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Chapter 21

"What do you mean?" Shen Hao pressed Xu Le's shoulder and asked eagerly. "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"...Shen Hao, let's break up." Xu Le finally said it with difficulty.

Shen Hao couldn't believe it. He stared at Xu Le, wanting to confirm that it was just a prank.What are you kidding?They have been together for more than a year, and they haven't even had a real fight, and they suddenly said they want to break up?

"I disagree."

Shen Hao exerted force on his hands, forcing Xu Le to look at him.With red eyes, he forced himself to calm down, "I won't agree. Regarding the future, didn't we agree before? Let's take it step by step, and everything will be resolved!"

"That's just our too-good vision, and it can't be taken seriously."

"You think so? Everything we've said before can't be taken seriously in your opinion? Just talking in your sleep? Is it just me who is serious like a fool?" Shen Hao growled.

"..."

"Obviously you liked me first, and you said you would stay by my side all the time. It's all fake? What you've been unhappy these days is thinking about how to break up with me?"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have dragged you into the water." Xu Le's heart was almost broken into pieces, and he said cruelly: "You are not gay in the first place, and there is still time to turn around now. Find someone who is worthy of you in the future." , together with a girl who loves you very much, this is the life you should have."

"I don't need you to arrange it for me!"

"Anyway, I've decided."

Xu Le broke free from Shen Hao's hands, and walked out of the alley quickly. With tears in his eyes, he got on his bicycle without looking back, leaving the sad Shen Hao behind.

After breaking up with her that day, Xu Le kept avoiding Shen Hao.He no longer rides his bicycle to and from school, and is always with other people at school. He doesn't answer Shen Hao's phone calls, doesn't read text messages, and doesn't give Shen Hao any chance to redeem himself.

Shen Hao is getting more and more depressed day by day, he has always been excellent, and he is definitely the focus of the crowd since he was a child.He has never been underestimated like this, if it was before, he would have let go without hesitation.But the other party is Xu Le, the person he really likes and wants to spend his whole life with, even if he is abandoned like a piece of paper, he is angry and puzzled, he is sad, he blames Xu Le for being cruel, but he still doesn't want to give up.He felt that he was so useless.

When Xu Le couldn't even ask for leave from school to avoid him, Shen Hao began to feel desperate for Xu Le's decision.

Shen Hao called Xu Le's house. His room was brightly lit, but he asked his mother to lie that he was not there.Shen Hao kept sending messages. He stood downstairs at Xu Le's house all night, but he never got any response.At dawn, cold and tired, he sent his last message.

"Go back to school, you don't need to hide anymore, I will stay far away, and I will never pester you again."

Xu Le stood by the window with his mobile phone, watching Shen Hao wipe away his tears with the back of his hand and gradually walk away.He knew that they were truly over.His youth, his only love, was over.

Xu Le returned to school, and when he got the news that Shen Hao had dropped out, he stared blankly at the vacated seats, dazed.

More than a month later, Shen Hao boarded the plane to the United States.

Xu Le began to study day and night, and he became thinner day by day. His mother Wang Dan was very worried and kept making soup for him, but unfortunately the effect was not great.

Finally the college entrance examination was over, Xu Le walked out of the examination room alone, and suddenly made the decision to stay in the local university to study.

Xu Le followed the trajectory of all ordinary people, studying and working.Day after day, he earnestly lives an ordinary, unripe life.