Southern tide

Chapter 31 31

Mu Yang thought about it for a long time, because it was almost the first time in his life that someone asked him——

What do you want to do in the future.

No one ever asked him that question.They always pointed and told him, you are going here, you are going there, you have to take this path, and you have to live like that in the future.But no one is willing to sit down, snuggle up to him, rub his hair, and ask patiently: What do you want to do?

Only Zhou Mingshea did this.

Mu Yang said: "I don't know anymore. If you ask me now, I don't know. But if it was before, I actually wanted to be a carpenter." He turned his head to look at Zhou Mingshea: "Do you know carpenters?"

"Of course I know," Zhou Mingshea laughed. "Not only carpenters, but also blacksmiths. In the past, my saddles and bits were all made by familiar masters. They are very skilled, better than machines."

"Well, it's that kind of thing." Mu Yang turned over, fiddled with the corner of Zhou Mingshea's clothes, and said with lowered eyes: "Make chairs, stools, window frames, keel floors... It's okay to have nothing to do. Making windmills for children, wooden oxen and horses, going from house to house to repair fans and table legs, and flying kites must be top-notch.”

The more he talked, the farther he went, Zhou Mingxie could almost imagine what kind of free world his Mu Yang would live in, and what kind of gray walls and white tiles he would spend his life quietly and comfortably.

"Well, good," he said.

But Mu Yang laughed out loud and shook his head: "What's the matter? What a fart. It's not worth it."

However, Zhou Mingshe asked back: "What is success?"

Mu Yang was stopped by his question, and he answered after a while: "I haven't thought about it. But... there is always a difference between being promising and not being promising."

Zhou Mingshea stretched out his hand and twitched the little braids on the back of his head: "How can you be considered promising? Like my own father, chattering and drinking, talking about tens of millions of big business at the wine table, is it promising? Like my little dad Just like uncle." He has already told Mu Yang everything about him and his uncle, the ins and outs of the past few days. "

"Why don't you compare yourself with the good ones?" Mu Yang sneered, "Didn't you write essays when you were young? Your ideals—astronauts, scientists, writers, teachers, police doctors...which one is not more useful than us."

"You are willing to save Cao Sheng, you are willing to stand up for A Min, and you are willing to chase loan sharks for three streets... You are already more useful than many people."

Mu Yang frowned: "Why is Lao Chen talking so much? What else did he say to you?"

After all, Mu Yang is a little leopard who likes to fight for others.

But Zhou Ming smiled: "It's nothing."

Mu Yang didn't believe it at all, he sneered and turned around.Zhou Mingshe had no choice but to follow him and hug him.However, Mu Yang's muffled voice came again: "For some people, it is very difficult to survive."

Zhou Mingshe was silent for a long time, hugged him tightly, and said, "Guess what I want to do?"

It's a good thing for Mu Yang that he doesn't continue this topic.Mu Yang smiled and walked down the steps: "What is it?"

Unexpectedly, Zhou Ming said, "Feed the horses." He said, "Just like you, I just want to do something worthless. I just want to go back to the grassland and feed a group of horses."

"For the first 15 years, I wanted to go home. One day, I found that my home was gone. I went back to Yanbian, Antu, and climbed over the mountains. I found the mud and rivers in my memory, and they were banned by chimneys and roads. I don't hold any grudges. , I know the world is moving forward and other people have to rely on these things for food, but I am sad. Sad because there is no home. If there is no home, I have to go and find a new home. So, after looking for so long, I thought, One day, I suddenly thought—"

"If I meet someone I love very much, and he is willing to wander around with me, I will take him back to Erdaobaihe. We will go to the mountains, feed a group of horses, and run along the water, just the two of us, so peaceful live the days of our ancient ancestors."

"Without electric lights, rely on bonfires and stars; without clocks, look up at the sun. Without wheels, but horses can run; without binoculars or cameras, but eagles are eyes. With money in hand, go to the city and eat a good meal ;With no money, I hunt horse grass and catch wild rabbits. I sleep on the widest bed, ride the freest horse, see acquaintances in small towns, and spend a night with him. Then my life passes so mediocrely...Mediocre is not What a bad thing."

