I'm not

Chapter 12

After the plane landed, I called her, and the call was answered quickly, and she said in a soft and cheerful voice: "Are you there? I'm outside, wearing a blue shirt, come out!"

I said I'll be there soon, and I sped up my steps a little, passed through the crowds coming and going at the airport, and ran straight out with a happy heart.I felt like my steps were on a wheel, and I slipped to her side all at once.

I haven't seen her for four years. We traveled to Yunnan once in my junior year, and we were thousands of miles away after that. Although I kept in touch, I looked at her on the screen, but it didn't seem so real. Sometimes I think, she It can't be my fantasy, the fantasy character who supports my work.

So I often dig out the little gifts between us, shells, dolls, to prove that she is real.Now that I'm walking in the airport, the unreality is even worse.

Fortunately, I saw her at a glance in the crowd. She was a slender girl. The blue shirt on her body made her skin look like fat, and her eyebrows were picturesque. She was quiet without looking at her mobile phone. Standing there, looking up, as if waiting for his lover.

My eye sockets turned red all of a sudden, but before I could hide it, she saw me, showing a big smile on her face, walked up to me quickly, and hugged me in her arms.

"You are here." She hugged me tightly, her body was warm, "Welcome!"

I feel that this scene is a bit familiar, especially like the way she waited for me in the crowd when I went back to high school that year.That time she was waiting for me on the road, raised her neck and looked at me, and I ran to her.Then we separated very quickly, thousands of miles between us.

Only this time, we won't part so quickly.

It seems that the tears back then didn't have time to fall, and they have been suppressed until now. I just blinked my eyes lightly, and the hot tears fell on her clothes, leaving a small spot of water.

"Why are you crying?" She let go of me, and seeing my embarrassed expression, she panicked, "Too happy?"

"Hmm..." I wiped my tears, "I'm so happy when I think about my life as a social animal in the future."

She was amused by me, took out a tissue from her clothes, and wiped my face, "Okay, why are you still crying at the airport when you're so old? Let's go home and cry slowly."

"What's wrong with crying at the airport? You haven't watched those idol dramas," I sniffed, trying to hide my excitement, "It's all about chasing lovers and proposing marriage at the airport."

"Then you propose marriage?"

"It should be you who proposed to me."

"Okay," she pulled my luggage and took my hand, "Ms. Yu Susu, will you marry me?"

"Not sincere."

"Your name is written on the real estate certificate, the salary is in your hands, and I will cook, okay?"

"It's okay," I looked at her—with a calm smile on her face, she was beautiful and beautiful, but her heart was full of enthusiasm, "married."

When I arrived at the apartment by car, it seemed that the supporting facilities were very complete, and it was relatively close to the subway station. It should be very convenient to go to work in the future.

She took me upstairs and said to me, "The room is already packed, you can check in with your bags, and you can sign the contract with the landlord tomorrow."

"You are so sweet, little angel." I said, "I'll show you my heart."

"Don't worry about it, just wash the dishes later."

"It seems that you really don't like washing dishes." I laughed at her, but she refuted me very seriously: "There is no one who likes to cook likes to wash dishes, it is forced by life."

"Okay, leave it to me."

Arriving at home——I subconsciously called this residence home, put down my luggage, and lay on the sofa in a disfigured manner. The exhaustion of travel was finally released at this moment, flowing on the soft beige pillow.

She drew the curtains back and the sun poured down and I rolled over so the sun wouldn't hit my face.

"You're too lazy, but you must be tired." She said, knelt down to look at me, and poked my face, "You're going to sleep on the bed, and your back will hurt when you wake up here."

I said lazily, "I don't want to move."

"Go—" She poked my face again, until my mouth deformed.I opened my eyes and saw her blinking with a smile.

"Where can I sleep?" I sat up and dragged the suitcase into the room, "I'll make my bed and pack my luggage."

After setting everything up, the sky was already getting dark, and Wan Shu said that she would go out to meet the wind for me. I was too tired to move, so I suggested cooking at home.

"Okay, what do you want to eat?" she said, confidently, "I'll do it all."

"Really?" Seeing her complacent look, I felt amused, "Then I won't be polite."

I went out to buy vegetables with her, and she told me the approximate locations of the surrounding subways, buses, shopping malls and supermarkets, and helped me get acquainted as soon as possible.

We stopped at the drink area at the same time, and I turned my head to her, only to see that she was also looking at me with a smile, with a gentle gleam in her eyes.

