You take fleeting years for the rest of my life

Chapter 1

?The world is so unfair. Some people have spent their entire lives without seeing the true face of Chanel and Dior.And some people already have countless when they don't know what Gucci is.Compared to this world, these people are, after all, a minority.

More people living in this world are running around for their livelihood, bearing the burden of humiliation for the reward that may be humble but may be rich.

But these people are undoubtedly divided into many categories. Some have happy families, some live a petty bourgeois life, and some are abandoned by their parents when they were born and are now alone.And she—Lin Yan, belonged to the latter.

When I tell my story to most people, they will tear up and think how unfortunate I am.Fortunately, I don't feel that way myself.By the way, let me briefly introduce myself, my name is Lin Yan, female, I am 22 years old this year, I am an orphan, I just returned from studying in Korea, and I call it a sea turtle.During the 4 years in Korea, the most gratifying thing for me is that I finally mastered a second language besides Chinese.Of course, when I was walking on the road, I was spotted by a scout and said that I could make my debut with a little adjustment, which is indeed something I am proud of.Well, my story doesn't end here, it starts now.After all, life requires great courage to face.

City A is a big magic city. After 4 years away, I came back again, and I didn't feel homesick.I really refuse to understand those people who feel homesick all day long.

Lin Yan was dragging two huge suitcases, leaning on the railing of the bus, her eyes dull.Until a pleasant bell sounded, "Hello, hello. Yes, I'm Lin Yan. Yes, I'm renting. You said you have a vacant room over there? Can you share it? Okay, can you send me the address I'll go over now, okay, thank you." After hanging up the phone, Lin Yan was very excited, after all, such a thing as renting a house is worth celebrating.

The summer night also came so quickly, Lin Yan was a little exhausted at this time.She pulled up her clothes, patted her face, and rang the doorbell cautiously.

"Who is it?" A deep and slightly magnetic voice came from inside the room.

"Hi, I'm Lin Yan, I'm here to see the house."

"Okay, wait a minute, I'll be right here."

The door opened, and there was a thin girl in a blue and white plaid dress standing outside the door. The two suitcases beside her further accentuated her petiteness.

"Come in quickly." The door opener spoke, and came out to help Lin Yan lift her luggage.

"Oh, thank you." Lin Yan looked this one up and down, with a thin body and short short hair, very refreshing, like the sea breeze in spring, icy and cool with a hint of warmth.The gender is unknown, though, she murmured to herself.

"Let's take a look at the room first. This is a two-bedroom and one living room. The monthly rent is 1500, and water and electricity are paid separately. What do you think?"

Lin Yan looked around, feeling very satisfied. The bedroom was brightly lit, the kitchen and bathroom were clean and tidy, and the living room was bright and spacious. It felt like she used the adjectives she had learned all her life, and finally distilled it into one word, rent!

In this way, the contract was roughly signed, and the short-term rent was 3 months.

It really makes sense for extreme joy to cause sorrow. Lin Yan, who put down her luggage and was resting on the bed, suddenly remembered something. The sex of the co-renter is unknown!She immediately got up from the bed, rushed out of the room, and came to that person.

"Uh, may I ask you are..." I want to ask her directly, are you a man or a woman?This may seem impolite, but how can I ask politely?

Looking at the woman who was scratching her ears and cheeks in front of her, Mo Xiao asked, "What's the matter with you?"

"I... oh, it's the first time we meet, let me introduce myself briefly. My name is Lin Yan, I'm female, and I'm 22 years old this year. I have three normal views, no medical history, no criminal record, no bad habits, referred to as Sanwu youth I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, I care about hygiene, I love labor, yes, I’m a good roommate in China.” After Lin Yan finished speaking, she let out a long breath, and brushed the fine bangs on her forehead with her hands.

"Uh... well, my name is Mo Xiao, female, nice to meet you." Mo Xiao glanced at Lin Yan, and continued to mix the vegetable salad.

Gender female, gender female, Lin Yan's pupils dilated, she stared blankly at Mo Xiao for 30 seconds, and then confirmed weakly, "Your gender is female!"

"Ah!" Mo Xiao turned his head, looked at the girl who was emptying out in front of him, and raised his voice an octave, "That's right, what's the matter?"

Lin Yan had the illusion of being stunned, but she was happy at this time. Now a little thing can make her sigh, the world is beautiful, and being a human being is happiness.

"Well, nice to meet you, Mo Xiao, I'm going back to the room first, goodbye." Lin Yan ran back to the room and collapsed on the bed again.In the dream, she was wearing a crown studded with diamonds and wearing a white gauze, walking towards the groom step by step...

