smile before we meet

Chapter 26

"Uncle..." Cheng Qufei opened his mouth. Although he also felt that what Ju Zeyi said today was impulsive, he still liked it in his heart. Who wouldn't want to be loved so deeply.He also wanted to say that this life would be Ju Zeyi, but before he could continue, Cheng Yuan interrupted him first.

Cheng Yuan said: "Don't rush to promise the future, you have to tell him slowly in the future. Say it over several years, crush a sentence, say it one word a year, let him say it every year. Think about it. Love this thing, there is no rush, and promises will take time to be fulfilled.”

"But time is fast. Look at me and your Uncle Ju. In a flash, half of our lives have passed, but do you know how difficult it was for us when you were your age?" Cheng Yuan is a doctor, and he is best at prescribing the right medicine. He treats children At the beginning, he coaxed and lied, but when it was time to give medicine and injections, he was not soft at all, just like him now, pouring cold water on the two children's warm hearts without hesitation.He said, "Our childhood sweethearts have said so much that we will never be separated in this life. We fell in love, but we still separated later. He said sorry to me and said that he might not be able to do what he promised me. He is such a strong person, keep crying."

"There is a word called 'Love is deep and lifeless', you are still young, so I hope you don't rush to say forever, I hope you will last forever."

"Dad—" Ju Zeyi called him, with a very obedient tone. He may not have been so obedient since he was a child, "I know."

He added: "Actually, I was afraid that you would not agree, so I spoke more seriously. But this is also what I say in my heart. I have been thinking about him for a long time. I don't want to hide anything from you..."

Cheng Yuan stared at him with a half-smile, until Ju Zeyi scratched his hair in embarrassment, and said, "Didn't my grandpa say that when my dad came out of the closet, there was a 'I'll be sure in my life'." He's dead, shocked grandpa and grandma on the spot, so angry that they couldn't stop beating them."

"Then why don't you kneel down for me like him." Cheng Yuan said, a little thirsty, and reached out to fetch the juice—Cheng Qufei handed him the juice, with the two candies still in his hand, by his side Sitting very well.

"Are you willing to kneel?"

Cheng Qufei laughed angrily at him, and said, "I don't want to, but someone does."

He took a sip of the juice, the overly sweet taste made him frown, it was too sweet, it was too sweet.Probably because I didn't pay attention when I was thinking about things, I put too much sugar...

Thinking of Cheng Qufei drinking the whole glass of juice he handed over without changing his face just now, his frowning brows slowly loosened, and he sighed lowly: "Don't affect your studies, don't be too close at school, don't make trouble. Let everyone know, don't be in a hurry to come out...don't underestimate yourself, and don't take the other person's sincerity seriously." He spoke slowly, as if he was thinking about something, thinking about it There was nothing to say, so he waved his hands and said, "Okay, what should I do, don't act like a good boy in front of my eyes."

It was only then that Cheng Qufei remembered the so sweet taste of the juice just now, and looked at the juice in Cheng Yuan's hand with some concern.

Cheng Yuan just took a sip, then put it down, met Cheng Qufei's gaze, and said in a low voice embarrassedly: "It's too sweet, I'll put less sugar next time."

next time.

Cheng Qufei smiled: "Thank you uncle."

He paused every word, and said slowly and seriously: "I really like Ju Zeyi."

"I know he is very good, very good, but I don't like him all because of these good things." Cheng Qufei said, "He also has a lot of problems, such as being bored when things happen, always saying things that don't match his mind, and having a perverse temper. ...but I still like him."

When he first saw Ju Zeyi, he knew it was bad.

Ju Zeyi glanced at him, and he felt joy in his heart, and smiled at him, and all he could think of was 'I'll die when I hear about the Tao in the morning'.

"I know that it's very irrational to love someone, but I only know this kind of love." He looked at Ju Zeyi, his eyes were full of love, "I also know , we are young, naive, immature, young and incompetent."

