Chapter 23 23
Chapter 23 23
Xie Yuchen seemed to be particularly obsessed today. After finishing work in the car, the blind man took off his coat and let him sleep for a while.The black blind man went to drive. He had never driven such a smooth car. Before the speed bump, he deliberately slowed down the speed of the car to reduce the bumps. The lights swept across the car. Xie Yuchen stared at his eyes and flashed in the rearview mirror. The black blind man My heart just clicked.
Obviously, he was staring at him so unscrupulously just now while driving, but when he arrived at the door, Xie Yuchen made up his mind to pretend to be asleep. The blind man had no choice but to cooperate with him, pulling up Xie Yuchen's limp body and hugging him in his arms. His body is so soft, How can I bear so much suffering and responsibility?
The blind man put Xie Yuchen on the bed, not knowing what to do, should he change his clothes, no, no, no, Xie Yuchen must want to take a bath first.
Although the suit had been made untidy in the car just now, but Xie Yuchen took off his clothes one by one on the bed in the bedroom, which somehow felt like a mysterious ritual of unwrapping gifts.
Like the white jade sculpture, the black blind man kissed Xie Yuchen, who was pretending to be asleep in fear of waking him up, on his collarbone. It should be put into a velvet box and carefully preserved.
Xie Yuchen's neck was itchy from the black blind man's broken hair, and he couldn't pretend anymore. He opened his eyes with a smile, raised his head and kissed the black blind man's face, and wrapped his legs around the black blind man's waist familiarly.
The black blind man took off his clothes neatly, pressed his thighs and entered Xie Yuchen's body repeatedly.
I have been very busy at work recently. After finishing the third time, Xie Yuchen really didn't have much energy, but he didn't mean to reject the blind man. The blind man picked him up and wrapped him in a bathrobe: "Let's take a bath together first." Take a bath and have supper."
Xie Yuchen looked at him with a smile: "You are really becoming more and more like a person."
The blind man smiled: "Very high evaluation."
When he picked up Xie Yuchen, he heard him whisper, "What should I do, I can't bear you anymore."
The blind man hugged Xie Yuchen tightly: "Why do you always have to give up, don't give up this time."
After taking a bath, the blind man cooked some porridge. He reckoned that it would be better to digest after eating, but he didn't expect Xie Yuchen to eat half a bowl and fell asleep lying on the table, holding the spoon in his hand.The black blind man laughed, he really didn't pick a place, is the porridge so delicious, and he still has to eat it if he is so sleepy.
He put Xie Yuchen on the bed, pulled back the quilt, looked at the bedside for a while, sighed, and got in himself.Xie Yuchen is not the only one who is reluctant. If possible, he would not want to leave Xie Yuchen's side for a day, but he can't help but say it. If he can't come back after saying it, Xie Yuchen may be willing to give up all the rights in life.
He didn't want Xie Yuchen to become that kind of person, someone he would definitely resist.
It doesn't matter if you can't fall in love with him, but please be sure to fall in love with yourself.Heixia stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Xie Yuchen's face, but in the end he still cared about Xie Yuchen's shallow sleep, so he gave up.
The next morning, Xie Yuchen returned to his usual lukewarm appearance, got up and went to the study to listen to the secretary's schedule as usual, as if the black blind man was a big teddy bear next to his bed, turning a blind eye.
The black blind man moved a nest on Xie Yuchen's bed, and lay down where Xie Yuchen had been lying, with Xie Yuchen's body temperature and the scent of plants and trees that had always been faintly present.
Hearing that Jian Yuchen went to the bathroom to run water for a bath, the blind man got up and prepared to make breakfast.Just finished a copy, the doorbell rang, and the blind man went to open the door, and saw the manager of Xie Yuchen's public relations team standing outside the door. The manager politely handed him the document bag in his hand, and asked him to check it and hand it over to Xie Dong , and said that Xie Dong had long urged them to take time to arrange this matter, and only recently found the right time.
The blind man dismissed the person with a few perfunctory words, and opened it casually. There were two small dark red books. The blind man recalled that he had not seen their marriage certificates.
On the dark red document in his hand, the divorce certificate was written in hot silver.
