one billionth

Chapter 19 91

"You have nothing but yourself."

Yin Xiaosha slid slowly along the tree trunk and sat on the ground. She lowered her head, and there was a hint of bewilderment in her eyes.

How long... have you not heard this sentence?

I remember the last time I heard this sentence was more than ten years ago.

More than ten years ago, she was still on the earth in the 21st century, living a leisurely life as a single dog. Until an accident happened eight years ago, she traveled to this place called Yichen Continent and became a Yin Xiaosha, the ten-year-old third lady of the Yin family in Yong'an City.

When she was on earth, she was an orphan and was adopted by a mysterious organization since she was a child.But the organization is not a charity, and it is impossible to raise them for nothing. The children adopted by the organization must receive cruel training from an early age, and when they grow up in the future, they will become the sharp blade of the organization, doing some shady things and serving it.

Yin Xiaosha's talent is extremely high, even among the children of the same age adopted by the organization, she is an outstanding existence. The leader of the organization appreciated her talent, so he accepted her as an apprentice and taught her all his lifelong skills.

Since then, she has called the leader Master.

At that time, she was still young, and the heavy training in the organization had made her breathless. This time, she was accepted as an apprentice by the leader, and the training was even more cruel.In order to relieve her inner boredom, her only entertainment every day is to read novels.

It's not a classic, let alone a masterpiece, the novels that Yin Xiaosha reads are simply a handful of cool novels caught on the Internet.There is no other reason for her to read these novels, it's just a word of cool.It seems that the protagonist in the novel is relieved, and she can relax a little in reality.

Among all kinds of YY novels, Yin Xiaosha's favorite is time-traveling essays.

The protagonists of the time-traveling novels are always the gold medal killer or the number one killer of the XX organization. At that time, she was young and didn't know what logic is. She just thought these novels were really good-looking, and her blood boiled when she read them.

But this kind of sneaking time did not exist for too long.Time flies, she is 15 years old, and she has reached the age to participate in the trials in the organization.

The content of the trial is very simple. All the members who have reached the age of fifteen will cross the desert alone with the food and water prepared by the organization and the equipment they have prepared. The desert is a very ordinary desert. Being able to survive the desert is considered a successful trial.However, the food and water prepared by the organization are not much, no matter how economical they are, they can only last for about seven days, and the area of ​​the desert is a bit large, so these water and food cannot meet the needs of a person crossing the desert at all.

The desert is a barren land, and the water and food they carry are not enough, so this is tantamount to a silent but bloody rule for all the testers: If you want to survive these days and don’t want to sit and wait for death, then go to Steal someone else's bar.

In this world of the weak and the strong, people's happiness is obtained by stepping on the blood of others.

The night before the trial, the master called Yin Xiaosha to him and gave her thousands of instructions, even though he had said these words to her countless times.

"I know you are kind by nature and don't like disputes. But if you want to live, you have to fight."

"Your happiness is obtained by stepping on the blood of others."

She can't remember what the master said to her, but the last sentence he said is still unforgettable in her mind.

"Lin Sha, remember it for me."

"You have nothing but yourself."

I still remember that she was surprised at that time, and asked back: "Why do I have nothing? Don't I still have a master?"

"And I?"

He smiled slightly, his usually gentle face was a little gloomy under the dim light today.

"You will regret this."

She was even more confused, not understanding what Master meant by this.

But soon, she knew what it meant.

During the trial, she wanted to cry for the first time because of the rigor of the organization.

As expected of the resources strictly stipulated by the organization, no matter how frugal Yin Xiaosha was, she ate all the food on the tenth day. She didn't drink all the water, but there was only a small bottle left.

But what made Yin Xiaosha feel relieved was that she was almost out of this desert with her rich experience. Although there was only a small bottle of water left, it was enough for her to use.

This way, you don't have to grab other people's food... Yin Xiaosha thought so.This kind of thing that hurts others and benefits oneself, if you can do one less thing, it is one thing.

Just then, she met someone who made her happy.

Her master suddenly appeared in front of her.

Yin Xiaosha happily ran over to talk to him, telling him that she could survive without robbing.But before she could speak, a sharp dagger pierced her abdomen.

And the person holding the dagger is the master who has been with her for several years.

Yin Xiaosha staggered back a few steps and fell to the ground.She covered her abdomen with her hands, and blood continued to flow from the wound.

