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Zhao Wenyuan knew when it was convenient for Xiang Ping to answer the phone.At 07:30 in the morning, Xiang Ping was still struggling to get up and sleep for another 5 minutes, when he called.
"Are you up?" Zhao Wenyuan asked.
"working hard now."
"Naked?"
"Well, I haven't worn them yet."
"Balu, I miss you."
"Get out of here, are you sick? I believe what you said so affectionately."
"Fuck! I miss you so much."
"I told him last night that you have friends."
"What did he say?"
"He said he didn't care. I also said that I want to fuck you, and he said that as long as you are willing. Can you be willing?"
"Yes. You come."
"But I'm not interested in you all the time, you wait, I need time..."
"You fucked me up, Little 1. What else did he say?"
"You don't know how to ask yourself? Can't you guess what mood he is in now based on your complicated experience?"
"Actually, I didn't expect this to happen. I don't know what to do now? Time will make him forget me."
"Sometimes I feel disgusting when I'm caught between you. You tell me, and he also tells me, putting me in the middle. Even if the three of you are together, I can only be in the back, not in the middle." Xiang Ping obscenely smile.
"Seriously. You can tell him that I'm a bad guy and a showman."
"This is true, but I don't need to send you a message, you can solve it yourself."
"Balu, I feel very tired." His tone suddenly sank.
"What's wrong? Because of him?"
"Oh... I can't tell."
"Can you stop making this damn voice? You are too competitive. You want to do everything well. Don't embarrass yourself. Let go of some things. Don't overestimate your ability to bear, let alone you are a desire People who are overwhelmed, give me the feeling that you want too much. You are not big-minded."
"You're right, I'm too strong, I want to do everything well, but I'm not what you think."
"The key is that you pursue too much. Three houses and two cars, five wives and six mothers."
"You don't know me, and you don't know my living conditions. It's not asking too much." Zhao Wenyuan got tired of hearing it.I wanted to hang up the phone immediately, but I held back.
"A pessimistic person sees what he has, and an optimistic person sees what he has. If you continue like this, you will be prone to depression. Look at me, no house, no car, no wife, no friends and second friends, life is not the same as yours. "
"Don't tell me the truth, Balu, you really don't understand me."
"You always hide from me and tuck you, so how can I understand you?"
"Balu, you are the person who knows me the most. I have never talked about myself with anyone like you. You said you always scolded me, and I always called you. Am I cheap?"
"Do you dare to say that you have no reservations? But you'd better not tell me too much, I'm not interested in other people's secrets. People like you wear mystery as clothes, you don't dare to take it off, you still leave a pair of pants as a fig leaf Go! Maintain your sense of security." Xiang Ping started joking again as he spoke.
"Fuck! I haven't shown you anything. I won't chat with you anymore. I won't be in a good mood. I'm going to work. Next time you come to Harbin, call me and buy you a drink."
"Well. I should get up too."
The weather is great.Clerks Xiao Cui and Xiang Dan cleaned up the store.Xiang Ping sat at the bar and watched e-commerce video lectures.His store needs transformation because of the downturn.The fluke success of the last store made him pay no attention to this store at all. He thought he was on the right track and entrusted Xiang Dan to do what he liked, but the situation forced him to face up to the failure.Times make people, the rise of e-commerce makes brick-and-mortar stores weak.But he didn't know what Xiang Ping really wanted to do.The dismal business wasn't enough to dampen his mood.I haven't saved anything in the past few years, but my mentality is getting better every year. There are few things that can't be solved, and worry is also a period of time.He is more and more ambitious about the future, and he firmly believes that everything will get better with hard work except love.
Uncle Zhang and Uncle Leng, the village chiefs of Xiangping Village, walked into Xiangping's shop in the footsteps of village officials.
"Uncle Zhang, Uncle Leng." Xiang Ping quickly stood up and greeted.
"I heard from your father that you opened a shop here, so I just came here today to have a look." Uncle Zhang said.
"Xiang Ping has business to do, so you don't have to worry about it at home. Your mom and dad are both blessed to be old. Look at how nice this shop is." Uncle Leng said.
"Hehe. I seem to be on business." Xiang Ping said while handing them cigarettes.
"Hmph! You still know you're not serious? How old are you and you're still married." Uncle Zhang said.
"It's only over 20!" Xiang Ping said with a modest smile.
"I'm already in my thirties, and I'm still in my 20s." Uncle Zhang said with a cold look at Xiang Ping.
"Does Xiang Ping have a date?" Uncle Leng asked.
"Yes. Yes. It's just a little far away, from Guangxi."
"Don't listen to him, he might say something for a day." Xiang Dan couldn't hold back.
