My male god is Xiaoshou

Chapter 24

Back at the Zhan family's old house, Ying Zhan's old mothers said that after giving birth, they must confine themselves to confinement!Gu Yiming was placed in the room again, served three meals a day, and lived a truly lazy life.

The two children are very normal and healthy, only half a month old, and they have already grown a lot. Zhan's family members say that the child looks like Zhan Rui, especially the eyebrows, eyes and mouth, only the nose and ears are slightly like Gu Yiming, no matter what , Gu Yiming is happy, new father?The panic and excitement at the time are indescribable.

Since Mr. Zhan left, the closest people in the Zhan family have been walking around. The full moon banquet was held grandly, and many old friends were invited. Everyone knows that Mr. Zhan's favorite youngest son is happy with two sons. As for the birth mother Whoever saw that Zhan's family didn't want to make it clear could only gossip in secret. Gu Yiming also attended the scene as the adopted son of Mrs. Zhan. Seeing this unprecedented grand occasion that he could only see in novels, he was completely shocked. Don't worry, with or without him, the two children will not be wronged in the future.

35. Worry

"Go back?" Zhan Chaoyang frowned. Although Zhan Rui flew back and forth many times in the past year, the time of each trip was controlled within a week, and Gu Yiming never mentioned the matter of returning to China. Why? Will it be so sudden?

"!" Zhan Rui lit a cigarette, he had quit smoking since Gu Yiming became pregnant, "Baby has been in a bad mood these past few months, although I can't see anything on the surface, but I can feel that he is not happy Zhan Rui took a few deep breaths, "He wants to leave me"

"Yes!" Zhan Chaoyang clapped his hands, and suddenly realized, "Ever since you came back from celebrating your birthday alone, I realized that something was wrong. He used to see you with inexhaustible affection in his eyes, and he was very dependent on you. Now not only There is not so much tenderness in the eyes, and sometimes even coldness! Fourth child, I have been wanting to ask but it is hard to open my mouth! What happened after we left!"

"..." Zhan Rui looked up at the sky full of stars, and smiled wryly, "Before I met my baby, my private life was very messy."

"This... We all know that. It was before. After you were together, wasn't it good? You were caught stealing?" Zhan Chaoyang's voice suddenly raised eight beats

"I did something that can't be forgiven!" Zhan Rui smiled bitterly and took a puff of a cigarette, "I fell in love with the man my baby likes the most, and I'm still at their house." Zhan Rui put out the cigarette, his face haggard, "That's baby Bottom line, heh...it's too late to say anything now."

"..." Zhan Chaoyang opened his mouth wide and was speechless in surprise, "When did it happen?"

"The day I met my baby." Zhan Rui smiled helplessly, "How can you not get your shoes wet when you often walk by the water! He probably didn't see my face at the time, otherwise, he wouldn't have continued with me at all, tsk! I don't know if he is When did you know that! Hey...Second sister, you have a lot of ideas, please help me."

"Cut! It's good to think about my sister now!" Zhan Chaoyang curled his lips, but still frowned, looking at his younger brother with a bitter face, he felt that this person was really an asshole!

"Sister, I'm quite curious. Although you like to mess around on weekdays, tsk tsk tsk... aren't you all renting rooms outside, when did you start playing the game of going home?" Zhan Chaoyang rolled his eyes and raised his brows lightly.

"Heh... he's an acquaintance, don't look at the abstinence appearance that doesn't eat the world's fireworks, but he has that kind of virtue in his heart!" Zhan Rui lit another cigarette, "Baby has liked him since he was a child, and they grew up together. We have lived together for more than ten years! The relationship is very deep, no matter what kind of thoughts he has to accompany the baby, I am jealous of him."

"I missed him too much. Although I have been looking for him all these years, but China is so big, there are so few people who have contact with him! Baobao's parents never valued him. They only knew that Baobao left after graduating from high school with the money from the family. Yes, they all thought that the baby was going to college, but I searched that city, and I couldn't find anything related to him." Zhan Rui smoked cigarettes one after another, "I didn't Thinking that Baby would give up precious opportunities for him to go to City Z with him"

"I met him two years ago at an exchange meeting in City A. He hasn't changed much, but he's still so outstanding. I approached him on my own initiative, and I learned the whereabouts of the baby from him." Zhan Rui blamed himself I patted myself on the head, "Although he looks very good-looking, I really didn't want to touch him. I didn't know what went wrong that day. I not only went to his house, but also had a relationship with him. Second sister , I really didn’t expect such a thing to happen! Ever since I found out that the baby is in Z City, I have changed a lot, and everyone who was involved before has been cut off, that kid is really an accident!”