Zhou Mingshen said: "They laughed at me, said I was unrealistic, and asked me, where in the world is there such a place? But I know there is. You just have to believe that it exists, and it is there. You know it is, Go to it, Gesang will bloom on the steel, and the river will burst out of the oil. You walk in the busy sea of ​​people, but when you turn around, you can hear the neighing of the horse. Because you did not find it, it was created by you of."

"What is the future? I don't know. If you are like my uncle, you will be shackled in prison all your life. You don't need that kind of future. What does it matter to be a mediocre person? A mediocre person is the most comfortable. I don't have the ability to do great things. But I have no evil intentions to do bad things. I am the most unquestionable drop of water in the long river of history, and I melt into it. When I die, I die. No one remembers it. But I once had such a happy time, and that is enough."

"What is mediocrity? It's luck."

"My master is an uneducated person. He has never read a book and can only speak Manchu. He told me a proverb about how to write Manchu. I don't remember it. But that sentence fell into my heart like a soldering iron. I I have never forgotten it. Translated, he said, 'The most expensive treasure is Sulfan, and so is the proudest dignity'." Zhou Mingshe laughed, "Do you know what Sulfan is?"

Mu Yang shook his head: "I don't know."

Zhou Mingshea stretched out his hand, hid a strand of Mu Yang's temple hair behind his ear, and whispered softly: "Sulfan..."

"It's freedom."

He opened his eyes and stared softly at Mu Yang.A ray of moonlight happened to pass by, washing his expression like snow.His eyes lit up instantly, and Mu Yang was drawn into it.Mu Yang's heart and soul were taken away for a moment, and he felt that he was captured by the sea-like Kuan Bo, and there was nowhere to escape from then on.

At the moment when Zhou Mingshea met his eyes, he suddenly remembered that when he first met Zhou Mingshea, in the alley, he deliberately provoked the wild wolf with words, saying: "I don't think there is any difference between us. , are very pitiful."

Thinking of this matter now, there are only four words in Mu Yang's mind: a word becomes a prophecy.

Zhou Mingshen was right, fate called them to meet, they were destined to meet in the upsurge of Lingnan, after struggling for a long time, the bodies of two trapped beasts with the same soul were finally attracted to each other and entangled together, from then on, unwilling to separate.

Mu Yang took a deep breath, turned his face away: "...nervous, why are you talking about such a big reason all of a sudden."

Shocked by his inconsistency, Zhou Mingshea laughed: "Okay. Don't talk about it." He spoiled him and pampered him, but stretched out his hand to hold Mu Yang's hand: "But are you afraid?"

Mu Yang was startled and did not answer.Zhou Mingsheath moved his face closer: "Tell me...are you still afraid?"

"Grass." Mu Yang cursed in a low voice, as if he thought he was clingy: "There is nothing to be afraid of." He admitted, "You are by my side, I am not afraid of anything."

There is courage in the next few decades of life.

Zhou Mingshen was very proud, feeling that he had finally become Mu Yang's reliance.Just as a clingy dog ​​leaned over to kiss him, Mu Yang suddenly got up, grabbed Zhou Ming's sheathed hand, and pulled him up from the bed: "I suddenly remembered something."

Zhou Mingshen was always dumbfounded by his sudden actions: "What are you doing?"

"My car is still locked up in the police station," Mu Yang put on his coat, "No way. I have to get it back."

He fastened his shoelaces three times, then turned his head and found a short sleeve from the closet and put it on Zhou Ming's sheath.When dressing him, she raised the corners of her mouth and gave him a superficial kiss on the face: "You're right."

He looked at him scorchingly, as if he was standing in an alley on the day we first met, wiped the blood off his face nonchalantly, then raised his head, raised his eyelids to take a look, the unyielding stubbornness and tenacity in his eyes... stronger than the sun Be moving.

Mu Yang said, "You're right...I want to be free."

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Uh, no manuscript saved (rubbing face

I've been busy with the group shooting homework recently, and I'll be back in two days.Only the tail is left~