【Fengyue】Rare and deep love

Chapter 18 Part 18

Since elder brother likes senior sister Yingxi, why...does those things to himself?

"I," Fei Yi's drooping eyelashes trembled, and said in a shy voice, "Senior sister is fine."

The atmosphere fell into silence for a while.

After a while, Feiji quietly raised the end of his eyes, turned around on Feng Xiaoyao, and then quickly retracted.His eldest brother, who has been flying around all the year round and doesn't know what to worry about, looks a little tired.

That's right.Fei Yi thought, the eldest brother must be concerned about his own feelings.

Feng Xiaoyao took a deep breath, and forced out a smile: "Auntie made soup to dispel the cold, come over and drink it first." Between his brows, he didn't know how unnatural his expression was at this moment.

Fei Yi's heart seemed to be soaked in water, even though the gradually submerged suffocation stuck in his throat, he couldn't restrain his weakness.It's not what he wants to make it difficult for his elder brother.So just like what he did countless days and nights, he obediently walked up to Feng Xiaoyao, and let the other party grab his wrist and push himself onto the chair.

He put all his energy on Feng Xiaoyao who was at the side.The two were used to intimacy, so the other's arm came over almost at the same time as he was sitting down, but in the middle of the walk, they suddenly stopped.It was awkwardly stagnant in mid-air like an unowned object, and finally Feng Xiaoyao took it back abruptly, and pretended to touch the back of his head.

Fei Ying only pretended not to know, and hung his head down, sipping the soup slowly, thinking to himself: No wonder the eldest brother looked weird yesterday, and he just blindly concealed the question, so he was going to withhold the letter.

But why didn't he explain this matter clearly?

He's not...not unreasonable.

The sea of ​​bitterness in his heart was surging, Feiji only felt that the soup was hard to swallow, but he dared not express his displeasure, so he drank it all in one gulp.

In the past year at Feng's house, Feiji cherished it very much - he almost carefully embraced the light and fluttering dream.That's why I'm so scared, I'm afraid that this is just a dream, and it will pass away like other things that can't be kept.

Worry comes from love, and fear comes from love, just like this bowl of soup, every cent given by the Feng family has to make him think twice.In the face of this feeling of fear of losing, his heart palpitations and impulses caused by touch, the joy from the soul, and his sanity willing to sink, no matter how huge waves are created in his world, they are no longer important.

For Feng Xiaoyao, who has his own heart, it doesn't matter anymore.

That night, Fei Yi returned to his upper bunk bed.Feng Xiaoyao was well aware of his gaping distance, which was full of loopholes, but for some reason, he didn't use his strong attitude to take that step to eliminate the deliberate alienation between the two.

This further confirmed Fei Yi's guess.

The night was getting darker, lying on the bed on their backs, the two brothers who were only a short distance away, but their hearts were so far away that they seemed to be in two countries.

The next day, Feiyan got up with two panda eyes, and when he came down, he saw Feng Xiaoyao who was still asleep with his head covered, and instinctively walked over to shake him awake.When he was approaching, he suddenly stopped, and when his eyes became clear again, the boy's complexion changed several times, and finally he turned around and left quietly.

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, Feng Xiaoyao pushed aside the quilt and sat up silently.

After a breakfast with almost no interaction, the whole morning was like sleepwalking.He still came to school on Feng Xiaoyao's bicycle, but there was not much conversation on the way. When we parted, Feng Xiaoyao wanted to pat him on the head, and gave up when his body tensed subconsciously. Sighing, he turned and walked towards the teaching building of the high school.

Feiji quietly watched his back until it disappeared, the pain in his heart blocked his throat.

On the podium, the physics teacher was still giving lectures conscientiously. The "cheep" sound made by the chalk rubbing against the blackboard was somewhat harsh. Feiyi took a deep breath and kept telling himself: They will grow up and separate. Now Plan ahead and get acquainted with the taste of independence as soon as possible, so as to cope with future separation.

When the lunch break was approaching, Feng Xiaoyao sent a text message.

From: big brother

Just now my aunt called to ask, what should I prepare for dinner, what do you want to eat?

It took Feiji a few minutes to delete, delete, and modify before sending out a message:

To: big brother

random.

After school today, I want to go by myself.

After sending it, I waited for a response, but seeing that there was no movement from the other party, I hesitated and sent another message: I have grown up.

After a long time, when he thought that Feng Xiaoyao was angry and would not talk to him anymore, his phone vibrated.

From: big brother

it is good.

A single word is so concise that it is impossible to judge the mood of the speaker when he typed it.

But at noon that day, Feng Xiaoyao never took the initiative to come to him again.

When school was over, Fei Yan couldn't help turning to the carport to have a look. Seeing that the mountain bike he was familiar with had been ridden away, he stood there for a while and couldn't tell whether he was relieved or disappointed.

The students in the carport came and went, passing by in groups of threes and twos, chatting and laughing, Fei Yan tightened his schoolbag belt, slowly exited, and headed for the school gate.The red sun was falling from the sky, and the vehicles on the road were constantly flowing. The giant steel bird invented by humans flew through the sky with the roar of the engine, leaving a long trail.

