Do you want to eat hot pot?

Chapter 20

I had a dream.

I can't remember the content of the dream, I just remember waking up in the middle of the night and Fu Zhuqin lying beside me, he was sleeping soundly, and I wanted to kill him.

I wanted to kill him, but it was a bit ridiculous. I kept saying that I loved him, but because he didn't love me, I wanted to kill him.

I stretched out my hand to touch his heart, and I wanted to know what was in his heart.

Before going to bed, he asked me what I meant, what did I mean?How do I know what it means.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

I used to be so eager for him to love me all the time.

Forget it.

I kill myself.