Actors

Chapter 14

...very happy. "

Yuuri couldn't help asking in a low voice, "Why?"

Viktor kisses Yuuri on the forehead, "Because at least Yuuri likes me a little bit."

"I like you, Yuuri." Victor said seriously.

Throughout the night, Katsuki Yuuri remained in a state of distraction.

Just a few hours ago, his crush, Victor, confessed to him. After the indescribable ecstasy, Yuuri, who is slightly inferior by nature, began to feel unbelievable again, and couldn't help but feel a little worried about gains and losses.

He didn't know how much Victor liked him, and he, who had no experience in love, was almost frightened, and stood there blankly, not knowing what to say.

Maybe he can say something like an ordinary love movie: "I like you too, so let's start dating?"

But it always feels weird?

Maybe it's because the relationship between him and Victor has always been like dating? !

Besides, isn't Victor really joking with him?

Seeing Yuuri's sluggish look, Victor was not in a hurry, and said, "Maybe this matter has a great impact on you, or maybe you can't trust me easily, but you will understand my intentions in the future."

What Yuuri doesn't know is that Viktor thinks Yuuri is straight.He thought, even if Yuuri could accept himself physically, he didn't know if he would go straight back sooner or later. Thinking about it, Victor, who is straightforward by nature, didn't dare to be too radical.

But he knows that at least he still has a chance to fight, because Yuuri definitely has him in his heart.

The two still had their own concerns in their hearts, but the bitterness in their hearts that they thought they couldn't get what they wanted was relieved a lot after all.

Yuuri, who was inexperienced in love affairs, experienced for the first time that complex emotion of nervous excitement mixed with worry, and he felt that he had to find someone to talk to, otherwise he didn't know how to face Victor.

There are only a few close friends around Yuuri. Phichit seems to have no lovers. Teacher Minako's personality is too different from his own to be used as a reference. After thinking about it, probably only... Yuriko is suitable?

Yuriko is a good person, sometimes Yuuri can't help but read it, and Yuriko will silently read those messages, and then reply to him.Yuuri felt that Yuriko was like an elder of his own, maybe a few years older than himself, respecting his choice, understanding his struggle, not preaching too much, gentle but with a bit of sternness.Although Yuuri has an older sister, his older sister doesn't know what Yuuri is busy with. His family members are very kind to him, but they can't imagine Yuuri's life.

If he was willing, Victor would also be a good target, but he had too much admiration for Victor, so he didn't dare to be presumptuous.

Yuuri then sent a message to Yuriko: "I have a friend who was recently confessed by someone who is much better than her, what should I do?"

Yuriko probably wasn't busy, so she quickly replied, asking, "What should I do?"

"I... my friend, she doesn't know whether to accept it, she is afraid that that person is just a whim."

"Why do you think so?"

"Because, because my friend is an ordinary person who can be seen everywhere, with average body and appearance, but the person who likes her is very nice, and she thinks...she might not be worthy of him."

"Yuuri, you are too much."

"Eh?"

"How can you say that about your friend?"

"Ah, that..." Yuuri naturally couldn't say that "his friend" was actually "himself", so he could only say, "Sorry, I didn't mean to."

"I know." After a while, Yuriko asked: "I don't know what kind of person your friend is, but even if you think she is ordinary, there must be something very good about her."

"Maybe the person who likes her just likes her advantages."

"Is that so..." Yuuri muttered to himself.

"Well, and I think everyone is equal, and there is no such thing as whether you are worthy or not." Yuriko said, "This kind of talk about whether you are worthy or not is often said by bystanders. They know what the person is thinking, and they just give a simple comment from their own point of view. They don’t care whether the person is happy or not, and they won’t remember what they said afterwards.”

"If that's the case, why should you care?"

"Well, you're right, I care too much about what other people think."

In terms of relationship or career, Yuuri cares too much about other people's opinions because of his lack of self-confidence. He is careful, for fear of making the other party feel unhappy if he makes a wrong move. He also tries hard to make everyone like him, but sometimes Can receive malicious comments from others.

Yuuri is a guy who doesn't treat people badly even if he isn't treated with kindness by the world, and he rarely fights for something because he's afraid of conflict and also afraid of losing.