Fei Yi familiarly walked along the sidewalk along the street, from the crowded downtown area to the secluded alley.He and Feng Xiaoyao would occasionally get out of the fast-moving car and take a slow walk, usually because the latter thought of something delicious and fun, so he decided to take him to try it on a whim.Most of them are lively and noisy, and the experiences and emotions come one after another, so fast that he often has not woken up from a kind of joy, and then sinks into a new dream.

His soul seemed to be dragged and dragged by the wind, floating lightly in the kingdom of Wangyou, and there was no time for sadness at all.And it's been a long time since I walked alone like this.

"Yo, what a coincidence!"

"Xiaoyezhong, do you remember us?"

A few figures approaching suddenly blocked Feiji's way.The light of the setting sun stretched out the shadows of those people, Fei Yi looked up, it was the bad student who always bullied him in the previous junior high school.The leader, the boss, is also very familiar, still dyed with yellow hair that should be reported and criticized, with his hands in his pockets, with a cigarette in his mouth, squinting at him squintingly.

The little brother next to him has already got a sense of fun, and picks up the quarrel.

"Last year, she still looked poor, but now, tsk tsk, the new home is doing well."

"Hey, hand over your wallet, the brothers are a little tight recently, borrow some money to spend."

"I won't go back and find that windy person to complain again. You two are not related by blood. If you watch out too many times, he will get impatient."

One of the boys put on a crying face in a weird way: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo."

Hearing Feng Xiaoyao's name, Fei Yi's eyes sank, and he said calmly, "Get out of the way."

Ma Zai thought he had heard it wrong, so he took a step forward on purpose and put his hand to his ear: "What?" He looked around again: "We are pitiful all day long, the little wild species who was beaten so badly that we can't even fart just now What did you say, did you hear clearly?"

Responding to him was Fei Yan who raised his leg and kicked him two meters away.

Ma Zai clutched his stomach and backed up a few steps, unable to stand upright, and pointed at the flying bird with shaking hands, "You...!"

The other accomplices were taken aback by the sudden change, and after realizing it, they all turned into anger.In their eyes, the guy who is like a rabbit who can be manipulated by others dares to resist now, it's really against the sky!

"This little bastard has eaten his ambition, brothers, come on, beat him to death!"

"Brat, if grandpa doesn't teach you to be a new person today, you don't know why flowers are so popular."

——You have to cherish yourself more, or the eldest brother will be sad.

——Feiji, do you have the heart to make the elder brother who likes you so much, and you like him so much, feel sad?

Feng Xiaoyao in his memory smiled.

"I didn't do anything before, because I didn't want to move." Fei Yi threw the schoolbag aside, his eyes were clear and cold: "I'm not afraid of you."

Before he finished speaking, he turned sideways to avoid the oncoming fist, and at the same time took a step closer, hitting the man's jaw with his palm upward.When the opponent was hit by the force of inertia and looked up to the sky, the supporting leg was slightly turned, and the right leg was kicked backwards, directly kicking the horse boy who was thrown behind him so that his neck turned to one side, leaving a shining shoe print on the face.

Jian Wuji, who happened to pass by the alley, saw this scene.At first, his blood was surging, Gu Tou rushed over to stop him regardless of his back: "Hey! What are you doing, I'll call the police..." Then he was stunned by the feat of the flying hammer blaster.

He stared blankly at the thin boy who raised his hand and threw it over his shoulder, throwing the third gangster who was rushing forward to the ground with a "bang". .

Jian Wuji hiccupped involuntarily, patted his small chest, and let out the final sound from his mouth: "Is it?"

When the five scoundrels were lying flat, holding their wounds and howling, the wild cat who had watched the whole field fighting fiercely before finally put away its minions, looked at Jian Wuji and nodded: "Thank you."

The latter waved his hand in embarrassment: "No, no, I didn't do anything... I can't tell from the words, but you are quite good at fighting."

The boy picked up his schoolbag and carried it on his back: "I practiced a little bit of karate."

Jian Wuji was full of enthusiasm: "Wow, then you have to practice for several years!"

Fei Ying shook his head: "I started last year, it's not very good, I only learned a little superficially."

The two walked out while chatting, regardless of the writhing caterpillars.

Jian Wuji: "Don't tell me, modesty equals hypocrisy."

Feiji: "Really, I also went to the gymnasium with my elder brother after school. There are not many people who really play, and he..." The voice stopped abruptly.

Jian Wuji, who was immersed in discovering the new world, didn't pay attention, "The karate club in our high school can't get a good ranking every year in the province. You can't be a savior from heaven." At the back of his head, Jian Wuji slammed into his shoulder and winked: "But looking at your brother's posture, I'm afraid I can't bear to be separated from you, alas, I can only play tricks with him in the drama club, otherwise you will have yellow stickers on the mirror. It's okay to be a heroine." He took it for granted, and spoke with confidence.

Feiji lowered his head and remained silent.

——tbc——