author and game toxic

Chapter 41 P2-chapter 41

"Where did I talk last time?"

Gong Yao looked at his watch helplessly. Forget it. To get treatment, you need to know some things about the patient first. Let's listen to it: "It's about that you don't play games anymore."

"Well, let me tell you this time."

"You speak."

"I used to be a relatively decent person. Although I like to swear and hit people, it is a bit unfair (Gong Yao: Are you sure this is decent?), but I still remember that I had dreams and hopes. I don’t know why later, no I can dream, even if I dream, it is all a nightmare.

I've become a complete scumbag.I have a lot of bed partners, boyfriend?girlfriend?Call it whatever you want.I don't like them, no, I can't say I don't like them, I like them, they are all cute, although some are terrible when they are jealous.

I will not refuse. Every time I want to refuse or break up, I am very afraid.It always feels like something terrible is going to happen.In short, I became like that, they called me a scum, heartless, heartless, trash... I also think I am a scum. "I lay on the sofa like a salted fish, "It's a coincidence, let me tell you, it's very fun.I have a boyfriend, his name is Luo Luo, he is an Internet writer, and then his readers came all the way to get revenge on me, a scumbag, it may also be a coincidence, because that reader is my sister's online friend.

The method of revenge is quite childish, that is to push me into the water, which is terribly cold.But one thing I think is a bit too much. She told my sister that I slept with her and then dumped her.Damn bitch. "

Gong Yao: ...Calm down, it's not time for me to speak yet.

"I met the Great God again. In reality, I went to work in their company and was fired because I offended his boyfriend. On the first day of work. The Great God didn't recognize me, yes, I don't think it's okay to recognize me Well, it's embarrassing.

He didn't recognize me.

Doctor, I seem to have killed someone. "

etc!What did you say last sentence?The sudden sentence of 'I seem to have killed someone' caught Gong Yao off guard, and unconsciously approached the alarm button, causing the patient's mind to escape a bit.

"Luo Luo said that I met a man named Wu Ling in a game, and then we were classmates. In the end, I killed this man named Wu Ling. He wrote a book. I don't know what Wu Ling is. But There is indeed someone in my game friends that I don't know. But I don't remember a lot of people in my friends.

How could I kill...

Doctor, I don't think I'm going to give up.The Great God said that I was dirty, and the people around me were very disappointed in me, and I didn't dare to go home because I had nothing.

I've had many boyfriends, but I've always been number 1.I swore, in this life, I will only be number 0 of one person.Then I finally got my wish, albeit while he was drunk and devalued by him.But I am very happy, even though he hates me very much now, I am still very happy, as if, the last wish has been fulfilled, the more desperate I am, the easier it is for me, no, it is very heavy, both easy and heavy, I just feel that I will not be able to hold on down.

Otherwise, I wouldn't come to you. I feel that a psychiatrist is still useful. "

Gong Yao: If you don’t let me talk like this, you will lose your psychiatrist

"I don't want to do anything, I don't want to move, I don't want to talk, I don't want to think. What time is it?"

Gong Yao: "3:30"

"You say it."

finally!Gong Yao was very moved, as if the magnificent victory hymn came from all directions: "According to what you said, your great change came after you were rejected by the great god in the game."

"Yes..." I thought about it, and I was very tangled in my thoughts, "It seems that I didn't...forgot."

"I think the reason why you don't reject your suitors is because you have empathized with them, so you can't bear it. Your subconscious is implying that you can't hurt others. But your behavior like this will often cause greater harm to them. Hurt isn't it?"

no response.

"The serious problem you have now is that you are at a loss in your emotional life, and you have mild depression. I think you can re-examine it here...just love relationship (almost forgot that this is a bisexual patient) , The feeling of love comes from the secretion of hormones in the body. In nature, the attraction between the opposite sex is often based on smell. Although human beings are advanced animals with thinking, their courtship is largely unchanged. You now The confusion stems from your obsession with the great god in your mouth, so how about trying to get out of this relationship?"

"How do you get out?"

"There is a kind of psychological suggestion, balabalabala..." For the next half an hour, Gong Yao kept talking, but Bai Yanjun's words became less and less, and there was almost no response at the end.Gong Yao felt that a line should be drawn on that degree.

"You said just now that you might have killed someone? I want to know more about it."

"what time is it?"

"4:00" You are counting the time in your heart every second ==

I put on my coat and left by myself: "See you next week."

"..."

"Bai Yanjun!" Qiao Siyang searched all over the villa, and there was no sign of Bai Yanjun. He picked him up from the street that day, and brought him home by accident. He was in such a state that he would probably appear without him alone. human life.For three days and three nights, he kept shutting himself in the bedroom without speaking.

Qiao Siyang once felt horrified that mushrooms were growing all over his body.

Unnaturally gloomy.

"Where did you go?" Qiao Siyang called Bai Yanjun, but the phone rang in front of him... He didn't bring his phone.The doorbell rang suddenly, and the door was opened, and the person standing outside the door was Bai Yanjun who he had been looking for for a long time.