"Would you like a Coke?" she asked.

I took it straight off the shelf and put it in the cart.

"Do you still remember when we were in high school, you were always curious about what was in the teacher's thermos?" I walked side by side with her, "Later we sneaked a look, and it turned out to be Coke!"

"Yes, I remember it was Teacher He." She walked slowly next to me. We were like a couple visiting the supermarket. "Who would have thought that there was Coke in the teacher's thermos?"

We were aroused by this topic, and we talked about a lot of interesting things about our high school. The atmosphere was warm and beautiful for a while.

Memories of the past, those summer days, the red collar slightly soaked in sweat, the melted vanilla ice cream, turned into a puff of smoke.Careful and bold secret love is hidden in every self-evident detail, like stars shining faintly in the fog.

When I got home, she pushed me out of the kitchen and stubbornly asked me to prepare a "reception banquet" for me by myself. I leaned outside the door, watching her busy in the kitchen, and chatting with her with a smile. The plate suddenly reminded me of the roommate she mentioned earlier.

"Your roommate before was too blind." She dexterously moved between various utensils, and a scent wafted out after a while, "I have such a good meal friend, but I don't know how to enjoy it."

"Yeah," she stirred the hot porridge in the bowl with a spoon, and the hot steam rose up, enveloping her brows and eyes, "so I drove him away, not everyone can eat the food I cook. "

"Thank you in advance, little one." Seeing that she had already prepared the dishes, I asked, "Shall I bring them over first?"

She only cared about her porridge, turned her back to me and said, "Go, go."

After a sumptuous dinner was prepared, I sat with her in this warm home. She took off her apron, she let loose her black hair, her eyes were full of smiles, and my heart was full of joy.

"Eat it, let's see how I cook it?" She handed me a pair of chopsticks and stared at me with beautiful eyes, "Don't say it's not delicious."

Just from the color and aroma, I am already drooling, "It must be delicious, I will make it for me in the future."

"Eat first and then talk."

Afterwards, I proved my desire for delicious food with actions. When I ate my belly, she happily cleaned up the dishes and greeted me: "Come and wash the dishes!"

"Here we come!" I happily undertook the task of washing dishes.In fact, I am a bit picky and like to look for delicious food, but I don’t pay much attention when I am hungry.

I remember when I was in high school, I ate the school’s beef noodles for the first time. Although it claimed to be authentic, I felt that it was tasteless.The soup is not fragrant enough, the noodles are not strong enough, and the meat is not thick enough, which is much worse than others, so even if other dishes are sold out, I don't want to eat their noodles.But because we are on a high floor, we can't grab food from others, and often we only have beef noodles and leftovers.

Wanshu noticed my stubbornness, and she said I was too picky: "No matter what, let's fill my stomach first."

At that time, I was much more stubborn than I am now, and I would not eat it if I died, and I would rather be hungry than chew wax.This is why I always buy a lot of snacks, and when I study at night, I will secretly eat snacks to satisfy my hunger.

She was also brought up by me to like to eat snacks. We often buy a lot of small snacks together, biscuits, dried beans, etc., stuffed in the small bag next to the schoolbag.During evening self-study, I poked her quietly sitting in front, and she would stretch out a clean and white hand backwards, and I would put colorful snacks in her palm.

I know she didn't know how to cook before, she should have learned cooking skills after coming to Beicheng, but she is really good at it, she can do everything well.

Late at night, I slept in this very homely bedroom, my mind was completely empty, I didn't know what I was thinking, but it didn't feel bad.

I am a person who does not agree with what I say, a person who even deceives himself, and a person who dare not tell the truth to himself.I shouldn't be here, if I love her enough, I shouldn't be here.I should work honestly in Nancheng, save money, and then save enough money, and then, I don't know what to do.

I thought of how she came to pick me up today, we went shopping together in the supermarket, I kept chewing on every tiny detail, and I wanted to remember everything.

But she should be happy seeing me, I want to be happier, my happiness is a thousand times what I show.

The moon in the north city seems to be exactly the same as that in the south city, but I always feel that the moon is closer to me. I opened my eyes and watched the moon slowly walking towards me and into my eyes.

I probably fell asleep.Turning over, I said to myself, I will go to the new company tomorrow, no matter what, I should cheer myself up first, and pray that the work in the new company will go smoothly and that I can get along well with my colleagues.

Also, I hope she is doing well now and in the future.