Hei Xiazi looked at the two certificates carefully, and couldn't help but smiled wryly. Xie's one-stop service is really considerate.
He threw it on the table casually, and continued to make another breakfast as if nothing had happened.
When Xie Yuchen finished blowing his hair and came out wearing a bathrobe, the black blind man just brought two breakfasts to the table. Xie Yuchen saw that one fried egg was at the normal level of the black blind man, but the other was terribly mushy. Hei Xiazi put the warm water in Xie Yuchen's hand, exchanged two breakfasts, and tapped the document bag on the table before Xie Yuchen opened his mouth: "Your things."
Xie Yuchen took out two documents, glanced at them, and put them back calmly. He didn't intend to give one to Hei Xiazi. He swallowed a mouthful of fried eggs, and looked at Hei Xiazi calmly. Hei Xiazi was seriously cutting His fried eggs looked like he was dissecting the heart of some animal.
"I just don't want to burden you too much." Xie Yuchen put down his fork and said, "You have helped me a lot..."
Hei Xiazi interrupted Xie Yuchen's lyrical speech without mercy: "I'll go buy cat litter later, do you have anything you want for lunch?"
Xie Yuchen couldn't understand Hei Xiazi's intentions, but he still couldn't resist the meager luck in his heart, and answered in cooperation: "Do whatever you want, I'll come back as early as possible, but I have something to do in the afternoon, and I won't be able to stay at home for too long at noon, sir. Do a little."
The blind man put away Xie Yuchen's plate and the breakfast he didn't eat much, and Xie Yuchen also went to the cloakroom to change clothes and get ready to go to work without saying a word.
Near the New Year's Eve, Xie Yuchen went on a long business trip to the United States, and could not come back until the end of the year. The black blind man cooked and fed the cat at home, and occasionally went back to his courtyard to pack his luggage, and then went to the black market to piece things together. A complete set of equipment.The two are busy with their own business, as if the time has been dialed back to the time when they first met.
This is a good thing.The blind man thought, if he still has enough time.
The city of Beijing is even more deserted during the Chinese New Year, and he doesn't believe that people like him can pray for blessings. Hei Blind went to a street organization to participate in the Spring Festival Gala for the widowed and lonely elderly. He repeatedly checked his phone, but there was no news, which only increased his anxiety.
When the year was over, Mia suddenly asked him to meet and told him that there was an opportunity in March to help him get in. It was not difficult with his skills, and he would come out with the medical waste truck a week later. The black blind man saw Looking at the calendar, I nodded in agreement.
Mia lit a cigarette, tilted her head and smiled at him: "You know, actually, I always felt that when we were young, you had a crush on me, always smiling at me, chatting with me if you had anything to do, and telling me There are great principles in life, and I realized later that you are like this about everything in the world."
"That's really not true." The black blind man also smiled unscrupulously, "I can still appreciate the aesthetics of the human body when chatting with you, but I can't face those middle-aged and greasy big brothers in the laboratory. I give you this level." Courtesy at the level of a plaster statue."
Mia laughed a few times: "Although you have broken my heart like this, I still don't want you to die in that dark place. Be careful not to make mistakes. I will let you know in advance if there is any news over there. Get ready to go."
"Don't worry, I don't want to die like never before." The blind man shrugged.
"You... you're serious this time." Mia sighed, put the cigarette out in the trash can, twisted her waist and walked away.
Xie Yuchen thought about it for a while at the airport. He didn't have a lot of luggage, so he could stop in a car to go back, but he was still psychologically resistant to a car that wasn't his own.He looked at the number marked with a simple "a". For some things, knowing the result is enough, and there is no need to repeat it.
It's like he knows that it is enough for someone in the world to be willing to brave the rain to pick him up, but then he should brave the wind and rain by himself, and he can't pin his hopes on others again and again.
In the end, he called his driver. Huo Xiuxiu had been pestering him a few days ago to ask when he would be back, presumably thinking about his gift, so he coerced and lured Xie's driver to pick him up first.
Xie Yuchen asked the driver to go around the door of the alley where Heixiazi lived, just in time to see Heixiazi standing at the entrance of the alley talking and laughing with the sales consultant.