"Yo, you're back." Bai Yanjun who was standing outside the door said to Qiao Siyang who was standing inside.

"..." Qiao Siyang almost spat out a mouthful of blood, "Where did you go?" Before Bai Yanjun could speak, he said immediately, "Where you go is none of my business, leave as soon as you can. "

I looked at him with a smile and said, "Okay, I'll leave right away."

"Wait, the servant made a meal for two, I can't finish it by myself, so I'll leave after eating."

"Okay." I nodded.As soon as I entered, a sweater rushed towards me.

"If you have a cold, you have to stay at my house and put it on."

I put on my sweater and followed me in a hurry: "Just tell me if you care about me."

Turning his head coldly: "Don't force me to drive you out now."

I just shut up.Shrugged and went to dinner with him.

Only the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding could be heard, and it was eerily quiet.I'm not a law-abiding person in the first place, let alone eating in a law-abiding manner. I stretched out my foot and rubbed against the opposite pair of legs viciously: "Young Master Qiao, may I ask you a question?"

"Remove my legs, it makes me lose my appetite!" Slightly angry.

"When you were with me, you kept calling rabbits. I didn't expect you to be so heavy-handed. Don't want Henry, but insist on being with your golden retriever. Although your golden retriever is very cute, is the rabbit willing?"

"Pfft!" Qiao Siyang almost spurted blood, his eyebrows twitched, "Rabbits are people."

I quit: "You think I'm blind, the rabbit is obviously a dog."

"I don't want to argue with you about this issue. Rabbits are human beings." Although he is as cute as a dog, he suddenly felt that Bai Yanjun was also like a puppy when he was obedient.Just when you are obedient, "You still don't care about anyone, you dare to live with Luo Yun, he is plotting against you."

I took a sip of orange juice indifferently, and said that Mao had no wine: "Oh."

"You like him that much?" Huo Da, yes, Huo Da.

"I like it, Luo Luo is a very cute person. At least I sleep well when I'm with him."

Qiao Siyang stopped: "Did you sleep well?"

"You said I was fired by you, mocked by you, and slept by you. If you mock me again, can I sleep?" I looked at him half-jokingly, and winked, "Consider dating me?"

"Shut up!" Sure enough, you can't have any hope for this person.

After eating, I plan to exercise in the yard of Dashen's house: "Woo~~~~rabbit!!!" The golden retriever wagged its tail happily, and I ran over to pet its head, "Rabbit, rabbit, how about you?" Okay?" I'm not good.

Qiao Siyang watched from a distance, the afterglow cast on Bai Yanjun's face, it was gentle and brighter than ever before.

Bai Yanjun and Jin Mao

girl and golden retriever

At that moment, Qiao Siyang was stunned. He turned around to find out the old mobile phone, charged it and opened it. The Two-dimensional girl and the well-behaved golden retriever he saw by chance four years ago. At that time, he decided to buy a golden retriever. to raise.that woman!In the phone, there is still that photo, it is indeed exactly the same as Bai Yanjun.

No... such a coincidence.

Seeing Bai Yanjun again, Qiao Siyang had something to say, but he didn't know how to express it, and finally his expression became colder and colder.

"What are you doing? How did I offend you?" I looked at Qiao Siyang speechlessly, which almost made me stare out dozens of holes.

"Nothing." With a complicated expression.

"Yo, isn't this me?" I glanced at the screen of the phone in his hand, "This is simply my black history, Bai Qingyun insists that I help her to participate in some comic exhibition, pretending to be like this. Is this your phone?"

"Well, I took a casual photo when I was passing by four years ago."

"Four years ago, yes..." I laughed, from a sudden realization to happiness, and finally became desolate, and a few tears fell uncontrollably, "How can it be so funny, hahahaha, Laughed so hard that tears came out of my eyes."

"What's the matter with you?" It would be too ugly to say it was a smile.

"It's nothing, I just think it's a coincidence. Gong Haiyi is, and you are too. I just said, that game is poisonous." I laughed louder and louder, almost uncontrollable.I shouldn't be playing that game at all.

"Games? You play games too?"

"Yeah, that crazy game."

"Who are you?" Rabbit?

"A small character, you don't know." Tears are getting more and more fierce, all of them are fucking sick!

Qiao Siyang felt more and more that something was wrong, and squatted down: "What's wrong with you? Don't laugh, don't cry."

"Don't touch me!" I coldly pushed him away, turned around and rushed out, on the street, yes, on the street, vehicles speeding past, as long as you hit him, you will definitely die.

"Bai Yanjun! What are you doing!?"

I turned around and looked at Qiao Siyang, God, do you really remember me?do you like me?

I do not like you

you are too dirty

Then why are there so many coincidences.

You are all pushing me.

Qiao Siyang pulled him back fiercely, and said angrily, "You're crazy! There's a highway ahead."

I'm really going crazy.

