Autobiography of a paranoid patient

Chapter 13

(61)

"If it's you..." Before I finished speaking, Feng Yue suddenly leaned over and pecked my lips.

I stopped in surprise, Feng Yue was still looking at me, those bright eyes reflected the chaotic and gorgeous lights of the bar.

The booing around gradually became more and more intense, Feng Yue raised the corners of his lips, laughed for some reason, pinched my chin with one hand, pressed my waist to him with the other hand, and kissed him thoroughly.

It's strange that these few tens of seconds seem like many, many minutes to me.

I closed my eyes, and the noise around me receded like a tide, leaving only the only intensity in the whole world.

His tongue pressed against my throat, so deep that I kept swallowing. Physiologically, he lifted the tip of his tongue to hook his lower teeth. He kept rubbing my Adam's apple, as if he wanted me to swallow him down.

After he let me go, I lay down on his shoulders, my arms wrapped around his shoulders, my eyes were filled with tears, and my fingers were limp.

He patted me on the back, and I heard him say to his friends: "I'm going first, you guys play slowly."

Only then did I become ashamed belatedly.

I actually crossed the line and made out with him in front of his colleagues.

I don't care if people misunderstand me, but I care about his reputation.

So as soon as he finished speaking, I struggled to sit up from him, my toes fell to the ground first, and I even wobbled unsteadily, before being held straight by his arms.

"What?" he asked quietly.

I watched him return to the indifferent corners of his lips and eyebrows in a daze.

"When did you have a date and didn't tell your brother?" Suddenly someone asked.

I looked in the direction of the voice, the man was long overdue.

(62)

The ugliest person I've ever seen, I think it's myself trapped in a white wall.

I hurt myself desperately, sometimes to save the world from being a burden.

And at this moment, I feel that I have seen my opposite, the other extreme.

He was wearing a deep V-thin sweater, probably to cope with the too low air conditioner in the bar. His exposed collarbone was straight and undulating, and it was hidden in the clothes.He has smooth facial contours, passionate eyebrows, narrow and long eyes with flowing ripples, and his lips are soft and soft, suitable for kisses.

I was stunned, and at the moment when he cast his eyes on me, I knew that he was my other extreme, and the only unlucky thing in common was that he was also an extreme.

He looked at me carefully.

"Play slowly." Feng Yue walked out as if he didn't hear his question.

I followed behind Feng Yue, arching my body slightly, trying to avoid too many people looking at me.

We inevitably passed him, and I saw him holding Feng Yue's cuff uncertainly in the dim light.

"Feng Yue." He called his name with a firm tone, and slapped his eyelashes a few times.

The slender fingers pinched the thin cuffs, playing aimlessly and intimately.

"Yu Nan, let go." After Feng Yue said that, Yu Nan really stopped entanglement, obediently retreated to the side, and sat down on the armrest of the sofa.

I saw Feng Yue glanced at him, and Yu Nan raised his eyes aware of it, and his eyebrows frowned again in just a few seconds.

Feng Yue stopped talking to him, this time he turned to look at me, raised his hand to rub my hair, and said, "Let's go."

When I passed by Yunan's side, he suddenly called me and reached out to caress my collar.

"Your collar is out of order."

I looked down and saw a distinct scar on his retracted finger.

"Thank you." I said calmly.

(63)

Feng Yue and I both drank, and the driver of the bar was driving.

He leaned against the window and I leaned against him.

Probably because he was going out to play, Feng Yue smelled very strong of perfume, I felt dizzy after touching him for a while, thinking of that man named Yunan, he also acted like a baby, and asked: "Can I be on your lap?" lie down for a while?"

Only then did Feng Yue look away from the scenery outside the window.

He rested his chin on one hand, pointing his fingers in the air.

I slowly met his gaze.

In such a precious time for me, I looked into his eyes carefully.

Can you recognize a person by their eyes alone?

I don't mean the shape of the eye, but the content of the eye.

You can probably recognize me easily, my eyes are gray, it's a muddle along, nothing to fear attitude.

But you may not recognize Feng Yue's.

His emotions are very deep, I dare not speculate, dare not explore, I am afraid that he will leave because of this.

I couldn't help but want to raise my hand to caress, but the car turned a big curve, and I fell towards Feng Yue uncontrollably, with my head resting on his firm belly.

I wanted to get up, but my head was covered by his palm, and I patted it lightly a few times.

"Sleep for a while." Feng Yue said.

I closed my eyes, I felt like I was about to lose him.

Yu Nan called him Feng Yue, but he could understand his eyes.

I felt Feng Yue's fingers, with heat, hesitantly brushed across my ear.

"Who is your husband?" I heard his warm and slightly hoarse voice.

I paused and stood up, and he picked me up and sat in his arms.

I stopped looking at him and buried my face in him.

"you."

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