Cheng Qufei said it word by word, and said it very seriously: "But I want to accompany him, from ignorant to sensible, grow together, polish each other, and become a better person."

……

The parent-teacher meeting was probably over, Cheng Qufei received a call from Bai Wei, asking him where he was playing, he said it was just outside the school, and they agreed to meet at the traffic light, Cheng Qufei had to leave.

Ju Zeyi sent him downstairs, but he was still reluctant to let go of his hand.

A lot of things happened today. First, I found out what happened to Ju Zeyi before, and then confessed my feelings to each other. I resolutely grabbed the tail of the third year of high school and had a twilight love, and then came out of the closet. The rhythm was tight, Nervous and exciting, Cheng Qufei thought of a favorite composition topic given by his teacher in elementary school - "My Most Wonderful Day".

He thought to himself, [-] words are not enough to write, he can write thousands of words now.

Such a day itself has great commemorative significance. On the first day of dating, Cheng Qufei glanced at his phone and silently wrote down today's date.

Then he squeezed Ju Zeyi's hand and said, "I have to go."

They had to study by themselves in the evening, and they would see each other again in a few hours, and Ju Zeyi didn't continue to get tired of him, so he let go.

"Send me a WeChat message when you go to school at night."

"Let's go after dinner." Cheng Qufei took a step backwards and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Ju Zeyi said "hmm", "Turn around and watch the road."

Cheng Qufei turned around, he took two steps, looked back, Ju Zeyi was still standing there looking at him, the two people's eyes collided, Cheng Qufei felt a little bit reluctant to just leave.

He ran over in three steps at a time, and hugged Ju Zeyi, the kind of hugging method that hugs people full, and then said "I'm leaving", and ran away after hugging, taking advantage of the last few moments of the green light Seconds, ran across the road.

Ju Zeyi was still standing there stupidly, completely unresponsive, but the roots of his ears were slowly turning red, and the cold wind blew away the heat from his face, and his mind became clearer.He walked a few steps, walked out of the alley, stood on the other side of the sidewalk, and saw Cheng Qufei waving at him.

Ju Zeyi couldn't help laughing, until he saw Ju Lanting and Bai Wei, he turned around, went upstairs, and returned to the small apartment.

……

When Ju Lanting came back, Ju Zeyi sat upright at the table and wrote his self-criticism, that self-criticism—it seemed that he had written as many words when he went out, and still had as many words when he came back.

He took a second look, and put a few answer sheets in his hand in front of Ju Zeyi: "Why haven't you finished writing it yet?"

Cheng Yuan asked: "How did Xiao Yi do in the exam this time?"

"703, second in grade."

Ju Zeyi raised his head and asked, "Who is number one in the grade?"

"You are at the same table." Ju Lanting paused, then said, "It's called Cheng Qufei."

Ju Zeyi smiled and said "Yes", Ju Lanting thought he was quite satisfied with the score, and couldn't help frowning, "Your tablemate is nearly 10 points higher than you, and No.3 is 1 point less than you , are you quite happy?"

Ju Zeyi smiled: "I'm not too happy." He flipped through the answer sheet and thought to himself, it's only one point away from No.3, so it's because he lost one point in the test, and he and Cheng Qufei interjected| Is there someone?

This makes people very unhappy.

Cheng Yuan thought of something, and looked at Ju Zeyi with a frown.

Ju Zeyi was made guilty by Cheng Yuan, and thought that he had been told not to delay his study just now, he hurriedly said: "It has nothing to do with him that I didn't pass the exam this time, it's purely because I was distracted by thinking about the exam."

After all, it still has something to do with Cheng Qufei, but the results are out, and they are still not satisfactory. Cheng Yuan is an enlightened parent, and he didn't want to take advantage of his poor grades this time.

Ju Lanting sat down next to Cheng Yuan and asked, "What charades are you two playing?"

