silent me, silent us

Chapter 12

Like traveling through a time tunnel, the surrounding lights were quickly left behind.What came from the front was the breath of Xu Qizhang's body. The short black T-shirt on his body had a faint scent of essence mixed with a little smoke.

Does he smoke?Or had he been around people who smoked?Ye Guang wanted to ask, but he gave up because his back was too comfortable and reassuring.

Where to go, where to stop, it doesn't seem to matter.It's best to keep riding like this, don't stop at any place, and you won't have extra thoughts to think about things in those places.

Ye Guang closed his dry eyes, because his nose was sore again.

It didn't take long, and it seemed like a long time, when they arrived at a small residential area, the wild wolf turned into one of the dark alleys, and stopped the car in front of the brown iron gate that looked like the back door.

Ye Guang got out of the car and took off his helmet. Seeing Xu Qizhang also took off his helmet and then scratched his hair in the rearview mirror of the wolf, he felt a little awkward.

"You can also scratch your hair..." When he was in school, Xu Qizhang always had black hair randomly curled up. He looked very obedient, very quiet, and very non-existent... He was completely different from the wild wolf boy in front of him. Two people.

Ye Guang tugged his white POLO shirt subconsciously.

Laughing but not answering, Xu Qizhang locked up the wild wolf, turned his head and saw Ye Guang's eyes were red, it was obvious that he had cried miserably, Xu Qizhang sighed and rubbed his hair, looked at the watch on his hand and said nothing, pulled Ye Guang rushed into the brown iron gate.

"Where are you going? Hey!" Why is he always being led by the nose?Ye Guang, holding his helmet in his arms, also walked down the stairs leading to the basement behind the iron gate.

When they reached the basement, they opened another door, and the world behind the door rushed in instantly, making Ye Guang dazzled.

Red, green, blue and orange lights flashed alternately in the dimly lit arena, adding rhythm to the crowd.

Rock music is as deafening as if it is going to penetrate the head, but it is also refreshing.

Mixed with the smell of wine, smoke, and human body, this place is unfamiliar to Ye Guang.

Before he had time to ask Xu Qizhang why he brought him here, he was dragged into a place that looked like a backstage.Compared with the turmoil in the front, the background is much simpler.

Dim lights, several men and women in the small lounge, seeing Xu Qizhang rushing in, everyone stood up as if seeing Jesus.

"Yaoshou, you still want to say that you want us to open the skylight. Get ready to go on stage!"

A man with a reggae head patted Xu Qizhang vigorously, and was stunned when he saw Ye Guang who followed in.

"he is?"

"Ye Guang, my friend, Aji, the bass player of our group."

While introducing them, Xu Qizhang carried the electric guitar on his back.

member?What team member?Xu Qizhang's regiment?He's going on stage now?it's here?

Ye Guang frowned in his heart and quickly summed up the clues in front of him, then nodded and smiled stiffly at Xu Qizhang's team members.

Ah Jian stroked his chin and looked at Ye Guang, then pushed Xu Qizhang.

"Damn, I wanted to say that you borrowed a car from me to pick up your girlfriend in a hurry, but it turned out to be a "Yan cast" (Taiwan) hahaha!"

As soon as Ah Jian said this, Xu Qizhang could only smile lightly, but Ye Guang was at a loss, and his face was showing a tendency to heat up.

Why don't you explain... What are you laughing at?

Ye Guang secretly glared at Xu Qizhang, and Xu Qizhang smiled even more happily after receiving it.He pulled him and continued to introduce other team members. He felt that Xu Qizhang squeezed his hand secretly, making Ye Guang's goosebumps all over his body, but he was a little bit reluctant to let go, because Xu Qizhang looked a little different like this, and he was the only one holding him. Holding his hand, he will be at ease.

"Are you ready? The last mission is almost over." Someone came in from the other side and urged.

"Okay, okay, let's go." Ah Jian grabbed Bess and walked out, and other members of the troupe followed one after another, and there were only two of them left in the waiting room.

Ye Guang sat on the small sofa and looked up at Xu Qizhang, waiting for him to give him an explanation, but Xu Qizhang squatted down in front of him and looked at Ye Guang level.

Heart-pounding distance.

"Well, what happened, let's talk about it when you want to." Xu Qizhang stared at Ye Guang's eyes and touched his slightly red and swollen eyelids.Ye Guang only felt that the place he touched was more red and swollen, but he still didn't push him away, his hands were tightly clenched on his knees.

"Wait for the performance to watch in the background, so that there will be no crowds. If you are tired, take a break, and I will drive you home later, but the mount will be replaced with a crooked dragon head." Slightly smiled , Xu Qizhang's gentle voice made Ye Guang feel extremely relaxed, closed his eyes and leaned on Xu Qizhang's palm still resting on the side of his face.

As long as the knight is you, it doesn't matter what the mount is or where it goes.

I didn't say it because I thought it was too scary.

Leaning against Xu Qizhang's hand, Ye Guang was suddenly silent for a while. Just as he opened his eyes suspiciously, Xu Qizhang's face instantly enlarged, but it was played in slow motion at that moment. Hot breath, he widened his eyes, closed his breath, and twisted his toes.

A quick kiss, but also very long.

"It's not okay to close your eyes in front of a boy who sings 'OK' to you, Ye Guang."

Xu Qizhang stepped back a little, looked at Ye Guang's dumbfounded expression, and sighed a little annoyed and a little dark.

