smile before we meet

Chapter 33

Xie Tang's house has a gate control, so at ten o'clock, everyone dispersed.

Zhou Ziheng sent Xie Tang home, only Cheng Qufei and Ju Zeyi were left on the way home.

Cheng Qufei asked: "Actually, that little girl is Xie Tang."

"Yeah." Ju Zeyi said, "One time I was with..." He paused, didn't mention the person's name, just said, "I went to the video game city with my classmates, and happened to meet Xie Tang catching dolls there."

"A good-looking little girl, grabbing dolls by herself, especially eye-catching."

Cheng Qufei probably guessed who it was with, but he didn't want to ask, so he changed the topic and said, "I don't think Zhou Ziheng and the others seem to be very surprised by our matter."

"Because everyone knows about my family." Ju Zeyi said, "Maybe everyone thinks that I am the same, so they are not very surprised."

"That's not right." Cheng Qufei frowned, "The causal relationship shouldn't be like this."

He said: "Uncles are, but it doesn't mean you are too."

"If you hadn't met me..."

Cheng Qufei thought that if he hadn't met him, maybe Ju Zeyi would have married a wife and had children and lived a good life.

"I used to be very concerned about this matter." There were not many pedestrians on the road, and the street lamps only emitted a faint warm yellow light. Ju Zeyi led Cheng Qufei and walked slowly towards home.

"I used to care a lot about people saying that my father was gay, so I'm gay," he said. I don't know if I like the opposite sex or the same sex at the time. But I hate people who do this equation."

"I think this is a kind of discrimination." Ju Zeyi thought for a while before continuing, "It's like saying 'your parents are murderers, so you are a murderer', it's illogical malicious."

"But now I don't care." Ju Zeyi said, "I'm gay, um, to be precise, I'm non-sexual."

"How can there be... how can there be such a sexual person." Cheng Qufei said, "And I think Zhou Ziheng and the others don't think so. They should be able to accept such a relationship only because of their relationship with uncles." Just stronger."

"I know, of course I know they won't come up with such an equation." Ju Zeyi said again, "Actually, I have thought about what if before."

"If I hadn't brought that person home as a guest, if I hadn't been honest about the family, if people didn't know my dads were gay."

"Then I won't fight, I won't give up taking the college entrance examination, and I won't repeat my studies." Ju Zeyi turned his head and glanced at him. In the night, his eyes were like a sea of ​​stars, deep and quiet, and rippling. The water color reflects the starlight.

"But if I didn't repeat my studies, I wouldn't transfer to Qinghe, and I wouldn't meet you." He smiled, "Thinking about it this way, I suddenly feel that life is boring."

"Also suddenly forgiven all the malice and the hardships of life - because in my life, obviously, you are much more important than everything else."

"Ju Ze Yi." Cheng Qufei stopped suddenly and called him.

"Can I kiss you?"

The moon sneaked out half of his face from the clouds, and the stars were twinkling. Cheng Qufei just kissed his lips against the starlight.

Dragonfly.

Ju Zeyi suddenly remembered the feeling of electric shock caused by improper operation of the first physics experiment.

Cheng Qufei said: "I think, you are especially like a warrior who slays the dragon, overcame thorns and thorns, and crossed mountains and seas to come to me."

"I didn't seem to do anything, I just waited for you."

"So thank you, thank you for coming to me."

"But have you ever thought about it?" Ju Zeyi hugged him, leaned against his ear, and sighed softly, "I came to your side not to save you from leaving, but to drag you away." into the abyss."

"Have you ever heard a word?" Cheng Qufei also hugged him tightly, so tight that the cold wind in winter couldn't penetrate at all, it was all the warmth of a lover's embrace.

"The so-called bottomless abyss, if you go down, you will have a long way to go."

……

Ju Zeyi and Cheng Qufei returned home at about [-]:[-], Cheng Yuan heard a voice coming out of the room, and said: "The beds in the guest room are all made up, go and see what is missing, ask Xiao Yi to look for it." for you."

He appeared to have just showered and his hair was still wet.Ju Lanting also came out, frowning and put the towel on his head: "Let them do it themselves, you go and dry your hair first."

Cheng Qufei called "Hello, Uncle", and Ju Zeyi said "Understood", "I'll take him to the room."

The master bedroom is on the left side of the living room, Ju Zeyi's room is on the right side of the living room, and the guest room is next door to his room.

Ju Zeyi took Cheng Qufei to the guest room to have a look. The bed and quilt were all laid out, folded pajamas were placed on the pillow, water glasses and clean towels were placed on the bedside, and everything was prepared in advance. Even though Ju Zeyi wanted to abduct the person to his room, he couldn't find a valid reason.

"Do you choose a bed?" Ju Zeyi asked.

