forgive me for not being able to touch you

Chapter 9

So, we are not lovers at all!

Lovers believe in love and miss each other very much. Even after breaking up, they will frequently recall the days when they fell in love.Therefore, we are not lovers, it is poor, we have never been lovers.

Yan Binyang looked at the sky outside the window, it was snowing, not small, and the snowflakes were clearly visible.Today is the fourth day of the lunar new year. After finishing his work, he is going to visit the cemetery.

"Dinglingling~" The wind chime rang, and a guest came.He bought this wind chime when he went to the Lantern Festival.

The employees are off work, and it's not good to leave him in the store for the New Year's Eve, and there should be no customers these days. He is just bored, so he comes to the store to sit and read a book to pass the time.

"Hello, what do you want?" He asked politely, even though the people sitting in front of him were Ye Yue and a woman.Not Anya.

His new love?He didn't want to guess.

Ye Yue was stunned when she saw him, and then buried her head in looking at the list, "A cup of latte, a cup of cappuccino, just order the dessert." After finishing speaking, she closed the list, looked up at him, and smiled slightly, "Please Hurry up, thanks."

"No need." Yan Binyang smiled back, and then walked towards the counter.He took out two glasses and wiped them, when he heard voices over there.

"Brother Ye Yue, it's so deserted here."

It's no wonder that the Chinese New Year is not deserted!Yan Binyang slandered in his heart.

"Brother Ye Yue, what are we going to talk about today? Don't tell fairy tales, okay, I'm not young anymore."

Well, it's really not small.While making coffee, Yan Binyang put the cake into the microwave and adjusted the time.

"Brother Ye Yue~" "Bang!" Yan Binyang put the cup on the counter as soon as he spilled the coffee, splashing on the back of his hand, and it turned red immediately.He looked up and saw the two people looking at him strangely, he smiled and waved his hands, "Sorry, go ahead, go on."

Seeing that he was injured, Ye Yue wanted to go over to see if Yan was serious, but this little girl kept pulling him and kept calling "Brother Ye Yue, brother Ye Yue", she was speechless, she was just a person with a behavior disorder , It's really tormenting, I blame Dr. Qin, he pushed the patient to him, and went home for the New Year by himself.

"Little Yun, let's go home after coffee, shall we?" He absently coaxed the girl while looking towards the counter.

After a while, Yan Binyang came over with the things they ordered, Ye Yue pretended to glance casually, and sure enough, her hands were all red.

"Brother Ye Yue, I don't want to eat, let's go home." The girl named Xiaoyun held him tight, and even tugged at the corner of Yan Binyang's clothes as she spoke, and asked innocently, "Uncle, We didn't touch these things, can we not give money?" Yan Binyang's face darkened instantly, but it took only a second, "Okay, it's rare that there are guests here." Children should go home early to wash and sleep. Go back and close early.

"Thank you uncle!"

Uncle...is that old?

Ye Yue led Xiaoyun away, and when passing by him, she whispered: "Wait for me for 10 minutes." Then she left in a hurry.

Yan Binyang rolled his eyes at him, pretended not to hear, and packed his things.Let me just wait, who are you to me?

Close up, go home.

There are many stalls on the side of the road, conveying a warm atmosphere in the winter morning.

Yan Binyang breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his hands and continued to walk forward. He didn't know where he was going. In fact, this town was really small, so small that there were only two intersecting avenues. When he turned around, he would meet familiar people.

"Anya?" He looked at the figure in front of him uncertainly, walking alone, looking shaky.

The man ignored him, just walked his own way slowly, then walked a few steps, and fell straight in front of him.

Hello!What's happening here? !

Before he had time to think about it, Yan Binyang quickly stepped forward to pick her up and ran to the hospital.What's going on with Ye Yue, it's been a long time since she got married and the bride is depressed, fortunately he is still a psychiatrist.

At the hospital, Anya was sent to the emergency room, Yan Binyang took out his mobile phone to call Ye Yue, explained the situation, and told him to come over quickly.

Ye Yue just said "wait for me." and hung up the phone.

Yan Binyang stared at the theme of the phone, stunned for a moment, then curled his lips and put the phone back.

Hehe, he couldn't help sneering, Ye Yue, you always make me wait for you.

