mousepad-d2 Chapter 18 Jealous
Chapter 18 Jealous
"Oh, I never knew that the Mafia is so united and helpful?"
Osamu Dazai smiled so much that his eyes were bent, his eyebrows were raised eight degrees, he put his hands in his pockets and blocked the door of Nakahara Nakaya's house, blocking the two of them tightly, without any intention of letting them in. As if this was his own home, his voice was calm and flat, as if he was really greeting an acquaintance.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke is very familiar with Dazai Osamu's eyes, there is clearly nothing wrong with it, but it is actually a combination of rage and disgust, all written in the gentle pupils, hidden at the bottom, is the severe cold wrapped in the spring breeze, full of anger .He handed back the key in his hand to Nakahara Chuya, turned his head and left without saying a word. He is not a person who likes to get involved in meaningless things. It was just a whim when he proposed to accompany Nakahara Nakaya home just now. If you are interrupted, you will not continue.
"Good dogs don't block the way." Nakahara took the key, pushed Dazai Osamu who was still blocking the door, and walked home, hanging his coat on the hanger, but was grabbed by the arm, restricting his pace.
"Are you so impatient to change to an Alpha?" Osamu Dazai freed his other hand to close the door, completely lost the smile just now, turning his face faster than turning a book, and asked in a deep voice, mixed with not knowing the emotion of the name.
"Why are you so nervous?" Nakahara Nakahara wanted to shake off Osamu Dazai's hand that was confining him. Who knew that his strength was so strong this time, or that his physical strength had not fully recovered after being affected by the anesthetic, and even his hands trembled. Unable to break free, Nakahara gave up struggling, turned around and faced Osamu Dazai: "So many Omegas are not enough for you to spoil?"
Osamu Dazai was stopped by Chuya Nakahara's blurted question, his slightly stunned expression seemed to be acquiescing, Chuya Nakahara was very uncomfortable, and he didn't want to bother with him anymore, he just wanted to drink a cup of hot water now , To get rid of the cold in the body, so that the lower abdomen can feel more comfortable. This time, he broke free very smoothly, and it was not as big a confinement as before.
Damn, I must be crazy, Zhongyuan Zhong also scolded himself directly in his heart, wishing he could slap himself on the spot again, this kind of words sounded like a housewife Omega found out her husband cheated and cried weakly His questioning was full of girly air, Osamu Dazai must have ridiculed him to death.But his judgment was wrong. In the recent events, many of them have deviated from his predictions and estimates, and are heading towards an unknown development. Seriously, if vinegar could explode, this place would be in ruins by now.
"Is Chuuya jealous?" Osamu Dazai said abruptly, his voice was not loud enough, but he was full of confidence. He was as decisive as before, like a fire that ignited the sparks in Zhongya in the Central Plains. All the flames that had been extinguished burned up, and sparks flew everywhere, burning all combustibles.
"I really underestimated you, are you so narcissistic?" Zhongya Nakahara turned his head and pointed the middle finger at Osamu Dazai, with a sarcasm on his face, trying to retaliate: "So you are jealous, Dazai?" ?”
Osamu Dazai didn't avoid Nakahara Chuya's eyes, nor did he deny or cover up, he answered the question seriously: "Yes, I'm jealous, Chuya."
I'm really jealous, Chuya.
Dazai Osamu seemed to let go of something, facing Nakahara Chuya's eyes, he let out a breath: "If you want to say tiresome love words, Chuya will definitely not believe it, but if there is any reason why I won't say it again. If you want to commit suicide, it is because of Chuya——for this filthy world, for the filthy me, a hope of survival."
"Ah, never thought I'd have to confess to a slug one day."
Osamu Dazai extended his hand to Chuya Nakahara with a smile: "After the mission is over, let's get married, Chuya."
Nakahara Chuya's gaze fell into the frankness. Dazai Osamu is indeed a transparent but difficult to understand person. The more sincere he looks, the more scheming he hides. It is very easy to fall into Dazai Osamu's trap, his mind is as transparent as his sea-blue eyes, as long as he learns the skill of conquering, he can easily ride the waves and see clearly in his eyes All thoughts.But Osamu Dazai can't do it, Osamu Dazai's eyes are as deep as the color of a kite, and he hides all his thoughts, leaving only a little fur, so that people can understand a little, but they can't fully understand, no one knows what is hidden What's the part, even Zhongyuanzhong can't do it, their tacit understanding has always only existed in the unilateral understanding of Dazai Zhizhi in seeing through their minds, Zhongyuanzhong also failed to understand Dazaizhi thoroughly, his love crashed into The cotton is completely absorbed and limp, unable to exert any force.