Cheng Qufei shook his head: "No choice."

"Then are you afraid of the dark?"

"Don't be afraid." Cheng Qufei couldn't help laughing, "You really treat me like a child."

"I'm afraid." Ju Zeyi decided to be shameless, and said solemnly, "I'm afraid of the dark."

Cheng Qufei came to his senses and saw that his face was blushing slightly, and the smile in his eyes was even wider: "The little Ju Zeyi who is afraid of the dark, do you want to sleep with me?"

"I want to." Ju Zeyi said, "I still want to hug you to sleep."

The blushing person was replaced by Cheng Qufei, who whispered, "Then come here secretly."

Cheng Qufei went to take a shower first, and Ju Zeyi went back to his room to get his pajamas, and then he saw Ju Lanting sitting on his bed, leaning against the head of the bed, playing with his mobile phone.

Ju Zeyi was stunned, suspecting that he had entered the wrong room: "Dad?"

"Yeah." Ju Lanting didn't lift his head, "I'll sleep with you tonight."

"???" Ju Zeyi asked, "Why? You made my dad angry and got kicked out?"

It's not like this happened before, but since he can remember, Ju Lanting either slept in the guest room or the study, and never came to sleep with him in the same room.

"Why do you say." Ju Lanting raised his eyes and glanced at him, "Your father is worried, so he asked me to come over and watch you."

Everyone knows what to worry about, so there is no need to put it on the surface.

Ju Zeyi took out the pajamas from the closet and put them on the bed: "...you are overthinking."

"Honestly, did you guys do something to guard me so much?"

"When..." Ju Lanting was silent for a while, and then said, "When I was in a foreign country, across the ocean, what could I do?"

Ju Zeyi said, "Dad, have you ever heard a word?"

"what?"

"It's so close to the sky." Ju Zeyi said, "There's a wall behind me, what can I do."

Ju Lanting was annoyed by him: "put away your little thoughts, your father said that you are both too young, at least until you can take responsibility for each other's actions, there are some things you can't do for the time being."

Ju Zeyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I really don't want to do anything."

Ju Lanting looked at him and said nothing.

Ju Zeyi whispered, "Well, I just want to sleep with him."

"Young man." Gu Lanting said, "Your idea is very dangerous."

Ju Zeyi said frankly, "I have very good self-control."

Ju Lanting chuckled: "Blind self-confidence. You don't know anything about your own self-control."

What is self-control in front of the person you like?

Ju Zeyi asked him: "Don't you want to sleep with the person you like?"

"So why can't I sleep with my lover?" Ju Lanting was also a rebel when he was young, and he gave Cheng Yuan his rare good temper and patience. If Cheng Yuan hadn't insisted on it, he would not have adopted it. Living is easy.

Now that the child has grown up and new troubles have arisen, he is angry and reluctant to torture the two children.

He rubbed the center of his brows and said, "I'll give you 10 minutes to say goodnight and then come back to sleep."

When Cheng Qufei came out of the shower, he saw Ju Zeyi sitting on the bed in the room, cross-legged, like an old monk in meditation.He raised his head when he heard the door open, and then kept staring at him.

Cheng Qufei was embarrassed by his look, and said, "Go and take a bath."

"Go later." Ju Zeyi stretched out his hand to him, "Come here and give me a hug."

Cheng Qufei went over, sat down next to him, reached out and hugged him: "What's wrong?"

"My dad is in my room." Cheng Qufei just finished taking a shower, wearing his pajamas, the smell of his usual shower gel came from his neck, as if the whole person had become his property, leaving him empty His heart was full, "I can't come over tonight."

"It's okay." Cheng Qufei smiled, patted him on the back lightly and said, "I'll see you in my dream."

Ju Zeyi leaned on his shoulder and said "En".

After a long time, he tilted his head and pecked Cheng Qufei's lips lightly, and said, "Good night."

Cheng Qufei said, "Good night."

"See you in my dream."

"Here, right now."

The author has something to say:

Kissing = electrocution feeling = I wrote it blindly

Your author has actually touched electricity in a physical experiment. I don’t remember the current of about 3mA or 5mA. Anyway, it’s crisp and numb and I feel very exciting hahaha

Kissing also has a numb feeling, this analogy may not be appropriate, but don’t expect a schoolmaster to have marshmallows or fireworks in his mind, his brain only has AC and DC [no

There are many kinds of electric shocks, some have low voltage, some have high voltage, some make people want to stop, and some make people not want to experience it for the second time in this life.

For example, in winter and people accidentally touch the static electricity of friction and the feeling of being struck by lightning

Please read rationally, don't try blindly

"The so-called bottomless abyss, if you go down, you will have a long way to go." ——Mu Xin, "The Past of Plain Shoes"