But he doesn't want to lose the people and things he loves. He knows that it is difficult to win in the end with anxiety. This time Yuri may be a misunderstanding. What if there is another Yuri?

He didn't want to lose, he didn't want to sit and wait for death, and he also wanted to try to go all out in a non-stop fight.

Suddenly, Yuuri felt a sense of enlightenment. In fact, it's all very simple truths, but he always pays too much attention to unnecessary details, which makes him almost lose his heart.

He just liked Victor, no matter what, it was time for him to let himself go.

"Thank you, Yuriko," Yuuri said, "I will... no, my friend will try to make the first move."

He's been wandering sadly on his own, and now it's time to come out.

"No, it's a trivial matter." Yuriko said, "I wish your friend and those she loves happiness."

"Hmm! If I have a chance, I'll invite you to my restaurant for dinner." Yuuri said, "I'll cook you delicious pork cutlet rice myself."

"Oh, that would be such an honor."

Before going to bed at night, Yuuri returned to the bedroom, and Victor sat on the bed with his back leaning against the bed board, his hands crossed and his fingers crossed on his lower abdomen.He stared intently at the wall directly opposite the bed, as if admiring the painting Yuuri had drawn.

Yuuri tugged at the hem of his light blue pajamas and climbed up, snuggled into the warm blanket, and sat next to Victor.

"Yuuri, thank you." Victor turned his head, "I like it very much, your birthday present for me."

Yuuri smiled shyly, "Do you know where that is?"

"Barcelona, ​​it was still winter the year I went." Victor reacted quickly, "I lost a bag on the way, so you have to go back and find it."

"I still couldn't find it, and the store was closed." Yuuri said with a little regret.

"Then when we went to the restaurant, where did you go alone?"

Yuuri winked at him, "Not telling you."

"I'll find out sooner or later." Viktor reached out his hand and clasped the ten fingers of Yuuri's right hand intentionally, "Yuuri, let me pursue you once."

Yuuri felt that the surprises he received today were too many, like a dream, and he didn't expect Victor to be willing to do this.He shook it back, felt the hot palm of the other party, and suddenly felt a sense of living on the earth.

"Then let's try..." Yuuri said.

Just like a high school student who tasted love for the first time, he ignorantly tried to be considerate and understand each other, and tried to accommodate the existence of another person in his life.

"I will try my best." Victor kissed Yuuri's forehead, his eyes were tender and tender, as if they contained a whole universe.

The next morning, Yuuri was still the one who woke up first. He looked at Victor sleeping next to him, obviously it was a scene he had seen countless times, but he suddenly had a strange sense of joy in his heart: this The person belonged to him. Although he didn't imprint his brand on the other person, this beautiful and lovely young man belonged to him.

Yuuri planted a light kiss on Viktor's eyelid as usual, thinking that sooner or later everyone would know that it was his Viktor.

Although Yuriko said that there is no such thing as unworthy, Yuuri still wants to try harder, at least to become a more fascinating existence for Victor.

After that, he changed his clothes and went out for a run, but happened to see Yuri coming out of the guest room. Both of them were wearing sportswear and sneakers, and they looked like they were doing morning exercises.

"Want to go for a run?" Yuuri asked, "Why don't we go together?"

"Let's go, I'm not familiar with this area." Yuri fiddled with the ponytail on the back of his head, and the two set off along the mountain road.

During the running process, the two of them seldom talked, they just ran forward blindly, Yuri's physical fitness was really good, not worse than Yuuri's at all.But at the end of the run, he was a little tired and refused to admit defeat, insisting on running the whole distance with Yuuri.

After the run, Yuri and Yuri walked back to the villa. Yuri wiped off his sweat and said, "Your physical strength is really endless?"

"Apart from anything else, good physical strength is indeed my strength." Yuuri said with a smile.

"Tsk, then I can't lose to you." After a pause, he said again, "Well, I said something harsh to you before, I'm sorry."

Yuuri was stunned, "Why did you bring this up all of a sudden?"

"I've always wanted to say it, but I didn't have the chance." As an adult, it takes courage to make an apology, Yuri blushed with shame, "I know your relationship with Victor, I thought you It's the kind of person who wants to cheat his money, so... a little strange