The steel straight man reborn never bends

Chapter 14 Love Is Not Logical

Because of the unhappiness at noon, Mo Nanfei didn't dare to go back to work for the whole lunch break. He waited until the class bell rang before sneaking in through the back door like a thief.

As a result, Ji Mingxi was not in his seat at all.

"Hey, where's Ji Mingxi?" The beautiful English teacher noticed the absence of her favorite student at a glance.

Without even thinking about it, Mo Nanfei took cover for his "good brother", and said righteously, "He has diarrhea!"

It sounded like a bell.

Fu Xiyu on the side laughed sullenly.

Mo Nanfei glared at him angrily—laughing at you for being paralyzed, it's not all your fault!

Although he really wanted to throw the blame on Fu Xiyu's head like this, he also knew in his heart that the real owner of the blame was himself.

They clearly vowed that they would never distance themselves from each other because of Ji Mingxi's orientation, but as soon as they knew what he wanted, they hurriedly pushed him towards someone who was not even reliable, like throwing something stinky. Like unsmelly garbage, for fear of dirtying my hands.

Although this wasn't the reason for his brain twitching, in Ji Mingxi's view, that was the case.

He suddenly thought of the news about comrades committing suicide that he had seen before, most of them were because they were not understood by family and friends, or even hated, fell into a situation of isolation and helplessness, and finally ended their lives without love.

Ji Mingxi looked like a person with a strong heart, but the stronger the heart, the more he suffered a blow that could hurt them, it would be fatal.

Thinking that Ji Mingxi might be choosing a way to leave this world at this moment, Mo Nanfei couldn't sit still any longer, didn't report, and rushed out of the classroom like the wind.

English teacher:"?"

Fu Xiyu was also very righteous: "He also had diarrhea."

Mo Nanfei finally found Ji Mingxi on the top of the clock tower.

With a heart full of ups and downs, he turned around the school, and after seeing Ji Mingxi sitting in the corner safe and sound, his heart finally fell to the ground.

In the end, he lifted it up again before he had settled down——Ji Mingxi stood up facing Mo Nanfei, leaning his elbows on the edge of the wall, his entire upper body leaning back slightly, showing a danger of turning into a wind at any time attitude.

Mo Nanfei stopped abruptly, staring at Ji Mingxi with a pale face.

Ji Ming looked at him blankly: "Hiding me here?"

Seeing that Ji Mingxi misunderstood his purpose of coming, Mo Nanfei hurriedly explained: "I'm here to find you!"

Ji Mingxi remained expressionless: "What's the matter?"

Faced with Ji Mingxi's so blunt and indifferent tone, Mo Nanfei became more and more sure that his worries were right, but he didn't know what to say at such a time to have a positive effect, so he was so anxious that he broke out in a cold sweat.After glancing at a large black smear of unknown origin on the hem of Ji Mingxi's shirt from the corner of his eye, the panic in his heart climbed to a peak.

Ji Mingxi, who insisted on wearing a suit even in his 80s, let his clothes get dirty like this, how indifferent he is to his own life!

Mo Nanfei took a step forward involuntarily, and was surprised to find that Ji Mingxi did not overreact to his approach.

Ji Mingxi sneered: "Why, do you think I plan to jump from here?"

Mo Nanfei immediately asked back: "Then will you jump?"

Ji Mingxi didn't answer.

Mo Nanfei's gaze was firmly locked on Ji Mingxi, and he took another step forward tentatively, but Ji Mingxi remained motionless.

He took a deep breath, rushed to Ji Mingxi at an unprecedented speed, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him away from the wall. Before he could speak, Ji Mingxi withdrew his hand , Without looking at Mo Nanfei, he turned around and walked towards the stairs.

The moment they passed by like strangers, Mo Nanfei's heart twitched suddenly, with a strong premonition that if Ji Mingxi were to leave like this, he would truly lose him forever.

"Ji Mingxi!" He called out to him in panic.

Ji Mingxi didn't stop walking.

Mo Nanfei closed his struggling eyes, and said loudly, "Try again!"

Ji Mingxi finally stopped, turned his head, and looked at Mo Nanfei puzzled: "Try what?"

Mo Nanfei opened his eyes suddenly, and with a determined expression on his face, he strode towards Ji Mingxi, and kissed him suddenly under his bewildered gaze.

Feeling Ji Mingxi's stiffness, while he was nervous, he still had a leisurely heart to feel a kind of pleasure of getting revenge for his revenge - what the hell makes you taste the taste of being kissed forcibly!

But after all, he is no worse than Ji Mingxi, he only dares to linger on his lips, not daring to penetrate at all.

But even if his lips were just touching like this, he clearly felt the tingling feeling of being electrified again.

In a secret corner of his heart, he was even secretly hoping that Ji Ming could... take the initiative.

However, until the end, Ji Mingxi did not give any response.

Mo Nanfei backed away with a blushing face, and looked down at his shoe in embarrassment, feeling a little lost and depressed.

There was no words for a long time, only the cool autumn wind blew by.

After a long time, a sigh sounded in the wind.

"I'm not overthinking, and I won't be overthinking. You don't have to force yourself to this point for me." Ji Mingxi said.

Mo Nanfei raised his head: "I didn't force myself..."