"I know that you have been to the hospital several times, and you also know the reason for avoiding me during the susceptible period. If it is because of the problem that the genital cavity can no longer give birth, then stop avoiding me. Don't run away, Zhong Ye."
"I like Chuya, not a child."
Nakahara could not see the light in Osamu Dazai's eyes, and he might have understood a little bit when they looked at each other in the hospital. He was confused in the cloud, and Osamu Dazai is a person who does not belong to this world. He is different from ordinary people's intelligence. And the despair of the world has made the smiling tiger who wears a smiling mask every day. He needs a light that allows him to continue to light up hope for the world to save him from the misery of this world.
"Osamu Dazai...you're a——asshole."
Nakahara also dropped the cup he just took in his hand, and the crisp sound crackled on the floor. He stepped forward aggressively and walked up to Osamu Dazai. He gritted his teeth, almost tearing Osamu Dazai apart. According to the situation, he should have punched Osamu Dazai until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen.Nakahara Chuya still wore black gloves on his hands, and a round arm exposed between the sleeves and the gloves was glowing white in the sun. He grabbed Osamu Dazai by the collar and forced him to bend down , They have done this action several times before, only this time it was really angry.
There was a smile on the corner of Dazai Osamu's mouth, and his eyes met Nakahara Chuya, as if he wanted to prove that his words were true, and he showed all his thoughts to Nakahara Chuya—this is not a trick to tease girls, It's not a prank to lure you into the bait, and it's not a fake love that is played on the spot.
The reason for their conflicts is jealousy, mutual jealousy, both sides pretending to be confused jealousy, there is a sour smell between them, a sour taste mixed with sex, an unspeakable sour.It's also distrust, damn it, how can there be such a thing as distrust in love?
Crazy, they exchanged a gnawing kiss, with a strong smell of blood, blood beads oozing from the broken lips, they were sucked in the mouth as soon as they came out, mixed with body fluid, passed between the two mouths, the tip of the tongue intertwined Twisting to seize the dominance, Nakahara Chuya tightened Dazai's collar even more. He didn't close his eyes, making it clear that he wanted to strangle Dazai to death.Dazai Osamu's hand slid all the way down Nakahara Chuya's back, staying on his waist and buttocks. With one hand, he dragged the little man who was struggling to raise his head to kiss into his arms, and the small one was completely buried in his arms. , was firmly covered by a brown windbreaker.
Nakahara Nakahara's breath was stopped by the hooligan-like action, and he was also a little distracted. In order to maintain his balance, he had to let go of the hand that was holding Osamu Dazai's neckline, and went to wrap his arms around his neck, closing the distance between the two of them. The unilateral venting of hatred has completely turned into the pandering of both sides, and the gentle web of pheromones has captured this irritable prey, tamed him, and cannibalized him.
Osamu Dazai thought his light was about to go out, counted it once when he was pushed to other Omega by Nakahara Chuya, and when he rushed to the clock tower according to the location of Nakahara Chuya’s mobile phone, he saw Nakahara Chukazu lying on the ground holding a gun Count it once when he is in Fenris, and count it once when he sees Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Nakahara Chuya coming back together.In love, who is not a person who is easy to be glassy and small-hearted, and the fact that Osamu Dazai dare not deny is that he cannot maintain his usual ease and ease when facing these things in Chuya Nakahara, and his every move is involved. Looking at his emotions, it seemed that he was deeply fettered by a curse.He figured it out, he couldn't let Nakahara Chuya escape anymore, he had to explain everything clearly.
All the unspeakable and unexplainable things between them can be dissolved in the kiss. They know each other's mind, but they are just like timid children who dare not test, confirm, or ask. Hugging and kissing, wanting to completely possess everything about the other person, love is so simple, but it is so complicated by other irrelevant and complicated side issues that it is difficult to understand clearly.
Nakahara Chuya's mind echoed Dazai Osamu's promise over and over again, he said, let's get married, Chuya.
The corners of the lips of the two were already moistened by the unswallowable body fluid, and the sound of tsk-tsk water echoed in the ears, accompanied by the intertwined smell of pheromones, when Dazai Osamu put Nakahara Nakaya on the bed, the two kissed A little room for pause.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, so don't miss me too much." Osamu Dazai pressed his forehead against Nakahara Chuya, and said in a hoarse voice.