Some people’s prelude to work is like this, get up, wash up, drink coffee leisurely, eat sandwiches, and think about what shape to wear later.And some people have a prelude to work like this, no, it can also be said that they don't have a prelude at all, and they go straight to sex.Suddenly got up from the bed, washed for 2 minutes, changed clothes and shoes while walking, and finally sprinted for [-] meters, yelling: "Oops, I'm going to be late!" This person is Lin Yan.At this time, Mo Xiao, who was eating breakfast beside him, could only sigh silently: What a gust of wind coming and going!

Lin Yan, who struggled to squeeze onto the subway, felt a feeling in her heart. Fortunately, she didn't wear makeup or tie her hair up today, because when she got out of the subway, her makeup might be worn out and her hair would also be loose.Before entering the subway, if it is said to be full of beauty, then after exiting the subway, it can be said to be a dying flower.

After several twists and turns, Lin Yan finally stood on the podium and started a new job.Korean teacher, this job is perfect for Lin Yan. The salary is not too much, and she can't starve to death or have enough to eat. Although the life of nine to five is dull, it is also comfortable.

But looking at others, Lin Yan's life is really like a glass of boiled water, still unfiltered.

"Oh, Lao Mo, I haven't seen you for a few days. Your style is getting higher and higher. Hey, this Cartier watch really blinded me." A very seductive man walked towards him, with a black nose on the plane. Even the shirt couldn't hide the fact that he was good looking.

"Liu Ziran, you owe it to me." Mo Xiao gave him a blank look.

"Don't, Lao Mo, my beautiful face is insured. Although you are worth millions, you shouldn't be able to pay for it if it breaks." Liu Ziran put his arm around Mo Xiao's shoulders, smiling wickedly. .

"Come on, you should cherish your flowery face." After finishing speaking, Mo Xiao did not forget to pat his face twice.

"Okay, seriously, do you have an appointment this morning?"

"Yes, at 10 o'clock, old acquaintance, I'm going out to style Tang Qian in the afternoon, she is attending a sponsor's event today."

"Tang Qian! First-line actress, bring me an autograph." Liu Ziran's serious face one second, the next second will not be guaranteed.He blinked his eyes at Mo Xiao, looking like a ruffian.

"Okay, it's a waste of your eyes to wink at me, wink at Liu Ru." Mo Xiao pointed forward, only to see an elegant woman in a red dress walking towards her.

"Mo Xiao, you're back. Enjoy your vacation!" The girl in the red dress walked over and took Mo Xiao's wrist.

"Hey, Liu Ru, why do you only have Mo Xiao in your eyes, and you didn't see me." Liu Ziran put his hands on his hips, pretending to be a little anxious.

"Really? Then Brother Liu, I will accompany you, and I hope you will forgive me." Liu Ru bowed her head slightly, as an apology.

"Okay, let's talk first. My client is coming, so let's go first. I'll treat you to dinner at noon, see you then." Mo Xiao left without looking back after finishing speaking.

Lin Yan, who had been chattering on the podium for three hours, finally took a sip of water. At this moment, she finally understood the importance of water and the true meaning of saving water.

"Lin Yan, how are you? Are you feeling okay?"

Lin Yan raised her head when she heard the sound. Seeing that the group leader was coming, she immediately put down the water glass and said with a smile, "Well, it feels okay. The classroom atmosphere is quite active. I hope to achieve a good teaching effect."

"Well, yes, the atmosphere in the classroom is harmonious, and being able to get along with the students in harmony is a must. The most important thing is to reflect the teaching effect. If you don't understand anything, just ask the colleagues around you, or ask me. Alright, let me introduce myself to everyone now." After speaking, Li Zhiyuan gathered his colleagues in the office.

Facing these more than ten colleagues, Lin Yan was still a little timid. After all, she was a newcomer and didn't know much when she first came.After a brief self-introduction, Li Zhiyuan took the group out for dinner, saying that he was welcoming new colleagues.

During the banquet, Lin Yan was cautious and did not dare to let go of the meal.On the contrary, Li Zhiyuan kept saying, don't be restrained, let her eat whatever she wants.

Lin Yan thought to herself, it's not my fault that I can't get fat.Moreover, Lin Yan's physique is very strange. Others will get fat if they eat too much, but Lin Yan will become thinner if they eat too much.Therefore, her appetite is very small, and she usually doesn't eat much.

A busy day finally ushered in the dawn. Lin Yan, who was relieved from get off work, hummed a ditty and walked briskly. Even if she had to squeeze the subway again, she felt understandable.After all, getting off work is an exciting thing, but when she thinks that she can only live a step-by-step life like this in the future, she becomes a little depressed again. After 22 years of wandering, she felt like a piece of duckweed, helpless and drifting with the tide.Now I have finally settled down, but I miss the years at that time, busy and tired, and I can't see tomorrow.

People are always like this, they will miss the past, no matter the past is happy or sad, even if it seems to Lin Yan that it is a disease.

