Chapter 31 The Two Separations
Chapter 31 The Two Separations
Life returns to normal.But he couldn't return to the state before meeting Xia Yu.
When waking up sleepy, wanting to hug the lover next to me, I can only get a cold body.Tossing and turning in the middle of the night, she looked at the sketches left by Xia Yu over and over again, recalling her every frown and smile, the most touching look on her face, leaving only two lines of tears in her mind. until dawn.She was often struck by a dull pain, unable to breathe.Although I was lonely before I met Xia Yu, it was far less painful than it is now.Only when we have been together day and night, will we feel the pain of heart-piercing longing.
I thought that with the passage of time, she would slowly forget the miss, just like forgetting the wounds she had suffered, she would decay and fester in the pale time and then heal slowly.She didn't think that the deep pain was like old wine, getting stronger and stronger.
When I'm not at work, my phone is glued to my hand.Refreshing the message list over and over again, not wanting to miss every message from her.In fact, there is very little communication. Shen Chai knows that Xia Yu is busy studying and dare not disturb each other too much. She usually chats occasionally, that is, occasionally chatting about family affairs.Xia Yu, on the other hand, sometimes takes the initiative to post some of her recent works, some are character sketches, some are street scenes, and sometimes they will be accompanied by concise text descriptions, saying that she wants Shen Chai to see her living environment.
The son travels thousands of miles and the mother is worried. Shen Chai has no children, but she understands this feeling.So when she saw that Xia Yu was doing well, she felt relieved.Looking at her picture, there is less depression, the lines are smooth, the colors are bright, and the happy mood is rendered on the paper.
In fact, both of them are deliberately covering up.
When I first arrived in Paris, Xia Yu had a bad time.In fact, she has to face far more problems than Shen Chai.New arrival, unfamiliar place, completely unfamiliar environment, language barriers.Living alone in a small room, eating cold hard bread, gently drawing the outline of his lover, tears quietly wet his eyes.At that time, it wasn't that she didn't talk about it, it's just that no one talked about it.But these can be seen from her paintings, oppressive and gloomy, this is how she feels living in a foreign land at the moment.
When there are classes, she will rush to the classroom in advance, sit in the seat, review theoretical knowledge or draw pictures.As there are countless oriental faces in the whole school, although they will not suffer blatant discrimination, there are quite a few people who are quite talkative secretly.Xia Yu always laughed it off.When she is free, she will force herself to go out into the sun.Take to the street, draw and sketch.Walk into the art gallery and copy the works of famous masters of the past dynasties.She devotes herself to painting hungrily and selflessly, which is her only way to escape from missing.What she fears most is going back to the temporarily rented house, a place that cannot be called home, so she often stays away at night, ordering a drink at a nearby bar and drinking alone all night.Attracted by her lonely temperament, there are many people looking for a one-night pleasure, but they are all rejected by her gentle words.
Later, somehow, her emotions gradually became clearer.She came from behind, and with her outstanding grades and outstanding works, she impressed many professors and classmates who looked down on her at first.Those proud French classmates who only recognize paintings but not people also gradually began to try to associate with Xia Yu.Xia Yu is always not afraid of visitors, but deliberately keeps a distance.Associating with these people, she can learn a lot of things that she can't learn in school, and meet many people she would never know.She even began to be familiar with communication.
The black hair that reaches the ground, the snow-white skin, and the bright red lips all belong to the elegant charm of the oriental people.His detached but not indifferent attitude has attracted the pursuit of many handsome blond and blue-eyed French guys.Later, there was a man who loved her so much that he promised not to marry unless she was the only one. He knelt at the door of the class and waited until the end of class. At that time, Xia Yu had already gently rejected three suitors in a month. She couldn't help but say that Come out 'Sorry, I have someone I like, she is in China. 'It was her and not him, Xia Yu was immersed in memories, her tone was gentle, her moist lips were light but cruel.So they were just sorry, and they all gave up their pursuit of Xiayu, because she had a lover in China.