The first thought that popped into Nakahara Nakahara's mind was Osamu Dazai's defection two years ago, and he disappeared without a trace. When they met again, the two stood on opposite sides, facing each other, and the position next to them was replaced by a new partner. , The tacit cooperation between them is not as good as Nakahara Chuya and Dazai Osamu, but they fit well enough.
Nakahara Chuya’s temperature that had just been ignited dropped to zero again. He kicked the guy who was pressing on him away, flipped him on the bed next to him, sat up to straighten the messed up neckline, Osamu Dazai Knowing that Zhongya Zhongya is angry, although he doesn't know the reason, but he just likes to watch Zhongya Zhongya's funny little emotions, and then he opens his mouth to finish the rest: "It's a mission, I'll be back in a few days .”
Osamu Dazai paused, and added: "Together with my partner."
The "partner" in his words could not refer to himself. Nakahara Chuya's mood went on a roller coaster several times in a few seconds. He turned the dagger on his body into a pattern in his hand and stabbed it heavily in Dazai Osamu's crotch , punctured the bed and reached the wooden structure at the bottom, without scratching anywhere, not even the fabric, but it was only a few millimeters away, he smiled and winked at Osamu Dazai: "The work is going well."
This is why Nakahara Chuya’s emotions are easy to identify. If he is in a good mood, he must have a quarrel with Osamu Dazai to feel comfortable, but with such a "kind" greeting, it is not a little bit unhappy , which is pissed off.
Osamu Dazai doesn't know what to do when it's good, he doesn't feel uncomfortable if he doesn't get angry with Nakahara Chuya, he leans forward like an itchy skin and continues to tease Nakahara Chuya, but it's a pity that Nakahara Chuya doesn't seem to want to continue today Meaning to argue with him, I tidied up my clothes and left the bedroom.Only then did Osamu Dazai have time to think about the reason why Akutagawa Ryunosuke sent Chuya Nakahara back. It couldn't be because he drove Chuya Nakahara's car into the river. Find a subordinate to give it to me, is it really a big problem with the genital cavity?
"Not feeling well again?" Osamu Dazai followed Nakahara Nakaya to the kitchen. He thought he would find a bottle of wine from the cupboard, but in the end he just picked another glass and poured water to drink, and the hot water evaporated The dense mist formed a white mist under the light, his eyes moved down, and stayed on the lower abdomen that had been pressed intentionally or unintentionally in the Central Plains, and he frowned and asked aloud.
"Ask knowingly?" Nakahara Naka did not heal Dazai's face, he was getting angry, and the pain that had been reduced due to lingering came back again. This is not a pain of death or life, it is like a thorn in the body, Occasionally there is a mild pain that is both subtle and annoying.
Osamu Dazai sighed, a feeling of taking care of children spontaneously arose. Nakahara Chuya really didn't eat well during this time, and he should be uncomfortable. He walked towards the door and left a message for Nakahara Chuya: "I'm going to buy dinner, you wait at home obediently for me to come back."
With a doting tone as if he was coaxing a three-year-old, Zhongyuan Zhong also squeezed the cup tightly in disgust, and muttered: "Who asked where you are going?"
As soon as Osamu Dazai went out, Chuya Nakahara received a call. It was from Ryunosuke Akutagawa. The voice of the man on the other end of the receiver was the ice of the North Pole. The female Omega, the bell tower is the only clue."
"Let's go check it out tomorrow." Zhongya Nakahara couldn't figure out why such a person with such obvious appearance seemed to have evaporated in Yokohama. Could it be that Fenris is transparent in the eyes of others?At the moment, he doesn't care about whether his stomach is uncomfortable or not, even if he plans to go to the hospital for another examination tomorrow.
Anyway, even if Osamu Dazai gave him such a reassurance, he would still tell him about the pregnancy after the mission is over. As long as he thinks about this guy who always thinks he can guess everything right, no matter what Unexpectedly, he was actually pregnant, which is a joy to laugh at for a year.
"I'll take someone there." Akutagawa Ryunosuke acquiesced to Chuya Nakahara's proposal, which was what he originally thought.
"I'm with you." Zhongya Nakahara followed up. If he could make any progress at the clock tower, then he would be more than one progress faster than Osamu Dazai. Naturally, he would not waste this opportunity.As for Dazai?Let him go to hell, perform all the tasks with his new love partner if he has the ability, and don't look back for himself, this philandering carrot, just a promise of marriage is trying to trick him?It's too simple.
