flameout

Chapter 11

Qi Peisheng never told Ji Yue the truth cruelly, and it will take time for Ji Yue to feel it, and he will pull Ji Yue's deceiving hand to let him understand it by himself.After a long time, when the outpouring of emotion subsided and rationality took over again, Ji Yue realized that falling in love with Qi Peisheng was a dangerous choice, and he couldn't help slowing down.

It's a pity that there is a gap between the frightening truth of speculation and the completely exposed truth.Some things happened unexpectedly, so that Ji Yue could no longer even deceive himself.

It was the summer of the previous year. Due to the torrential rain, the scheduled flight was cancelled. Ji Yue rushed home in the torrential rain, lightning and thunder. Unexpectedly, Qi Peisheng also returned home that day.

Ji Yue later thought that he shouldn't have gone home that day.

Qi Peisheng steers his business empire perfectly in every detail in foreign affairs, and arranges everything flawlessly outside of work. If it wasn't for that coincidence, he wouldn't let Ji Yue run into anyone he didn't need to meet, Add to the trouble.Therefore, even after so many years, Ji Yue's inner rationality made him prepared for all this, so he gradually stopped letting go of his raging emotions, but because he had never seen it with his own eyes, he could continue to deceive himself and let others go Feelings fermented, getting stronger and stronger in a small space to fascinate myself.

Ji Yue always thought that he was the only one living in the mansion, he was quite special.

But he wasn't the only one who came to the mansion, he wasn't special enough.

This is Qi Peisheng's home, and he has the power to choose whether people stay or stay.

Ji Yue was trembling all over, as if drenched by the heavy rain outside the house. He went back to his room in a panic, and sat on the ground leaning against the door with his knees in his arms.

There was lightning and thunder outside the house, and the thunder was rolling, and Qi Peisheng's master bedroom was only one wall away from him. Ji Yue suddenly thanked God for preventing him from hearing any other sounds.

His lips trembled slightly, and even his teeth were shivering. He bit his lower lip tightly, pinched his calf unconsciously with his fingers, and his nails sank into the flesh, but the pain could not wake him up.

Ji Yue seems to have heard someone say, you should be content, who else lives on the mountain besides you.

Ji Yue nodded in response, feeling that it was indeed the case.But his heart was churning, and every cell in his body was clamoring to ask why.He felt angry and betrayed, but even the feeling of being wronged was self-indulgent.

Before that, Ji Yue also fantasized that one day he will pay off the money owed by Qi Peisheng, or when the agreement between him and Qi Peisheng is completed after ten years expires, he can at least be brave, even if he still looks up to him, he can be calm He expressed his heart to Qi Peisheng, even if he didn't get a response, at least he had no regrets.

But at that moment, Ji Yue suddenly understood that he, like the person in Qi Peisheng's room now, harbored delusions, coveted Qi Peisheng, who was high and high, and spent day after day moving himself, longing to be able to use this weight that is increasing day by day. Sincerely send it to Qi Peisheng, wishful thinking can get a response.

No one is special than anyone else.

Ji Yue suddenly realized that he was even more naive and ridiculous than those people.

Regardless of love or money, at least other people's transactions with Qi Peisheng are fair, and Ji Yue is like a shameless guy who has already got a bargain but still puts his nose on the face. Unreasonable.

He is like a naive and ignorant child, because he can see the stars in the sky clearly because the night is clear for a while, he feels overwhelmed that one day he can fly into space and catch them.

There is no difference between coveting Qi Peisheng and coveting a star in the sky.

That was Qi Peisheng, how dare he fall in love with Qi Peisheng.

After that night, Ji Yue took the earliest flight to leave Pu City early in the morning. When he came back, it was two weeks later, and Qi Peisheng had already left Pu City.

Ji Yue didn't know whether he should be thankful that Qi Peisheng was busy with work, and invisibly gave himself enough time to think about how to face this one-sided love.

In the next few months, Ji Yue walked alone in this hopeless maze for a long time, he was unable to fly to the flames, because a beam of light illuminated the road ahead of him, allowing him to see his predecessors ** * Ashes.

Ji Yue thinks that his only way to survive is to be the most special Xiaoyue in Qi Peisheng's heart, to be cherished and loved by others, to be funny, pleasing to the eye, well-behaved, and a director. He is what Qi Peisheng needs him to be, not just someone The lover who is especially favored, with absurd thoughts and self-proclaimed preciousness.

Whether he has feelings or sincerity, Yu Jiyue himself is a treasure and the only one, but Yu Qipeisheng is an ordinary thing worth mentioning, which can be discarded casually, fermented and festered with the passage of time in the sun and needs to be cleaned up Trash.

At this moment, the smell of disinfectant water in the toilet brought Ji Yue back to his senses, suppressed his heartbeat, he thought bitterly, even if he wanted to understand a lot of things, he had clearly divided everything, and he was careful not to cross the line , afraid of touching the bomb enough to detonate the calm appearance again, but the reality is that he cannot choose.

When the bathroom became quiet again, Ji Yue opened the door and walked out.

He packed up the things on his desk, wandering aimlessly in Pu City like a homeless man, until passing through Central Park, Ji Yue slowly stopped the car.Guangsheng headquarters is located in a prime location in the center of Pu City, far away from the Guangyue Building built on the new site in the suburbs. In the Central Park in the city center, you can see the shining golden building logo of Guangsheng when you look up.

It was three o'clock in the afternoon, when the sun was at its peak. Ji Yue sat on a bench by the river in the park. He looked at the children playing on the other side of the river, and the young men and women sitting on the lawn having a picnic, but he felt chills all over his body.

Holding the mobile phone, Ji Yue felt that he had become like a candidate who did not even dare to check the results after the exam performance was abnormal. His face was pale and his palms were covered with cold sweat. The timing was wrong and he ended up with a bad result that he couldn't afford.

He hesitated until sunset, when people in the park left one after another, and the street lights came on, before he slowly pressed the dial button.