After thinking about it along the way, I arrived home.Lin Yan, who just opened the door, immediately smelled the aroma of food.She took a closer look and saw that Mo Xiao was wearing an apron, stir frying in the kitchen.Those skilled movements seemed to declare that I am the housewife.Thinking of this, Lin Yan chuckled unconsciously.

Hearing the laughter, Mo Xiao looked back and found that Lin Yan was smiling at him, her eyes were crescent-like, making people feel like a little girl, and pity rose in her heart.

"You're back, do you want to have dinner together? Just treat it as a housewarming." Mo Xiao smiled slightly.

"Thank you, but I just ate outside, so I'm sorry!" Lin Yan is sometimes quite introverted and reserved, she thinks that if someone eats someone with a short mouth, he will be soft-handed.Besides, she and Mo Xiao were not familiar with each other, so she refused decisively.

Seeing that she refused, Mo Xiao didn't say anything more, he just said symbolically that it's okay.

For Mo Xiao, cooking is not only to fill his stomach, but also a way to relax, decompress, and also a kind of fun.However, she ate it by herself every time she made it, which made her feel a little lonely.

It's hard to follow a word, Lin Yan, who was lying on the bed too hungry to sleep, felt a sense of nozuonodiewhyyoutry resentment in her heart.Hypocrisy really kills people. She checked her phone and found that it was still 12 o'clock in the middle of the night.

I can't bear it!She got up from the bed in a rush, and the thought of "eating" swept through her mind like a gust of wind.

Order takeout?Hehe, who will give you a delivery in the middle of the night!do it yourself?It will wake up Mo Xiao, okay?Besides, if she hasn't slept yet, she might laugh at me if she sees me cooking now!So, why should I do this? Sure enough, green tea and white lotus are not so good.

After Lin Yan slapped herself a few times, she decided to go to the refrigerator to see if there was anything to eat.She quietly came to the living room, holding her breath, for fear of waking Mo Xiao up if she didn't pay attention.However, when she opened the refrigerator, she still couldn't hold back and yelled, "That's really FUCK!"

As soon as the voice fell, there was only a "click" from the door.

"What's the matter, what happened?"

Lin Yan looked back in fright, and saw Mo Xiao rushing out of the room in his pajamas.

"Ah! You scared me to death." Lin Yan exclaimed.

"Are you frightened by me? It's true that I was frightened by you." Mo Xiao stepped forward, showing a little helplessness on his face.

Speaking of this, Lin Yan lowered her head in shame, and could only lament: "Hey! All the carefulness in the past was for nothing!"

Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan who was leaning on the refrigerator door, looking a little nervous and at a loss, and couldn't help being curious.

"what are you doing?"

Listening to Mo Xiao's slightly majestic voice, Lin Yan felt even more embarrassed. "No, no, what did you do? I just drank my saliva. I'm sorry to wake you up."

"It's okay, I haven't slept anyway. Then you just yelled...what's going on?"

"Because... because I found out that there is nothing in the refrigerator!" Lin Yan was indeed very angry, she finally raised her head in anger, and looked at Mo Xiao angrily.

Mo Xiao looked at Lin Yan's pouty cheeks like bean paste buns, and unexpectedly felt a little cute.She laughed softly, "I just did a big cleaning of the refrigerator today. I threw away everything that should be thrown away. I plan to buy some new things and put them in tomorrow. You must be hungry!"

Lin Yan completely ignored Mo Xiao's previous explanation, but she was too sensitive to the latter sentence.

Then do I admit it now, admit it!no!How embarrassing!deny!no!I'm so hungry I'm out of my mind!This is Lin Yan's inner monologue at the moment.

Never mind, I'm going all out.

"Yes, I'm a little hungry." Lin Yan blinked her big eyes on purpose, trying her best to create a pitiful look to win the other party's sympathy.

This trick was obviously successful, seeing Mo Xiao's smile like a spring breeze, Lin Yan felt that her stomach was about to be saved.

"Here you are." Mo Xiao's smile became stronger, but there was a smirk in it.

"What is it?" Lin Yan took it over and took a look, "I bought that..., what the hell! Infant milk powder..."

"are you kidding me?"

Looking at Lin Yan's dumbfounded face, Mo Xiao felt that he had gained a great sense of satisfaction, although the satisfaction came from something inexplicable. "This is quite expensive, hundreds of dollars a can. You drink slowly"

At night in May, the temperature gradually rises, making people feel very comfortable and warm.But Lin Yan's heart at this moment is cold and cold.

She said no, but her body was very honest. This sentence was completely in line with what Lin Yan was doing at this time. She was smiling and drinking milk powder with "relish".

"It's okay, I'm drinking cappuccino now, um... the thick milk flavor, people can't help but sip it, and aftertaste it for a long time, this feeling... It's amazing..." This night, just Having fun in Lin Yan's bitterness, she spent "happily" in YY to her heart's content.