flameout

Chapter 38

Back in the ward, even though Zheng Chuxuan chose the best hotel takeaway, it was cold when it was brought to the hospital, and it looked a bit shabby after the heat, and Ji Yue inevitably felt a little sad because he made Qi Peisheng suffer.

This Qi Peisheng handed the rice to Ji Yue, saw his expression, as if he knew what he was thinking, and said leisurely: "Xiao Yue, Guangsheng was already standing firmly when you came to me, so you didn't see him?" What did I look like when Guangsheng was just starting out? In the beginning, Guangsheng was led by my father, and it was not called Guangsheng at that time. After I took over, Guangsheng was restructured and became a private enterprise. It always stumbles me. The internal meeting lasted for several days, but finally no unified decision was made. After the original cooperation project was completed, no new project was launched. Take a bite of bread, and even squeeze out the time to sleep."

After a pause, Qi Peisheng smiled lightly and wrote lightly: "When you first came, the bread you ate at school every day, with sandwiches, there are several flavors, four yuan each, the kind I ate at that time , I ate two boxes a week." Qi Peisheng paused, he thought, Xiao Yue felt that he was too far away from him, but he never thought that he was already the closest person to him.

"Sir..." Ji Yue murmured.He pursed his lips, and didn't know what to answer at this time. What Qi Peisheng said was just one or two sentences that he had only seen in the profile, and he skipped the difficulty lightly.

Qi Peisheng picked up a bowl of rice as he said, he didn't want to put extra pressure on Ji Yue, so he rarely said during the meal: "At that time, I was determined to make a career, relying on my youth to work hard, but Thinking about it later, my own hard work is one aspect, and the right time, place and people are even more indispensable."

Qi Peisheng looked at Ji Yue, and said with some emotion: "Many people are not as good as you, and the dream is to stand in your position, you need to climb up from the bottom, and your position is more unique than theirs, seeing farther , you can avoid a lot of detours, but the responsibilities you bear will multiply because of leapfrogging, and of course the growth will be faster. I have also experienced it, so what I told you before is not empty talk, but my personal experience. I’m afraid you won’t be able to get around this corner by yourself, so I’ll tell you. But people are different, it’s not that you’re bad, but I’m taking it for granted.”

Ji Yue was taken aback for a moment, but he could hear a bit of apology from Qi Peisheng's words, he subconsciously shook his head: "Sir, it's me..."

Qi Peisheng interrupted him softly, and then continued with a smile: "Others are terrified of me because I paid my salary and asked them to complete their work. Here it is for you, it’s only been half a day, and I don’t dare to hold it anymore? Let’s eat.” Qi Peisheng is also a person who has experienced it, he understands that young people just don’t hit the south wall and don’t look back, and he understands many truths that only his own perception can really be used to understand himself , no matter how anxious he is as a bystander, he can only be a guide.

Ji Yue was taken aback for a moment, realizing what Qi Peisheng said, his heart was churning up and down, his hand holding the chopsticks paused, and then he nodded slowly as if introspective: "I... Got it."

That night, Ji Yue didn't fall asleep for a long time, and insomnia has become normal, but today he really needs some time to digest everything that happened.

In the dead of night, Ji Yue opened his closed eyes, recalling what Qi Peisheng said in his ears, today's sentence made him feel hot all over, Ji Yue's breathing became rapid, and then he couldn't control it Thinking back to those years earlier, from when he didn't dare to speak to Qi Peisheng, to the subsequent skin-to-skin kisses, during the long years, he walked extremely slowly with his hands tied.

In eight years, Guangsheng's market value has almost doubled, but Ji Yue often feels that he is still standing where he is.

He couldn't control himself to think about what he was capable of and what Qi Peisheng deserved.

Ji Yue sniffed and stared at Qi Peisheng's face. The traces of time carved out the wrinkles between his brows and eyes. Even if he closed his eyes at this moment, he could still see the fine lines.

Suddenly, Ji Yue's heartbeat quickened and he fell into a panic. He thought, Mr. Qi would wait for him, but time waits for no one.

Early the next morning, in order to spend more time with Ji Yue, Qi Peisheng changed the morning meeting to a video conference, but in the afternoon he had an appointment with the government department of Pu City, so he had to go no matter what.

When he was about to leave, he was a little worried, and told a lot of people, hesitating to let Zheng Chuxuan stay, but Ji Yue couldn't help but stop him at this moment, and said softly: "Mr. .”

Qi Peisheng turned his head and glanced at him, Ji Yue nodded, and continued: "If something is wrong, I will take the initiative to call you, and if you are busy, I will go to the doctor." After a pause, Ji Yue continued: " What happened yesterday should not happen again, so you don't have to worry too much. If you are busy at night, you can not come here, just...just tell me. "

"I won't miss it, the time has been arranged." Qi Peisheng shook his head, reassured Ji Yue, turned around and didn't ask Zheng Chuxuan to stay, he picked up the coat in the closet, Ji Yue saw this and left Taking a step forward and smoothing the corner of his clothes, Qi Peisheng lowered his head and touched his cheek, and said in a low voice: "Just be good, call me or Chu Xuan if you need something."

"Okay." Ji Yue agreed.

Qi Peisheng did what he said, and he would return to the hospital every night for the next half month. At this time, Ji Yue picked up the books and CDs that Qi Peisheng had sent earlier. Perhaps he had changed his mood, and he will read it again at this time. I feel that even though people are different, and each has its own suffering and disaster to endure, I am not helpless, and everyone has a reason to live.

He can understand those sick people who struggle in pain but clenched their teeth because they are afraid of the disappointment of their parents and relatives, but because Ji Yue seems to have passed through that stage, the pain and sadness now become less difficult to bear.

The sudden appearance or natural occurrence of information fragments in life will still make Ji Yue panic for a moment, but Ji Yue is worried about the next attack and at the same time understands that he will always get through it.

Not every sentence of Qi Peisheng's words can properly comfort Ji Yue. Sometimes unintentional words from him and the people around him will still hurt Ji Yue's nerves and make him depressed, but Ji Yue understands what he actually said to others when he feels this way. Nothing to do, it's just that the disease made him lose the ability to rationally evaluate other people's words.What's more, he doesn't have the energy to delve into what other people think, but Mr. Qi's words have been said so clearly, Ji Yue can no longer deceive himself and let himself sink.

Ji Yue felt that although he was still sober and inferior, he didn't seem to be so horny anymore that he felt hypocritical.

After he finished reading the book and the disc, that night, Ji Yue made a request to Qi Peisheng.

"I want to go to work with you during the day and see what Zheng Zhu does every day." Afraid that Qi Peisheng would disagree, he added anxiously, "I know I can't do these things well in my current situation." After a pause, he continued: "But even if I'm fine, it's hard to take over the important task at once. I want to prepare slowly. Now I stay in the hospital every day, doing nothing but thinking wildly. I want to find something to do .”

Ji Yue didn't hear Qi Peisheng's answer, he raised his head, looked at Qi Peisheng nervously, and asked nervously: "Or, you take back what you said earlier."

"I haven't taken it back." Qi Peisheng said in a deep voice. He looked at Ji Yue who was restless, and paused, thinking that he could confirm some things with Zong Lin alone, and he didn't have to say it in front of Xiao Yue.

Qi Peisheng stroked Ji Yue's cheek with his hand, and then squeezed his tight neck: "It's a good thing you have a heart, don't be afraid."