Chapter 1
Chapter 1
01
I don't want to go to university in Guangdong.real.
Most candidates in Guangdong do not want to go out of the province to study in university, but I am one of the few.
For me, I failed the college entrance examination, and my scores were not up or down, which was very difficult.
If you stay in Guangdong, you can only choose a few ordinary schools, but if you go out of the province, you may be able to choose 985 or 211.
So I happily looked at several schools outside the province.
You know, I really yearn to go to university in Sichuan and Chongqing, especially Chengdu!
Not for hot pot.
As a native Cantonese, I don't eat Hokkien and I don't eat spicy.
In my heart, the hot pot that so many people are flocking to is even less than one ten-thousandth of bromance.
I want to go to Chengdu because I have selfish intentions, because I heard that there are many gays in Chengdu.
Yes, I am gay.
But only I know this.
I read online that a lot of people don't do very well after coming out, so when I realized my sexuality, I made a quick decision: pretend to be straight.
So I grew up so big, no one found out that I was crooked.
In fact, I have been secretly poking and observing the people around me, trying to find some people like me.
But since I was a child, the Jianji radar above my head sounded pitifully infrequently.
When it sounded for the first time, I was overjoyed. I thought to myself, there was no way out after all the doubts, and finally I found Ji——after three months of acquaintance, I didn't know that the other party turned out to be a big man in men's clothing.
Goodbye.
After a long time, the radar sounded for the second time.After being with him for several months, I was really puzzled.Because the other party did not receive my various overtures.Don't people like me?He really doesn't like me, I'm like two orioles singing green willows, and a stick flying into the blue sky.
I haven't trusted my radar since.
The radar is not working, is it the head office of online dating?There are so many Cantonese, can't I find someone with the same gender and sexual orientation as me! ?
I did find it.
In the same city dating group.
After chatting with a man who claimed to be a muscular little brother for half a month, I found out with joy that what I saw was indeed a "little brother" - he was wearing a school uniform, carrying a schoolbag, smiling at me, showing A mouth full of yellow teeth.
I almost threw up my lunch that day.
I said "little brother", you have ancestral hair follicle loss syndrome, right?Otherwise, you would be bald at a young age, and with your greasy face and huge beer belly, you really look like a 16-year-old boy.
No more then.
That's how I pretended for 18 years.
But after the college entrance examination, I suddenly realized: I can't pretend anymore!
How can I, a flower of the motherland, have no foundation to nourish it?
Chengdu is the perfect place.
It's just a pity that my selfishness just sprouted a little bit, and it was killed by my parents in the cradle.
When I was happy to see what schools I could apply for in Chengdu, my parents cried, made trouble, and hanged themselves, threatening that if I left the province, I would not have a dime of living expenses, and let me wait to fend for myself.
Shakespeare said that if it is for love, everything can be thrown away.
Can I go to college without money?Can't I live without money?
Uh, it seems to be the case, and besides, I can't be a great man.
Money is not everything, but nothing is impossible without money.
Little life matters, little life matters.
I finally succumbed to Brother Kong Fang's despotic power, and I volunteered to report to universities in Guangdong.
In Guangdong, the economy is very developed, but the cultural and artistic atmosphere is not good.
I don't know if Guangdong is very inclusive or not, but I know that in the Hakka culture Chaoshan culture, it seems that gay is not very recognized.
The most important point is that creatures like gay are really uncommon in Guangdong!
Hey, how good it is to study abroad, you can pursue my studies and love, and I don't have to hide it anymore.
God knows how much I want to go to Sichuan and Chongqing to meet some sisters, yes, yes, sisters, I am a zero.
Others say that the Sichuan-Chongqing region has no one and no one to rely on, there are zeros everywhere, and one attack is hard to find.That's better than having no gays in Guangdong. Even if they're the same model, you can be sisters without being friends with benefits.
I burst into tears.
oh oh oh.
The author has something to say
Written on a whim, without a prototype, by the way, I will complain about my school haha.
Xiaotransparent's first cpy novel, I hope you like it.
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