100 moments of i love you

Chapter 10

46

Although they reconciled, the old accounts cannot just be turned over like this.Insincerely asking you how the pineapple is doing.

You can't speak clearly.

I snorted and said, how can I not know, you two have such a good relationship.

You think about it and say, it's not very good, right?

I said with a bad face that you forgot your date with me because of her.

You said weakly, it wasn't for her... I really forgot, it just so happened that she also had something to do with me.

I stared and dared to quibble!

You said helplessly, why do you mind this matter so much.

I said that it is because you are so kind to others and you never refuse what others say, that's why you get entangled with so many people!You uncouth man, cut it.

You tilted your head to look at me, and said in a shocking way, whoever said that I didn't refuse, it was because Pineapple confessed to me that I refused, so I didn't contact you later.

Ouch, the current social atmosphere!Girls are so active!While I was heartbroken, I straddled your lap and said aggressively, how dare she confess?Who else confesses to you, let me confess and be lenient!

You yelped and complained that you were so heavy.

For the sake of Zhenfugang, there must be no compromise.I'm trying to pinch your neck: say it!Don't say strangle you!

Then you really recruited, and said the names of five girls, and I have never heard of the other one. I guess it was a new acquaintance with you in the past year or so.

I was so angry that I said that you hooked up with so many people while I wasn't paying attention? ——Did you really not accept a single confession?

You raised your hand and swore that you really refused, so I spared you and climbed off you.

After climbing down, I still felt something was wrong, so I asked, have you not considered being with others since you have been separated from me for so long?

You seem to think this question is very strange, but ask me, why do you want to be with others?

I stood there and studied your sincere and puzzled expression for a long time.

That was probably the second time, and I understood a little bit, the way you love me.

47

I always feel that wearing a bachelor's uniform all over the campus to find someone to take a photo is a bit silly. Every time my classmates and friends come to make an appointment, they are pushed away.

But anyway, I have to take a photo to prove that Lao Tzu is also a person who has completed his undergraduate studies.So a few days before returning the clothes, I went out with Zhang Fei and the others to take a few pictures at the school's landmark building.

After filming, I had a whim and dragged Zhang Fei to find you. You happened to be walking around the campus with a bunch of classmates in a bachelor’s uniform, and I dragged you away without saying a word.

I found a place where no one was around, and told Zhang Fei, remember that I want to shoot a video!To video mode!Then I turned my head and said to you with a confused face, my wife kissed me, and I want to make a video to record it, to prove that I am also a winner in life with both love and academic success!

Zhang Fei looked at me with an expression of "you still have to be shameless", holding the camera very reluctantly.

You blushed to the bottom of your ears, and said softly what kind of wickedness you are...

I raised my chin: Are you not kissing?Then I kissed you?

As he said that, he bowed his head and was about to kiss him.

You quickly push my head away: don't!

Then he quickly glanced at Zhang Fei's camera, and then quickly came up and pecked my lips.

I can still clearly recall the feeling that my heart missed half a beat at that time.

I still put this video in a very hidden folder on my computer today, and sometimes I dig it out to have a look. You probably don’t even know about it.

I can't get enough of your last shy smile.

48

After booking the plane ticket to go home, I just waited for the graduation ceremony to pack up and leave.

Come and help me pack my luggage.My roommates live close together, and they don’t live here anymore. Now I’m the only one in the dormitory, my things are piled all over the floor, and there’s almost nowhere to go.

It’s an idol drama, when you stacked my pile of books in the suitcase, a photo floated out of it, you picked it up and looked at it, and asked me who it was.

I took it over and took a look, unfortunately, that was the last girlfriend I dated in the history of scumbags, from the same college, smart, beautiful and general, the worst thing in my life was probably meeting me.That photo was a mug shot of me with her Polaroid, the two of us huddled together eating ice cream.

This scene, uh, I felt like I was being raped.

But I still told the truth, you frowned and didn't say anything, just took the photo back and stuffed it among my pile of books.

I snatched it back and threw it directly into the trash can, why keep this kind of thing? (Thinking about it, I'm really sorry for that girl)

You said, why throw away good photos, aren't they all memories.