Cheng Yuan took a look at Ju Zeyi, and Ju Zeyi was so obedient at the moment, he buried his head in his pen and wrote quickly, with a look of serious self-criticism.He rubbed the center of his brows and said, "The good son you raised, he learned puppy love before he learned anything else."

"Puppy love?" Ju Lanting laughed, not quite convinced, "Only he sleeps at school from early to late, can he have the time and thought to catch up with girls?"

Usually the teacher also called him to reflect euphemistically. Today, after the parent meeting, he talked with him alone about Ju Zeyi’s constant sleep in class. It is easy to have someone who can manage the house for them.

Furthermore, those things in the No. [-] Middle School still make the child feel resentful. It is not a bad thing to have someone to let Ju Zeyi let go of his guard.

Ju Zeyi's writing hand paused, and when he was about to speak, he was turned back by Cheng Yuan's faint glance.He lowered his head and continued to write the review, muttering in a low voice, "It's not a girl."

Ju Lanting didn't hear clearly, and asked him: "What?"

Cheng Yuan answered for him: "Not only did I catch up, but I also brought my family here." Cheng Yuan said again, "He is very good-looking, tall and thin, with delicate features, two dimples when he smiles, and good grades." ..."

"Wait a minute." Ju Lanting interrupted him with a frown, "Why do I think your description..."

Ju Lanting thought of Cheng Qufei's two dimples when he smiled at him, which was very dazzling.

"Bai also sued, and the cabinet is out." Cheng Yuan said, "I almost got down on my knees."

"Ju Zeyi." Ju Lanting called him and said, "Come here."

There was no emotion in his tone, but Ju Zeyi felt that he was probably a little angry.He walked over with downcast eyes and stood in front of the two of them.

Ju Lanting asked him: "Is it Cheng Qufei?"

Ju Zeyi nodded.

Ju Lanting asked again: "Is it because you only met after you transferred to Qinghe?"

Ju Zeyi said, "Yes."

"Half semester, two and a half months." Ju Lanting raised his eyebrows and said, "I never heard you say you like boys before, two and a half months, have you thought it through?"

"I never said that I like girls." Ju Zeyi stood upright, staring into his eyes earnestly and stubbornly, and said, "I've never been so clear about it. I like girls for a month or two. I like girls twice a year." A love for a year is a love, and a love for a decade or 20 is also a love. If you weigh two things with your heart, what I treat him is as important as what you treat Dad."

"It's good that you know what you're doing." Ju Lanting lowered his eyes and reached out to shake Cheng Yuan's hand.Cheng Yuan's fingers are not long, and they are somewhat fleshy. His nails are always trimmed cleanly, and they are very comfortable to pinch.He suddenly smiled, leaned into Cheng Yuan's ear and whispered, "It's kind of destined, I have the same surname as you."

"It's business." Cheng Yuan glared at him, and wanted to take his hand out, but the man's fingers tightly held it, so he had to give up.

Ju Lanting glanced at Ju Zeyi, and instantly switched back to the majestic expression of the elders, and said, "Think carefully, decide to go this way, and who to go this way with. Halfway, regret it, feel When you are tired, just think about who dragged people into this muddy water."

"Remember, you have love for him and you have responsibilities."

The author has something to say:

"The Book of Songs · Fengfeng · Baizhou": "The death of the arrow kills it, the mother is also the sky, and it does not forgive people."

The death of it: the heart will not change until death.Describe love as one-sided, death unchanged.It is also described as a firm stand.

Unsatisfactory: the original refers to quite exciting, and the latter refers to still satisfying, barely satisfying. [Important, this is a commendatory word! ! !

Regarding love and responsibility, I actually think that as long as two people decide to be together and agree that we are "boyfriend and boyfriend, boyfriend and boyfriend", then we have responsibilities.There is no marriage certificate and legal constraints, but there are moral constraints. This is responsibility; commitment is also responsibility.It’s just that this responsibility is all supported by love. In our relationship, we have the responsibility to respect each other, be loyal, and share weal and woe. In the final analysis, it is still "because I love you".