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Fu Shujue hasn't had a nightmare for a long time.

But that night, he dreamed of the members of the Gu family.

That little boy from the Gu family came into Fu Shuxuan's sight at his wedding.

The boy was very cute, with a round baby face, about twelve or thirteen years old.She smiled sweetly at him, opened and closed her lips, and said——

"Brother Shu Jue."

Fu Shujue was deeply impressed by him, because he remembered his eyes, which were like diamonds and stars in the night sky.

Later, he saw him again, in the hospital.

Through the thick glass, he secretly looked at the person on the hospital bed full of guilt and horror.

The other party's face was wrapped in gauze, and his eyes were closed.

Fu Shujue looked at it for a long time, until those eyes suddenly opened and met his.

Fear felt the breaking point.

Breaking free from the nightmare covered in cold sweat, Fu Shujue sat up from the bed panting anxiously.

His head was dizzy and he felt a sense of heaviness.

You can feel the stickiness of sweat on your back, and your mouth is dry.

Woke up and turned on the light, it was only after 3:[-] in the morning.Fu Shujue went downstairs and drank a glass of water.

When returning to the room, he stayed at the door of Li Jiao's room for a while, then walked away.

******

For several days in a row, Fu Shujue's mood was not particularly comfortable.

When some unpleasant old events are deliberately forgotten for a long time, perhaps people can think that they are really about to forget.

Once remembered, it becomes difficult to forget.

He inexplicably wanted to go to Nanguang County once, but was afraid to go.In the entanglement and struggle, the idea of ​​​​letting go is getting stronger and stronger.

I don't know what kind of thoughts are causing it, he wants to see how the family is doing now.

While cooking in the evening, Li Jiao also noticed that something was wrong with the people around him these days.

While chopping vegetables, he asked, "What's the matter with you? I feel like I have something on my mind recently."

Fu Shujue didn't expect Li Jiao to ask such a question, he was taken aback for a moment, hugged him from behind, and said, "Is it obvious?"

"Of course. If you have troubles, you can talk to me, don't be bored by yourself."

After hesitating, Fu Shujue chose a more euphemistic way of saying: "I just want to go out for a few days, I'm too tired from work."

Li Jiao also knew that their company was currently investing in a construction project, and everyone worked hard.So she turned her head and kissed him: "The work is endless, the body is the most important." Then asked: "Where do you want to go to play?"

"...I didn't think about it, maybe Nanguang County."

Li Jiao's hand that was cutting vegetables deviated a little, and almost cut his finger when the knife fell.However, he reacted quickly and moved his hand away a little, avoiding a bloody incident.

This series of movements was very natural, and Fu Shujue didn't see anything wrong.

Lowering his head and focusing on the dishes on the chopping board, Li Jiao said, "What is there to do in Nanguang County? You should go to a place with beautiful scenery."

"My grandpa's relatives lived there and were close to us when we were kids. I want to visit them."

Li Jiao asked, "When are we going?"

Fu Shujue didn't make up his mind, so he said roughly: "Next week, let's see if the company is busy."

"next week?"

"Well," Fu Shujue said, "You don't have class on Friday, let's..."

"Does it have to be next week?" Li Jiao put down the half-cut vegetables in his hand, turned around and put his arms around Fu Shujue, and said disappointedly: "Next week is my birthday."

Fu Shujue was very surprised: "Your birthday?" He immediately put aside the matter in Nanguang County, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"You're not happy these days, so I can't say it." Li Jiao lowered his eyes and puffed his cheeks: "I wanted to tell you before my birthday, but you just happened to want to go out to play."

Fu Shujue felt a little apologetic, she was really only thinking about things these days, and ignored the other party's emotions.Even birthdays have to rely on reminders to know.He was about to apologize.

Li Jiao added: "This is my first birthday with you."

Seeing his expectant look, Fu Shujue said softly, "I'm not going anywhere, I'll spend your birthday with you."

Li Jiao suddenly smiled and rolled his eyes, kissed him paji, and said the words repeated many times again: "Fu Shujue, you are so kind to me."

******

in the bar,

Li Jiao continued his daily part-time job.

Zhang Jingshan mixed a glass of ginger ale and put it in front of him, and said, "This is the first time I know that next week is your birthday."

The obviously funny tone made Li Jiao cover her mouth and chuckle.He said: "Of course it's not my birthday next week. But if I want, it can be my birthday now. Then you have to give me a gift." Then, he did not forget to extend a hand.

After patting the outstretched hand, Zhang Jingshan asked, "Are you sure he won't want to go to Nanguang County again?"

"Actually, it doesn't matter," Li Jiao's voice was very flat: "There is no one he is looking for. But I'm sure, he won't want to go for the time being."

