Young Oak Rongzhi...whatever

Chapter 6

Rong Li didn't stay in the hospital much, and went home the next day, because he said he wanted to be alone, so even though Lu Lin and the others were worried, they still didn't force him.

Returning to this familiar place again, Rong Li stood at the door in fear and did not dare to open the door, as if as long as he did not open the door, nothing would change, and his mother would still come out of the kitchen when he came back and say, "Come back Now, wash your hands quickly, and eat later."

But it was useless to escape, Rong Li finally opened the door and walked in, the room was very quiet, only the TV was on, and the blanket on the sofa was lifted casually, as if the owner was only leaving temporarily, Rong Li walked over and sat down, watching Watching a popular variety show on the TV, the guests did everything they could to complete the task. Before, Rong Li thought it was very funny, but now watching it, he felt that their hard work was extraordinarily funny. He took the remote control and turned off the TV. But he regretted it immediately, because the sudden silence in the room made him uncomfortable, and then the phone rang.

Rong Li didn't want to answer, he didn't want to talk to anyone, but the caller was very persistent, finally Rong Li turned off the phone directly, lay down on the sofa, and pulled the blanket to cover himself.

He had only been lying down for a while, when there was a hasty knock on the door, Rong Li sighed helplessly, walked over to open the door with tired steps, Geng Rongjiang stood at the door with an anxious expression on his face, and kept knocking After seeing him open the door, he held his shoulder tightly and said, "Why don't you answer the phone?"

Rong Li replied blankly: "I don't want to answer."

Geng Rongjiang didn't say anything more, he let go of his hand and took out a mobile phone from his pocket, handed it to Rong Li and said, "This is your father's mobile phone, it contains your father's last words... the case is closed, it is definitely a suicide .”

Rong Li remained expressionless, and said coldly: "Suicide? What about my mother? Suicide too? Why?"

Geng Rongjiang didn't seem to know how to tell Rong Li, so he organized his speech for a long time and said: "There is surveillance on the roof of that building. We adjusted the surveillance and saw...your mother accidentally fell down to stop your father."

Rong Li repeated: "Accidentally fell? Accidentally?" Rong Li suddenly laughed, his mother died for such a ridiculous reason, how did he accept it? !

Geng Rongjiang looked at Rong Li's smiling tears, he felt inexplicably distressed, but he didn't say anything, because he knew that what he said now would be futile, so he just stood quietly, Rong Li smiled enough Drying the tears, he returned to his expressionless face, looked at Geng Rongjiang and said, "I see, you can go."

Geng Rongjiang wanted to say something, but in the end he just nodded and said, "Take care of yourself."

Rong Li's response was to close the door directly, and Geng Rongjiang looked at the closed door in front of him, and felt that the boy had locked himself also.

On the day of the funeral, it was cloudy and rainy. After listening to the day's mourning and feeling the pity in everyone's eyes, Rong Li felt that the world was finally quiet.He sat on the ground alone, looked at the two tombstones in front of him, and said to himself in a low voice: "I'll never see you again, how can you bear it? Just leave like this..."

He took out another mobile phone from his pocket, which was the one that Geng Rongjiang gave him yesterday. He pressed it a few times, and his father's tired voice came: "Honey, I know I was wrong. I have always regretted it, especially this one. For two days, I thought about most of my life, and suddenly realized that I never cared about you and my son. I always only thought about myself, and I never fulfilled the duties of a husband and a father. These years have been really hard I’m sorry for you. All along, I want too much, but I don’t want to do it down-to-earth. I always want to find shortcuts. I am self-righteous and self-righteous. I never listen to your reminders and warnings. My friend quarreled with you, huh... I'm really an asshole, you said I'm already a five-year-old, why can't I understand? But this time I think clearly, that girl is innocent, but because of my drug addiction I killed her because of hallucinations..." His father's voice trembled, "What I did is irreversible, and I also have a son, thinking that if it was Oak, I would definitely kill the murderer, so I can only Give them this life, even if it can't make up for the harm I caused to other families, but I have no face to live... The only thing I can't let go of is you and my son, you must be good, tell your son, Dad I'm sorry for him, I hope he meets a good father in his next life, and I hope you don't meet someone like me in your next life... I'm leaving, take care, goodbye."

Rong Li held the phone tightly, and his hands turned white, "Why don't you live well to make up for others? What's the point of dying? You took my mother away with you, so why don't you take my mother away with you?" I can take it too... so fucking ridiculous."

It was raining all the time, Rong Li's hair was already wet, and the water on his face was not sure whether it was rain or tears. Suddenly, an umbrella covered his head. Rong Li raised his eyes and saw Geng Rongjiang standing aside, the umbrella cut off a space , Geng Rongjiang said: "Do you want to cry?"

Rong Li shook his head and said, "I don't want to."

Geng Rongjiang said: "Crying will make you feel better."

Rong Li lowered his head and laughed, and said, "No way, I won't feel comfortable anyway."

Geng Rongjiang didn't speak any more, and sat down like Rong Li. Rong Li turned to look at him and said, "Why don't you comfort me?"

Geng Rongjiang looked at him and asked back, "Will you be better if I comfort you?"

Rong Li turned back and said, "No."

"Instead of using those pale words to comfort you, I would rather stay with you and make you feel that you are not alone." After Geng Rongjiang finished speaking, he really stopped talking and just sat with Rong Li.

