Jade Dreaming

Chapter 20

Li Ningyu guarded Gu Xiaomeng without even daring to close her eyes. She was afraid that this was a dream. When she left, she was a person who was fine, but in just ten days, she became like this, lying there with injuries all over her body. She thought that this person had never been Marriage is such a pampering, even husband and wife affairs go my way, but I always bully her, I find it interesting to see her blowing up, even if she gets angry again, she can't bear to say something wrong with her, in fact I know that she has no sense of security, and I always scare her. I always want to watch her care so badly, and I rarely express it except for the time when I was newly married. I feel that there is sincerity in always saying those nasty words without taking action. Gu Xiaomeng, who thought that she would be nervous as long as she couldn’t see herself, how could she have the heart to let her go to Shanghai alone. She clearly knew that she would be in danger, so she could apply I went to Shanghai with her, but I didn't. For my own belief, Li Ningyu was overwhelmed by self-blame and guilt at this moment. She thought she had a lot of things to tell Gu Xiaomeng when she woke up.

Gu Xiaomeng, who woke up from a coma at noon the next day, sat up from the bed suddenly, pulled the wound again, gasped in pain, and looked around again, before paying attention to Sister Yu who was lying on her bedside and holding her hand,

Li Ningyu felt Gu Xiaomeng's hand move and immediately woke up. Seeing the sober Gu Xiaomeng, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Gu Xiaomeng quickly reached out to wipe Li Ningyu, "Sister Yu, don't cry, I feel bad when you cry, I said that I only want to make you laugh in my life"

Li Ningyu wiped away tears, "Xiaomeng, you must be hungry, I'll bring you a bowl of hot porridge"

After finishing speaking, he left in a hurry, and Li Ningyu, who walked to the door and closed the door, cried loudly, unable to hold back his emotions anymore, Gu Xiaomeng listened to Li Ningyu's crying in the room, feeling anxious and blaming himself, but his body was full of injuries. Inconvenient and unable to chase out, after a while Li Ningyu sorted out her mood and came in with porridge and fed Gu Xiaomeng mouthful by mouthful.

After Gu Xiaomeng finished drinking the porridge, he put the bowl aside and carefully hugged Gu Xiaomeng into his arms, "I'm sorry, Xiaomeng, I asked you to go to Shanghai alone. Even when you left, I wanted you to hold back your thoughts and complete the task. Since we met , you never complained to me, even though I was older than you, you doted on me deeply, you were suspected when you joined an organization, you were tortured by Mao Renfeng, and you were a three-sided spy knowing that you were dancing on the tip of a knife. It's for me, it's all the bitter fruit I planted, why did you swallow it all for me in the end, but didn't blame me at all?"

Gu Xiaomeng, "Sister Yu, you don't have to blame yourself, you are my belief, and I will be happy to do anything for you"

Li Ningyu couldn't help crying again, "You are always like this, no matter what I do, I should be forgiven, indulged and protected by you so that I can't see through?"

Gu Xiaomeng shook her head, "Because you are my sister Yu, you are the one I put on top of my heart. Others are fairies descending to earth, so what does it have to do with me?"

Hearing her unintentional confession, Li Ningyu smiled with tears in her eyes, feeling discouraged and moved at the same time, "You fool! I am clearly a troublemaker. Qiu Zhuang, the confidential office, Mao Renfeng, everything happened because of me , but you picked me clean and escorted me every time, lest I get hurt in the slightest, I know you are willing, but don't you know that I also feel distressed?"

I still remember that day when I received the news from the organization that Gu Xiaomeng was being tortured, Mao Renfeng had murderous intentions towards Gu Xiaomeng. Falling down, I only heard my own voice pale like a ghost coming out of my body, "What is the organization going to do, I want to go to Shanghai"

The tone is as calm and composed as ever...

No, it's more gentle and gentle than before. She doesn't believe that Xiaomeng, who can protect her from Qiuzhuang unscathed, will die soon. Why did she let Gu Xiaomeng go to Shanghai alone? She wants to go to Shanghai, she wants to go to her By the girl's side, she thought that even if she couldn't live together, she would die together.

The time waiting for her superior's reply was so difficult, until the organization notified her to go to Hong Kong and told her that she had arranged to rescue Gu Xiaomeng, she felt that her soul was back, and she told herself that as long as Gu Xiaomeng came back, she would rely on Gu Xiaomeng for everything, "Xiaomeng! , if you don’t like this kind of life, I will accompany you to stay away from disputes and live a life of two people in seclusion. If you like adventures, I will accompany you to hunt lions in Africa. If it is not safe here, I will accompany you to live in the United States. What do you want, what will I give you! You like the bed, I will beg you every day, Xiaomeng, tell me, how deeply do I love you?"

Gu Xiaomeng was held tightly in Li Ningyu's arms, and Li Ningyu burst into tears, "My belief and my love for you, I think I can have the best of both worlds with my talents, even if I can't have the best of both worlds, the revival of the Chinese nation, the rise and fall of the country , There are still many people to worry about, how can you think that I will definitely abandon you for my belief? Even if you have not joined the party, I still will not abandon you, but you put your own safety at risk for me and my belief Finally, when I meet you, I am doomed to lose my mind, what national righteousness, I am just an ordinary woman, I only want you who came for me! I will give you whatever you want, and I will give you what I have You, what I don’t have, even if you rob me, I will rob you.”

Gu Xiaomeng closed her eyes and kissed Li Ningyu, no matter the skin at the corners of her lips or the place where they touched, it seemed to melt into the other person's body...

Li Ningyu looked at Gu Xiaomeng, "Xiaomeng, this is the first time I have fallen in love with someone, and it is also the first time you have been emotional. You should tell me if you are not happy, and you should also tell me what you don't want to do. How can you always be so accommodating?" Indulge me? Xiaomeng, do you know that I will be proud of you like this, how can I live alone without you?"

Li Ningyu told Gu Xiaomeng about her feelings for the first time. Gu Xiaomeng felt as if she was in a dream. After all, Sister Yu was very restrained about feelings and rarely talked about love after marriage. Afterwards, that layer of estrangement dissipated completely, and the relationship was even stronger than before.