Heart has a thousand knots

Chapter 8

Inside the cover of the diary.The diary has been blank since March [-] when I left Chengdu.

Don't think about it, never forget it.She is always in the deepest part of my heart, and I miss her all the time.Once free, the thoughts become clearer.

"Okay, okay, don't be embarrassing, who wants your birthday present? It's just teasing you, brat." Seeing me looking at the bracelet, Jiang Qiuyue shook her hand in front of my eyes.

"Momo, Xiaoshi is your...boyfriend?" Jiang Qiuyue stuttered, as if she was a little nervous.

"How do you know Xiaoshi?" My first reaction was, did she read my diary?Facts quickly proved that my reaction was only due to some dark thoughts, and these dark thoughts all stemmed from an extreme reliance on safety in my heart.I am an insecure person.

"That day, by the green lake, you called this name." Jiang Qiuyue said slowly, "The way you burst into tears made me feel a little...distressed. Later, I went to Shangri-La, in a small hotel, and heard from the boss There is a single girl from Sichuan who suffers from severe altitude sickness... My first impression is that the boss is talking about you. Sure enough, hehe." Jiang Qiuyue laughed again.

It turned out that Jiang Qiuyue noticed me in Kunming.This, made me a little surprised.

My ancestral home is Hebei, and later my family moved to Liaoning, a steel city famous all over the country...Jiang Qiuyue looked at the ceiling and said.

"Anshan?" I asked.

"Yes, Anshan. Have you been there?"

Sichuan is far away from Liaoning. On the map of China, one is located in the southwest and the other is far in the northeast.I shake my head.

"When I was in middle school in Shijiazhuang, I fell in love with a classmate. Later, I transferred to Anshan. I often exchanged letters with her. At that time, while waiting for her letter, I was expecting and anxious..." said Here, Jiang Qiuyue stopped.

"And then?" I couldn't help asking.

"Later, she went to Liaoning." She laughed, "Going to Shenyang for college."

"For you, you got into Shenyang?" My question and answer were all logical.

"However, I didn't go to college, but went to work in a state-owned enterprise." Jiang Qiuyue sighed, "I was too young at that time, and didn't know what I really needed. It is obviously a precious thing, and you won't know until you lose it. Its importance to you. Perhaps, it is because of the loss that it becomes more precious."

Yes, some people say that there are three sufferings in the world: the first suffering is that you can’t get it, so you suffer; the second suffering is that you pay a lot of price, but you get it, but it’s just that, so you feel painful; the third suffering is that you give up easily. , but later found that it is so important in your life, so you suffer.

Aftertaste in pain, those lost things appear precious.

"Later, I got married and had children. I always thought that I could follow this life trajectory as a matter of course. However, after I got married, I regretted it. I found that marriage did not bring me the stability and peace I wanted. Of course, Let alone talk about happiness. At that time, I realized how stupid my choice was. However, it was too late..."

"Then what about the person you like, who didn't come to see you?" I was a little puzzled, why didn't I choose to be with the person I like?

"After I got married, she went abroad. She never came back. I asked for a divorce, but the other party refused. So I quit my job in a state-owned enterprise. When my child was two years old, Han Shu suggested that I develop in Shanghai."

"Is Han Shu from your hometown?" I was a little curious, "from Anshan, or from Shijiazhuang?" After meeting Han Shu in Die Lianhua, I had a strong intuition, as Jiang Qiuyue said, this is a story with a story woman.

"No, she is from Jilin. She is a college classmate with her. Han Shu fell in love with someone in middle school, and secretly wrote love letters to him, one after another. Later, the other party told the teacher about it. Han Shu Shu was severely punished and expelled from school.

"Later, she changed her name to Han Shu, changed schools, and vowed to make the other party fall in love with her, and then abandon him. You are young, always restless." Jiang Qiuyue smiled wryly.

"In the end, did you really get revenge?" My curiosity came again.

"After the other party got married, she fell in love with her again. After the divorce, she wanted to be with her. She didn't even touch the other party's body, even if they slept in the same bed, under the same quilt."

"Once, the other party wanted her when he was drunk. She didn't move at all, and told the other party the truth about being with her. The man cried, shouted, and said: 'Han Shu, you think you won't sleep with me, Didn't you take revenge on me?!'”

I was stunned, what kind of love is this, what kind of person?

"Later, Han Shu drifted to Shanghai and opened this store. And that person, who began to appear beside all kinds of men, became notorious..."

Wait a minute, Han Shu likes that man, how can he be with a man... I'm confused.

"Because..." Jiang Qiuyue looked at me, and after a long time she replied quietly, "The person Han Shu likes is a woman."

"Then, the person you like..." I looked at Jiang Qiuyue, vaguely having an answer in my heart, but I wanted her to confirm it for herself.

