Heart has a thousand knots

Chapter 18

The incense in the De Temple and Lingquan Temple is particularly strong, and they all come to worship the eldest sister and the second sister.Among them, Guangde Temple has a relatively long history. It existed in the Han Dynasty. During Song Zhenzong's reign, it was conferred the title of "Guangli Temple" and was known as the "Royal Zen Forest". It was hundreds of years earlier than Emei. The Avalokitesvara Dojo. "

"Momo, how do you know so much?" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me, a little surprised.

"Because I have the roots of wisdom." I laughed, "Maybe, I will be her disciple in the future, and I will be ordained under the lotus platform."

"Nonsense!" Jiang Qiuyue was annoyed, "Look at you, you're crazy!" Turned around and left.

"Okay, just kidding." I rushed up and grabbed her hand, "I am like this, the six roots are not clean, and Bodhisattvas don't want it either."

Jiang Qiuyue shook off my hand and continued walking.I walked a few steps, and grabbed her hand again: "I'm practicing here at Yueyue, is that okay, benefactor?"

"You, you, hey——" Jiang Qiuyue couldn't help laughing, and smiled.

At noon, order a vegetarian meal at Yuanqi Building. "Avalokitesvara watched, so I had no choice but to be a vegetarian." I said.

Jiang Qiuyue flipped through the menu, then looked at me after a while: "Hey, let me tell you, don't you really like meat?"

"Yeah, I want to eat at this time..." I frowned and looked at her.

"Go to eat seafood at night, you get over it first. Okay?" Jiang Qiuyue said.

I took a chopstick in each hand, crossed it into a cross, and stared at her face: "It's okay, you can eat with beauty."

"This Sichuan not only produces pandas, but also hot pot, Malatang, and perverts are also specialties?" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me seriously and said.

I cover my mouth.Jiang Qiuyue smiled: "Small."

In the afternoon, go to the ends of the earth.Before coming to Sanya, the related poems and legends had already captured my imagination.The Tianya Haijiao presented in front of you is a tropical landscape composed of boulders, sandy beaches and coconut trees.

"The end of the world is insignificant, and the corner of the earth is long." When you travel to the end of the world, you will leave the troubles of the world behind, leaving only the people in this scene.Standing under the love stone, I meditate in my heart: May our years be quiet and peaceful, and this world be stable.

Jiang Qiuyue held up the camera and kept pointing the lens at me.Eyes full of tropical scenery, heart full of tenderness, the woman in front of me, my heart is full of love for you, can you feel it?Even if we face each other and hold hands, we can't get rid of our thoughts about you.Can you let me just love you like this?

"What are you thinking?" Jiang Qiuyue stared at me.

Forever and ever, this love lasts forever.I don't want to "hate" and regret the rest of my life after I have loved, so changing one word of these two lines of poems can match my state of mind.

"What about you, why do you keep pointing at me with the camera?" I smiled, "I don't see the beautiful scenery." Some things, seen with the eyes, remembered with the heart, and settled in the bottom of my heart, are far more precious than the memories copied with the camera. The meaning is longer.

"Who said I didn't see the scenery?" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me from the camera, "Now, you are my scenery."

"Are you writing poetry?" I dodged her camera, "It's disgusting enough."

"I have to write this poem for me." Jiang Qiuyue put down the camera, "Yu Xiaoman's writing skills are far inferior to yours. The light in your head is enough to dim her color."

"You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery, and the people who look at the scenery look at you upstairs. The bright moon adorns your window, and you adorn other people's dreams." The rich and meaningful feelings, the endless charm, once fascinated me, but now I taste it carefully, and I have a special feeling in my heart.

If possible, let the curved river and moon in front of me shine on the window of my heart; my heart follows the moonlight.May I be like a star king like a moon, with bright and clean night and night streams.In this life, in this life, never leave.

if it is possible.if it is possible!

Later, Jiang Qiuyue and I sat on the rocks by the beach, our fingers intertwined, and neither of us spoke. We quietly listened to the gentle sound of the waves slowly walking on the beach, touched the sand and kissed the rocks over and over again.The setting sun sank into the sky little by little, the sea waves surged with golden light, and a lone sail drifted far away on the sparkling waves.

(27) When people become passionate and passionate, they become thinner

On weekends, go to Dielianhua.

It was still early, and there were not many people in Dielianhua.Han Shu came out from the room, and Jiang Qiuyue hugged her: "Shopkeeper, don't you think I don't?" Han Shu patted her on the back, jokingly: "Nowadays, everyone has masters, how dare you think about it? "Winking at me, laughing.

Xiaobai was also there, talking and laughing at a girl with long hair.See me, wave to me.Walking over, Xiaobai introduced, "My girlfriend."