"Well, it's useless to tell me, this sister really can't help! Tsk" Zhan Chaoyang rolled his eyes, brother, "please yourself! But having said that, you still have two little babies, besides, you have to wait Is he really good or not? Can he not feel it?"

"..." Zhan Rui raised his head and sighed, "You don't know my baby. He has been like this since he was a child. No matter what happens to him, he never tells outsiders. It doesn't matter on the surface, but he is sadder than anyone else in his heart!"

"What about his brother?"

"The operation has been done, and the current situation is basically stable. You know about the disease. It depends on his fate." Zhan Rui shook his empty cigarette case and sighed again

"He really wants to leave?" Zhan Chaoyang looked at the silhouette by the window on the second floor, it should be Gu Yiming

"Yeah." Zhan Rui nodded helplessly, "I shouldn't have kept so many things from him."

"Smoking less, smelling like smoke, and not afraid of choking children"

"He never takes the initiative to see the child." Zhan Rui's voice is hoarse. "These days, he never visits the child. From the time the child was born to the present, baby, he has never hugged the child. I don't know what he is thinking." Zhan Chaoyang She didn't know what to say, she had never seen such an awkward person before!

"Go back, be honest and be lenient!" Zhan Chaoyang patted Zhan Rui's shoulder as if he had come here, "I believe he is not a heartless person, the reason for his pain is because he really cared, go back and talk about it, really No, just go back with him, he has been out for a long time."

After the child's full moon, Gu Yiming became more silent than before. Although he did not refuse Zhan Rui's intimacy, he seldom responded to it. When he looked at him, he always hesitated to speak, and he only mentioned it yesterday. When it came to going back, he just said that he hadn't gone back for too long and wanted to go back and have a look, but he refused to say anything else.

Zhan Rui understands that he may be minding that he and Hu Yihao have had an intersection, and he blames himself for being confused. Zhan Rui now wants to die. He admits that he approached Hu Yihao on his own initiative, and he has never treated Hu Yihao. Hao had thought of that, that time was really an accident, it was a mistake since they met!

"Baby, let me hug you." Zhan Rui rested his head on Gu Yiming's shoulder, and took a deep breath of Gu Yiming's breath

"It smells so bad, hurry up and wash it off." Gu Yiming frowned and pushed him away

"Baby, let me give you a hug, it'll be fine in a while." Zhan Rui hugged him tightly and refused to let go, Gu Yiming pushed him and could only let him hug "Baby, I'm sorry"

"..." Gu Yiming was taken aback, but he didn't do anything, just let Zhan Rui hold him

"Baby, do you know, more than ten years ago, every time I saw you with the surname Hu, I was very sad. Although I didn't understand anything at that time, I knew that I was jealous of him and the one who was with you The one beside me is not me! All these years, I have been brooding on myself, blaming myself for not finding you earlier, blaming myself for having a chaotic past"

"Baby, do you know how sad I was when I met Hu Yihao in City A, when I learned that you were still together, how sad I was when you gave up college for him, baby, have you ever loved me! Zhan Rui's voice was choked up, and he hugged him even tighter and repeated, "Baby, have you ever loved me?"

"I don't know, I really don't know" Gu Yiming's voice was hoarse, "I don't know anything, but I'm really sad, Brother Dongzi, I'm sad, but I don't know why I'm sad" Zhan Rui kissed Gu Yi Ming's tears "baby, don't cry, I know I'm wrong, and I know you're sad, baby, tell me, tell me how to do it baby, I don't want to be separated, don't leave, okay!"

"You are so outstanding, and the people you loved are also so outstanding, I'm afraid." Gu Yiming choked up in a low voice and said what he was worried about, "I have nothing, and people are dull. I like me, what should I do! Brother Dongzi, I have nothing left. I don’t want to taste the feeling of gaining and losing. Instead of that, I really would rather have nothing. At least, I won’t have anything. Look forward, you won't be disappointed”

"Baby, trust me once, trust me for the last time, okay? I'll use the rest of my life to prove my love for you." Zhan Rui kissed Gu Yiming's bright red lips. Although Gu Yiming still didn't respond, his body was not as good as before as stiff.

Zhan Rui hugged his sleeping lover, lamenting in his heart, the baby is always so sensitive and cautious, how can he let him open up to himself completely, Zhan Rui kissed Gu Yiming's forehead, really looking forward to the baby yelling It must be cute!His baby, so quiet.

36. Encounter

It’s already late autumn when we return to the small town we’ve been away for a long time. The weather in mid-October is neither cold nor hot. Without returning here, Beicheng has completely changed its appearance.

Zhan Rui originally wanted to come back with him, but was rejected by Gu Yiming. He wanted to come back and have a look alone. Although he was awkward a while ago, he still cared a little after all, not to mention that Zhan Rui hadn't been back for so many years. If it is seen by someone with a heart, it will not be pointed out.