Looking at the stars

Chapter 8 Cold War

I am used to waiting, so, in the cycle of reincarnation, I couldn't resist standing back to the origin of waiting.

I don't know how long I'll have to wait to see an answer;

I don't know how long I can hold on to wait for a result

Missing, very powerless, it is because I can not see the result of missing.

Perhaps, longing does not need results, it just proves that there is someone in my heart who once existed.

Is it possible to give miss a certificate to prove that it once existed

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A dark room, a cold night.

A thin teenager was draped in a quilt, curled up on the bed with his legs hugged.The cool wind blows the curtains through the gaps in the open windows.The curtains swayed with the wind, and the dim light came in, shining on the young man's face, and the tears shone with an unusually dazzling light.

The thin boy wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, took a deep breath, and picked up the phone.

"Haotian, are you coming back today?"

"I'm busy, I won't go back!"

"..."

"Is there anything else? If there is nothing else, I will hang up first!"

"Hey, Haotian don't hang up, I...I..."

"What's wrong?!"

"Haotian, what's the matter with you recently, haven't we already...already..."

"What's up, we're just ordinary friends, aren't we?!"

"Haotian... did I do something wrong?! Why did you suddenly ignore me again?! If I did something wrong, can you tell me, I can change it?! Don't ignore me, I ……I'm really scared!"

"You didn't do anything wrong. I'm busy. Is there anything else? I'll hang up! Beep—"

"Haotian, I... Haotian..."

The fair-skinned young man lazily leans his back against the bar, squinting his eyes slightly as he stares at the red liquid shaking in his hand. The wide open neckline makes him look bohemian, and the seductive aura exuding from his looming skin .

"Yo, this lie is getting more and more proficient!"

"..."

"But since you're lying, why don't you tell it thoroughly. You can hear the voice on the phone in such a noisy place."

"It's none of your business!"

"Oh—that's right! We're just a relationship between flesh and money! Then I'm in a bad mood now, so I won't do business today! Sir, drink slowly, I won't accompany you!"

"Sorry, I'm really in a bad mood!"

"Yo, I didn't expect to hear these three words from your mouth! What a blessing!"

"I once had a lover. We spent five years of happiness and happiness together. The deep relationship of supporting each other and loving each other convinced me. I thought we would be together forever. But in the end, it was It's just an apology..."

"Haotian..."

"I figured it out. There is no such thing as true love in this world. Men and women cannot avoid the fate of being separated, let alone this shady man..."

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(Lan Qi)

so tired!

I feel like I've entered a maze with no exit.

Whenever I thought I saw light,

As we move forward with hope,

Just discovered,

It turned out that he was back to the original point.

Reality is always so cruel,

Keep crushing my dreams.

Staying alone in a dark and cold empty room,

hugging your shirt,

sniffing your scent,

My heart is full of thoughts.

those thoughts,

Will tear my heart a little bit.

(Yan Haotian)

The better the memories,

In reality,

The more ironic it is.

It's enough for a clown to do it once,

Without heart there will be no pain,

Without love there will be no hurt.