Before I finished speaking, she quickly replied: "It's also a woman."

There was an unnerving silence in the room.

Momo...Jiang Qiuyue called me.I hummed, but didn't talk.Sleepy?she asked.

No.I turned my back to her, thinking about random things.

"Are you afraid of me?" Jiang Qiuyue asked again. "What's there to be afraid of? They're not cannibals..." I muttered.

"Small," Jiang Qiuyue smiled, "Be careful, I'll really eat you up. It's just that your boyfriend will not let you go."

"How can I have a boyfriend?" This Jiang Qiuyue, like a big child, was talking nonsense, angry and funny.

"Xiaoshi, the one you cried and yelled." Jiang Qiuyue picked up which pot, "It's my birthday today. After hearing all the beautiful and beautiful stories I told you, I don't want to talk about yours." Let’s reciprocate the story, too?”

Xiaoshi... I bit my lip and said, she is also a woman.

No wonder, I said, big man, it's so hypocritical to choose a girl's name.It turned out to be... Jiang Qiuyue laughed again, as if she was quite satisfied with the answer.

It was two o'clock in the morning, and Jiang Qiuyue couldn't help but yawned.

"Sister, happy birthday!" Looking into Jiang Qiuyue's eyes, I said this belated blessing to her.

"How about this, you hug me to sleep tonight, it's a compensation for my birthday." After Jiang Qiuyue finished speaking, she didn't allow me to respond, and put her arm around my waist.

There was a faint jasmine fragrance on Jiang Qiuyue's body, which smelled very good.Holding her head, breathing in her fragrance, I closed my eyes.

Taking advantage of my unpreparedness, Jiang Qiuyue quickly pecked my face: Good night, Momo.Before she could react, Jiang Qiuyue buried her head in my arms, wrapped her hands around me, and didn't move, as docile as a well-behaved kitten.

Shanghai in May is gloomy and humid.Amid Jiang Qiuyue's even breathing, my drowsiness slowly occupied my brain.

The night I hugged Jiang Qiuyue to sleep for the first time was also the first time I slept in the same bed with someone else and slept most peacefully.

([-]) Passionate is always annoyed by ruthless

In September, Buyue got the list of Hengyuan Real Estate's newly developed real estate in Minhang District.Among the many powerful advertising companies, Buyue's ability to get this list has a lot to do with Chen Zijian.

As the general manager of Hengyuan Real Estate and the actual head of the entire group, Chen Zijian's few words, even frowning, can affect whether Buyue can win the bidding.

Even a blind man could tell that Chen Zijian's affection for Jiang Qiuyue was clearly revealed between his brows and eyes.

Chen Zijian made more and more appointments with Jiang Qiuyue.

When Yu Xiaoman was discussing the planning case with me, the topic involuntarily turned to Chen Zijian and Jiang Qiuyue: Hey, tell me, Mr. Jiang and Mr. Chen, will there be any results?

This kind of topic has never been my specialty.Ignore her, it seems that she is not interesting.So, I smiled at her and spread my hands: I don't know about this.

They are quite a good match, Mr. Chen is handsome, rich, and has a deep affection for Mr. Jiang; as for Mr. Jiang, he is beautiful and capable - if I were Mr. Jiang, I would agree.Such a good man is almost perfect... Yu Xiaoman raised his head and rested his chin with a pen.

Hey, Momo, do you have a boyfriend?Seeing that I didn't strike up a conversation, Yu Xiaoman focused on me.

no, what happened?I perfunctory her and answered slowly.

Who would believe that a graduate from a prestigious school is so talented... Yu Xiaoman looked skeptical.

"Really not," I teased, "An ugly girl like me can't get married in Sichuan. Who made Sichuan rich?"

"That's a man with blind eyes." Yu Xiaoman leaned on the partition of my workbench and said, "I'll introduce you to one another day, the Prince Charming type."

"The prince has already been snatched away by others. The one riding the white horse may not be the prince, but maybe the birdman." Thinking of this sentence in a magazine, I continued to tease.

"Come on, let's return Tang Seng." Yu Xiaoman was also happy, "You said that the white horse is gone, and the black horse will be gone, otherwise, the rest will be mules..."

You two, get the plan out as soon as possible.Jiang Qiuyue stood behind Yu Xiaoman and said coldly.

Yu Xiaoman stuck out her tongue and hurried back to her seat.

Come to my office.Jiang Qiuyue waited for Yu Xiaoman to sit back, and said in a slightly creepy tone.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, I was a little embarrassed and pushed open the door of Jiang Qiuyue's office.

"During working hours, don't chat a few words." Jiang Qiuyue didn't look at me, and said sullenly, "Let's go out."

Momo... walked to the door, Jiang Qiuyue called me.

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