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Chapter 19 Respect and Love

There were cicadas singing and a tree growing outside, but it made it quieter. Xu Ling reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, and said, "Let's talk."

"Well," Xia Qingqi was a little nervous, he stretched out his hand and hugged Xu Ling, "You can talk about anything."

"I was wrong about this matter today—I shouldn't have concealed it from you," Xu Ling stretched out his hand, gently pushed Xia Qingqi away, held his hand, and looked at him, "but I also hope you can understand me, I This temperament is difficult to change for a while, I don't want others to feel sorry for me, or give me alms, so I kept it from you, I don't want to tell you, I'm sorry."

Xia Qingqi was a little at a loss: "No...brother, this is my fault."

Xu Ling didn't interrupt him, but looked at him quietly.

"I shouldn't keep asking you, if my brother doesn't tell me, there must be a reason... I'm sorry, I didn't respect you, and I shouldn't use pheromones to suppress my brother, force my brother to estrus, and I shouldn't hug my brother** , and let you look in the mirror..."

Hearing Xia Qingqi's words became more and more biased, Xu Ling blushed and covered Xia Qingqi's mouth, "Stop talking..."

Xia Qingqi rolled her eyes, in a good mood, and stretched out the tip of her tongue, sweeping across Xu Ling's fingers.

Xu Ling withdrew his hand abruptly, "You..."

"I have something else, I want to ask my brother." Xia Qingqi hugged his waist and let Xu Ling's head rest on the hollow of his shoulder, "Are you okay?"

"You ask."

"I think...brother, you don't like me."

Xu Ling was a little dumbfounded, "Huh?"

"I don't know my brother at all. My brother never once said that he likes me, and he never took the initiative to approach me. The relationship between us seems to be only about 'sex', the feelings involved in the estrus period," Xia Qingqi said in a low voice. , "Even the sorrow, I have never shared it for you."

Xu Ling didn't speak for a long time.

In this world, Alpha should be combined with Omega, almost no one has considered Omega's feelings, so that over the years, Omega has also adapted to this kind of life, they accept government funding with peace of mind, have children, educate children, like a A machine of flesh and blood.

Xu Ling's feelings for Xia Qingqi, he himself can't figure it out, it seems to be Omega's natural submission to Alpha, he needs Xia Qingqi during the estrus, but what about other than the estrus?

"I...maybe I can't give you an accurate answer yet," Xu Ling said in a daze, "Nowadays, few people seem to consider whether Omega will have feelings for Alpha, and I have forgotten this question, but I just An ordinary person will also go with the crowd - so I need time, Qingqi, give me some time, okay?"

"Then I'll wait for brother," Xia Qingqi said in a low voice, "but I have to tell brother first."

"I will always love you."

Feeling warm in Xu Ling's heart, he hesitated for a moment, summoned up his courage, and kissed Xia Qingqi's cheek lightly, without any desire, just a subconscious move when he was full of emotions, "Thank you."

"But I have a small request," Xia Qingqi said, "Can my brother promise me?"

"What request?" Xu Ling asked.

"Honestly."

Xu Ling was taken aback for a moment, thought for a while, and said, "Yes."

Xia Qingqi gave him respect, and he gave him honesty.

Since he wanted to maintain a relationship, he was willing to take a few steps so that Xia Qingqi could not see the end.

no matter what.

Mutual respect and love are worthy of his thanks.

"What is that brother going to do?" Xia Qingqi said, "Try another entertainment company, maybe it will work."

Xu Ling subconsciously wanted to hide the fact that he had submitted many resumes but was rejected. It was too embarrassing, but he just agreed to Xia Qingqi.

So Xu Ling said, very slowly, as if he wanted to peel off the scab from the wound, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, "That's it."

"Then if you need any help," Xia Qingqi said, "come to me—don't partners help each other? If the relationship exists only because of 'sex', it will end with 'sex' in the end, not love and relationship." like."

"Okay," Xu Ling promised him with a smile.