Qiao Siyang was really worried about letting Bai Yanjun leave in this state. Just now, he really thought he would walk over, with such a desperate and sad back, at that moment, Qiao Siyang thought, what should I do if you are dead?

It was late at night, and they were all sleeping.

I also want to sleep.Looking at his wrist, he could still see a little bit of blue lines.Dr. Gong, you asked me to come out, but someone wouldn't let me out.

Everyone is pushing me.

I'm wobbly, and I don't know where I'm going.The silver fruit knife shone brightly under the moonlight.

'Snapped! ''Ding! '

The sudden light blinded me for a moment.I turned my head and looked blankly at the terrified Qiao Siyang.

"What are you doing!" he yelled.

I smiled and picked up the fruit knife: "I want to eat an apple, can't I? Then I won't eat it."

Qiao Siyang had lingering fears in his heart. He thought, thought... Push Bai Yanjun down on the sofa and sit down, and go get the knife and apple by himself: "Sit down, I'll cut it."

"Ha ha."

"why are you laughing?"

I propped my head and looked at him: "Can you cut it?"

The apple that has been peeled and only a little bit left is horrible.....

"Let me do it." I went to get the knife, Qiao Siyang pulled his hand away suddenly, and took the fruit knife away.I looked at him suspiciously.

"Forget it, maybe drinking juice, it's not good to eat apples too late."

"Okay."

After Bai Yanjun went upstairs, Qiao Siyang glanced at the kitchen and frowned worriedly.

"I'm leaving, thank you for taking care of me." I took my things.

Qiao Siyang frowned impatiently: "Where are you going?"

"Go home."

"Which one?" According to Liu Shixi's investigation, Bai Yanjun had no fixed place at all.

"I rented a house." Put on your shoes and prepare to leave.

"and many more."

"Ok?"

"The rabbit has a bad appetite recently, but it eats what you give, you stay and help me take care of it for a while." Qiao Siyang nodded, um, the rabbit has a bad appetite.

I chuckled and said, "Are you reluctant to let me go?"

It's cold!

I stuck it up and hugged his waist with a smile: "Do you like me?"

"If you don't let go, leave my house immediately!"

"Okay, you won." I retreated far away, "Then I'll go and play with the rabbit, you are too boring to take any jokes."

Qiao Siyang rubbed his forehead in dismay, his heart was full of gibberish.

"That...Mr. Qiao. Why are the knives in the kitchen gone? My knife is not good for cooking." The servant aunt asked.

"It's locked in a locker over there."

“…”

"Remember to put it back in the cabinet and lock it after use."

"Okay." The servant aunt left in a strange way, what's the matter with locking the knife?And why did Mr. Qiao look at that boy with such a doting look just now?Weird.Forget it, I still cook my dishes quietly.

Before going to sleep, Qiao Siyang quietly opened a crack in Bai Yanjun's room, and he lay on the bed quietly.Close the door and go back to your own room. To be honest, he is not sure about Bai Yanjun either. The more you know about this person, the more unpredictable you will find him.Sleeping vaguely, the bed beside her suddenly sank.

"Who!"

"Let me hug you, please, I can't sleep."

Qiao Siyang helplessly looked at Bai Yanjun who had quietly climbed onto his bed, and originally wanted to call him out, but seeing his helpless and weak appearance, he couldn't speak, sighed, and just let him hug him .That's it, Bai Yanjun turned into another person.

Touching Bai Yanjun's soft hair, it seemed like rabbit fur.There is a question that gathers in my heart, and I am more and more concerned about it.

"Bai Yanjun, are you a rabbit?"

"No."

I rested my head on his stomach, it was warm and reassuring.

I kissed him, Qiao Siyang pushed me away with a troubled expression: "Enough."

"Why, don't you want to do it?"

"Only with people I like."

"What about the person you like?"

Qiao Siyang was silent.

I pursed my lips and smiled: "You keep your chastity, have you asked his opinion, maybe he doesn't care at all." Henry likes Gong Haiyi.

Yes, don't care.The rabbit has long since disappeared.

It all fell into place, two people looking at each other, sparks flying, two lips together, then two bodies.This time, both of us are awake, Qiao Siyang gave me all the tenderness, no pain, very happy.

Qiao Siyang, do you like me?

I dare not ask this sentence a second time.

I only want to be number 0 of one person in my life, and that's enough for now.

"I'm sorry." These were Qiao Siyang's first words after opening his eyes.

I smiled: "I'm sorry, man, lower body animal, I understand. Thank you for taking care of me, I'll go first."

door open, close again

This time, it was Qiao Siyang's turn to freeze on the bed

When I see him, I always think of rabbits.But he's not a rabbit, Qiao Siyang, what are you doing.He buried his head in his arms in frustration.

I'm sorry... because you did it with me and I'm not the one you like.Oops, you rejected me for the second time before I even asked you if you liked me, how cruel, ha ha.

Looking out the car window, laughing is worse than crying