Annoyed because he was afraid that Ye Guang would rebound later, secretly happy because Ye Guang did not rebound now.

Ah Jian outside urged again, and Xu Qizhang stood up with the electric guitar on his back.

"Indulge yourself tonight, Ye Guang."

After leaving this sentence, Xu Qizhang set off the shady scene and walked to the other side of the dazzling light.

There was a wave of screams and cheers.

Like a real superstar concert, detonated in this small PUB.

Ye Guang was still immersed in the kiss just now, when he heard the bang bang british rock music style, the lead singer was still Xu Qizhang, but he couldn't understand why the usually empty voice could be so convincing when he sang rock music.It's completely different from the style at school. The performance here seems to be trying to get people off the ground, presumptuous.

Lifting his steps, he walked to the side of the curtain, opened a corner, and the light rushed into his eyes instantly, making him squint to get used to it.

The spotlights on the stage are constantly changing with the movements of the protagonist, and the audience is full of darkness. Only when the lights shine on do you know that it is a black body composed of people.Xu Qizhang also played and sang by himself, the difference is that there are a few more partners beside him.

The display of various instruments made the performance more perfect. Even he, who usually only listens to classical music and occasionally listens to Mayday, can tell that this is a good band, and the crazy screams in the audience also confirm his idea.

And it is Xu Qizhang who injects the soul into this orchestra.

It was a world beyond his reach, a stage where Xu Qizhang was active.

Ye Guang's heartbeat pounded against him with the sound of the drum, he didn't know why his whole body felt light when listening to such a heavy-tempo music, he just wanted to scream, roar, and jump.

There is no way to watch it in the background!

With a second thought, Ye Guang excitedly ran out of the backstage and got into the crowd. Relying on the experience he had learned at school, he quickly took a position very close to the stage. He knew that Xu Qizhang saw him, because his His brow frowned.

In his eyes, he shouldn't have been assimilated into that black mass, right?

Knowing this, Ye Guang was inexplicably happy to let go of the little bit of discomfort, holding a fluorescent stick that he didn't know where it came from, and crazily followed the audience to revel.

In this domain, nothing is needed except roaring.

Nothing was needed except for a stare from him now and then.

In the crazy world of slow motion, all nerves are focused on only one thing, and that is him on stage.

Ye Guang felt the camera flashes flickering around him, and he quickly picked up his phone and hurriedly recorded.

At this moment, Xu Qizhang just jumped handsomely, dazzling.

"happy?"

"Yeah!" Humming the melody he just heard, Ye Guang sat on the back seat of the crooked dragon head and collapsed from exhaustion, almost clung to Xu Qizhang's body.

The sky ahead has begun to brighten a little too much.

"So keep it secret." Plus the familiar "shh".

"OKOK, it's the same as egg drop soup, I haven't seen it." Working at a noodle stall and performing at late-night venues, what else is Xu Qizhang afraid to do?

Thinking of how Oda would explode with anger if he knew about this, Ye Guang smiled softly.

The smell in the morning was delicious, and the exhaustion of his body made him feel as if he was going to dissipate in the wind, light and light.

"So... do you want to talk?" Xu Qizhang asked tentatively.

Hearing Xu Qizhang's cautious question, Ye Guang felt that it was not so serious.

People are always desperate in the moment, and then feel hopeful after that.

"Not really...it's just...that I suddenly don't know why I'm working so hard."

Xu Qizhang once asked him if he would be tired, yes, why not.

I just kept convincing myself and deceiving myself.

It's not that he doesn't know, he just doesn't want to know.Although he seems to have everything, in fact everything is fake.

As long as they don't really care about themselves, everything is fake.

With wetness on his back, Xu Qizhang stopped his bicycle, but didn't look back.

"You can do whatever you want, as long as that 'something' makes you willing to work hard."

The light tone may be talking about his own experience. I don't know why, but Ye Guang just thinks so.

"Then...'what' can make me willing to work hard? Do I have to work hard?"

Taking the toilet paper handed over by Xu Qizhang, Ye Guang blew it vigorously. He knew that the question he asked was idiotic, but he just hoped that someone would answer him, and he just wanted him to answer him.

Always listening to his words, some places are melted.

Xu Qizhang thought for a while, and felt that Ye Guang was calmer, so he said hold on, and continued to step on the pedals.

"Maybe...you can find that "something" while working hard, maybe you don't want to work hard at all...it doesn't matter, even if you become a very ordinary, ordinary person, I will still..."

The words that were so light that they seemed to disappear in the end, disappearing behind Xu Qizhang's pink ears.

Ye Guang didn't continue to ask, because a morning jogger happened to pass by them, and stared strangely at the blushing faces of both of them.

Maybe everything is resolved, maybe nothing is resolved.

There is only one thing Ye Guang can be sure of, that is, the "okay" between him and Xu Qizhang should be resolved as soon as possible.

At the door of Ye Guang's house, Xu Qizhang did nothing but pat him on the head habitually, said goodbye and left.

Ye Guang felt ashamed of himself for feeling lost.

He tiptoed into the door and took a quick shower. He got on the bed as if the electricity was cut off, and he lost consciousness for a moment. Then he woke up listening to the birds chirping and chirping. Ye Guang felt that he hadn't slept at all.

Standing in front of the mirror and touching the faint black shadows under his eyes, he finally knew why Xu Qizhang had dark circles for thousands of years.

After a night of chaos, the prelude to the political opinion meeting was kicked off.