It was mid-day, and the sand was hot from the sun, baking her legs.But her heart was the complete opposite, as cold as falling into an ice cave.

Fortunately, the dagger has not been pulled out, otherwise there will be more blood flow.Yin Xiaosha thought sarcastically.

"Why...why..." she asked tremblingly.

The master sighed in disappointment.

"I told you, Lin Sha. You have nothing but yourself. In this trial, you should be wary of anyone who approaches you, instead of rushing forward so happily and exposing all your weaknesses to the other party .”

"But...but..." Yin Xiaosha hesitated to speak, but the master knew what she wanted to say next.

"You should be wary of everyone." He said word by word.

"including me."

Master squatted down, gently held her neck, and held her vitals in his hands.

"I originally wanted to kill you like this. I hate indecisive people like you the most. But considering your talent is really good, I am a little bit reluctant to do so."

"I can't kill you to this extent." The hand holding Yin Xiaosha's neck gradually exerted force, and she couldn't help frowning in pain, "Remember this lesson well, if you want to do it again, I will definitely kill you .”

Having said that, Yin Xiaosha's neck was finally loosened.He took out the only small bottle of water left from the backpack behind her, unscrewed the cap slowly, and poured it all on the hot yellow sand without any doubt.

"Remember, in this world, you have nothing but yourself."

That time, she used the only remaining equipment in her backpack to treat the wound briefly, and she managed to save her life by drinking her own blood and walking out of the desert.After returning to the organization, she took the initiative to sever relations with Master.

After the trial, those who survived have to start to determine their future career direction, is it responsible for killing people?Or is it in charge of lurking?Or is it responsible for protection?

In the end, Yin Xiaosha chose to be a spy.

The cadres in the organization did not approve of her decision. After all, her master trained her according to the standard of a killer at that time, and although Yin Xiaosha had outstanding abilities, her appearance could only be regarded as above average. She usually looks pretty good, but Among Yishui's beautiful spies, she is really inconspicuous.

What a female spy wants is beauty, to seduce men and obtain information.

"It doesn't matter, I can rely on my ability." Yin Xiaosha said.

"Ability?" A cadre in the organization snorted, speaking ironically and ambiguously, "What ability? The ability to go to bed and serve men?"

But Yin Xiaosha didn't pay attention to that person's rudeness, she just said firmly and unquestionably: "Let's make a bet."

"If you agree with me as a spy, I will guarantee that I will not make any mistakes during the mission. If I fail any mission, then I——will be at your disposal."

"In this case... you should agree."

Under her insistence, the cadres in the organization had to compromise.

Then Yin Xiaosha started her spy career. She relied on her superb ability to complete the task [-]% without any mistakes or failures, which made the cadres who wanted to criticize helpless again and again.

I still remember someone once asked her this question: Why don't you want to be a killer?Your ability is obviously more suitable for being a killer.

Her answer is also very simple: do not want to kill.

Just simply don't want to kill.

A killer is a tool for killing, and is only responsible for killing, regardless of whether the person being killed is innocent or full of crime.

How terrible.

If you keep doing this, I'm afraid that one day in the future, you will lose your heart, gradually become numb, and become a real killing tool.

She doesn't want to be like that.

I still remember that when she was a child, she especially liked those YY cool articles, especially the killer time travel articles.

Now that I think about it, I feel that I was really a second person back then. How can a down-to-earth and hard-working person suffer all kinds of hardships, while a bloody and cruel killer can obtain happiness?

But after thinking about it, she was relieved. When she was a child, she didn't have a second child. Even sometimes, she still missed the little girl who peeked at novels with her mobile phone under the covers in the middle of the night.

After all, the happiness at that time was so simple.

Originally, she thought that her life would pass in such a muddle.

But what she didn't expect was that she would have an accident during that SSS-level mission eight years ago, and accidentally crossed over to this unknown continent.

never mind.Yin Xiaosha slowly closed her eyes.

No matter what happened in the past, now she still has to fight for her life.

And the way to save this life is what she hates the most but at the same time she has to do——

kill.

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I like sunny days and don't like cloudy days.

Even cloudy days can make people feel the long-lost coolness in summer.

Even if it is sunny and sunny, it is hot and sweaty.

But I still like sunny days.

I like the feeling that the whole person is warmed to the heart by the dazzling bright light.

I don't like cloudy days.

I don't like the gray dark clouds, and it weighs heavily on my heart.

——From the monologue of ten-year-old Lin Sha.