"Oh," Zhang Jingshan said, "So confident?"

Li Jiao said slyly: "Because on his birthday, I have a 'surprise' for him."

******

When that day came, it was pouring rain.

It is rare to have such a rain in winter.

Fu Shujue originally wanted to take Li Jiao out for dinner, but according to this trend, the rain would not stop for a while, so his plan was disrupted.

Li Jiao was indifferent.He said that it's the same wherever he lives, and he bought groceries anyway.

Fu Shujue insisted not to let the other party cook, how can there be any reason for birthday stars to contribute?So he worked alone in the kitchen for a long time.

In the end, Li Jiao couldn't stand Fu Shujue's embarrassing cooking skills, so he took over in the name of helping.

A little later, someone came to give Fu Shujue a beautifully packaged cake.At that time, Li Jiao was coming out with the last fried dish, and said with a smile, "Does this also provide door-to-door service?"

"Yes." Fu Shujue said, "This cake shop is famous for its taste and service."

"No matter how good the taste is, we have to eat first, come here." Li Jiao waved to him.

At dinner time, the two of them should eat and drink as usual.By the way, pick up a chopstick for each other's favorite dishes.

However, Fu Shujue didn't let Li Jiao eat too much, because there was still a cake waiting for the main event.

Clear away the dishes and put them in the sink.Fu Shujue turned off the headlights in the living room, took out the cake, and put in candles.

This cake is really beautiful, with three layers of filling, and the cream is delicate and white.There is also a blooming rose on the top, the red is dazzling.

Li Jiao liked it very much, picked it up and held it in his hand to look at it repeatedly, and then said to Shu Jue: "Rose can't be given away casually."

Fu Shujue just laughed: "Why?"

Li Jiao said deliberately: "Doesn't it mean that I love you?"

Fu Shujue's expression was a little deep, and he didn't deny it.

Grabbing the other person's arm, Li Jiao pulled him a little closer, and joked: "Do you love me?" After saying this, he didn't wait for Fu Shujue's answer, but just said to himself: "No one has ever They gave me flowers. They are very beautiful." Putting the flowers away carefully, Li Jiao said, "This can be kept forever."

Seeing that he couldn't put it down, Fu Shujue said, "It's just one flower. I can give you many more in the future."

Li Jiao shook his head: "One flower is enough." He smiled brightly at Shu Jue: "Thank you."

"Is this enough?" Fu Shujue teased him: "I haven't even brought out the present yet."

Li Jiao was surprised, and said after a while: "I just want us to have dinner together, there is no need to be so grand."

Fu Shujue just laughed and didn't speak.He took out a tin can from the other end of the sofa, which was blocked by the cushion.It is a very common candy jar.

Li Jiao took it happily, but he didn't like it.At the same time, I was puzzled: "Usually you don't allow me to eat too much sweets, why is it so good this time?"

"This time it's your birthday, special permission." Fu Shujue said, "Open it and see if you like it."

The lid of the box was a bit tight, so Li Jiao used a little bit of strength.When he opened it, he was completely stunned.

Under the dim light, the "candy" in the tin can shimmers, and the jumping broken light has a dizzying color.

It was diamonds wrapped in transparent sugar paper.

After regaining consciousness, Li Jiao couldn't help but laugh. He held a diamond and looked at it with a miraculous expression.Then he looked at Fu Shujue again: "Why did you give me this?"

Unlike Li Jiao, Fu Shujue's expression was a little calm, almost serious."Because they are eternal," he said.

Li Jiao gradually stopped laughing, and said slowly, "But, nothing lasts forever."

Fu Shujue didn't care about Li Jiao's words, he lit the candle: "Make a wish."

Looking away from the man, Li Jiao clasped his hands, closed his eyes and remained silent for half a minute.

After opening his eyes again, he blew out the candles in one breath.

Fu Shujue asked: "What wish did you make?"

"I hope my family can also come here to accompany me," Li Jiao said.

It is inevitable that a person will have worries when studying outside, and Fu Shujue can understand him very well.

Although he didn't often hear Li Jiao talk about his family, Fu Shujue knew that he would definitely miss home often.So, he stroked the other person's hair and comforted him: "Let me be your family member temporarily today. I also hope that one day I can celebrate your birthday with them."

Fu Shujue's meaning was very clear, he wanted to be the important person in Li Jiao's heart.

But Li Jiao gave him a strange look and asked, "Do you want to be with them?"

Fu Shujue said: "Is it possible?"

Li Jiao's shoulders were trembling with a smile: "Yes." He said, "I'm afraid you will be shocked when the time comes."

"why?"

Li Jiao refused to answer him, but just kissed him.