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They chatted for a long time last night and fell asleep while chatting. When they woke up, they were hugging, Xu Ling's legs were wrapped around his, and Xia Qingqi's morning lust was against his lower abdomen.Xu Ling pulled away cautiously, but Xia Qingqi was awakened by this small movement, and said in a daze, "Go to sleep a little longer."

"Don't you need to go filming today?" Xu Ling asked warmly, "Don't stay in bed."

Xia Qingqi had no choice but to get up, brushed her teeth slowly, rinsed her mouth, and suddenly remembered something, and said, "Brother, you should stay here first, my place is quite safe, at least safer than the small hotel outside, okay?" ?”

Xia Qingqi's caution made Xu Ling feel distressed.

It's obviously because his dignity is too strong, but he has to be cautious even with Xia Qingqi, he clenched his hands lightly, "Okay."

When going out, Xia Qingqi kissed him, Xu Ling obediently let him kiss and say goodbye to him.As soon as the door was closed, the villa was empty, and Xu Ling was at a loss—he didn't need to rush to work, and the originally compact life suddenly relaxed, and seemed empty.

Xu Ling arrived at Xia Qingqi's study.

Xia Qingqi told him that when he was not around, Xu Ling could go anywhere and look for anything in the house, as long as he was safe.

Xu Ling then took paper and pen.

He hadn't written for a long time, and he kept typing on the computer, so that when he held the pen, he couldn't say anything for a while, and wrote a few words dryly.

"To Jiajia:

Hello"

What should I write next?

Xu Ling wrote a lot of letters to Jiajia. From the day he was adopted and left, his miss got out of the dry and cracked soil and entangled his heart like a broken bamboo. After a long time, he would often forget to miss Jiajia, but When I see these two words, I still feel my heart skip a beat.

From early morning to noon, Xu Ling wrote a letter of nearly a thousand words on and off, and his hands were sore at the end.The letter was folded and stuffed into a brown envelope with no address on it, only a stamp.

On the stamp was a four-leaf flower, orange, sparkling in the sun.

The day after the rain stopped was always gloomy and sunny. There was light, but it was dim light. Xu Ling went out of the building, thinking of going down to see if there was any need for part-time work in the nearby shops——but the door was closed , he suddenly remembered that he did not have a key.

Xu Ling: "..."

Take one step, count one step.

Xu Ling sighed, resigned himself to his fate and walked down, opened the courtyard door, and suddenly remembered that he didn't take his mobile phone, and the mobile phone was placed on the table next to the letter.However, this is not necessary to find a job. Xu Ling just wants to find a job to make a living, as long as he can get money.

There are many shops downstairs, and there are also some very high-end shops near the high-end residential area. Xu Ling went to a coffee shop. The manager Wei Liu is an Alpha man in his 20s. The first question he came up was——

"What is your second gender?"

Xu Ling, who had already sprayed the inhibitor in advance, did not change his face: "Beta."

"It doesn't look like it," Wei Liu said with a smile, "Betas are rarely so beautiful, like Omega."

Xu Ling just smiled, intertwined his fingers, relaxed, and looked directly at Wei Liu.

When he went to Fanghua Entertainment for an interview, Youth Entertainment was not a big company, and the second gender test was not so strict, but Xu Ling also had to work hard to get in, and the excessive use of inhibitors directly led to his period. Time often has a headache, and once fainted once.

This time he didn't dare to use too much, but it was enough to cover up the pheromone.

Wei Liu thought for a while and said, "Come closer."

Xu Ling hesitated for a moment, went over, Wei Liu took something in his hand, and suddenly stuck it to the back of his neck - Alpha touched the back of an Omega's neck without consent, which was not different from the second gender before Sexual harassment made no difference.

Xu Ling dodged subconsciously, frowning.

Wei Liu withdrew his hand, looked at the electronic strip, and said, "I don't know if the newly developed inhibitor detector is useful."

The author has something to say: In fact, their solution tends to be my own solution. Be honest and let the other party know what you think. Don't guess and make some bloody plots.There are still about ten chapters to finish, I will always be short and short.morning! (It is said that my protagonist is permanently unemployed and goes to a coffee shop to work part-time, self-spoofing.)