Ji Mingxi's pupils trembled.

Mo Nanfei scratched his hair irritably: "I just want to try to beg..." He stopped the car, glanced carefully at Ji Mingxi, and didn't dare to say the word "hate".

Ji Mingxi asked all the questions for him: "Then do you hate it?"

"...I don't hate it." Mo Nanfei buried his head even lower.

Ji Mingxi's eyes dimmed, he took a step closer, and asked gently: "Then do you like it?"

This question was wrapped in Ji Mingxi's unique magnetic voice, like a cluster of flames, penetrated into Mo Nanfei's ears, and burned all the way into his brain, until the paste inside boiled and made a puffing sound.

"I, I don't know!" He hurriedly dropped this sentence and ran away.

Ji Mingxi looked at his back in a panic, and the corners of his mouth slowly curled into a leisurely arc.

"I said, are you going to apply for the Chinese opera or the Beijing Film Academy?" Fu Xiyu came out from behind a pillar.

Ji Mingxi suppressed his smile, and looked at him with a serious face.

Fu Xiyu raised his eyebrows: "Didn't you find me a long time ago? Why do you act like you're overheard?"

Ji Mingxi said in a flat tone: "I'm upset when I see your face, it doesn't matter whether you eavesdrop or not."

Being rejected mercilessly, Fu Xiyu also didn't care, and said lazily: "How difficult this road is, you can't forget it in your heart. There are tens of thousands of crooked men in the world, why should you drag him straight down the quagmire?" ?”

Ji Mingxi looked directly into Fu Xiyu's eyes: "No one will love him more than me, only when he is with me can he be happy."

Fu Xiyu was shocked by the determination in Ji Mingxi's eyes, Zheng was startled, and then he said with a smile: "A lifetime is so long, and this is just the beginning, why are you so sure?"

Ji Mingxi also smiled, his smile was gloomy and gloomy.

"Because I let it go, it ended badly."

Leaving behind such an unclear sentence, Ji Mingxi walked down the bell tower.

Fu Xiyu stood there blankly, suspecting that there was something wrong with his hearing.

After confirming that Ji Mingxi would not be overwhelmed, Mo Nanfei himself began to overthink it.

Impulse is the devil.

Impulse is really a devil!

Others are "wisdom in a hurry", but when it comes to me, it becomes "eating shit in a hurry"!

Since his rebirth, the thing he was most afraid of was that Ji Mingxi would come and break him, but luckily, Ji Mingxi stopped and ran to do it himself!After this, how dare you say that you are a straight man like steel?

As if sensing Mo Nanfei's search for life and death, Ji Mingxi remained silent all afternoon without disturbing him.

It wasn't until the saxophone performance of "Going Home" started to melodiously that he turned his head, and just about to speak, Mo Nanfei stood up abruptly, looked straight ahead and said to him, "I'm going to change the chain first! "

Ji Mingxi: "Your..."

However, Mo Nanfei had already disappeared in a flash.

After rushing to the parking shed, Mo Nanfei was surprised to see that his bicycle already had a brand new chain, shining brightly under the dim light.

——In stark contrast to the black stain on the hem of Ji Mingxi's shirt.

Mo Nanfei squatted down slowly, staring at the new chain with his eyes fixed, his heart was so soft.

The chain was like the last dish on a camel, completely breaking Mo Nanfei's defenses that were full of loopholes.

The image of Ji Mingxi holding his hand with red eyes flashed in front of his eyes, the image of raindrops rolling down from his curled eyelashes flashed, the image of him standing under the street lamp looking towards him flashed, flash...

Scenes of the past are not only their past life, but also their present life.

When fate circles into a circle, is it a kind of destiny?

If Ji Mingxi's falling in love with him is a predestined thing, is this extra life just to give him a chance to see his heart clearly?

The fog that surrounded him gradually dissipated with the emergence of this thought.

Familiar footsteps came from behind.

Mo Nanfei turned his back to Ji Mingxi and lowered his head.

"I like women."

Ji Mingxi was silent for a moment, and replied lightly: "En."

"You are not a woman."

Ji Mingxi: "...um."

Mo Nanfei reached out and turned the pedals, as if testing the fit of the new chain.

"You are a male."

Ji Mingxi looked at the pedals that flew like time, and responded patiently: "Yes."

Mo Nanfei patted the ashes on his hands.

"Just like you can't like Hu Jing, I can't like you either."

The dust that was shot into the air fell into Ji Mingxi's eyes, blocking the light in his eyes.

Mo Nanfei turned around and looked straight into Ji Ming's gray eyes.

"From a logical point of view, it should be true. But the most important point, I just figured it out." He looked at him, and the relief after transparency replaced the previous tension. "Like someone, love someone, It's illogical."

Ji Mingxi's eyes instantly penetrated the dust and shone brightly.

Mo Nanfei immediately raised his hand to cover Ji Mingxi's eyes.

"Damn it, don't look at me like that!" It's so fucking bewitching...

Ji Mingxi also raised his hand, covered Mo Nanfei's trembling back, and held it tightly with his fingers interlocked.

"Nanfei." The voice was as gentle as water.

Mo Nanfei muffled, "Why..."

Ji Mingxi looked at him steadily: "You don't know how long I have been waiting for this day."