I don't know how long it took, but it was completely dark, and Rong Li suddenly said, "Let's go."

Geng Rongjiang first stood up and went to pull Rong Li, Rong Li dodged, but suddenly his legs softened and he jumped forward, and was caught by Geng Rongjiang, who had been prepared for a long time, and Geng Rongjiang said softly in his ear: "Be careful, your legs are numb."

Rong Li pushed Geng Rongjiang away and stood up, endured the discomfort and walked away. The rain had stopped, Geng Rongjiang looked at the back of the stubborn boy, smiled helplessly, chased after him and said, "I'll take you back let's go home."

Rong Li shook his head and said, "No need."

Geng Rongjiang ignored Rong Li's refusal, and forced him into the car. Rong Li said a little unhappy, "I said I don't need it."

Geng Rongjiang nodded and said, "I heard that." Then he stretched out his hand to fasten Rong Li's seat belt, "But I don't worry about you being alone."

Rong Li looked at Geng Rongjiang's expression of course, turned his head to look out the window and stopped talking.

The two of them didn't talk much along the way, and Geng Rongjiang said something that Rong Li was not salty, and Geng Rongjiang knew that Rong Li had no intention of chatting, so he stopped talking.

After arriving home, Geng Rongjiang looked at Rong Li's lonely back in the night, and couldn't help calling him back. Rong Li looked back at Geng Rongjiang suspiciously, and Geng Rongjiang hesitated and said, "I wish you a sweet dream." .”

Rong Li smiled as if hearing something ridiculous, and said, "Sweet dream? Heh... I would like to borrow your good words."

After Rong Li left, Geng Rongjiang sat in the car and watched the lights of Rong Li's house turn on before leaving. He remembered calling Rong Li just now. In fact, he didn't want to talk about it. He just looked at Rong Li's back and suddenly couldn't bear it. He stopped and called him, he didn't know what he wanted to say, but couldn't bear to see him alone, Geng Rongjiang sighed in his heart, and went home full of worries.

Rong Li used to always stand at the door of his house, because every time he opened the door, it was a torment for him. He always had a kind of expectation, hoping that when the door was opened, there would be warm lights, and his mother would come out of the kitchen and call him to wash his hands During dinner, Dad would sit on the sofa and watch TV, and casually ask him how his day was... But he also knew that everything was impossible, and when he opened the door, only cold darkness would greet him.

Rong Li did not hesitate today, as if everything had been settled, and he would never have any expectations.After he got home, he turned on the light, the sudden light made him squint his eyes, Rong Li shook his head, and threw himself on the sofa, covering his eyes with the back of his hand to block the glare of the light.

Rong Li has never cried before, he felt that he should cry, or vent at the top of his lungs, but he didn't, because he felt that he had no strength at all, couldn't cry, and didn't want to vent, he just wanted to lie alone like this, what? Do nothing, think about nothing.

I don't know how long it took, Rong Li suddenly jumped up from the sofa, his clothes were soaked in cold sweat, he panted heavily, and eagerly fumbled for the remote control to turn on the TV, when the sound from the TV filled the whole room, Rong Li Only then did Li gradually calm down, and he recalled the dream he had just had. Before he fell asleep unknowingly, he dreamed of the girl who had only seen it in photos, her body was covered in blood, and a fist was stuck in her abdomen. The knife kept walking towards him, he kept running, but seemed to be standing still, the girl surrounded him like a double shadow around him...

He shook his head, got those pictures out of his mind, took a look at the phone, it was only 5 o'clock, Rong Li didn't plan to go to sleep, stood up and walked to the bathroom, turned on the faucet of the bathtub, and didn't take off his clothes. He lay down in the clothes, feeling the warm water slowly enveloping him, but even in the warm water, he still felt cold inside, Rong Yue closed his eyes and let himself sink continuously... bit by bit ...until the water covered the top of the head...

The next day, Geng Rongjiang had a rest, but he still got up early, cooked a pot of porridge and wanted to see Rong Li. He knew that Rong Li hadn't eaten well recently, and he had lost a lot of weight, so he went to take care of him while he was free. Rong oak.

Lu Lin had been wandering around the door of Rong Li's house for a long time, but no one answered the door when he knocked on it, and no one answered the phone. After walking around again, he saw Geng Rongjiang, and hurried forward and asked, "Officer Geng, are you here?" Are you looking for Rong Li?"

Geng Rongjiang nodded and said, "I'll bring him something to eat."

Lu Lin said anxiously: "Is he at home? I knocked on the door for a long time but no one answered, and no one answered the phone."

Geng Rongjiang frowned and said, "I sent him back last night, so he probably didn't go out."

A bad premonition arose in the two of them, and Geng Rongjiang asked Lu Lin, "Do you know the password of his house?" The lock of Rong Li's house is a combination lock.

Lu Lin thought for a while and said, "How about trying his birthday?"

Geng Rongjiang pressed a few numbers, and it opened. Geng Rongjiang pushed open the door and walked in. He found that the living room was full of water. Geng Rongjiang looked along and found that the bathroom had been overflowing. Lu Lin also paid attention. When they arrived, the two walked over quickly. Geng Rongjiang opened the door and saw Rong Li lying in the bathtub. The water had already covered his head. Rong Li has lost consciousness.