The dinner that Dazai Osamu brought to Nakahara Chuya was very suitable for his appetite. Nakahara Nakaya, who hadn’t eaten well for a long time, was satisfied with both senses of taste buds and fullness. However, this did not become a reason for Dazai Osamu to stay and continue to stay. After dinner, he was kicked out of the apartment by Zhongya Zhongyuan. No amount of good words was useless. He even gave reasons such as "the unwell Omega needs the comfort of Alpha pheromone", and he didn't get any favor from Zhongya Zhongyuan. Shaken, playing with fire is probably the one he was talking about.
Nakahara got up just after dawn. This trip to the other side of Yokohama will take at least two or three days. If there are problems and difficulties in the investigation, it may take a little longer. Just think about it. As soon as Osamu Dazai came back from a mission and found that he and Ryunosuke Akutagawa were missing at the same time and didn't know what it would be like to be jealous, Nakahara Chu laughed while putting on his clothes, not feeling how naive his idea was at all.
In any case, he was very satisfied with Osamu Dazai's straightforward admission of jealousy, after all, depending on Osamu Dazai's embarrassment, there was only such a sure way left.
The specially arranged car waited early at the mafia stronghold. When Nakahara Nakaya got there, he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke waiting beside him with a small black suitcase from a distance. Nakahara Nakahara couldn't help it. He cursed secretly, if Osamu Dazai hadn't ruined his car, why would he share a car with this iceberg-like guy.
"It's relatively barren, close to the outskirts of mountainous areas, and most of the residents live by farming, and have been out of touch with the city center for a long time."
While sitting in the car, Nakahara listened to Akutagawa Ryunosuke read the information in his hand, like a lullaby, he had no interest in how poor this ghostly place was, he just wanted to know what happened to the clock tower and Fenris What kind of connection? Why can't I find her in the Yokohama residents' information? Even in remote places, there will be resident registration. This is too weird. Could it be that there are other forces that are helping after this? and covert operations?
The more he thought about it, the more outrageous it became. Nakahara Chuya retracted his imagination and fell asleep in a more comfortable position on the soft seat. This time it was Dazai Osamu and his partner Kunikida Doppo who jumped into his mind sitting like this. In the scene of carrying out missions in the same car, they must be much more harmonious than themselves and Ryunosuke Akutagawa, and they may not necessarily be talking and laughing.Damn, I'm jealous anyway, Nakahara Chuya's sleepiness was completely disturbed by my own imagination, until Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was sitting by the side playing with his mobile phone, cast a strange look.
"...Please refrain from pheromones." Akutagawa Ryunosuke coughed lightly as a reminder.
Even if he didn't add the title Zhong Yuanzhong, he knew that he was talking about himself. The subordinate who drove the car was a Beta. How could there be pheromones? He and Akutagawa Ryunosuke fought in the car.
Zhongyuan was also woken up by shaking, not man-made, but the bumpy road, which abruptly woke him up from his sleep, tossing and turning was really annoying.He looked out of the car window sleepily, the sky had begun to darken, he only woke up halfway to eat a little bento, his poor appetite made him give up his plan to continue eating, and then he began to feel drowsy again. The lethargy from the past is on full display today.
"Are you there?" Nakahara Chuya asked a question, and got a nod from Akutagawa Ryunosuke.
As Akutagawa Ryunosuke said in the car, this place is really desolate. Those who didn’t know thought they had arrived in a desert prairie. There were no villages or shops behind. There are people living there.After Nakahara got out of the car, he looked around and took a deep breath of the fresh natural air. He was bored in the car for almost a day, and only Akutagawa Ryunosuke's tea-flavored pheromone remained in his lungs.Their place of accommodation is the only hotel in the vicinity. There is not even a hotel. This is already the best accommodation condition. When Zhong Yuan was standing at the reception desk with a suitcase and asked about the suite, he was lucky to find that there were only two hotels left in the hotel. There is a suite, enough for him and Akutagawa Ryunosuke to share.
Zhong Yuanzhong also breathed a sigh of relief, intending to open his mouth to book these two rooms, when a voice that was a full head taller behind him came from diagonally above his head: "I want these two rooms."
Nakahara Chuya has never suffered such a big grievance in his life. Except Dazai Osamu, no one dares to speak from the top of his head. Anyone who dares to do so is already in the mass grave, but the voice is familiar. Feeling the urge to beat someone up, Zhongyuan Zhong also turned his head angrily with a dark face, to see which guy who is not afraid of death is robbing the room in front of him, and still wants to sleep in the room?Sleep in the cemetery.
As soon as he turned his head, a face with a peachy smile appeared in front of his eyes, the corners of his eyes were upturned, and Zhongya Nakahara said "Damn Dazai" like a stick in his throat.