hated her very much, and she even kissed you!"
"I don't know, um, don't ask me. I want to call her." Weeping hard, Xu Ying was worried, and snatched her mobile phone: "Calm down!"
The water was full of depression, Xia Ningxin couldn't even use the strength to grab the phone, her thin and naked shoulders kept shrugging, tears fell down, and she shook her head stubbornly: "Xu Ying, give it to me, I beg you, okay?" .”
"She can't treat me like this, she can't treat me like this..." Xia Ningxin's indescribable grievance was suppressed in Xia Ningxin's chest, she couldn't figure out why she was so sad when she saw that comment all of a sudden, probably because of the hangover that kept her head still awake, Dimly, her heart tightened, and time became a thread.
She remembered that Cancan would wait for her to finish her breakfast, and even if she was late, Cancan would not say anything, she would only laugh and laugh at her.
She remembered that Cancan always protected her in front of her on the bus, and always let her sit when there was a seat.
She remembered that Cancan would send her to the door of the classroom, and when the bell rang at the last second, Cancan always let her in first.
She remembered that Cancan would bring back a lot of food every time she went back to her hometown, and asked her to choose delicious food before fruiting.
She thought of the schoolbag that Cancan carried every day, which contained the books of the two of them.
She remembered that Cancan would not dislike her, and she would finish every time she couldn't finish eating.
She thought of Cancan's rigorous and serious side face when she called her math, remembered the low eyebrows when Cancan squatted down to tie her a four-circle bowknot, and remembered the reflection of Cancan walking home with her on her back, Cancan smiled It looked so warm that it melted her away.Xu Ying had previously told her what it was like to like, she understood now, but Cancan is not hers anymore...
"What did she do to you? What else did she do to you?!" Xu Ying only knew that last night Xia Ningxin said something that she hated kissing when she was drunk. On Xue's birthday, you were drunk, did she do anything to you? Did she not only kiss you?"
Xia Ningxin cried so much that her face was flushed red, her cheeks were stained with wet hair, and she shed two lines of tears silently for a long time.
A series of things became a thread in Xu Ying's mind, and Xu Ying's voice changed color with anxiety, sharp and unforgiving: "I want to call her, it's too inhuman! I don't discriminate against homosexuals, but if I play on you No! She is obviously interested in Zhang Pan'er, and she also treats you as a test subject?!"
While talking, he called back more than a dozen strange calls last night.
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