"Hello, Shen Momo." I stretched out my hand, and the girl held my hand and smiled brightly: "I heard Xiaobai mention it. But, I'm not her girlfriend." Two dimples, very cute.Xiaobai lowered his head, covered his face, and let out a somewhat exaggerated moan of despair: "Oh my god——"

After sitting for a while, the girl said that there were activities in the club, so she got up and left.

"Long time no see. I asked the shopkeeper that you guys went on a trip. Honeymoon?" Xiaobai smiled sinisterly, baring his teeth on purpose, "Have you taken it?"

"You, you are not serious." I smiled and shook my head, "Have you quit drinking?" I noticed the tea in her cup and was puzzled.

"She doesn't like it." She smiled.I was a little surprised: "This time, did you worship the Buddha?"

"In your eyes, I'm just a philandering radish, right?" Xiaobai picked up his cup and took a sip. "It's not a choice to like women. You're not born with a philandering heart. At least, that's how it is for me."

Xiaobai's serious appearance forced me to sit upright and listen to her story with sincerity.

"When I was in middle school, I was very famous in school. As for why I am famous, I don't know why. Maybe I am too boyish. Sometimes going into the women's restroom will cause a disturbance. However, playing with me Okay, they are all girls. The first love, I met at that time. Hearing some of my legends, she came to our class to see me. Later, they became lovers. Until the age of 20...

"The family began to find a partner for her, and kept going on blind dates. She shirked it for various reasons. She couldn't shirk it, so she ran away and went outside to find a job. At that time, I was in Qingdao, and she came to me. Maybe it was because I was too young. , I didn’t know how to share the burden. So, two years later, she got married. And I started to make friends with all kinds of women and get entangled with them. Even, there was a colleague, who was outside the circle, in order to get along with me Together, divorced."

Xiaobai smiled wryly: "I'm like a hedgehog. My heart can't calm down for a moment. After I went back to my hometown to do business, my first love came to me, and we were together again. She told me that when I gave birth to a child, I will marry you." That man divorced and stayed with me. After all these years, she still loves me. "

"You waited, didn't you?" I asked.

"Yes, I will wait for her to give birth and confinement. She asked me to be patient, and she can leave when the child is weaned. I can't let the child be motherless, so I wait again. Wait until her twin sons are full She still has no intention of divorce. She came to me every now and then to go shopping with her. Later, she fell ill, and I was shocked, fearing that she would be incurable.

"At this time, she no longer contacted me. She knew that I cared about her. After contacting her, I asked her to go to a big hospital for a thorough examination."

"Are you okay?" I was a little nervous.

"Fortunately, it's benign and needs an operation." Xiaobai smiled lightly, "She asked me how much I would pay her if she had the operation. You know, no matter how simple a relationship is, it doesn't matter if this desire is involved. Simple. I even thought, in her eyes, I am still the same me who loved her in the past; and in my heart, is she still the same as before?"

"How do you reply to her?"

"I half-jokingly and half-seriously said: 'How much do you think I'll pay?' She asked back: 'I'm asking you, how much are you willing to pay for me? You can pay as much as you think I'm worth.' Haha, that's ridiculous. What I wanted was completely different from what she gave me!" Xiaobai smiled with tears in his eyes.

I patted her on the shoulder, not knowing what to say.We just want a pure relationship, but you can't guarantee that the person you meet and those things are as pure as you imagine.You put in a lot of effort to find what you want, but that's it.The pain in my heart can only be diluted with time.

Love is never equal.

"Isn't it just money? Give it to her if you want, I don't hesitate. But, is this the relationship I want? After that, I started fooling around with different women. Go crazy in bed, forget each other when you get out of bed, don't worry about it, You don't have to feel bad..."

"Until I met her." Xiao Bai's eyes brightened up.

"After I met her, I cut off all relationships with women. If she is willing to accept me, I plan to transfer the business to someone else and stay in Shanghai to find a job." Xiaobai's expression was very serious.

"The revolution has not yet succeeded, you have to work hard." I patted her on the shoulder again, and while looking at the door next to the bar, I muttered in my heart, Jiang Qiuyue was dragged into the room by Han Shu to talk, and she still hasn't come out yet.

When she came out and got into the car, my eyes never left her face.

"What's wrong?" she asked, noticing that I was staring at her.

"Ah, it's nothing," I said, "I look at my daughter-in-law, afraid that she will be kidnapped, and I feel pressure."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Jiang Qiuyue laughed, "Who is your wife? Bastard——"

After getting along with Jiang Qiuyue for a long time, my dialect taste disappeared unconsciously. When I opened my mouth, people who didn't know it would never think that I was an authentic Sichuanese.

In Sichuan, she should