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"At the end of the sky, where is the Fragrant Hill? 』
"I'm willing to try anything better than reality. 』
"People don't live for themselves. 』
"Have you ever looked directly at that serious Po? 』
"Who do you think Po would want to become better for?" 』
"What do you think..."
"...Who would Po want to become better for? 』
Chen Yunyi fell into a coma again.
When she woke up again, she had more time to look around, her iPhone, her schoolbag, and a handwritten homework list and exam progress for her—Abao had indeed been there.
Chen Yunyi slowly sat up. After the failed suicide, she found that she was more directionless than before. She didn't want to think about it anymore. Whenever she thought about it, her head buzzed. It would be best if she could lie down and sleep until the end of time.
Anyway, she was tired, really tired.
"Xiaoyun..."
A Bao entered the room when she was still in a daze, and stood timidly at the door, staring at Chen Yunyi.
As soon as Chen Yunyi's eyes touched Abao, she couldn't help sobbing, "Don't...don't cry..." She said to herself, the more she didn't want to cry, the more she cried.
It wasn't until I was empty-handed that I realized that I had a lot.
"Xiaoyun...Xiaoyun..."
Abao climbed onto the hospital bed in a panic, looking helplessly at the crying girl.She stretched out her hand, but stopped in mid-air, Xiao Yun looked so fragile, she didn't know if mortals could touch angels.
"Stay away from me."
Chen Yunyi spat out these words, and Ah Bao stared at her blankly.
"It's me, I'm not worthy of you. Bao, stay away from me."
Some epiphany, more painful than cutting the wrist.
Lin Yunqian was right, damn it, she was right, it turned out that she had been hurting Abao all along but didn't realize it, it wasn't Abao who broke into her life, it was she who disturbed Abao's otherwise happy life.
I couldn't stop crying, "I don't deserve it... I don't deserve it..." She still murmured those few words, it was because she was unrealistically thinking about getting rid of the reality of living, but she didn't realize that the place where Bao is by her side is heaven .
Tired, crying and tired again.But even when she was unconscious, she was still sobbing, feeling Po holding her and being pushed back on the bed.
Are you dreaming again?
Perhaps here I can still speak freely, to finish what I left unsaid when you left.
"Bao, I love you, I love you so much."
Chen Yunyi said.
"I don't want you to go, but I don't want you to be unhappy either."
"sorry."
"...I love you..."
The next time Chen Yunyi woke up was at night.When she opened her eyes, she felt that she had really woken up, like waking up after a long hibernation.She desperately wanted to know the time, and the more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, and the more she felt that she had lost control of time and space.
She turned her head and found Ah Bao curled up beside her, asleep.
"You can't go..." Ah Bao murmured.
Chen Yunyi's left wrist was covered with gauze, which was a bit heavy. Chen Yunyi reached out and brushed the hair on A Bao's forehead, wishing that the night would be infinitely long, and A Bao would sleep beside her forever. The line of error is not so clear.
The thickness of the night made Chen Yunyi start to think back, if she had the right to choose and start everything from scratch, she wouldn't be so harsh on Abao, and she wouldn't always be like this.
Wouldn't it be great if you could look open and open your mind?
Chen Yunyi smiled, it seems quite worthwhile to exchange a scar for a comprehension.
The smile darkened. If she had the right to choose, she would also want to keep A Bao by her side forever, but she would never make any demands on A Bao again. Maybe A Bao would leave her, and maybe pay more Yes, sincere friend, she is already on a diet, the stomach problem will improve soon, right?Bao will be very happy and happy.
Maybe this night will be the closest moment for Chen Yunyi to heaven.
"With you here, there is heaven everywhere." Chen Yunyi thought.
She will learn to face up to what she has, she will be Chen Qien's good sister, she will keep her broken promise, and she will not commit suicide again.
If there is a chance, she would also like to thank Lin Yunqian and Li Shiyu. Although she never really liked them, they are Bao's best friends, and they have helped her recognize a lot...
She will cherish life, live a worthwhile life, and at least do something for others...but she wants to do something for Po most of all.
Chen Yunyi felt melancholy as she thought about it.
Is there still a chance?
Have it?
Chen Yunyi didn't know that the whispers in her dream were not all in her sleep.
Bao heard it.
Abao has never been a tough person, but after Chen Yunyi fell into a drowsy sleep, she swore that even if Xiao Yun wanted to drive her away, she would resist to the death.
Because she has seen how fragile an angel is when she falls into the human world, she will not leave. She will guard Chen Yunyi and always guard her.
Xiaoyun, I love you too, I love you so much.
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