Your tone is really calm, nothing abnormal at all.Then I short-circuited, and immediately picked you up and looked down at you from a height, exuding a cold aura, and then I thought I was handsome and asked, are you not jealous at all?

You said, isn't it all over?

I'm about to be suffocated internally by your godlike calmness.Changed a particularly aggrieved tone and said, it's all you, you didn't make it up when I said we broke up, and you never contacted me to explain... I, I'm all with someone else!

Wow, look at what I said, it's like setting up a memorial archway after being a scumbag, and condemning you for making mistakes.

But you didn't mind, just said slowly, you said you broke up, didn't you mean you don't like me?

no no!

How could I not like you.

There are so many people in the world, but you are my favorite.

49

At that time, I realized clearly that maybe all along, we have had many different understandings about love.If I don't say it, you won't understand, and maybe more often, I never really understand what you say.

So I decided to talk to you, yes, when the two of us sat face to face among the hill-like luggage, heck, this environment is really special.

I said, do you really think I broke up with you because I don't like you anymore?No, it's because I think you don't care enough about me. I always took the initiative to find you and ask you out, but you never took the initiative to contact me.

You looked at me strangely and said, just because of this?

I nodded vigorously, and continued, "Also, you are always so close to others, so I thought maybe you would have agreed if I hadn't chased you back then."And why don't you mind if I'm with someone else?Of course I feel that you don't really like me anymore.

You rested your chin and thought about it for a long time, and then said, I don't mind, but I don't want to be like a little girl twittering about this to bother you, so that you don't find it annoying, and I will feel that I am also annoying.

I made up the scene in my head, and found that I really couldn't accept it.

You also said, if you think that I don’t take the initiative to contact you or always get too close to others, you should tell me earlier. It’s the first time I’m in a relationship, and I don’t understand many things. You should teach me more.

I felt like an antenna dinged on my head: First time in love?Are you kidding me?

I haven't asked before, because I don't mind it too much, besides, no one would think that this is your first time in love, right?

Why are you teasing you? It's really the first time.

I said I rely on it, it is really not credible at all.

You looked at me with a smile and said, because I won't be with someone I don't like.

My brain went blank for a moment, and then quickly filtered through religion, philosophy, genetics, evolution, quantum mechanics, damn it, none of them can help me go back to five seconds ago, let me listen to you again. love story!

But I immediately followed the lead of the hypothalamus and dumped you in the middle of the mountain of luggage.You wanted to protest, but I kissed you so quickly.

In fact, I am so unlucky, I can't blame God at all.

I must have exhausted all my luck in my life just to meet you.

50

To briefly summarize, in your previous view of love, there are six words "Loving you has nothing to do with you".

No matter if I don't love you anymore, or if I'm with someone else, or if I lie and cheat on you, you won't abandon me and be with someone else because of this.

So you think that the couple's name on QQ is nothing at all, and whatever name you want to use has nothing to do with the fact that you love me.You can't understand my sense of crisis at that time.

So I can leave you hundreds of times and thousands of times, but you are always waiting in place.

So even if we broke up with you, you gave up the opportunity of graduate school without hesitation and went to my hometown.

You didn't promise me personally, but you are far more firm than those who pledge eachother.

It turns out that in this world, people who quarrel every day and say that if the other party changes their minds, they will throw themselves into the river, often they can't stick to it.But there is someone like you who can stick to his sincerity without saying a word.

It took me four years to finally understand these things.Do you think I am stupid?

When I first figured it out, I couldn't understand this kind of concept. I tried to ask you, if I fell in love with another person now, and I was with him, and I was kicked back to find you, would you still be with me? am i together?

Really bottomless question.Despise yourself for a moment.

You said yes.

I expressed disbelief: I have betrayed you and you still say yes?Why don't you beat me up?

你也觉得很不可思议：我是爱你又不是恨你，为什么要揍你？

I choke.Speechless for a long time, press your head on my chest.If you continue to look directly at your eyes without any impurities, you will feel even more sinful.

It turns out that in our long and short life, almost everyone has forgotten that to love someone is not to hurt him, but not to hurt him no matter what, even if he makes you disappointed and heartbroken.

Anyway, I will never fall in love with anyone other than you.

Love is... long-suffering.