"Be careful! Do you know how anxious your mother and father are? Don't be too selfish, think about them." Uncle Zhang said.
"I know Xiang Ping best. I know why Xiang Ping is not in a hurry. People wait for their careers to be successful before looking for them. Nowadays, it is normal for young people in their 30s to get married. Do you think it is still the same as before? The rural areas are now in a hurry, and those in the city are in a hurry. Who is in a hurry to get married, do you think it's not Xiangping? I know Xiangping's ambition, it's big." Uncle Leng said.
"Hehe. I didn't stop looking, maybe I'll find it someday." Xiang Ping won't feel ashamed because of cheating.This is a habit that has been cultivated for many years. If the other party is a troublesome woman, the plot of the fake story can be so detailed that it will be sensational.
"Don't be sure? Do you know how many people are waiting for your wedding banquet... Be anxious! Don't look too high, as long as you can live a good life. You see that almost everyone of your age is married. I and your father's age are both I'm holding a grandson, can your dad be in a hurry?" Uncle Zhang said.
"Well. Many of them have fallen behind me, and I have to compete with my second marriage. Actually, my dad is doing well now, and things with me are actually much more relaxed. He also persuaded me that safety and happiness are more important than anything else." Said to Ping.
"Don't educate others here. Ren Xiangping knows better than you. Is it still worrying to find a wife under such conditions? You are really interesting. Let's go! This shop recruits young people, the two of us The old man's going to this station will affect people's business." Uncle Leng said.
"It's okay, it's okay. Don't worry, it's hard to come here for a chat. I don't even have a place to sit. Xiao Cui, please move the stool over, and Uncle Leng, sit at the bar. I only have two stools."
Xiaocui couldn't help smiling shyly, put the stool next to the nearby Uncle Zhang and went back inside to join Xiang Dan.She was laughed at by Xiang Ping's serious hypocrisy and lies.Although she came to the store not long ago, she hadn't inquired about the story about Xiang Ping's relationship, but she didn't believe anything anymore.
"Stop sitting, let's go!" said Uncle Leng.
"Is there anything else? Come back later, you study and get married as soon as possible." Uncle Zhang said and walked out the door with Uncle Leng.
"Well, hehe. You have a chance to come and sit with me."
Whether it is politeness or caring, it is difficult for the elders to be innovative in this set of careless care.It's better to trick Ping's parents.
Back then, the two old partners fell in love with a nurse, so they went to the hospital for half a month of nutritional injections. They got along with the nurse, but Xiang Ping ran away.Xiang Ping's father once said jokingly to Xiang Ping: "Why don't you give birth to a child, and I will help you raise it and take care of you for me. You don't have to worry about it, or when I am gone, who will take care of you?"
Now they are indeed not as urgent as before under Xiang Ping's patient persuasion. Regarding this matter, Xiang Ping has never resisted now, and the experience has cultivated the fruit of patience under the cultivation of time.Xiang Ping knew very well that this was only temporary.No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't solve the problem fundamentally.Every time I let my parents down, I always secretly feel sad behind my back.
After the two elders left, Xiang Ping watched the video as before.His mind was no longer on the content of the lecture, he was stabbed by Uncle Zhang's bitter words "Don't be too selfish".
Thinking back to how anxious and disappointed his parents were about his marriage, the once helpless impatience was now numb to helplessness.This question will always be a knot in their hearts.Xiang Ping insists that if he chooses marriage, it will be the most direct betrayal of life and irresponsible to everyone.Parents’ expectations will not be terminated by marriage. Once they are not happy after marriage, they will still be embarrassed, because their ultimate goal is to hope that their children will be happy forever, and not just marriage can solve it. Marriage does not mean happiness. Happiness is a lifetime thing.He has heard too many tragedies of poor same wives, but he likes the purest one, so pure that it would be a sin for his dirty heart to get close.Not to mention myself, I will be bound by the life under the traditional concept and live under the surveillance of everyone around me.Many people always pay too much attention to the misfortune of others, and use a sensual sympathy to obtain self-satisfaction.But not getting married is the most direct and selfish thing after all, failing to let down the parents who care about him the most in this world, they will be disappointed.
People who are sadly trapped by ideas.Seldom think about the true meaning of freedom, live in the mainstream secular concept, be corrupted by cowardice and blindly compromise in helplessness.
Xiang Dan came over and pointed at Xiang Ping with hatred and a smile and said, "You are so shameless now! You lied to anyone, and I will call our dad later."
Xiang Ping continued to watch his class as if he didn't hear it.The phone rang, giving him even more reason to ignore her.The caller showed that it was Zhao Wenyuan, he picked up the phone and walked out the door.Stay away from this tiring subject.
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