Xie Yuchen didn't call to stop, and the driver didn't see it, but Huo Xiuxiu had sharp eyes, looked at Xie Yuchen's dazed side face, and called brother in worry.
Xie Yuchen rubbed Huo Xiuxiu's hair and said that he was fine: "I'm just thinking about things, Xiuxiu. In fact, I've been thinking about your brother since I was a child. It's also good-looking. Some people can easily get likes and care, but I will only be embarrassed by others because of this incident. Why? My master said that people sometimes have to accept their fate... I thought I had accepted my fate a long time ago, but just now I suddenly felt like I was back when I was a child, a little unconvinced, Too strange."
Huo Xiuxiu shook his sleeve: "Brother, you think too much...why don't you believe that someone loves you so much."
Xie Yuchen let out a long sigh of relief: "I believe that someone loves me very much, but if one day this love will disappear, it would be better not to have it. I told you, I have been thinking for a long time, if One day I have to abandon anyone with peace of mind, then I simply don’t want to be friends with anyone—but Xiuxiu, I’m not afraid of being sad, I just, just can’t die.”
Huo Xiuxiu didn't know much about the fate he was carrying, so she could only throw herself into his arms like a kitten to comfort her. Xie Yuchen patted her on the shoulder: "I shouldn't have told you these things, forget it, Xiuxiu, who are you?" A person who is born to be loved with peace of mind, don't have to think about these things."
Huo Xiuxiu saw that his mental and physical strength was not very good, so she didn't ask him to eat with her again, and reluctantly sent him to the door of her house before leaving.
There was no one in the house, and Xie Yuchen suddenly had a sense of time-overlapping confusion. He was the one who was left behind, but fortunately, this time he didn't fall asleep stupidly, waiting for someone to come and take him to take a bath, that would be too embarrassing up.
Xie Yuchen opened the refrigerator, and there was a plate of fried rice in the freezer. He took it out, but he didn't have the energy to heat it up. He fiddled with his chopsticks twice before delivering it to his mouth.
As long as you can eat as usual, go out and buy some sleeping pills later, you can sleep as usual, and your life will go on as usual.
He has chosen since he was eight years old, this is the life he wants to live.
When the blind man came home, he saw Xie Yuchen sitting at the dining table eating his leftover fried rice at noon. He thought that maybe he was really getting old. He came to Xie Yuchen's house for the first time and went out to buy him breakfast. Sitting at the dinner table by himself, Yuchen just felt that he was too lonely. Now he couldn't even watch the similar scenes. If he watched too much, he felt that he was going to have an acute myocardial infarction.
Hearing footsteps, Xie Yuchen turned his head to look at him, and pulled the plate towards him.
The black blind man looked at him like a kitten protecting the food, and smiled and grabbed the plate in his hand. The cold feel of the plate made him a little unhappy, so he pulled it out with a little effort, but Xie Yuchen held it with both hands without saying a word. He was not allowed to take it away from the side of the plate.
The black blind man was still a level higher than Xie Yuchen in terms of strength, and with a jerk, the edge of the dish that was condensed with cold air slipped in Xie Yuchen's hand, and the whole dish was buckled on the table.Seeing Xie Yuchen's Adam's apple move, the black blind man felt that Xie Yuchen was really wronged, and explained while tidying up: "It's cold... How about eating cold leftovers for the first meal of the new year. Now the restaurants are open , it’s better for you to order a takeaway than to eat this.”
Xie Yuchen rested his chin on the dining table and looked up at the sky: "After all, you did this."
Heixiazi's clean-up action froze: "Is that what I did well?"
"No." Xie Yuchen said, "Except for you, there is no distinction between good and bad."
It has been a long time since Xie Yuchen had spoken to him so frankly, and they seemed to have returned to the porch again, Xie Yuchen said to him with a smile in his eyes, I miss you, I miss you very much, so what——
After getting married, Xie Yuchen deliberately avoided such easy-to-stirring words, and tried his best to behave indifferently, but he couldn't hide the contradictions and pain.The moment Xie Yuchen said these words, Hei Xiazi suddenly understood the meaning of what he was about to do. He wanted to come back, and he still had a story to continue.
The blind man smiled: "Then I will try to live longer."
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