I heard that a straight man will only love one person after being broken up.However, Ye Yue was an accident.At least from Yan Binyang's point of view, it's not necessarily true that he's just trying something new.

Snowflakes gradually floated in the sky, and one after another, they fell on Yan Binyang's shoulders, and then melted into water.He looked at the cold tombstone, and the two people on the tombstone smiled brightly, happy and loving.

"Mom and Dad, I'm here to see you." He said softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing the two of them.They tried so hard to maintain that love at the beginning, but they failed miserably in the end.

Love, what is it?

"Mom, you always say you don't understand love, but you keep following it. I loved a boy, deeply, and another man rescued me from the pain of losing him. Say, isn't that Love?" After speaking, he smiled wryly and shook his head, "Definitely not, love is not so realistic."

The cold wind blew by, lifting his middle-length hair and dancing in the wind.

The word love has ten strokes, but the scars it brings are far more than ten.

He thought about throwing away the past and starting over, but no one accompanied him to start over.

He turned on the music player, clicked on Huang'er's "I'll Wait for You Until You Are 35", plugged in the earphones, and walked back. His figure in a black windbreaker gradually blurred in the cold wind and was buried in the snow.

The singing is singing: The person who waited until the age of 35 after speaking is now divided into heaven and earth...

Anya was sick and lost her mind.

She always fantasizes that she and Ye Yue are together, have a child after marriage, and then she will take the child for a walk in the hospital every day.However, they have no children.

The hospital transferred the work of treating Anya to other psychiatrists.Avoid family members, this is the principle of psychiatrists.

Ye Yue didn't see Yan Binyang in the hospital, and her cell phone was turned off when she called him, and she didn't know where she went.

He had nothing to do in the hospital, so he went to the pastry shop again, hoping to meet him.

He made an important decision, but also a very irresponsible one.

He wants to be with him.

Without hesitation, without regard for oneself.

But reality always gives you a slap in the face when you try your best to fantasize.With Anya's condition, he couldn't abandon her!

Ye Yue thought for a while, and handed in his resignation letter to the hospital. He asked Anya's attending physician to take good care of her. Now she only has children in her eyes, and only now can he do what he wants to do and meet whoever he wants to see.

"How long will it take to recover?" he asked the doctor.

"No accident, about a month, don't worry leave it to me."

Ye Yue returned home, packed her luggage, and was about to go out. When she saw her mother, she was stunned, but she still walked past her without even formally saying goodbye.He pretended not to hear her "stop".

Binyang, wait for me, I will come.

Yan Binyang is negotiating business with others, he plans to sell the pastry shop to others, and then leave the city.He is going to travel, wherever he goes, as long as there are no familiar people.He called Qi and asked him to take care of Feiran, but didn't say anything else.

"Yan Binyang, wait a minute." A familiar voice suddenly came from behind him, and his heart couldn't help trembling. He turned around, and after confirming that he saw Ye Yue, his eyes turned red instantly. Also pulling the suitcase.

"Boss Yan, if you have something to do, do it first. I'll transfer the money to your account." The man glanced at them and walked away knowingly.

"How did you come?"

"Of course I can't be as carefree as you," Ye Yue approached him with a smile, "Where do you want to go, I will accompany you."

"Anya, she..." Ye Yue blocked her mouth with her index finger before she finished speaking, "Shh...no one mentions it, only us."

"Really?" Really don't worry about anything, okay?

"Really!" Ye Yue nodded solemnly, "Let's go, let's go."

The first stop is Lijiang Old Town.The two of them were on the train, looking at the scenery along the way was very pleasant, Yan Binyang leaned on Ye Yue and pointed out to him which flowers were the most beautiful outside.

As soon as I got out of the car, I met a little girl selling flowers. She blinked her big watery eyes and pulled Yan Binyang, "Brother, let's buy a flower." "Eh?" "Buy a flower, it's very beautiful , as a gift to my girlfriend." Yan Binyang accidentally saw Ye Yue's face watching the show when he heard this sentence, he decisively paid for two flowers, and the little girl ran away quickly after saying thank you.Yan Binyang handed the flowers to Ye Yue, and nuzzled, "Here, girlfriend."

After speaking, I still couldn't help laughing out loud.