In fact, she has never stopped communicating with Shen Chai, even when she is busy with homework and socializing.She would send some messages to Shen Chai every now and then, sometimes it was only a few words, sometimes it was a picture of the whole screen.And why isn't it full of thoughts that are about to overflow.Once, at the invitation of her classmates, she was lying on the lawn in front of an ancient European-style building in a private winery. that starry night.She was really drunk and dialed the number of the person in her heart on the other side of the ocean. She didn't ask for anything, she just wanted to hear that person's voice.The man answered, his voice was still a bit tired but gentle.She burst into tears for a moment and didn't speak, just holding the phone and crying.Shen Chai heard that it was Xia Yu, put down what she was doing, and comforted Xia Yu with gentle words.Xia Yu was tired and drunk, and fell asleep while crying.Under this deep starry sky, it was the most solid night she had slept since she arrived in France.On the contrary, Shen Chai was very anxious. She was afraid that something might happen to Xia Yu, and she wished she could book a ticket and fly to France immediately.The next day Xia Yu woke up on the grass, and only after reading the long call log did she realize that she had caused trouble. She quickly sent a message to explain, the time difference was reversed, and in exchange for a burst of curses from Shen Chai, she could see her gloomy face through the screen. Face.
Later, Xia Yu thought that this problem would not be solved so easily, so she simply pulled out a piece of drawing paper, and as she drew and drew, she burst into laughter.Under the heavy blue oil paint of that painting are two girls cuddling together. They look up at the sky and merge with this dream. The sky is magnificent and dreamy, and the nebula is gorgeous and gorgeous.Delicate and majestic, this is Xiayu's consistent style.She borrowed the school's high-definition scanner and wanted to record the painting on the device and submit it to her.At that time, the teacher who was in charge of the instrument was shocked when he saw it. When he asked Xia Yu if he wanted to contribute to the school's art collection, she smiled and refused, saying the most romantic words she could say, "This is an apology to her." . '
Shen Chai was shocked when she opened her work mailbox and saw this painting. She had never seen such a good work in a submission.Later, she saw the artist's name, a gorgeous Chinese, and she was relieved, and she was the only one who could hand over such a work.This time, even Liu Yan had no reason to prevent her from putting this painting on the cover.But at this moment, she suddenly couldn't bear it, why should she show Xia Yu's works to those people, it was obviously hers.She wanted to keep the painting a little for public benefit, but she still thought about it and handed it in. After all, this is Xia Yu's work and Xia Yu's hard work.She does not have the right to obliterate, if she does so, it will be different from the profit-seeking Liu Yan.She actually forgave Xia Yu a long time ago, before she received this painting, or she was never angry.She just deliberately taught Xia Yu a lesson.
Everyone is lonely, everyone is lonely, and no one can do without someone.Both of them discovered this truth.Because of love, no matter the distance, the fate and heart of the two are closely connected, walking and pulsating with the same amplitude.I don't know when it started.
This year, Shen Chai was 29 years old. She was at the age of three and was forced to marry by three aunts and six wives. Many people in the industry appreciated her talent, her personality, and her person, and they made requests for dating or marriage. .At first, Shen Chai tolerated it as much as she could, but later she couldn't help but refuse, and she said something so ugly that it was impossible to end it.Although no one forced her to get married anymore, she also gained a lot of bad reputation in the industry.It's just that she knows that she is waiting for someone.That person has nothing but a promise to come back.However, she can still wait for this sentence, for her love, for a lifetime.
This year, Xia Yu was 22 years old, at the prime of his life.Her works can be seen in the art weeks of major art festivals and in the art exhibitions of many cutting-edge painters.The industry has gradually become familiar with this unique Chinese girl, and major publishers are rushing to publish her works.Even the professors at the Academy of Fine Arts in Paris lamented that they had met a rare genius who would surely shine in this hot land of art.
It's just that all the glitz is gone, and Xia Yu can't be kept, she wants to go back.She still has a promise in her heart, a person, and a home.
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